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in your dazai fic you mentioned a sibling relationship with chuuya. can you write a bit about it? cause I just love the concept of "overprotective big brother chuuya that hates the fact his little sister is dating none other than fucking dazai"
Request?: Yes Summery: Chuuya being the overprotective brother type he is after catching the reader and dazai make out. Genre: Fluff
A/N: HI! Omg thank you for asking me to write this, Im obsessed with the overprotective brother Chuuya and Reader who's technically an Nakahara! (secretly also have a soft spot for Chuuya hihi-) Hope you enjoy this fanfic!
You smiled gently, as you walk through the hallways of the port mafia building. It’s been a few weeks since the kiss with Dazai and by now you two grew towards each other, only natural to start a relationship with one another.
Certainly now, since Dazai was the boss, he could provide extra protection when needed.
You walked through the hallways, people lowering their head and slightly bowing at your direction, a sign of respect, (or fear you never know what the boss could do to you).
You have just carried out some arrangements in name of the boss, In secret, since you have seen the piles of papers he fills in daily.
It wasn’t the biggest deal of arrangements and you knew he would just dismiss it, not wanting to deal with it. There was a traitor amongst the port mafia, not necessary the kind that kills, but the kind that slacks off and keep half the money the port mafia earns for themselves, and you know he wouldn’t like to see that.
So, to make this business work and make the people not forget what would happen if you messed with the higher ups, you decided to take measure into your own hands.
It worked obviously, as you have successfully executed the person who cost the port mafia a fortune, taking the money that belongs to the mafia and his personal money, who should spend it? Not his family, as you figured out he didn’t have a family of his own.
You smiled at yourself as the memory of the phone call you received suddenly played in your head
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You were on your balcony, looking over at the streets of yokohama, surprisingly having the night off, as your phone suddenly started ringing.
“Hello?” You answered, chuckling as you heard the familiar voice speak from the other line of the phone.
“Some rumours told me you were going after the asshole thats costing us a lot of money, bold move right under that mackerels nose, don’t you think?” The familiar voice of Chuuya made you smile, immediately letting your guard down.
“Don’t worry about him Chu, he might be able to hurt others, but knowing him, he would only worship the ground I walk over when he finds out I’m basically saving this hell hole” You teased as you heard a cackle from Chuuya’s end.
“Yeah Yeah, Well, I’m glad its you, not someone else, Wouldn’t dream to thank someone like Ace for example” Chuuya’s voice sounded a little disgusted, making you chuckle once again.
“Don’t worry, I got this, now, if you have time come over? I just bought an expensive bottle of wine and I just wanted to try it ou-“
“Fuck yeah count me in.” He interrupts you as he hang up, making you laugh softly at his antics, he will never change when it comes to wine.
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You entered the Office of the boss from the port mafia, as Dazai was just filling in his paperwork, looking up from the piles and piles he had to do. He looked up from his papers, as the door behind you closed and you slowly approached him. His Eyes turned gentle for a moment, as he chuckled.
“Couldn’t stay away from me to long huh Bella?” He teased and you just rolled your eyes with a small smile. “For your information, I was dealing with an situation all day, It sounds like your the one who missed me, didn’t you huh?” You teased, as a small smirk covered his lips, his attention completely onto you.
“A situation you say? Might tell me what that was about.” He asked curiously, as you explained everything you what you did under his nose. His expression growing from caught of guard to a smirk.
“And the money should be right into the bank account.” You smirked, as the familiar ding could be heard from his phone. He laughed as he pulled you onto his lap, holding your chin up.
“You little Brat, doing this right under my nose hm? How could I ever thank you huh?” He smirked, as you leaned in a little. “Hmmm maybe perhaps, this could be my thank you” Your voice gentle and husky, as you kissed him, which he happily returned, one of his hands on your cheek, cupping the side of your face as he deepens the kiss.
“Mackerel I got the- HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING SNOGGING HER FACE OFF HUH? SINCE WHEN ARE YOU GUYS A THING?!” The sudden voice of Chuuya made you two pull away, the smallest blush covering your face as you guys have been caught.
“Chuuya! Not the best delight to see, Have you ever heard of knocking?” Dazai’s teasing voice spoke as he just held you down by the waist, even closer towards him.
Chuuya slammed the paperwork down on the desk, and half climbed on top of it, pulling dazai’s tie. “I EXPECTED NOTHING MORE FROM YOU FOR FUCKS SAKE” He screamed into dazai’s face as he put on a not so amused face.
“Be happy its had not gone any furth-“ “DIE YOU ASSHOLE-“
You just smiled, laughing while they bickered like old times.
You’ll definitely be alright with them by your side.
This Chuuya is Restrained !
Word Prompt: Restraints
Inspired by Chuuya's state at the end of the BEAST movie
[Art Date: March 1 2025]
The plan was simple.
Go to this world.
Check in on the Agency.
Make sure that everything went according to his counterpart's plan.
Leave.
The most important part: do not cross paths with Chuuya.
But when he spots ginger hair and a tacky hat from afar, it's only a matter of seconds before he's pinned to the ground, a familiar knife pointed at his throat.
"What kind of disgusting ability is this?" the man above him barks, words filled with venom.
"This is not an ability." Dazai states, calmly.
"Don't you dare imply you're him," the knife brushes against his throat, a sharp vessel for the man's rage. "Boss died. Threw himself off the Port Mafia building."
Dazai swallows. This Chuuya looks different from the one he has known for seven years.
He's not as vibrant. He doesn't shine as much he does.
He looks like he almost gave up on living.
"Chuuya—"
"You have no right to say my name, you fucking imposter."
"Please, listen," he pleads. Damn, he doesn't like this Chuuya. "I am Dazai, just—not the one from this world. Not the one you knew."
"And what the hell is that supposed to mean?" Chuuya questions through gritted teeth.
"I came here from a different timeline," he explains, careful, "I do share some memories with this world's Dazai, though."
"If you truly are Dazai," the name burns like liquid fire on his tongue, "then you must be a pathological liar as well. Why should I believe you?"
Dazai smirks. This Chuuya is a ticking bomb and he's ready to light his fuse.
"The first time he made love to you," he chooses his words carefully—they had sex plenty of times, but making love was new to them—"he told you he lov—"
Chuuya's fist meets Dazai's cheek.
It's painful, but Dazai didn't expect anything less from him.
"How the fuck did you come to this place?"
"I take it that Chuuya believes me." he grins, satisfaction making its way across his face. "It doesn't really matter. Let's say my ability comes in handy sometimes."
His Chuuya would have laughed at him. Probably told him he's a pain in the ass.
This Chuuya stays quiet and just... walks away?
Dazai's brow furrows.
"Where are you going?" the brunet asks, still sitting on the ground.
"I got nothing to say to you. You can go back to your fucking timeline." he snarls, that gloomy look plastered on his face.
"My, my, holding me accountable for what my counterpart did?" Dazai singsongs in his usual cheerful tone.
The next second he's avoiding the knife thrown at his head.
"I'm giving you one last warning," he growls, and Dazai swears he sees a reddish hue where Chuuya's brown eye should be. "Go. The fuck. Away."
"I just want to talk. About everything."
"You said you're not him, hah? Then you're nothing more than a stranger to me."
"I can explain why—"
"I don't care!" the ground shakes, courtesy of Tainted, but doesn't move beneath Dazai's shoes. "If he truly cared he would have told me about his fucking death plan instead of hiding everything from me!"
A long silence follows.
"Five minutes," Dazai pleas, "and I'll explain everything. Then I'll go back to my world."
Ten minutes later they're in the Port Mafia building, more precisely in Chuuya's office, which previously belonged to Dazai.
The detective glances at the empty chair and he can see it—the ghost of his counterpart, legs crossed, and the redhead standing fiercely on his left, covering his blind side.
There's something terrifying about it. A bond that was way different from the one he shares with his Chuuya; an unmatched level of trust and intimacy.
Imagining himself as the Port Mafia boss is making him sick to his stomach.
"I don't have all day," Chuuya complains, arms crossed. "Go on. I'll listen."
Once Dazai is done talking, the tension in the room is palpable.
"Why," Chuuya mutters, gripping the red scarf hanging over his shoulders, "Why didn't he tell me? Why did he send me on that fucking mission in London? I could have saved him."
"That's the point." Dazai sighs. "Saving him wasn't part of the plan. It would have ruined it."
"So ruining my life was the safest option, hah?" he scoffs, bitterness seeping through his words.
"You would have done the same for him."
'Yes', Chuuya wants to scream. 'Yes, and the fact that he prevented me from doing it keeps me awake at night'.
"You know," the redhead begins, breaking the silence, "I sensed something was off. At some point I realised we weren't on the same wavelength anymore. He treated me like shit then almost worshipped me as if his life depended on it."
"I guess you have figured out why."
"Yeah," the realisation burns the back of his throat. "He tried to detach himself. To make it easier for both of us."
'But he couldn't' is left unsaid.
"I don't know what you do to us, Chuuya," he blurts out, his mouth talking on its own, "It's terrifying."
He finds it easier to be a little bit honest with a Chuuya he's never going to see again.
If it makes him a coward, he doesn't care.
The redhead remains quiet and Dazai spots a myriad of emotions in his eyes.
Hurt, anger, sadness, longing.
"Am I happy?" Chuuya suddenly asks, "In your world."
"Are you happy in this one?" Dazai asks back, unsure.
"You want me to say 'yes' so you can feel better about all the mess your counterpart left for me to deal with? 'Cause I won't."
"This is the only world in which Od—"
"I know." he stops him. He doesn't want to hear that name again. "I just wish he talked to me instead of making all decisions on his own as if I didn't matter a damn thing to him. I guess I was useful as his strongest weap–"
"Don't." Dazai interrupts him, his voice firm. "You've never been a weapon. Not to him. Not to us."
The silence that follows eats them both alive. Talking to this Chuuya is filling Dazai with uneasiness for some reason he doesn't understand.
Seeing him so empty, inevitably similar to himself, makes him uncomfortable.
Does his Chuuya feel the same? Is he hiding all that resentment as well?
"Well, this took more than five minutes. I'll leave as I promised." he announces, suddenly unable to stand in that room anymore.
"Wait." Chuuya calls, his voice unsure.
He walks to Dazai until they're facing each other.
"I have one request. Then I'll let you go."
Dazai knows where this is going. That's why he didn't want to meet this Chuuya in the first place.
"Can I..." the redhead hesitates, "Have one last kiss before you go?"
Dazai's heart aches for the first time in ages.
"I'm not him." he states, voice flat.
They stare at each other's eyes, lost in the moment, and Dazai barely registers the way Chuuya is delicately pushing him against the desk until he's sitting on the black surface.
Neither of them dare speak, for any word would ruin the sacred religiousness of the moment.
Chuuya slots himself between Dazai's legs, bringing their bodies impossibly closer, and his hands reach for his scarf.
He removes it, his movements painfully slow, and Dazai swallows as the red cloth is placed around his shoulders.
Dazai's throat wobbles.
Chuuya's vision blurs.
Dazai feels seen as the redhead's eyes wander all over his face, scanning every feature so that he can store it in his mind until the last memory of the two of them fades.
A gloved hand reaches for Dazai's bandaged neck, caressing the fluffy brown curls, and Dazai's arms instinctively circle Chuuya's waist.
Would his Chuuya be mad at him if he found out?
"A Port Mafia traitor from another world, wearing his precious scarf... He would be feral." Dazai mutters, the forced proximity making him dizzy.
"He owes me." is all the current boss of the Port Mafia says, his eyes fixated on the detective's chapped lips.
His right hand comes to rest on the left side of Dazai's face, covering his eye, and their lips finally connect.
The kiss is tender, almost heart-shattering—it's nothing like the ones he shares with his Chuuya, and it's surely way different than the ones this Chuuya used to share with his counterpart—and yet its bitterness is suffocating.
This life wasn't designed for them, Chuuya thinks, but for now he'll just pretend his former boss is right in front of him.
It can't hurt more than it already does anyway.
Dazai pulls away first, fully aware that the longer this lasts, the more it's going to hurt, and Chuuya heaves a shaky breath in return.
He tries to keep the ghost of his former Boss close to him, but all his efforts are pointless against death.
"I'm going now," Dazai announces, placing the red scarf back on Chuuya's shoulders.
'It doesn't suit you at all', he thinks.
The detective twirls a ginger curl around his finger before walking away. "Take care."
"You will come back, will you?" Chuuya asks, both hopeful and hopeless, and Dazai wonders if this is how his Chuuya felt when he left the Mafia after Odasaku died.
Dazai smiles, quietly. "No. I have no right to be here."
"Always leaving me behind, no matter which universe you fuckers come from." Chuuya mocks him, but he speaks in loneliness. "Go, before I kill you."
"You wouldn't, neither of you." he replies, smiling to himself. "He's doing fine, by the way. Has gone through a lot, but never once lost his colours."
'You're both too good for us and that's why you'll never fully stop hurting', he thinks.
They steal one last glance at each other before Dazai finally disappears behind the door.
"Goodbye, Chuuya."
A nice couple redraws for class