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6 months ago

Manga-Accurate Kou

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Manga-Accurate Kou

Sorry for the wait! (School sucks) I'll upload the next poll tomorrow

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1 month ago
Tsuchigomori
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3 months ago
WE ARE SO BACK SHIJIMAAAAAAAAAAMEIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️

WE ARE SO BACK SHIJIMAAAAAAAAAAMEIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️


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8 months ago

Hanakou Familiar AU

So in this AU the idea of a Familiar is a supernatural being in a partnership with someone as in bounding their souls, not only do they share each other power but also their emotions and memories but that part isn’t controlled but yes also in a common definition of familiar in magic is a supernatural guiding and serving the person

My idea on this is kou come across this somewhere when reading some scrolls on exorcism and using it to save hanako in some extremely dire situation. soooo after that they tried to figure how this is going to work for now on. And also bunch of shenanigans in or even outside of school and the slow building of romance between the two.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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9 months ago

Has anyone ever wonder why shijima wears glasses 👓

Any ideas and headcannons

Has Anyone Ever Wonder Why Shijima Wears Glasses 👓
Has Anyone Ever Wonder Why Shijima Wears Glasses 👓
Has Anyone Ever Wonder Why Shijima Wears Glasses 👓
Has Anyone Ever Wonder Why Shijima Wears Glasses 👓

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9 months ago

i love Mei but like are they the same person or??? (Yes I read the manga but they still confuse me..)

So I just put it in persona series terms

As Shijima is the persona of Mei ideals and her dreams for the future in her tower painting she wants to show to the people but unfortunately she didn’t make it.


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9 months ago

Keep in mind I forget easily so……..but hey why not give this a try!

Three ships you used to be obsessed with: Yuya x Yuto( Yugioh Arc V) nagisa x karma ( assassination classroom) Venti x Xiao ( Genshin Impact).

Three ships you’re into now: kaishin kaito x shinichi ( detective Conan) vanoé vanitas x noé ( vanitas no carte) joshneku (neku x joshua from the world ends with you).

Top blorbos ever: Hanako ( toilet bound hanako-kun) Yuma kokohead (Master Detective Archives: Rain Code) Orgepon ( Pokemon).

First fandom: Pokemon.

Fandoms you're in now: Raincode,The World Ends With You, Persona 3 and 5, Vanitas no carte, Toilet Bound Hanako-kun.

Describe your first fan creation, I draw a OC called komasanpikachu which is obviously ahybrid of pikachu and komasan from Yokai watch I also drawn Pokemon and even some OC monsters cards for the yugioh series.

Favorite character dynamic: smiling A-holes but deep down they need a hugs and love , shy and kind people that always want to do their best, and introverted or asocial A-holes but are very kind and needs hugs and love.

“I don’t go here but this pair seems fun” ship: I don’t entirely sure either because I also not big on ships but I guess kokobolt is fine from time to time.

Ships that still float around in your brainspace/honorable mentions: oh there’s a lot soroku( sora x roxas from Kingdom Hearts), killugon ( killua x gon from hunter x hunter) roymina ( royji x minato from persona 3), Akeshu ( akeshi x akira from persona 5), lyney x Aether ( genshin impact) , hanakou( hanako x kou from toilet bound hanako-kun) joshneku ( Neku x Joshua from The world ends with you) and soooooo much more but are buried until it’s dig up.

@elina-sakura thank you ☺️

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Three ships you used to be obsessed with: TKKO, Fernfinn, whatever the ship name was for Sammy Lawrence x Bendy

Three ships you're obsessed with now: Yumakoyomi, Dirkhalcal, Dottoscara

Top blorbos ever: Scaramouche (Genshin), Makoto (Raincode), Hal (Homestuck)

First fandom: OK KO! Let's be Heroes!

Fandoms you're in now: Raincode, Homestuck, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Vocaloid, Danganronpa

Describe your first fan creation, or the oldest one you remember: Uhhh i think I made a ton of oneshots on wattpad about TKKO doing various domestic activities? I think there was one about shopping for Christmas gifts. There were also the doodles I made on my homework but yeagh

Favorite character dynamic: Guy but wait. There's multiple of the guy and now they gotta interact

"I don't go here but this pair seems fun" ship: "Timebomb" from Arcane, my friend sends me memes of them and they seem super silly! I need to watch Arcane... oh well

Ships that still float around in your brainspace/honorable mentions: Billford, Kiibocest, Pregame Saiibo, I think I shipped Steven x Pink Steven for awhile, Catrouble (is that the ship name. I don't even know. It's Catra x Double Trouble)

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Yall don't have to do this this is for fun. Wanted to try my hand at one of these... no idea if it's good but yeagh


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1 year ago

Just curious, but what your thoughts and feelings of hanakou

I think hanakou is amazing, I love them so much it makes me look stupid! They are easily my favorite ship that doesn't involve Teru, Akane, or Aoi, and their view of each other is fascinating!!

People don't really pay attention to them and a lot about how Hanako impacts Kou's relationship with supernaturals and how Kou impacts Hanako's relationship with trust with hope, which both serve to sabotage each other, is lost.

I am too sleepy to properly gush about them, but as a tiny example, think of Mitsuba's introduction arc. Hanako would normally take care of Mitsuba himself, he believes there is no future for the dead after all, but he trusts Kou, Kou makes him have hope, so he let him deal with it in a more gentle way that goes against his usual beliefs.

Just Curious, But What Your Thoughts And Feelings Of Hanakou

That's what started one of Kou's main arcs: A decision Hanako made from respect for Kou's own beliefs. Which was only possible cause Kou went to Hanako for advice for exorcism in the first place.

I have an entire draft on them that I really need to finish and edit

Just Curious, But What Your Thoughts And Feelings Of Hanakou

I am well aware they aren't canon, but I'm still very sad Aidairo just... pushed them aside when there is still so much to explore.


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1 year ago
I Wouldn’t Shut Up If The Picture Perfect Conflict Was Addressed, My Insanity Would Be Noticeable,

I wouldn’t shut up if the picture perfect conflict was addressed, my insanity would be noticeable, but I have no hope for chap 103. You can clearly see where the narrative focus is: It's all about hananene, mitsukou, and Hanako/Amane backstory.

I Wouldn’t Shut Up If The Picture Perfect Conflict Was Addressed, My Insanity Would Be Noticeable,

So if Aidairo does make them talk, I feel like it would just be used as a device to further set up mitsukou and hananene, instead of their own moment.

This hypothetical talk does have the potential for a really good conversation though! Kou knows Nene and Hanako like each other, and his view is pessimistic in an intimate way since he is close to them both. It would also open a door for us to get more details on how Hanako views Mitsuba, since it isn't clear at the moment (he seems to feel mostly neutral/negative about him? Hanako has only been shown to care about how Mitsuba's suffering affect Kou, never Mitsuba'S own struggles and it makes me curious)

I Wouldn’t Shut Up If The Picture Perfect Conflict Was Addressed, My Insanity Would Be Noticeable,

The only time I can possibly imagine them bringing focus to hanakou conflict is near the end of the manga, when we get close to the moment Kou will exorcise Hanako, which have been consistently built up to.

I Wouldn’t Shut Up If The Picture Perfect Conflict Was Addressed, My Insanity Would Be Noticeable,

It would be a very strange choice if Aidairo doesn’t give us a hanako and kou centered arc when we get close to this point, even if just a small 1 to 2 chapters arc, since this has been set up since even before Mitsuba intro, or hell, Tsukasa’s intro in the manga and have the potential to be a very impactful/symbolic moment for both characters. 

My actual hope for chapter 103 is predictable as hell though, I want them to show how Akane and Natsuhiko's talk went, please I want to see them.

I Wouldn’t Shut Up If The Picture Perfect Conflict Was Addressed, My Insanity Would Be Noticeable,

but I will be genuinely happy to get any Akane, Aoi, or Teru panel.


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1 year ago

People have theorized that amane was one of previous clock keepers of the present( I understand but a bit of a stretch) and now I can’t help but imagine both of them meeting each other 50 years ago because of the unstable time in the school. They seem like friends in the PP arc, I want to imagine them to have something in reality in the Omen arc.

What do you think?

I would love if Akane meet Amane in the Omens arc! I think would be very interesting to see them interacting but I personally can't see them becoming friends.

We know Hanako wants to be his friend.

As you mentioned, they were friends in picture perfect, where Hanako played the role of 'Amane', but Mei's world isn't based on reality, it was based on the things Hanako wants: Hanako stops being shorter than Nene, he gets to be Nene's classmate, and is so popular even Aoi fangirls about him! (popular boy = Nene's type to Hanako)

People Have Theorized That Amane Was One Of Previous Clock Keepers Of The Present( I Understand But A

So his friendship with Akane is also wishful thinking:

People Have Theorized That Amane Was One Of Previous Clock Keepers Of The Present( I Understand But A

It checks out with how happy Hanako is to interact with the real Akane, no matter how cold he acts.

People Have Theorized That Amane Was One Of Previous Clock Keepers Of The Present( I Understand But A

We could assume Amane would feel the same about Akane as Hanako does, and crave to be his friend, but I doubt it. Or at least, I can't see him liking Akane as much as Hanako does.

One of the main reasons Hanako is so fond of Akane is because of the serious way Akane threat his crime: They both believe murder is something unforgivable and impossible to ‘atone’ for. Hanako may have gotten hurt to have someone so confidently solidifying his personal belief that he is a piece of shit (Hanako hates himself so much is insane) but he respects and admires Akane’s attitude.

People Have Theorized That Amane Was One Of Previous Clock Keepers Of The Present( I Understand But A
People Have Theorized That Amane Was One Of Previous Clock Keepers Of The Present( I Understand But A

Regardless of whatever is going on with Amane, he did not kill anyone (yet), so he can’t have this connection with Akane. While Akane can’t apply the “you’re a supernatural you don’t value people” mindset that makes it impossible for him to be buddies with Hanako (especially after all the times Hanako put Aoi in danger), I doubt he would forget that Amane was the one that killed Tsukasa.

Dead or alive, a murderer is a murderer and Amane’s future is one that is set in stone. Akane will already have a negative bias against him since he looks so much like Hanako, and it doesn’t take a genius to realize Amane is a human Hanako. As for Amane... To him, Akane is just a stranger that doesn’t seem very fond of him.

Everything would mostly depend on the circumstances of how they met, the stakes or lack of and such, but whatever relationship they form, it likely wouldn’t be very friendly. At least not at first. Even if I would adore a 'enemies to buddies' arc with them!

Regardless of how well or badly they hit off, it would be delightful if Aidairo made them interact! :D


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2 years ago

Could you do an analysis on what Hanako’s life was like when he was human? And his relationship with the “fake” Tsukasa

As in the time gap between Tsukasa jumping in the hole and until he killed Tsukasa because in the 4pm book stacks, when spider face was cleaning up his wounds I see handprints on his wrists which kind of imply Tsukasa (or someone else) did…things

Also do you feel that the manga implies that sort of thing between Amane and Tsukasa too?

I am not very interested in Hanako’s relationship with Tsukasa, so I can't do a 'proper' analysis. But I’ll share some thoughts.

I personally don’t believe there is a ‘fake’ Tsukasa, he has always been weird, he never told anyone that the ‘god’ under the house copied his speech or seem to care much about it, and he didn't show any hint of hesitation or remorse about sacrificing animals to get his wishes, even cats and snakes.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With
Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

Which was all to grant Amane's wishes, a brother he decided he would die for since four. He has been obsessed with Amane far before learning Amane would eventually kill him.

The only thing the “God” inside Tsukasa seems to have truly done is stunt his growth (he still acts like a child) and give him knowledge a normal human shouldn’t know.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

Still, the horror child like framing of this change is the mom's point of view: Amane seems happy.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

And Amane’s joy remains for years.

When Nene travels to the past and meets Amane, who appears to be at the very least eight years old, it is heavily implied he didn’t come with his parents, just Tsukasa.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

At this point in the story, I don’t think he was being abused, physically or emotionally: He is eager to trust and help Nene, who is a stranger, and he displays a lot of confidence, honesty, and joy. Not being scared even when Nene try to steal his wishing paper.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

He doesn’t seem particularly troubled with his family either. He ever implies a member of his family is crazy, or shows intentions of wanting to use his slip to ‘heal’ them, as a kid as sweet as him would likely be inclined to do. He seems a bit lonely cause his bro was focusing on something else that he can't interrupt instead of keeping him company, but that's about it.

And in Shijima's world they are buddies, which would be... weird... if Tsukasa eventually started to hurt him.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

But I’ll be honest, considering how old this plot point is, Amane’s injuries are extremely vague. It could be anyone.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

Maybe something happened, and Tsukasa got violent, and clingy to the point of being hurtful, maybe his parents snapped and Amane couldn't blame family, maybe is a third party, maybe is a curse, I don’t know, I don't plan to re-read the entire manga to get a better feel on it, but since you asked for my opinion, I personally think this turn for the worst in his life is partially the red house fault, and partially Amane’s own actions.

Let’s rewind a bit.

Tsuchigamori, or spider face, said the only person to alter their own fate was Amane. Not Tsukasa, who was influenced by future Kou, or Nene, who is always seeing the past: Just Amane.

Changing the future is such a big deal it became Tsuchi’s yorishiro, the spider can’t get over it. So I would say it is important to consider this is his ‘normal’ future.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

So what changed Amane’s wish? What made him give up?

It wasn’t Tsukasa’s disappearance or reappearance. It was his meeting with Nene.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

These slips are a big deal.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

We are told they are rumored to make your wish come true in a land of supernaturals where every rumor so far was true. And that it is so hard to get all the five colors, that Yako was never able to, and she is an old spirit.

And the wording Amane used is... Concerning.

Could You Do An Analysis On What Hanako’s Life Was Like When He Was Human? And His Relationship With

As the astronomy teacher was fated to be, Amane would have never met Nene again, and even in the case he was still teaching at by the time she was a student, she would not be an ‘onee-san’ anymore: He have to die before 14 for her to stay an onee-san when they met again more than sixty years later.

I do think the red house and Tsukasa and so on plays a big part in Amane’s fucked up life, but it is strange he only got injured and “gave up going anywhere” after meeting Nene and putting his wish on the Tanabata tree.

We have no info on this part of his life though so it’s anyone’s guess.


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2 years ago

Signs That Shows Hanako Is Related To His Chinese Zodiac

This is a the last part

Thank for making it this far

Signs That Shows Hanako Is Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Is Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Is Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Is Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Is Related To His Chinese Zodiac

Unless in this cover these are carnations

Signs That Shows Hanako Is Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Is Related To His Chinese Zodiac

In fact carnations also happen to symbolize in love as well

Same also goes to primroses

Signs That Shows Hanako Is Related To His Chinese Zodiac

And there you have it, things that shows hanako is related to his Chinese zodiac The Wood Goat

Like I said I did this for fun but, I love to hear your thoughts and opinions on it since this is my first own TBHK post

Pls go through part 1 and part 2 if you haven’t

And thank you for reading this 😊


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2 years ago

Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac

The wood goat

Ok here is part 2

Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac

Although we don’t know Hanako personal relationship with shijima mei of the art room,well other than wanting her to finish the painting.

He does hate the power of No.4 and her perfect world itself

Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac

so happens that the first boundary they went is no.2

Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac

And as we all know he is the 7th mystery

Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac

In his design in his color scheme he wore a black school uniform and has a redish line at the bottom of the uniform as well on his hat and seal, along with his tsueshiro both being white,one that also red while the other is blue.

Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His Chinese Zodiac

See you soon in the last part

Pls see part 1 if you haven’t


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2 years ago

Signs that shows Hanako Being Related To His

Chinese zodiac sign

I posted that hanako/Amane yugi zodiac in China was a Wood Goat and today I put in analysis on it

Keep in mind I’m doing this for fun and just happen to peak my interest, I’m not really good in explanation so the images will do most of the talking. This is part 1 by the way

Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His
Signs That Shows Hanako Being Related To His

I mean that kinda true I guess

See you soon in part 2


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2 years ago
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Sure! Hanako have too much to work with, since he is the main character, so I’ll focus on the thing I love the most about him: His inexperience when it comes to caring about others.

Hanako put up thick walls between himself and his peers, rarely connects to others, be they humans or supernaturals.

Helping students and keeping them safe is his duty, his punishment to atone, not something he personally wants, his own personal view is far more ‘cold’, Amane’s empathy was destroyed after he became a supernatural, beaten down after sixty years of being dead.

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What he tells Kou here is true.

He has shown time and time again, people’s life isn’t particularly important to him,  he’ll exchange one life for another without guilt for the person he doomed because of personal preference, and had destroyed yorishiros since the start of the manga, knowing of the danger of doing so, for his own gains.

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Before the manga story starts, Hanako is alone.

He plays with the other mysteries but he doesn’t consider anyone his friend. He keeps a distance even from Tsuchigamori, unaware Amane’s moon rock is his old teacher’s yorishiro and only seemingly not talking to his old teacher much, only looking for him when he needs Tsuchigomori for something.

He is apathetic to practically everything, drowning in his own misery: Tsukasa is the only one that can break him out of his apathetic state, and he is the one Hanako keeps running away from. Hanako is the titular character but we never saw his boundary because he can’t face Tsukasa, his yorishiro, finding it much easier to hide and spend his afterlife in the bathroom instead.

Tsukasa was important to Amane, and while he is important to Hanako as well, Tsukasa is rarely perceived his brother, his presence is mostly treated as the personification of Hanako’s guilt. Hanako hasn’t tried to understand Tsukasa’s feelings or expressed worry about his well-being: out of all his comflicting emotions, his priority is usually to look away.

Hanako has spent a lot of his afterlife in this limbo of running away and not connecting with anyone, but eventually, he met two people he got very attached to: Kou and Nene.

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He loves them a lot, much more than he loves himself.

He will try his very best to face Tsukasa, face the embodiment of the trauma he has been running away from for decades, to keep them safe.

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Most of the time, Hanako fails: he is too terrified to act, he gets panicked or paralyzed, trapped in the past.

He can’t help when Tsukasa is his oponent.

Even outside his past, there are still things Hanako can’t help with.

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The guilt and panic and pain of having no use for someone he wants to help hurt, but Hanako doesn’t run away from this pain.

He tries to help anyways, to reach out as best he can.

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And Kou’s trouble linger in his mind, when the kid gets depressed again, Hanako will try to help him again.

He want Kou to feel better.

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He may have said “He is kind of like you, isn’t he, No.2?” but he doesn’t care about Yako or her attachment to Misaki, his attention is on Kou the second he finish his request: interested in his reaction, not her feelings.

He is selfish though, he cares about their feelings, but he mostly listens to his own, which is most obvious to see with Nene.

In the clock keepers arc he mentioned he kept Nene’s lifespan secret because he wants her to live her best life in blissful ignorance, but he doesn’t make her the priority, he makes himself: He is aware she hates toilet duty, no one enjoys being forced to waste their evenings cleaning bathroom, but he likes it.

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And he rarely enjoys things, so he can’t let go of it. He can’t sacrifice this hint of joy for the sake of Nene living “her best life”

He adores spending time with her, and since he has very little self-worth, he is convinced she would never spend time with him by her own volition, he needs to use the cleaning duty as an excuse.

Is why he gets so happy when she calls him a friend.

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This love, this care, is something Hanako really wants from her.

But is also something Hanako doesn’t think he deserves.

He can get frustrated by how much they love him, by how distorted their view is, as if he is a ‘good ghost’. He loves their otimist, and he get annoyed by them, he loves them but he is constantly looking down at them for it. He loves them but he hates himself.

So he sabotage himself.

He tells Kou and Nene point blank his bad traits “I am dead already. I don’t care if someone dies or not. ” “I killed someone and you shouldn’t excuse it” “I am selfish, I care about you Nene, and not your best friend.” are things he only tell Nene and Kou, as if he was screaming. “I am not a good ghost” even if he will never  tell them “Leave me alone, stop visiting me.”

Hanako is constantly fighting between clinging to what he loves, regardless of how much his behavior hurt them, and telling himself he should want them away from him.

Both of his attempts to save Nene involved being away from her, either trapping her in picture-perfect until she forgot about him, or exchanging Aoi’s lifespan with Nene’s, saving her but making it so he can’t see her again, and she would eventually forget about him.

The more Hanako’s love for Nene grow the bigger the lengths he is willing to go for her, even if at it core, his love remains selfish, he knew Nene wouldn’t be happy with his solutions, but he doesn’t care, cause she will live, and she will live by his own hands.

He acts like doesn’t know why he does this a lot of times:

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And to some degree, he truly doesn’t know.

Hanako has many mental blocks when it comes to admitting vulnerability, even to himself. He looks anguished when he confesses to Nene that he wants her to live.

Which is a purely Hanako wish.

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Hanako never had a wish, not outside his “wish” to atone’, which he constantly refears to as punishment, not something he personally want, just something he deserves.

 Even as Amane he had gave up on his wish.

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So wishing for Nene to live is a very new feeling.

This wish makes him go against his duties as No.7 and his quest to ‘repent’, but he can’t even care because he really wants her to live. And is not like going against “god’s will” is what trouble him, since he destroys yorishiros the second he got the chance.

He can no longer deny he is smitten with her.

We can see this all consuming care with Kou too, even if it is more subtle it’s still very present, and just as impactful in his afterlife.

Nene is someone he loves but very rarely rely on, she is his special someone, he’ll go above and beyond to do what he believe is best for her, ask anyone and even if they disapprove of his actions, they can’t deny he is clingy, always ready to rescue her.

His view on Kou is different, he is someone he ask to fight and help. Is not that he doesn’t trust Nene, exactly, but he had the “I’ll keep you in the dark mentality” from the secon they met, while he never planed on treasuring Kou, he just saw enough potential, or use, in this exorcist kid, to occasionally rely on him.

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Hanako plans for Kou only involved a vague “he can exorcise me later” idea, but he ends up genuinely caring about Kou after he stand up for him agaist Teru the young exorcist arc. 

It’s no longer just “this boy is so funny, and I can both make fun of him and use him”, now Kou is his friend.

Just compare how he treats Kou when he is in at Yako’s boundary, and in Hell of Mirrors.

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He has gotten the habit to be honest with Kou, he is always counting on him on little things when they are together, and it hurts so bad when Kou fail, because Hanako trusts him, and he hasn’t trusted someone in such a personal way in 60 years.

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Hanako is more comfortable hating himself them his friends, so he usually doesn’t let his dissapointment in Kou linger. Focusing most of his negative thoughts on himself.

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Kou isn’t infallible, but he is the one Hanako trusts the most.

Hanako used to trust Kou almost blindly, holding on to the feeling, but once he is let down, he gets so hurt, he resents the feeling.

He is a contradictory character, cause it feels like he hate Kou at times, but he can’t stop caring about him. He only got attached to two people, he can’t pretend Nene or Kou “aren’t important”

He will try to be logical all he wants but his emotions speak louder than his logic.

We know Hanako lingered in Mei’s fake world because his deepest wish is to be human with Nene. So even though it is a big red flag for Nene to see Hanako as her classmate Amane, the supernatural couldn’t resist playing pretend.

Just for a bit, just for a taste of a normal life with her.

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He is consistently selfish, and irrational when it comes to Nene. And while behavior with Kou is less and frenzied than how he act with Nene, he still deeply affected by his emotions

Kou can’t be discarded, he is important in his wish, the other half of his reason to want to be alive after years of just accepting his death.

Even may have made up his mind about not going anywhere, he still refuse to follow everyone to Mei’s exit, to the moon, but he wants Kou and Nene to always come to him.

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Cause even thought Yashiro was his focus, an Mitsuba took most of Kou’s time, Hanako does make it very clear he want Kou there too. He even try to knock Kou out like he did with Nene the second he notices Mitsuba failed and realize Kou want to run away.

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He risked Kou being in this world, indulged Mitsuba in his dream to be human and live a normal school life by the side of friends, which is a wish Hanako has shown to actively disapprove of in hell of mirrors (and is also same wish as the one Hanako have expressed in this arc), because Kou is part of his wish.

His motives for wanting to trap Kou until he lose his memories are unclear but his anger towards Kou for giving him hope after years of nothing only to realize his hope is false is all over picture perfect.

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And Hanako is a coward, he discount his anger on Mitsuba, doesn’t explain anything, take Nene, and leave Kou confused.

Hanako only loses his patience and tell how he feels when Kou is in his way, and Hanako needs to beat him if he wants Nene to stay. The one thing that he’ll always prioritize above all else is Nene after all.

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There is a certain determination to only focus on Nene after picture-perfect, not take Kou as seriously.

And what kills me is that Hanako’s attempts to distance himself are very half-hearted.

It fails.

No matter how real his anger, his care is just as real, if not more so. He is still eager to play fight with Kou and spend time with him. Their overall dynamic isn’t very affected.

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Is always “Nene” and “Kou” and “everyone else”. Even when Kou isn’t in the scene, Hanako thinks of him.

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There is this idea Kou is important, an implied “If I can’t save Nene, Kou will be the one to save her”, even with all the reasons and proof he has that Kou can’t do something as big as alter her fate, part of him still believe Kou can do it. Is a part of him that is illogical and Hanako hates it, and doesn’t want to deal with it.

So he focus on Nene’s lifespan, he became obsessed with it.

He has always been possessive of Nene. In any chapter they are together he is touchy and flirty and so openly attached to her he is insane.

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He knows he is in love.

He also knows he is the ghost of a dead killed and feels like Nene deserves better than what he has to offer, but he can’t let her go.

He knows he is a bad person and feel like Nene deserves better but he can’t let her go. Even when he is determined to grant her wish, to make a ‘no turn back’ decision, his determination crumbles the second they are face to face, his logic dies and he is just… Happy to see her again.

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Even if he knows his plans failed, even if he knows she will die, he just… like seeing her.

His love is openly selfish and doomed to not last, which is something he understands and doesn’t know how to deal with, but just like he can’t force himself to truly hate Kou and stop believing in him, he also can’t force himself to stop loving Nene and desperately trying to find ways to make her live.

He is a mess.


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2 years ago
Joanna Haruki

Joanna Haruki

TBHK- Mystery No.0 Shiranui the Gaijin Dream walker

retraced- Kazuha Kaedehara from Genshin Impact

I'll try my best to be able to draw in my own style!

ps. let me know in the replied how this 0 wonder of the school rumor should go!?


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2 years ago

The Yugi twins in TBHK were born in 1955 that means their Chinese zodiac is the wood ram.

I’ll leave the rest that read this fine some connections


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5 months ago

Hello sweeties, sorry for not posting, I'm quite shocked that my last post was in June, as an apology, I'll be writing from any game/anime that you guys pick, I'll write everything I've watched or played, if you'd like it to be specific, don't be afraid to ask me <3

Looking back at it, I'm surprised I wrote something like that, I'm.. Amazed, in a way, sadly, my writing has changed over time, hope you don't mind :)


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1 week ago

WIP AOINENE COMIC???????!?!?!??!

im hyping myself up i really do not know how to panel LMAO

WIP AOINENE COMIC???????!?!?!??!

@musicalmoritz i offer this sacrifice to the aoinene queen


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2 weeks ago

due to a certain conversation with someone who i really admire here’s a snippet of my pain <33

Due To A Certain Conversation With Someone Who I Really Admire Here’s A Snippet Of My Pain

... yes i made a repurposed mermaid version kamome gakuen girls’ uniform :3

... yes mitsuba is currently wearing it

... :3 im unstoppable


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3 weeks ago

chapter’s been released yall

i’ll see you on the other side <3


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3 weeks ago

YESSSS SOMEONE SEES IT!!! THE PURPLES!!!

although there’s another one i’d like to offer to the mix... (exhales tiredly) im so sorry for taking over your post

be careful of spoilers !!! esp some for jshk

YESSSS SOMEONE SEES IT!!! THE PURPLES!!!

you can see which of them i know best by how silly im drawing them

anyways!! it’s like an ad

PURPLE PERFECTION !! the hiding of the true self to achieve the ideal you~

thank you for reading. also i haven’t read oshi no ko in a while AND all the info i have on mafuyu is from my pjsk friends’ old rambles SOOOOO pls tell me if i got anything wrong,,, even though i just made this and put the info in with ✨ vibes

+ EXTRA BIG SPOILER i should probably add to ai and aoi 'have died once' LMAO tysm for reading yet again

Pack It Up Perfect Purple Gang

pack it up perfect purple gang


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