Latest Posts by sweatytreesoul - Page 6

Grizz: Did Sam just tell me he loved me for the first time?

Allie: Yeah.

Grizz: And did I do finger guns back?

Allie: Yeah, you did.

Some words to use when writing things:

winking

clenching

pulsing

fluttering

contracting

twitching

sucking

quivering

pulsating

throbbing

beating

thumping

thudding

pounding

humming

palpitate

vibrate

grinding

crushing

hammering

lashing

knocking

driving

thrusting

pushing

force

injecting

filling

dilate

stretching

lingering

expanding

bouncing

reaming

elongate

enlarge

unfolding

yielding

sternly

firmly

tightly 

harshly

thoroughly

consistently

precision

accuracy

carefully

demanding

strictly

restriction

meticulously

scrupulously

rigorously

rim

edge

lip

circle

band

encircling

enclosing

surrounding

piercing

curl

lock

twist

coil

spiral

whorl

dip

wet

soak

madly

wildly

noisily

rowdily

rambunctiously

decadent

degenerate

immoral

indulgent

accept

take

invite

nook

indentation

niche

depression

indent

depress

delay

tossing

writhing

flailing

squirming

rolling

wriggling

wiggling

thrashing

struggling

grappling

striving

straining

stop offering me food can’t u see im trying to starve to death

Most people looking at my ideal body:

Me:

Why Instagram, why? I am 100% sure I will just try to do that every fucking day to lose weight which I physically can't.

Fuck my anorexic ass.

Still having some doubts 😅

If you’re reading this, you’re real.

You’re not in a coma, you’re not dreaming, you’re not in a simulation. I’m real and I’m telling you that you too, are indeed real.

“If you’re anorexic, why have i seen you eat? You’re a normal weight too.”  Reblog if this made you cringe.

Post mentions lbs

Me: *knows that it’s an abbreviation for pounds*

Me and my last remaining brain cell: Libs

I’m sick, but I’m not?This disorder is real, but its not? I’m faking it, but I’m not? It’s killing me, but I won’t let it stop.

“You can’t even starve yourself right”

— My ED

Literally no one:

Ed tumblr:

You will never regret getting skinny, but you will regret eating. The choice is yours.

Ana

#269

My calorie limit is anything less than 1000

beautiful things that come along with being skinny.

visible collar bones.

visible chest bones.

visible ribs and small waist.

visible hip bones and a gap between thighs.

—

don’t you want all this?

When the starvation symptoms stop and you start to get paranoid that you’ve eaten more than you thought

Weight loss with a side of no one likes me anymore because I’m so snappy due to the fact I don’t eat

me: *hits a gw/lw*

my ed: :D

me: …

my ed: please no

me: :)

me:

I'd rather die skinny than die fat lol

Everytime I lose weight I'm not even happy about it because I have had that weight before. My mind just screams "you fat bitch, you can do better... tomorrow you'll eat less and be skinny like you wanted"

And these has been going for months.

I don't know if I can handle it anymore.

Reblog if your weight, diet, and daily calorie intake is the first thing you think of each morning.

@ myself when I’m having a hunger-fuelled emotional breakdown

I get one more... one fucking more of this and I'll kill myself. For real. I hope this shit actually helps someone, 'cause it ain't helping me for sure. Fucking Christ.

Everything Okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. There are many support services that are here to help. 

If you are located in the United States, consider reaching out to the National Alliance on Mental Illness HelpLine.

If you are located in the United Kingdom, The Mix is here to help you with any challenge you are facing.  Reach out online, on social or through their free and confidential helpline.

If you are reading this from in any other country in Europe,  Mental Health Europe has compiled a list of helplines and other resources in your country. 

For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

So true lmao

Getting on the scale like

Number: *being higher than expected*

Me: “silly me forgot to take off my hair tie”

Sexual content ahead

What a fuck??? Tumblr is banning sexual content??

Where am I supposed to see porn now? On Pornhub? That's so classic. I swear you can't even breathe these days...

By the way, subscribe to Pewdiepie.

I love it when tumbler bot recommends me TCC stuff.

IRONIC.