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This is a vent! Go ahead if you want to read it, you don't have too.
Warning: Vent, Trauma!
Hey, everyone...I know I don't have much liked and followers, but I'm going through so much. It's hard to be the only sister in your family, if yall didn't see the post about me, it tells you everything about me.
I have five brother's, I'm the middle child. I just wanted to vent to people who I think who actually cares about me, so I don't know if yall are going to comments. It's okay if you don't want too.
What I have been dealing with is alot...I have been choked by my brother's, I have been been punched so many times. There is also one I don't want to talk about, unless if yall ask me too and I might do it.
And I'm very weak, I don't have that much friends. I'm ugly, I hate my life, I even cut myself so many times. Watched a Vtuber yesterday and I told he was very kind when I first saw him, but I got banned from his chat and he thought I left. He then said I was no fun and continued to what he was doing.
I just want someone to help me, kind to me, to notice me. But I get ignored alot, I have been going to therapy for the thing I can't tell you unless yall ask me to tell yall. I don't even go out in public that much because of how ugly I am.
And yes, I do wear glasses. And the pfp I have now is not me, it's a cosplayer.
Sunk to the bottom.
“Fallen angel,” they cry,
Drunk sailors watch, aghast,
Hopeless, lifeless, she lie.
They dredge her up,
Callin’ her pale hue tragic,
They study her vacant eyes,
A morose sight, bloated to the surface,
On days of somber skies,
They think of her.
A lonely girl, too young to die.
Chat, if he doesn’t text me this weekend do I just give up?
I honestly stop caring sooo much, and now i cry less!♡
I don’t feel like doing anything right now. Sigh… Sometimes I wonder what’s the point of doing anything especially hobbies… I overthink like I always have done, God…
God forbid a girl gets her sad and horny thoughts out🤷🏽♀️
my tumblr is my private secret account
Anxiety
I have been officially diagnosed with anxiety but it’s beyond the level of severe. I just got my medication and it’s now just hitting me how broken I am. I feel so alone right now and the only person that can truly comfort me isn’t with me anymore. I miss him.
Secret.
it is time for me to open up with you. Seriously.
I’m destroyed, fully. I know that it breaks your heart, when I cry again, instead of being honest with myself; but I can’t stop. That’s so much more to my soul that you haven’t seen yet, and I’m hating myself because I haven’t even tried showing it to you.
I wanna be with you, in a way that you will never understand; I was brought up by two morally and emotionally diverse parents: one was too affectionate and oblivious to the world, and the other one was too cold and overprotective, so both of them never realised how toxic it became.
And you do it so well. You’re so understanding. You’re there for me. You’re my other half. That part which I’ve been missing for a lot of time. You stare at me and to me, that, that is the sun. The sun looking at me, admiring me but never blinding my eyes or burning my skin. Because you know exactly what I need.
You’re the moon to my inner stars. You complete me entirely.
And there’s a whole lot of baggage that you can’t see because i’ve been hiding it to you. Will I ever feel the need to show you where I’m hurting?
I know you hear me when I cry. It hurts you. But I can’t stop.
If you were anybody else, you’d leave me in my own torment. But, you're not and I don't know idf that makes me feel any better.
It breaks your heart. Leaving me.
So why are you leaving me?
