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HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZUKU 💚🎂

When this week started, I was full of hope and applying for jobs so I can start over after graduation.

Now it’s Thursday, and I’m finishing the one bottle of wine I own while I cry as I finish a 69 chapter fanfiction I’ve been reading because it’s OVER and WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH MY LIFE NOW?

You ever stand there and watch everything fall apart and just think “ah yes, time to return to my roots” and restart an obsession from 10 years ago or are you normal

I'd actually like to know if the first pic is staged, because it looks like it's candid, and it isn't?

If it is then- 🙂

(Also, can we talk about the scar? It looks good?😀)

YOU’RE JOKING ??????

Eeeeghhh 😬 who would have thought it, my mental health I’ve been neglecting finally caught up with me.

Guess who is taking a mental health day tomorrow and staying in bed?

God dammit, It's 1 AM I need to wake up at 6 AM. And. Here. I. AM. Bawling my eyes out like a BABY and going to ao3 to look for similar fics to cry more, because this is a wonderful prompt and I want more of Severus and Minerva being besties.

Severus and Minerva being friends is honestly a top tier headcanon. By now I just consider it canon.

At first it started off with Minerva reluctantly helping Severus when he's a new teacher/head of house. But what starts off with advice over tea and chess becomes a weekly alloted time for Severus, they talk and gossip.

Minerva is the one who helped Severus get it together after Lily died, she was there to hug Severus after his trial in which Dumbledore spoke in his favour.

What started off reluctantly became a very close friendship. They were like two peas in a pod. They'd sit together during staff meetings and meals in the Great Hall. Minerva could be found fighting laughter at something Severus whispered in her ear (especially when Lockhart was teaching)

Severus would complain and gripe to her about Potter and how he was a rule breaker and he'd break his neck one day if Severus wasn't there to watch over him.

When Severus was told by Dumbledore that he had to kill him all he could think about was what would happen to his friendship with Minerva.

That last year of his life was the hardest ever. He was alone. Severus had always known he'd be alone eventually but it hurt more then he'd thought it would.

When Severus was dying all he could imagine was that he was dying alone and no one would care about him once he passed. He thought about Minerva.

After Voldemort was killed Minerva went to Harry demanding/asking to be told the truth and was Severus really still on their side. Harry noticed the normally stern teacher was on the verge of tears. Harry nods and tells her about the memories (mentioning that she was in a few of them cuz honestly they're besties Minerva had to have appeared at least once). Harry then brings Minerva to where Severus's body remains.

Harry watched as Minerva broke down upon seeing the man's body and went over to him and cleaned his wound, she spoke softly to him apologizing for everything that he was forced to do. It's heartbreaking to watch, Harry looks away when Minerva hugs the man's body (grief makes people do that, I've seen it first hand) and kisses his forehead.

Minerva speaks at Severus's funeral, she's the one who gives the eulogy. She speaks of a man that not many got to see and how she was privileged to be able to see the real Severus. She spoke about how her life won't be the same without him in it, and how he was a hero and like Harry Potter says, the bravest man she's ever known.

reading chap. 122 of bsd.

me rn

I finally read the newest BSD chapter

And

I'm just gonna freak out under the cut and give my long ass ramble cause-

HOLY SHIT??? I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE TRANSFORMATION SCENE ANIMATED?? PRAYING IT DOESN'T GET BOTCHED! 🙏🙏

AND ALSO BRAM LIKE?? KNOWING THAT SOMETHING WAS HAPPENING TO HIM BEFORE HAND AND WARNING AYA?? HE CALLED HER PRINCESS 😭

ALSO BRAM IS DEAD?? A TRIPLE SINGULARITY? Fyodor was practically sizing Bram up in the past?? Like "Hm yes, you'll make a wonderful body some day" Both Dazai and Chuuya are on the other side of the planet and Fyodor basically teleported back to Japan and I can't stop thinking about how

Dazai told Fyodor that Atsushi was his most valuable/powerful pawn, didn't he? I think so and NOW FYODOR IS WITH HIM AND DAZAI ISN'T. MAN I'M KINDA SCARED. Fyodor and Dazai think very similarly which means that Fyodor might want to use Atsushi for something?? Dazai didn't explicitly say who his pawn was, but because of how similarly the two think, Fyodor probably guessed. Sigma and Atsushi have a few similarities (Two toned hair - Two toned eyes. White hair - White hair. Both where black and white primarily. Dazai even refers to Sigma as "The Atsushi type" C'MON!) and Fyodor was using Sigma... So how does our main character fit into his plan if at all?

I just- I can't- I have too many thoughts we'd be here for literal hours so I'm going to stop typing and sit in the corner for a while.

don't mind me, I'm just thinking about Guillermo de la Cruz going back week after week to say goodbye to his mother, never knowing which time will actually be the last. distracted and selfish and forgetting her birthday because soon it won't matter anymore, taking bites of tamales while he still can, and insisting that he's not afraid, because even when he was terrified he's always known what he needed. his mother telling him faith can guide him, but his guiding star has always been something faith can't touch, and now the love she's offering him burns.

eyes glued to the screen, mind glued to that house, because those are his people. only one of them even knows it, and Guillermo can't even talk to him now, but they're all still his. he says 'solve your own problems' but he still can't stop watching to gauge their solution. Nandor saying 'we don't need you' still hurts more than a thousand farewells to a family that loves him. big changes are scary, and his own blood may be fighting it, but this is what he wants even now. even now. he'll keep going back but it's with his mind on 'goodbye', every single time.

Hi @bamsara

Short little thing of when Malleus first met Silver

Sketch???? Who's that, is she hot?

I,,,, I uhhh,,,,,,, ummmmm uhhhhhhh

sketch I guess!

A second attempt at drawing Dazai Dark Era digitally

I think it turned out far better this time

101 ways to say I love you.

Let's do nothing together

I started that novel series you really like

I took a nap in the afternoon so we can talk late night 

When you were gone I took care of your plants

Call me when you get home

I made your favorite dish today since you're sad

I came home early and washed the dishes beforehand.

Sleep in today, I will make breakfast

Put your seatbelt on

I haven't watched any new episodes, I will watch with you 

I made these notes for you to help study

You drool in your sleep

You are a dumbass

I'm silly when I am with you

We share a whole brain cell between us

I saved you the last bite

Try this, it's delicious.

I saved you a seat

You're My only idiot

See this funny thing I found

No one else gets to make your life hell.

Never had this much fun before.

You are my blorbo

Never change

I wish you were here

Stay

Come here

Get in here

I got you

Whenever I get a notification I hope it's you.

You are my favorite person

I'd come with you.

I miss you too much 

Come back quick

Hold me.

Give me your hand.

Let me help.

Show me where it hurts.

I'm here.

I wish you were here.

I wish we had met sooner.

It's so peaceful beside you

I will watch over you.

Sleep well, I'm here.

No one should look so cute eating ice-cream.

I love your eyes 

Have this weird nickname.

No one is worthy of your tears.

You are crazy but you are my crazy.

Your name always puts a smile on my face.

Take your time, I'm here.

I am proud of you 

You inspire me

I'd rather have you, good and bad.

You say lovinging you is a mistake, Not to me not if it's you 

Don't go where I can't follow 

I need you

I want to be inconvenienced by you 

I'd be here if you need me 

I'm not going anywhere

If you are happy so am I 

You say you have to go, When do we leave?

I see you

I want you

Stay safe 

Your smile Is infectious

I miss the sound of your voice.

You can stay as long as you want

Let's travel the world together

Even when the world turns against you I'd be beside you

I'd stay by your side

I'd kill anything that scares you

I'm with you till the end

I prayed for you

Please stop hurting yourself.

Mine

I want you to be happy with me or without me

I don't want to be happy without you

We should stay together, with pets.

till the last Breath 

As you wish

You deserve the world

Let's rule together

I will give up everything in a heartbeat.

You're the only thing in this world that I don't hate.

Where you go I will follow.

As long as it's you

There is no me if there is no you

I wish to dream of you tonight.

Be mine.

My kind side is for you only.

You're my home.

You will always have a home beside me.

You changed me

You are worth it.

Let me hold you.

Hush, I'm here now.

My peace.

The world is irrelevant.

I won't ever let go.

I'd burn the world to keep you warm.

Wtf, feral Franky??

Just spent four hours looking for my earbud case :)

I've been playing Diablo 3 with hardcore characters.

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My highest level (65) hardcore necromancer just died. I was doing some grinding (torment 2) and I died. Right after completing the main story and everything. :')

re-uploading

can you imagine, I accidentally deleted my account while trying to delete an empty block. a funny case!

science team references :]

I did it for an animatic, but overdid it, and here the result

I posted the refs of each separately because of the pic's limit

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I want waffles

pollution won't kill me

war won't kill me

money won't kill me

depression won't kill me

bullies won't kill me

administrative stuff will

Can you do a gender swap Alastor and Lucifer in human form?

Yes

Luci and Alice

i dont know what god, diety or demon possessed me but i had the majority of a mug filled with pure black coffee. (for the first time ever)

straight from the pot, and all i know is before i was barely getting through the day on four hours of sleep, and instead i studied for my midterm for seven fucking hours

seven hours of nonstop studying and no breaks. I have literally never been that focused in my life. ADHD be damned.

im lying here at 11:30 wondering how im not either completely dead or somehow asleep. I am still wide awake even though i was begging for sleep this morning.

i drank it at 3(ish) and im still not tired. im invincible. i could literally solve anything right now. i could fight god and he fears that i may win.

drink coffee. i get coffee people now. i get it.

I understand.

I've awoken from my slumber, and I'm still as gay as I was before. It's quite surprising that I've been quite active for a few days and this is the first time I've actually seen drama brew. It's quite surprising, given how rarely I see dramas on Tumblr.

someone stole my post but im so chill about it like i totally don't care why would i care they got more attention for it than i did but like that doesn't matter its so fine im so fine with this

organizing pinterest boards and violently shaking in silence as god intended

i love hannigram so mcuh its why i didnt kms

TOTK - Eternal (part 1)

part 2 here

ha I'd like to see ai try to recreate this! /s

the holy trinity

It's gonna be a bad day.

I wish I was still sick.

I'm staying home.

It doesn't feel right.

I don't like this.

It doesn't matter.

I swear I'm trying to change whatever's wrong with me.

It gets hard when the happier I am the less ok I feel.

When the more I let myself hug my friends the more being touched makes me want to hurl.

The more I care about everyone else, the less I care about myself.

The less I let them hate themselves the more I hate myself.

I try to work outside in but It feels more like turning myself inside out.

Why is it so hard for me to like myself half as much as I love everyone else?

Why is it so difficult to care about myself yet so easy to take care of everyone else?

Why do I feel like I'm giving myself away

Why do I feel like they hate me

Why do I feel so hopeless

Why do I feel so lost

Why can't I feel anything...?

Please, for the love of god, let me smile and breathe at the same time

Let me actually feel all those emotions I was promised

Someone make me less selfish.