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my earbuds broke it’s so over

GUYS HOW DO I GET MOTIVATION TO WRITE AGAIN WHEN I HAVE LIKE 40000 MILLION THINGS TO STUDY IN 4 WEEKS

This is purely for the hate of it.

I am solely ranting because of the hate I garner for all the nasty bastard boys in all my years in the education system.

All of them are failing every single class known to man, drinking, smoking, making themselves to be an entire circus when nobody has even consented to give money for the tickets

They make my skin crawl, anytime I have to spend more than 10 minutes in the vascinity of these shit stains that gained consciousness it makes me want to curse out god.

I despise their existence, i weep for their mothers, and I pray for their fathers. Barely any of them should have even been in the 8th grade when they're dam near 18.

The only thing they haven't failed is their ego, as its big enough to feed the entire world.

The splatters of roadkill on the tires of their broken Hondas are more valuable than their own souls.

They are the very reason why people tell us to stay in school, but you can't even stay in school when such creatures exist in the halls of the building.

The only reason I pray is so they could face the horrible reality of the world. I pray for them to have the horrible ends of their existence. I pray so that they stop being a burden for the entire nation.

Pain is the only thing i wish they ever felt, the pain their mothers felt, the pain their families felt when such abominations as them crawled out of the cracks of Hell and surfaced onto the world. With the rarest of the rare audacities that could only be found on a 30 hour quest that would make the strongest sob.

If I could only live as blissfully unaware as they did in life. If only I was dropped down the stairs and hit every corner with the soft spot on my noggin, maybe I'd also act like such a pain to the world. But I was given a brain made from flesh and not mud.

Ignorance is bliss but they are such harlots for the attention that there can't even be ignorance, with bliss only being a promising kiss in my hopeful dreams.

There is nothing in this world that makes me despise my entire existence, as school boys that think they're above all else. I despise the teachers that are so lenient to them, but suffer abuse every day. I despise the system that let's them do this so freely. I despise every aspect of them. And I cannot do anything other than plead with the so called authority of the education system, that won't do anything. I weep and cry for the parents, but also gnash my teeth at them like the trapped mutt that I am because they do nothing for the behavior of their sons.

Manic episode has taken on a new phase in which I have taken on the terrible parts of the fictional characters I have been hyperfixated on and now Icannot stop making strange jokes, laughing crudely, or having lustful thoughts about those around me

Some of these are two years old but oh well

WHAT THE FUCK DID ALPHA DO TO OUR TIMBLR

IM NOT EVN PUTTING HT EBANNER UP WHAT THE FUC DID HE DO

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

for some reason I lagged and accidentally sent a tumblr link to a classmate????? I don't even remotely remember doing something like that?????? im actually so embarrassed

+ a breakdown, depends on my mood

When they hurt you so bad you start making arts and crafts, disappearing into the woods and taking your medication

Another indulgent au guys.

AA and Gomens :]

Tw: Blood, Sad, DUNNO lol

hehe, suffer with me

i made these in different times in the past 2 weeks, ignore the inconsistencies please lol

i think i died

not sure tho

have a lilbig guy just in case

Sorry I mostly post positivity but it genuinely grates my nerves when someone on TT asks what proshipping means and an anti just says 'child x adult' NO ! 😭That's (one of many) darkships, proshipping is just the mindset of ship and let ship, live and let live, don't harass over fiction, don't like then block/scroll, etc, you can be proship without being into darkship content </3 Don't even get me started when they downright say proship is just straight being a pedophile, phew. Way off there, buddy.

I failed at trying to get rid of myself. It hurts

Chat im in college rn I don’t think I can do much more of this

it’s now been a little over 2 months since i kinda just stop talking to everyone. part of me feels better without them but another feels angry. i know these people don’t care about me (made clear by the lack of reaching out) but the feeling still consumes me. everyone made me the villain for years and now i actually am, i hope you locked your doors.

honestly you could say pretty much anything nowadays and an appropriate answer could be “in this economy?”