I Am A Bus Stop, So You Weren’t Supposed To Stay.

You know what’s the worst of crying?

It’s when you try to steady your breath, a tear escapes your eyes and suddenly you are a god damn waterfall.

It’s when a sound must escape your chest and you have this urge to stop it in your throat.

It’s when you can’t breathe out loud cause you know you’re gonna be on full bawling.

It’s when you have to put a hand over your mouth or bite something just to suppress everything and hope that if something else hurts you won’t notice the pain eating you inside.

It’s when your head starts to ache and hope you just fall asleep while holding tightly to your pillow or a blanket.

It’s when the world is quiet and the only noise you hear is coming out of you.

It’s when you thought you already healed and you remember the pain you’ve already forgotten.

It’s the worst of crying because while you want to release everything you can’t go looking at the past like it’s not affecting your present.

It’s the worst because no one can know. Not that you’re being stubborn or putting a brave face, it’s the worst because you chose to do it alone. Because you actually know what to do, you just don’t know how.

Tonight’s drama is on me. I dwell on it and guess whose heart hurts now? 🤷🏽‍♀️

‪“I never really stopped. You know? Loving you. It’s just... I’m better off without you.”‬

If she ever asks when I stopped loving her

‪My social media feed consists of my depressive state, food, my gayness out of control but to be crystal queer I’m a pan, my anxieties, my undying love for fiction and now I realized I’m kinda a mess. I absolutely love it.

I wouldn’t have it in any other way

Too many people are trying to find the right person instead of being the right person

neckkiss (via neckkiss)

I’m rambling in here...

If you could watch Kara about not wanting to be Kara anymore (can’t remember what season) and watch Kara be just Kara again because of Lena. It still feels like Kara is lost. She still needs to choose herself for herself.

Lena is no stranger to pain, you see her trying to fix the world in her own way but in Lex’s words Lena will always fall into the light. Lena knows how to love, what she needs to accept is that she also needs to let herself be loved.

“I am a god, you dull creature. And I will not be bullied by… “

#lol

Here I go

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

Soft. Soft. Soft.

it's kara, just kara danvers without her glasses on & lena looking all comfortable & relaxed in kara's apartment, on the couch with her this is EVERYTHING