Finding Beauty In The Disgusting

I'm going back to writing a diary, future me will be so glad she can reread and laugh at the existential crisis I'm having rn

~What do you mean it can always be worst???

This song, and self-destructive behavior.

☁️ at least while everything changes the sky is the same one we had over our heads in the beginning ☁️

~ On a little family trip

Life been so incredibly sad lately. My chest hurts most of the time.

~ Is it too cliché to say i think i can feel my own heart breaking ? ... It is probably.

I'd love to say everything that's on my mind but i know, no thought in this head should be said out loud.

Is it a bubbly personality or just a coping mechanisms (?) i guess we will never know

~ emlékekben amik nem is az enyémek találok rá szimbólumokra amik valamilyen kicsavart módon előbb lettek a honvágyam tárgyai, mint bármi ami valaha is az enyém volt ~

Checking out night mode on my new phone

I would love to say forever 14 but being 14 was the worst so im kinda happy we're adults now.

Let's pick some and smear it on our hands like 10 years didn't just pass us by

I just love everything about this, there's something sooo pure and special about cave paintings - i have a special place for them in my heart i swear TTTT

(( i love humans so much ))

sold

I really enjoy painting with a sponge lol, can you tell?

"Got so sick of crying, so just lately; When I catch myself I do a 180"...

..."As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now; The dark covers me and I cannot run now"...

..."When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight; Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light; His face in my dreams seizes my guts; He floods me with dread; Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed; Pour myself over him, moon spilling in; And I wake up alone."