me: *hits a gw/lw*
my ed: :D
me: …
my ed: please no
me: :)
me:
“I don’t think that I accepted that I wasn’t gonna die young until I was 26 or 27. I really don’t think I fully…when I was 14, 15, 16, 17–I mean I knew as sure as I know that I am wearing green shoes that I was going to die before much happened. It was a certainty for me. And I had shaken off the directly suicidal urge by the time I was 21 or 22, but I still was pretty sure I was going to die pretty young, it really felt like an inevitability. It takes a long time to realize no, you’ve changed…if you shared those feelings with people at some point you go, ‘well, I guess we’re going to stick around.’ And it’s a funky thing to admit because there’s a part of your inner younger self that kind of judges you for that.”
John Darnielle fucking me up with the single most relatable thing he’s ever said
i love crying about everything it’s very humbling
susie/16/uk
Dan. I’m in love with my best friend. We’ve known each other for two years and like all the same bands and tv shows and we always hang out together and he always awkwardly smiles at me but I’m too shy to-
ppl who have sound on for phone notifications…..how do you live like that?? my phone hasnt made a sound since i got it. i will see my notifications when i see them.
you have. metal illness?
a lil bitt
she/they // 20 // suffering in uni all at once , you're the one ♡i like dan and phil, taylor swift, yellowjackets and some harry potter stuff :)
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