Too Many People Are Trying To Find The Right Person Instead Of Being The Right Person

REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

You know what’s the worst of crying?

It’s when you try to steady your breath, a tear escapes your eyes and suddenly you are a god damn waterfall.

It’s when a sound must escape your chest and you have this urge to stop it in your throat.

It’s when you can’t breathe out loud cause you know you’re gonna be on full bawling.

It’s when you have to put a hand over your mouth or bite something just to suppress everything and hope that if something else hurts you won’t notice the pain eating you inside.

It’s when your head starts to ache and hope you just fall asleep while holding tightly to your pillow or a blanket.

It’s when the world is quiet and the only noise you hear is coming out of you.

It’s when you thought you already healed and you remember the pain you’ve already forgotten.

It’s the worst of crying because while you want to release everything you can’t go looking at the past like it’s not affecting your present.

It’s the worst because no one can know. Not that you’re being stubborn or putting a brave face, it’s the worst because you chose to do it alone. Because you actually know what to do, you just don’t know how.

Tonight’s drama is on me. I dwell on it and guess whose heart hurts now? 🤷🏽‍♀️

Thanks, Ellen 😌

What a quality tweet.

i think the coolest thing would be to see a new color

Saying “Guns don’t kill people, people kill people” is a good argument for why there should be stricter gun laws…because people kill people.

Sober enough to check up on them at 4 in the morning.

‪“I never really stopped. You know? Loving you. It’s just... I’m better off without you.”‬

If she ever asks when I stopped loving her

You can drink the night away,

Fill up the void, the absence.

But no amount of alcohol

Would ever occupy that space

You call loneliness.

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And not a lot of people let you play that, and Emily, our showrunner, like embraced that. And was like, you can be vulnerable, and still be kick-ass. (x)

In 1x09 there’s a scene where Olivia is having a “dream” talking to the twins that breaks me. Nell saying she has had her heart broken and feeling nothing while Luke feels sad that he puts poison in him. Then, it happened in their adult lives. And Olivia seeing what could happen, broke her, so she felt like “she could freeze them forever” and thought of what can keep them safe. And how fcked up that the twins’ fates are already sealed. It’s sad and I’m just