she/her, minor, BSD fan, sskk shipper, enthusiast, and stan, traditional/digital artist, fanfic writer, swiftie
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Attempted to draw Dazai in a messier look with my style, instead of doing everything cleanly like I usually do lol. This looks more sketch-like, I like it
Drew Atsushi (a redraw of an art by Gun_Zi for Dead Apple)
This sounds like something Atsushi would say
I’m done begging people to hear me out on Akutagawa from BSD, I fear this is not a hear me out. This is one FINE man. I have no shame.
Character profile;
Name: Dazai Jisatsu
Name origin: "Jisatsu" may or may not directly translate into "suicide" from Japanese 😭 I mean it's fitting though?
Gender: male, he/him
Family: Osamu, Chuuya, Shiwasu (older twin sister)
Ability name: A Human's Sorrow
Ability description: my friend (@mi1ikan) came up with this mishmash of Soukoku's abilities; basically, Jisatsu can "kidnap" and take an ability user's ability just by touching them, and he doesn't need to keep constant contact to keep nullifying. The longer he keeps the ability "captive" the more it damages his health though (similar to Chuuya's damage during Corruption). The more abilities he kidnaps all at once, the faster his health deteriorates. When he "kidnaps" an ability his appearance changes, his hair goes from brown to orange and his eyes go from blue to a reddish-brown (so he can't really hide when he's taken an ability)
Age: 19
Height: 5'11
Occupation(s): student, Port Mafia executive
Likes: alcohol, dogs, teasing others, fashion, going for drives to clear his mind
Dislikes: pain, dogs, rats, hard work, death
Birthday: August 13th
Hair color(s): brown (changes to orange)
Eye color(s): blue (changes to a reddish-brown)
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I really can't draw oh my God he looks like a serial killer and a fuckboy at the same time 😭🙏 I'm sorry my art skills can't do his justice 😔
This series of artworks/characters has been really fun tbh, I really liked making Jisatsu. (And while illustrating all these semi-OCs I'll still be experimenting with digital art lmao)
He's the second youngest person to become a Port Mafia executive (at 19; Dazai holds the record at 18). His sister Shiwasu is also an executive at 19, but since she's older she's third youngest (they were both promoted at the same time).
Jisatsu is a happy kid, and while he's a bit of a tease he's not an idiot. He gets work done (although not quickly) and he's capable of taking care of himself, he's liked by most people
Next is Ranpoe :D
✩ THE ERAS TOUR FILES ✩ (🌟)
If This Was a Movie by Taylor Swift fits sskk and I would like to say why 🙏
If anything, it fits them double now, due to chapter 121.5, and it would *so* be from Atsushi's pov after Akutagawa died in their fight against Fukuchi, but it could also be from Akutagawa's pov
"Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there" THAT IS SO SO THEM 😭 like it just fits Atsushi's mourning after Akutagawa died (and the six months lyric is just perfection)
"I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you" Atsushi reminiscing and thinking back to the fight with Fukuchi is very well described with these lyrics
"Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out"
Just the whole entire song is so similar to them. The pain, the loss, the heartbreak. Everything Atsushi regrets, everything that haunts him about Akutagawa's death. All his hopes that Akutagawa could come back (thankfully he did but then l m a o Atsushi had to go and die •-•)
Sskk makes me unwell I love them so much 😔 anyways I was just obsessing over this song and realized it fit sskk to a painful degree lmao
my favorites pics of 'the eras tour' ♡
Asagiri please I'm begging you I NEED a scene where sskk talk about each other's trauma and trace each other's scars
Like just imagine Atsushi gently touching the scar on Akutagawa's neck with tears in his eyes as they talk about their pasts IT WOULD BE THE THERAPY I NEED
so. y'know the concepts of akutagawa with a neck scar post chapter 88.
WELL i'm starting to see atsushi ones, and given the side of his body atsushi gets the cut in, that would pass over the ones from the orpanage like. not covering them fully but crossing them. and i'm obsessed with that.
I made a lengthy list of Taylor Swift songs that fit characters/relationships from bsd, and I wanted to explain deeper about some of the songs listed there :]
I Can Do It With a Broken Heart for Fyolai really fits to me. It's from Nikolai's pov, and I think it describes his character around Fyodor very well
"'Cause I'm a real tough kid, I can handle my shit
They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it till you make it" and I did
Lights, camera, bitch smile, even when you wanna die
He said he'd love me all his life
But that life was too short
Breaking down, I hit the floor
All the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting "More"
I was grinning like I'm winning, I was hitting my marks
'Cause I can do it with a broken heart (one, two, three, four)
I'm so depressed, I act like it's my birthday every day
I'm so obsessed with him but he avoids me like the plague
I cry a lot but I am so productive, it's an art
You know you're good when you can even do it
With a broken heart"
I just can't over how much this fits them. Nikolai hiding everything behind his emotional mask, how one-sided his relationship with Fyodor is, his obsession with Fyodor and his persistence
Ever since I first heard this song way back on April 19th 2024 (my life changed that day 😔), I've thought this was just such a Fyolai-esque song :>
List of songs by Taylor Swift that fit Bsd characters and relationships bc why not;
Fyolai - I Can Do It With a Broken Heart
Fyodor - Dear Reader
Dazai or Ranpo - Mastermind
Soukoku - All You Had To Do Was Stay
Shin Soukoku - invisible string
Shin Soukoku - Enchanted
Shin Soukoku - Treacherous
Shin Soukoku - Midnight Rain
Yosano - mad woman
Chuuya - Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?
Shin Soukoku - Haunted
Shin Soukoku - Ours
Soukoku - happiness
Soukoku - Cornelia Street
Soukoku - I Knew You Were Trouble
Shin Soukoku - Sparks Fly
Shin Soukoku - Timeless
Dazai - Antihero
Akutagawa - Breathe
Soukoku - I Almost Do
Shin Soukoku - Back to December
Ranpoe - But Daddy I Love Him
Dazai - Clean
Shin Soukoku - Come Back...Be Here
Atsushi - Clara Bow
Shin Soukoku - Call It What You Want
Shin Soukoku - Delicate
Atsushi - The Archer
Soukoku - Death By a Thousand Cuts
Kyouka - Daylight
Tachihara - epiphany
Shin Soukoku - I'm Only Me When I'm With You
Soukoku - Forever Winter
Soukoku - Fifteen
Soukoku - Hits Different
Soukoku - High Infidelity
Soukoku - Getaway Car
Akutagawa - mirrorball
Soukoku - Gorgeous
Shin Soukoku - Lover
Gin - Soon You'll Get Better
Shin Soukoku - Glitch
Soukoku - I Bet You Think About Me
Atsushi - I Hate It Here
Shin Soukoku or Soukoku - I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)
Sigma - my tears ricochet
Shin Soukoku - If This Was a Movie
Akutagawa - I Forgot That You Existed
Kyouka, Atsushi or Yosano - Innocent
Soukoku - Is It Over Now?
Shin Soukoku - Jump Then Fall
Soukoku - King of My Heart
The Armed Detective Agency - Long Live
Shin Soukoku - Last Kiss
Shin Soukoku - Love Story
Atsushi - Mean
Dazai - marjorie
Kyouka - Never Grow Up
Shin Soukoku - Our Song
Ranpoe - Paper Rings
Soukoku - Style
Atsushi - seven
Shin Soukoku - "Slut!"
Shin Soukoku - Sweet Nothing
Soukoku - Sad Beautiful Tragic
Soukoku - Say Don't Go
Shin Soukoku - This Love
Ranpoe - the lakes
Fyolai - tolerate it
Atsushi - Tied Together With a Smile
Soukoku - The Story of Us
Soukoku - The Way I Loved You
Shin Soukoku - Untouchable
Soukoku - Wonderland
Yosano - Would've Could've Should've
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Well that ended up longer than I expected. And I'm probably forgetting some lmao
And when you can't sleep at night, you hear my stolen lullabies...
You could've been getting down to this sick beat!
In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team :)
my favorites pics of 'the eras tour' ♡
my favorites pics of 'the eras tour' ♡
my favorites pics of 'the eras tour' ♡
Taylor accepting the 2025 iHeart Radio Music Award for Tour of the Century
if Verlaine won't do it then Karl will
(as promised, @crowatyourwindow )
where do you think sskk would go for their honeymoon?
honestly, I don't see sskk going somewhere for a honeymoon. they'd probably just each ask for a few weeks off of their work and spend as much time together as possible. their honeymoon is dragging each other around yokohama to go to their favorite restaurants and see gardens and walk alongside the pier and sleep in late. :)
OH MY GOD?? LIKE THIS IS ACTUALLY SO BEAUTIFUL THOUGH?? IT'S SO GOOD
His expression is just right and oml the shading HE LOOKS SO PRETTY IM SCREAMING I love this 😭
The recent bsd chapter is crazy good and I never would have expected Asagiri to take a sudden plot twist relating to how everything has a connection in the story. Asagiri is cooking
THIS IS AKUTAGAWA IN CHAPTER 121.5
you know a fic is good when it has this
@mi1ikan
Silly little ranpoe x tv girl edit I made ☆°•.○
"Ao3 should allow multiple kudos" "I want to be able to leave more than one kudos"
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Her character profile;
Name: Akutagawa Shiori
Name origin: she's the only bsd ship kid I made without an actual name origin 🙏 I made Shiori a long time ago (I've been a sskk enthusiast for an ungodly amount of time), I think I just looked up female Japanese names and picked Shiori bc of the "shi" in it being like the "shi" in Atsushi lol. So yeah there's not really any meaning behind her name
Gender: female, she/her
Family: Ryuunosuke, Atsushi, Hiroshi (older brother)
Ability name: Demon Under the Moonlight
Ability description: it's basically Atsushi's ability, except she's got grey fur with black stripes. Also in exchange for regeneration, she can manipulate her tiger tail similarly to Rashomon, where it can extend or sharpen. She does turn into a weretiger during the full moon, but they had Dazai deal with that, until Fukuzawa hired her at 14 for an "apprentice detective" spot at the Agency, where Fukuzawa's ability took care of the problem
Age: 16
Height: 5'5
Occupation(s): student, apprentice detective at the Agency
Likes: chazuke, cats, figs, springtime, ice skating, reading
Dislikes: mandarin oranges, dolls, cigarettes, the smell of blood
Birthday: April 2nd
Hair color(s): black and white
Eye color(s): silver (right eye), gold and purple (left eye)
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I'm horrible at digital art so please excuse the poorly skilled drawing, but the first picture is Shiori in color, the second is just a random doodle and the third is the original draft. I will be drawing her brother soon, but anyways, here's Sskk's daughter! I hope you like her (✿^‿^)
Her birthday is April 2nd because it's exactly between March 1st (Akutagawa's birthday) and May 5th (Atsushi's birthday) lol. Her design is a little crazy, but please know that Atsushi is the one who cuts her hair and that's why it's that horrendous 😔
Shiori is kind and nice, but is usually tactless/blunt and can be really cold when she wants to be. Don't get on her bad side lmao
(regarding this whole "bsd ship kids" series, you're probably wondering how tf any of these very-much-not-biologically-possible characters are here, and since this whole series is just for fun, I don't really care on the answer; I decided on there just being an ability user who can give people children despite gender. Also in terms of abilities for the kids, they will either be mashups of their parent's abilities, or just something similar to their themes, I'm not the most creative person in the world lol. Once again, please don't take any of this too seriously and also ignore my crappy art)
Skk is next :]
a bunch of artwork i did in my sketchbook
Okay so! The results are in :D
I did not think 169 whole people would vote omg 😭 ty to everyone who voted!
Sskk won, kinda unsurprisingly bc sskk is just perfect, so I'll be drawing and revealing my (kind of an OC) sskk love child first. I'll actually be designing and making every ship kid on this poll (and maybe a few that weren't mentioned), this poll was to pick who would be revealed first (~‾▿‾)~
So, in order of who will be revealed from first to last is;
Sskk (26%)
Skk (24.9%)
Ranpoe (15.4%)
Fyolai (8.9%)
Suegiku (7.1%)
Kunibram (6.5%)
Kenjikyou (3%)
Rimlaine (3%)
Steincraft (2.4%)
Tachitani (1.8%)
Other kids of ships that I haven't officially decided on yet (the remaining 1.2%)
I'll be giving each kid a character profile and just some extras on them, and this is just for fun, don't take it too seriously please :>
Can't wait to share my art ( ◜‿◝ )♡
I'm aware my art isn't very popular or anything lol but please pick which kid you'd want to see me draw the most<3 (I'm also aware every kid on this list beside Kenjikyou's would be biologically impossible but uhh let's say there's just some ability user or whatever who can let two men have kids or smth, idk I'm here to draw not to have logic mk 😔)
I'll also name the kid and give them a bit of a story when I end up drawing whoever they are :>
why does aku have the sluttiest little waist when tenma tengai is activated like who did this