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I feel like I should stop drawing
Silly scene kid because I finally lost it
too young to know it gets better - taylor
girls when nothing gets better
i need music to function idc if i turn deaf from all this music </3 better to turn deaf while listening to Lana and fiona than none at all
a girl without her music is like an angel without its wings
but as i grow im starting to see that some of her traits growing in me </3
like yesterday i was a deranged coquette bitch, then today i'm a crackhead baby listening to punk rock!!!!! i fear i'll be an escapee tomorrow
How are some people so good at sticking to one aesthetic, I feel like mine completely changes every time the wind blows in a new direction.
i would waste every wish in my life on you if i knew they would come true.
notes app poetry for the sad girls
- a $4,000 Sephora gift card
- fake my own death
- come back ten years later n create a new identity
summer wishlisht:
- hair down to my waist
- 1 million β¬
- clear skin
- my memory erased
- a modelling contract
- all the clothes i saved on pinterest
- a crispy diet coke and a caesar salad with salted fries on the side
- to go to italy and never come back
Real
Girl activities
biting your nails
wondering how many bodies are hidden in your hometowns hills and forests
laying naked in bed tracing your scars
daydreaming about your future
pretending to look mysterious and read in front of your cafe crush
wondering what you would look like 50 lbs lighter than trying to decide if you want to relapse or not
brushing your hair with vintage silver hair brushes than wondering who all the women were who brushed their hair with it before you
writing poetry at 4 am
falling in love with your best friend
cleaning your room on a sunday
picking at your skin in the mirror till your whole face is red and swollen
daydreaming about bleaching your hair
cuddling your dog
remembering your dreams while sitting on the shower floor
watching movies, reading books, and watching shows, pondering the stories and characters and fantisizing about your life being like those stories