Been Thinking About You And There's No Rest

I'm going back to writing a diary, future me will be so glad she can reread and laugh at the existential crisis I'm having rn

~What do you mean it can always be worst???

Man i miss my balcony time ... I need to sit down on a cold foldable chair and listen to the whole Trilogy album in one sitting, stare at one point on the horizon and watch the sun going down, in worst case, getting up.

I just need to find time.

I would love to say forever 14 but being 14 was the worst so im kinda happy we're adults now.

"Got so sick of crying, so just lately; When I catch myself I do a 180"...

..."As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now; The dark covers me and I cannot run now"...

..."When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight; Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light; His face in my dreams seizes my guts; He floods me with dread; Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed; Pour myself over him, moon spilling in; And I wake up alone."

Finding beauty in the disgusting

Let's pick some and smear it on our hands like 10 years didn't just pass us by

These on repeat !!!!

I just love everything about this, there's something sooo pure and special about cave paintings - i have a special place for them in my heart i swear TTTT

(( i love humans so much ))

sold

I really enjoy painting with a sponge lol, can you tell?

UNSTOPPINGLY CUNTY--...!!...

Life been so incredibly sad lately. My chest hurts most of the time.

~ Is it too cliché to say i think i can feel my own heart breaking ? ... It is probably.