Last Song: We Know Where You Sleep By The PAper ChAse

i got a few details wrong in the post above, the sheep only ever viewed chuuya as a weapon and it took shirase seeing chuuya getting beaten up in stormbringer to truly see him as a human being. the scene with yuan in fifteen was more of a ‘hey, we like being able to use this person as a weapon’. yuan isn’t an important character and doesn’t do much for the plot, i don’t understand the hate towards her because she’s irrelevant. i also got a bit wrong about dazai in that scene, he finds it stupid that chuuya doesn’t notice that the sheep are manipulating him. he’s not jEaLoUs. the general sentiment still stands though. i will edit this later. oh, i also added tags so people will see this follow-up because past lou is fucking stupid.

rant #4

can some (not all) bsd fans stop hating on yuan for just FUCKING TOUCHING CHUUYA’S ARM??? especially since she walked in hugging onto shirase’s arm as well. it doesn’t have to be taken as romantic, i personally see the sheep as chuuya’s found family. that touch was literally just a ‘hey, can you not force my best friend into joining your organization?’ (also dazai wasn’t ‘jealous’ in that scene. it was ‘oh shit. this girl’s getting in the way of my plan’.) it’s SO fucking stupid that if a female character (it’s always a female character) is even remotely close to dazai, akutagawa, chuuya, or atsushi people hate her because she’s ‘gEtTiNg In ThE wAy Of SsKk/SkK’. there could be a scene where a female character is like ‘hey, i’m really close friends with dazai but we have no romantic interest in each other’ and the fandom would still hate her. with all the disrespect i can manage, eat dirt if that’s the only reason you hate yuan/higuchi/lucy. if you have a reason you’re willing to explain for hating them, please send it to me. this has been lou, your very pissed genderfluid lesbian host. thank you for reading this. i know it’s a spinoff of my last rant but i feel like it needed to be said. thank you for reading if you did.

guys, i may not post for a bit because i’m working on a bsd related flash game. i’ll give you guys some teasers when i have more done. in a nutshell, it starts out as a cute little day in the life of 15zai then it slowly gets more and more disturbing. i’ll probably have a demo out by june. this is inspired by the lacey games series btw. i’m currently working on art for the icon.

a drawing of a concept made by @briarry i had a lot of fun with this one

I'm in a mood.. to draw Teruko. Would U like to be tagged after I finish it? Or just ignore?

Had to ask you about this bc ur the number one teruko defender, ofc 🙏🙏

yes! tag me in it of course. ^^

quick rant

i hate in whenever people say ‘fyodor has a god complex!1!1!1’ NO he has a savior complex. he wants to save humanity from sin (ability users). he does see humanity like a god would, but he doesn’t actively think he’s a god. i also hate in when people say he truly cares about nikolai or sigma. he doesn’t. he’s a low empathy being that isn’t above manipulating others for his cause. but he still does have feelings (for example when things don’t go his way he kicks things and he gets actively angry when people say dazai is smarter than him) i don’t agree with the twinkification of fyodor if you’re actively mischaracterizing him, but if you’re making him a little nicer for a fic (if you do understand his character) I don’t mind. thank you for coming to my ted talk, please tell me if i got anything wrong.

update on this post

Tumblr

a messy yosano doodle for a ‘draw something in under an hour’ challenge i saw on pinterest

tumblr fucked up my quality a lot.

here’s the new and improved version :3

so, erm, quick question…

the Random Ship I Have in my head is mushizai don’t ask me why it’s so silly

wake up babe new dazai x person who can't fucking stand him just dropped

it’s a wip and i’m already suffering 😭

‘sskk this!’ ‘atsulucy that!’ ‘akulucy this!’ okay, but what about atsuakulucy? poly ships solve all problems. instead of fighting, we just kiss.

if any of you wanna see my old shitty art i don’t have saved here’s my other blog which i haven’t posted actual content on in 7 months.

@idkilikestuff it’s all really bad. don’t judge me.