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let the music drown it out
i’ll never be good enough in my mind
even happiness exhausts me, i need a cigarette and to die
If I’m not a little scared of him is he even hot?
tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to deal with losing you.
Big, bad, naughty rock star,
Your claws are shinin' bright in the dark
Liftin' up my little red skirt
I know you’ll leave me here in the dirt
So I’ll nod until my neck snaps
Worn down to paper thin skin
And measly shrugs
Traded my glare for a complacent grin
Plastic tea cups for ceramic mugs
Stolen glances for a rehearsed laugh
Soft ice cream for thigh gaps
It seems easier now,
To starve than swallow.
My tongue is raw,
Jagged teeth dug into the muscle
Excuses never slip.
By Friday, life has killed me
Sunk to the bottom.
“Fallen angel,” they cry,
Drunk sailors watch, aghast,
Hopeless, lifeless, she lie.
They dredge her up,
Callin’ her pale hue tragic,
They study her vacant eyes,
A morose sight, bloated to the surface,
On days of somber skies,
They think of her.
A lonely girl, too young to die.
What will life look like 2 years from now?
Can I hear the train whistle between the brush of trees?
The howling of coyotes and roars of mountain lions,
Maybe I’ll be cruising down the golden coast.
I’m hungry for it.
Dry toast and black coffee from a waitress named Diane
It’s not just surviving anymore
I’ll feel at home once the ocean breeze hits my face,
Once it takes my hair between its salty grasp.
I’ll feel whole
Unrecognizable
Unknown.
On my own
No one to please
Just me and a couple sand fleas.
life is but a dream
2014 is nothing without this EP of SZA !!! 🩷
𝄞 so i put my headphones on 𝄞
some pictures of my plants 🌸( ᵔ ⩊ ᵔ )
if only I wasn't ten in 2014 :/
Shall I become a 2014 Tumblr person
i WISH i wasn't 10 in 2014 so I could fully experience the 2014 tumblr era (I was on tumblr in 2016- 2018 but I was on the wrong side 😭😭)
Midnight, car lights.
but as i grow im starting to see that some of her traits growing in me </3
~Female urge to be a witch~
ive been obsessed with addison rae lately .. bc i don’t need your drugs i rather get high fashion
I’m so fucking jealous that I’m going crazy. My bf gives me no reason to be jealous and I feel so guilty abt it and I don’t know what to do
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Doing anything is freaking me out, I’m like so confused all the time. My mind is so cloudy
Avoiding people and rewatching fleabag for the 13th time