Me And The Gang On Our 8am Monday Class

"Got so sick of crying, so just lately; When I catch myself I do a 180"...

..."As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now; The dark covers me and I cannot run now"...

..."When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight; Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light; His face in my dreams seizes my guts; He floods me with dread; Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed; Pour myself over him, moon spilling in; And I wake up alone."

Causally making self-portraits while not being able to look in the mirror IS the life im living rn.

Love the hot pink base, at least yk your girl healed in someways if not in others.

Been thinking about you and there's no rest

Shit I still love you, still see you in bed ...

...Been thinking about you and there's no rest

Should I still love you, still see you in bed?

UNSTOPPINGLY CUNTY--...!!...

I'm going back to writing a diary, future me will be so glad she can reread and laugh at the existential crisis I'm having rn

~What do you mean it can always be worst???

Finding beauty in the disgusting

~ emlékekben amik nem is az enyémek találok rá szimbólumokra amik valamilyen kicsavart módon előbb lettek a honvágyam tárgyai, mint bármi ami valaha is az enyém volt ~

Checking out night mode on my new phone

These on repeat !!!!

Today i finally packed away my winter clothing and got the spring/summer ones out, and i feel like i just reborn.

Im a changed man.

~ btw i feel sooo much better knowing that task has been done, i wanted to do it for weeks now

Man i miss my balcony time ... I need to sit down on a cold foldable chair and listen to the whole Trilogy album in one sitting, stare at one point on the horizon and watch the sun going down, in worst case, getting up.

I just need to find time.