Latest Posts by spectrespeaks - Page 8

"Can mutuals DM you?" moots can kick me, punch me in the throat, spit on my face, saw me in half, kiss me, obsess over me, stalk me idgaf

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

Why rot in bed if I could be rotting six meters underground?!?!?

reassurance kink bc my brain makes me feel unlovable

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The masculine connotation of a bow tie and the feminine connotation of a bow on the top of the head implies a nonbinary bow style placed directly over the nose

why does sleeping all day and waking up to not a single message hurt? Why do i care so much that no one cares about me?

you ever see a fun interaction between two people who are mutuals and think damn i wish i could be their third

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

Fun idea: death

no I don't have a resting sad face I'm just constantly fucking sad

im so convinced i was some kind of really bad person in my past life and my current life is my punishment for what ive done

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

if i die feel free to never move on and let it haunt you forever. it's what i would have wanted

me

Everything feels like abandonment

hello tumblr people in my phone im back and worse than ever

if i see one more national boyfriend day post im throwing myself into traffic

this October lets give it up for abortions, gross transgender sex, and problematic women

oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me

drugging me while you're thrusting inside my cunt, making me take a hit, slipping a pill between my lips, and holding a open vial to my nose. watching me get dizzier from the pleasure and drugs, slowly losing control of my mind and body.

i think all my friends want me to kill myself lol

why the fuck are you all i think about it's been over a year since we've been together and were still best friends but god all i fucking want is you and i fucked it all up and it's all my fault that we're not even together anymore because i couldn't love you in the way you needed to be loved and it fills my heart so impossibly full to see you happy with him but fuck it makes me the most miserable ive ever felt because i know i'll always be alone i'll never have what i had with you again and i don't think im ever gonna forgive myself for giving you up but you deserved better than me for a lover goodnight tumblr

its called to be FORCEfem but some of yall have clearly never held a gun to a boys head and asked him if he knows how to beg in a girls voice and clicked the hammer down on an empty chamber before she could say anything causing her to piss herself and throw up cuz she thought for a moment she was already dead.

you cant build a girl out of a working guy. you gotta break the dude first so you can build the woman out of the resulting pieces. smh this is like 101 i stg im starting to doubt yall ever read books