Little Oversaturated Recolored Chibi-ish Ranpo Doodle Idk

more goofing off on pixilart

a little doodle i did on a six hour drive.

‘i always smoke in the theatre. somehow it enhances the performance.’

:D

it physically pains me how many cool ppl I see online (especially ppl who end up following me) that I want to be friends w but can't get the courage to talk to, so to everyone who follows me (esp ppl who like bsd) you are so cool, thanks for liking my stuff!!

Notes Challenge For New Years!

because i need motivation and support to do things ^^;

10: drink at least one glass of water a day

20: eat a bit more than usual (i don’t eat enough)

30: dye my hair dark red (i’ve wanted to for a year now)

40: tell my dad i don’t like it when he makes offensive jokes

50: defend my mom and me when my dad tries to gaslight us

75: buy a new knee brace

100: work on learning korean more

125: fix my smile to make it more genuine

175: start trying to fix my acne

200: take my meds daily

300: focus on what i want

400: become more confident in my singing

500: not use anything that could harm me

1,000: love myself more

spamming is allowed but please do not do a ton ^^

hmmmmmmm,

i kinda need an au where fyozai are teachers and they absolutely despise each other. it’d be like an annoying long slow burn. maybe fyodor as a psychology teacher and dazai as a band teacher. i’ll draw this when i have motivation again. they’d be so silly.

trying out something with less lineart on lucy. i don’t know how to feel about it :/

tumblr consumed my quality 😭

little doodle i did instead of paying attention in geometry o.0

i’m going to fail this class 🥀

errr

anyone who wants to participate can

fuck it. tag game

make a poll where the options are two truths and one lie and have your followers guess the lie

I’ll go first

npt: @starkissed-mars @l1ve-l4ugh-lov3craft @garden-of-runar @loozerboykisser @aesthetic-writer18 + anyone else who wants to <3

from my venting blog.

burnt out gifted kid core

just got yelled at for getting a b+ :/ sigh.

i got a few details wrong in the post above, the sheep only ever viewed chuuya as a weapon and it took shirase seeing chuuya getting beaten up in stormbringer to truly see him as a human being. the scene with yuan in fifteen was more of a ‘hey, we like being able to use this person as a weapon’. yuan isn’t an important character and doesn’t do much for the plot, i don’t understand the hate towards her because she’s irrelevant. i also got a bit wrong about dazai in that scene, he finds it stupid that chuuya doesn’t notice that the sheep are manipulating him. he’s not jEaLoUs. the general sentiment still stands though. i will edit this later. oh, i also added tags so people will see this follow-up because past lou is fucking stupid.

rant #4

can some (not all) bsd fans stop hating on yuan for just FUCKING TOUCHING CHUUYA’S ARM??? especially since she walked in hugging onto shirase’s arm as well. it doesn’t have to be taken as romantic, i personally see the sheep as chuuya’s found family. that touch was literally just a ‘hey, can you not force my best friend into joining your organization?’ (also dazai wasn’t ‘jealous’ in that scene. it was ‘oh shit. this girl’s getting in the way of my plan’.) it’s SO fucking stupid that if a female character (it’s always a female character) is even remotely close to dazai, akutagawa, chuuya, or atsushi people hate her because she’s ‘gEtTiNg In ThE wAy Of SsKk/SkK’. there could be a scene where a female character is like ‘hey, i’m really close friends with dazai but we have no romantic interest in each other’ and the fandom would still hate her. with all the disrespect i can manage, eat dirt if that’s the only reason you hate yuan/higuchi/lucy. if you have a reason you’re willing to explain for hating them, please send it to me. this has been lou, your very pissed genderfluid lesbian host. thank you for reading this. i know it’s a spinoff of my last rant but i feel like it needed to be said. thank you for reading if you did.

a random sticky note doodle of nikolai i found on the inside of my spanish binder

tw for poorly drawn gun

no idea why this was here lol