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Couple goals π
t h e y h a v e a r r i v e d
chuuya and nikolais harir are so fluffy
OK I WAS JUST BEING DEPRESSING AN HOUR AGO BUT LOOK WHO SHOWED UP AT MY DOORSTEP JUST NOW!!!
he told me nikolai and chuuya are coming soon
Fyolai yuri??!?!!
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Happy belated bday psyco<3
Drew this on his bday, forgot to post.
(Cant draw hands for my life, so i didnt :D)
Looked better without hair tbh
Was listening to the Hunchback of Notre Dame soundtrack and the voices bestowed me with this sacred task. It came to me in a vision, and so here it is!
Babyβs first postβΌοΈ Have a good night yall!
pov fyodor when he sees a tall well dressed man with long pale hair and also dazai. (sorry the qualityβs shitty. lol)
Fyolai! Or rather a more one-sided version
I think that's my first time drawing Fyodor.
And a sketch where fyodor looks very annoyed at the camera
I originally wanted him to write something, which gave me an idea
:What if Fyodor was actually left-handed but made himself use his right hand because being left-handed was seen as a bad and a devilish(?) thing
Idk, I have nothing to base this on
but I'm pretty sure that people used to teach their kids to write with their right hand even if they were left-handed
I also don't know how true that is, but I know that my grandma did that with my dad
Dazai is like Fyodor and Nikolai ship child if you think about it.
Fyodor with his psychological torture and Nikolai with his physical one and there just Dazai having both.
- Fyodor and Dazai share the same mind
- Nikolai and Dazai both being 'creative' when it comes to physical torture.
Not to mention their clown mask too-
because i was obviously not utterly destroyed by his "death"
Imagine making out with your boyfriend and then realising he's dead. So hot.
Π¦Π΅Π»ΡΠ΅ΡΡΡΡ ΡΡ ΡΠΎ ΡΠ²ΠΎΠΈΠΌ ΠΏΠ°ΡΠ½Π΅ΠΌ, ΠΈ ΡΡΡ ΡΡ Π²ΡΠΏΠΎΠΌΠΈΠ½Π°Π΅ΡΡ: "ΠΎΠ½ ΠΌΠ΅ΡΡΠ²". ΠΠ°ΠΊ Π³ΠΎΡΡΡΠΎ.
Note to self: DO NOT get into Chuuya's car after he's had a heated argument with Dazai! No matter how cold it is outside!
- Sigma
College au shenanigans, winter edition:
Fyodor's anemic ass freezes to death so he wears a bunch of layers
Dazai hates the winter because seasonal depression gets him every time. He also despises the cold and freezes easily so a bunch of layers and the scarf that Chuuya almost strangels him with every morning it is.
Chuuya (Dazai's personal heater) doesn't get cold easily but he still overdress because he's a fashion icon β¨οΈ.
Nikolai doesn't fear the cold, the cold fears him! He walks around in a t-shirt like a psychopath but still carries his jacket around in case Dos - kun needs it.
Sigma can't stand the summer heat so the winter is like a blessing to him. He dresses cozily and is in a seemingly better mood untill he sees Nikolai emerging outside in his t-shirt.
The colleges AU saga continues! π No like seriously, this is a direct continuation of the previous post (nevermind the fact that I drew this one first). Anyways they had gathered in Sigma's apartment to study for a group project but ended up playing board games and nerly burning the apartment down (Sigma has officially banned them of playing board games in his apartment now), hair braiding while some of them, *cough *cough fyolai *cough, passionately making out in the corner. It wasn't all that bad untill Fyodor pulled out a bottle of vodka, seemingly out of thin air, and oh well, the rest is history!
Since you guys seemed to like the incorrect quote thing and my college AU a lot, I decided to combine the two this time. Here's the funniest stuff i gathered.
Let me introduce you to my College AU π I randomly tought of this some time after watching the events in Merasault. Just wanted to take the sillies and put them into a situation where they didn't need to kill each other. Now they do this instead of studying for their exams.
PS: pls click on image for high res because it keeps looking blurry and I have no idea how to fix it, if you do pls let me know.
If Nikolai killed fyodor and fyodor became him it would be is ultimate freedom he would be free from his body and emotions as fyodor would takeover and peal off his skin removing Nikolaiβs βovercoatβ
Fyodorβs ability is probably referencing many of his works like The Double and The Possessed and The Dream of a Ridiculous Man. Many of his other traits like gambling and the Sky Casino could come from his works like The Gambler. There are also shared themes with his works like The Grand Inquisitor with freedom.
I canβt help but think of Fyolai when I remember the story Dostoevsky wrote titled A Faint Heart
Does anyone else connect Fyodor Dostoevsky in the most recent stuff with Baba Yaga and other Russian/Slavic folklore? I know the irl Dostoevsky referenced folklore in his works. Maybe there is some connection. Both Fyodor and Baba Yaga are associated with skulls and are βimmortalβ. We see the two side of Fyodor in dead apple while he is βcrimeβ is ability refers to its self as βpunishmentβ which can be seen as life and death. Baba Yaga is a goddess of birth and death. There is the Cannibalism Arc in bsd while Baba Yaga is a cannibal. They both transform Fyodor takes over Bramβs body and Baba Yaga is a shapeshifter. Both are extremely smart and manipulative. Fun fact Baba Yaga can take the form of a bird. ;) Nikolai and birds ;)
I depend emotionally on too many homosexual pairings and that's both the most beautiful and destructive trait of my personality.
Well, I did start a blog here once before, but it didn't last even a couple of months before it was deleted for god knows what reason
letβs just remember some of my stuff here and move on as if nothing happened sigh
(reblogs of this post would be really appreciated ποΈ)
made 'em androgynous π
I hate them
listen i'm brainrotting about this fyolai fic idea ive had for a while
phantom of the opera style au with cabaret star nikolai and fyodor as the spirit in his mirror that talks to him in the guise of an angel. the trail of mysterious murders and missing persons lead nikolai back to the man in the mirror whose voice he hears every night, until he gets pulled by the strange 'angel' to the other side.
ugh i need to start getting to it but EXAMS πππ i haven't been studying for SHIT all i think about are these mf gays πππ
So like.
If that's not Fyodor, does that mean Nikolai is just hugging some random dude's hand???
Just wondering.
Fyolai but Fyodor is a vampire
TW for gore and blood