Arcana Twilight Sirius - Blog Posts

A few memes from when I was gone

I just know we got the juiciest backstory.

hello artw nation. I offer polaris doodles and thing. ok gn artw nation o7

ermm. designing clothes is hard o(-(

and if I said.....

having fun with hair styles ft. the artw gang :D (I wanted an excuse to draw them all..)

Sirius. but a little bit of a kitten, because I wanted to... (it just makes me feel better 😞)

Well, in short, I love this man. 🐱😼

"Let's get the party started!"

"Your letter was honey-filled with flavor, summoner. I truly appreciate it. However, perhaps next time. You can just say 'I love you' without making the climax too long~"

(Yes, I know I'm a bit late shh shh I was really busy)

I will never fail to draw something on his birthday.

The lovelies!!!! Been obsessed with trying to improve how I draw faces so I remade an oldish art to show off my progress :3

some polaris doodles + some headcanons o7 (spoilers)

-Though Beau and Polaris are not carbon copy look alikes of eachother (except for a few subtle features), they do share alot of random mannerisms, speech patterns, and even the same laugh, which drives Sirius CRAZY

-Bc though they're two different individuals, Sirius can never doubt that they share the same essence (which is canon). I feel like anyone who's spoken to og Polaris wouldn't find it obvious that they do, but they would if they actually KNEW Polaris (like Schedar and Thuban)

-So when with Sirius, Beau will accidently do / say things SO similar to Polaris that it catches Sirius off gaurd,. He'll sometimes genuinely get creeped out and will. like. need a minute.

-Polaris was genuinely a talented/inventive sorcerer who paved the way for magic to be as developed/understood as it is, and happily shared everything he ever discovered or learned with Sirius. Sirius likes to owe everything he knows to Polaris, but never mentions how he had taught Polaris tons of things too- or how they would end up discovering and inventing spells together, since Sirius is a seriously gifted sorcerer as well, but with the disaster that happened, never ended up getting the credit he should have.

-Beau shares alot of the intuitiveness that Polaris had, which Sirius notices. They were a quite a high-credited scholar back in mid-earthium who worked hard academically, and so is able to pick up on the stuff taught at Contell Academy a lot faster than anyone expects they would, (and is why Spica has such a respect for them)

o(-( ough the lore brain-rot makes me sick I'll write more of this bc I suddenly have so many thoughts

SIRIUS AND THE EMOTION WHEEL ‼️

(wanted to challenge myself by including each one we've been given, I've always felt like yellow = happy, purple = mischevious/calculated(?), blue = surprised/confused, green = indifference/boredom, black = angry, light grey = fear/anxiety, pink = defensive (?), red = excited, and rainbow is hard to describe but neutral..? depending on the context it could be interpretted as emotional but like in a lighthearted/genuine way idk)

Sirius fans answer QUICK. what would his go-to drink be??

CHOOSE YOUR FIGHTER!! (𝐵𝒶𝓃𝓆𝓊𝑒𝓉 𝐸𝒹𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃)

Day 25, 28 Rift, Curse

"Did we ever got what we wanted in the end?.. "

(Eyo Miel's real eyes sneak peak /jk)

The angst train is real on this one

hfafderwsfwsfharcana twilight inktober day 17 : Tower ( SPOILERS.? )

umm I wanted to make this longer but then I was never going to get through this inkober lmaooo

ARCANA TWILIGHT DAY 13: QUEEN TET ( IM DOING THIS BEFORE CLASS I DIDNT WANT TO MISS A DAY 😭)

hmm arcana twilight inktober day 11: Stars

" Constellations are drawn to a strong sense of longing, and sorcerers pay for their desires by following their code "

SORRY IS THIS WHOLE CONVERSATION NOT SUPER EERIE OR WHAT

arcana twilight day 4 : snow (but it's quick giana sketch)

extra :3 (snow reminds sirius of a certain someone..)

suddenly

dude what they lookin at 🤔???

I'm stuck in your lie, I'm still in the time.

Could you draw Sirius as a dog boy, please? Sirius looks so amazing in your art style that I couldn't resist asking this...

decided to take artistic liberties here 😇(ty for the request hope u enjoy :D)

wanted to do a sketch of the glittery man :p

going insane over here dont mind me

tried to do a quick profile of the arctwilight boys so I can use them as reference o7

...Oh.....

do you ever think that sirius constantly blames polaris for saving him, of all people, for sacrificing his own life for sirius's sake just because he could? doesn't matter how bad, how annoying, how desperate and how clingy sirius was, he still was worth dying for.

and, after rewinding time and basically creating mc, erasing everyone's memories and silently awaiting for mc to be back eventually, because it's not finished yet, the past is still not in the past, do you ever think how truly horrible he feels, for being so egotistical, that he allowed himself to bend time, space and reality itself, for mc to basically exist and deal with the problems and mistakes that polaris made during his life time?

how sirius must hate himself for being so reckless! mc is everything he hates about himself and polaris, but he can't bring himself to truly despise and abandon them, no matter how hard he tries. he physically can't, due to the constellation contracts. he's always jealous, always so full of hatered: towards himself especially.

when in fact, we as mc owe sirius our lives. isn't that... tragically beautiful?

no matter how worthless he thinks that he is, sirius is mc's main reason why they're still alive. he is their life line. he is the one who somehow managed to save them, defying reality and everything else! nothing mattered for him, only mc's life.

it shouldn't be possible, and yet, here we both are, standing face to face. alive. breathing. not well, but we will be eventually, once this whole... debacle is finally over!

sirius doesn't truly want to die. he wants to live. but if it takes his own life for mc to live on, he wouldn't even think twice about sacrificing himself for mc's sake!

can you please for once dream about our lives together and not the end of the world, sirius?..

Sirius: everything I ever did, I did for him.

Sirius: now he's gone...

Sirius: but I'm still here.

Summoner: ...

Sirius: sometimes I wonder if he can see me through your eyes...

Sirius: *sigh* what would he thinks of me now... ...

Summoner:

Summoner: *hug Sirius* Well, I think you're pretty great.

Also honorable mention to this tiktok as well bro I can't help but lose my mind hearing this audio with characters but with Sirius it's just😭</3 listen I'm not the number one Sirius fan out there for dubious reasons but reflecting back at his lore just makes go ueueueueue

Spoilers vvv

Also I'm trying to remember correctly but is it supposed to be implied that all those times Sirius tried to harm us-were his attempts of trying to have us regain our polaris powers (and therefore memorys)?? or did he do that for giggles??😭

haha ourple guy

LOVE THESE SO MUCH 😭🫶✨️

I love them. They are my parents.