I'm Going Back To Writing A Diary, Future Me Will Be So Glad She Can Reread And Laugh At The Existential

~ emlékekben amik nem is az enyémek találok rá szimbólumokra amik valamilyen kicsavart módon előbb lettek a honvágyam tárgyai, mint bármi ami valaha is az enyém volt ~

Checking out night mode on my new phone

WHEN ON PERIOD:

do not crash out

your feelings are NOT valid

do not send that text

don't kill yourself. lock in

do not act on negative emotions until at least 2 days have elapsed

Let's pick some and smear it on our hands like 10 years didn't just pass us by

I just love everything about this, there's something sooo pure and special about cave paintings - i have a special place for them in my heart i swear TTTT

(( i love humans so much ))

sold

I really enjoy painting with a sponge lol, can you tell?

Been thinking about you and there's no rest

Shit I still love you, still see you in bed ...

...Been thinking about you and there's no rest

Should I still love you, still see you in bed?

This song, and self-destructive behavior.

I would love to say forever 14 but being 14 was the worst so im kinda happy we're adults now.

"I get high of feeling half alive"

I've found so many new songs yesterday, i already love this one too much.

I'd love to say everything that's on my mind but i know, no thought in this head should be said out loud.

Is it a bubbly personality or just a coping mechanisms (?) i guess we will never know

: ( maaan

see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.