[Merry Christmas Eve!🎅🏻]

...Oh.....

do you ever think that sirius constantly blames polaris for saving him, of all people, for sacrificing his own life for sirius's sake just because he could? doesn't matter how bad, how annoying, how desperate and how clingy sirius was, he still was worth dying for.

and, after rewinding time and basically creating mc, erasing everyone's memories and silently awaiting for mc to be back eventually, because it's not finished yet, the past is still not in the past, do you ever think how truly horrible he feels, for being so egotistical, that he allowed himself to bend time, space and reality itself, for mc to basically exist and deal with the problems and mistakes that polaris made during his life time?

how sirius must hate himself for being so reckless! mc is everything he hates about himself and polaris, but he can't bring himself to truly despise and abandon them, no matter how hard he tries. he physically can't, due to the constellation contracts. he's always jealous, always so full of hatered: towards himself especially.

when in fact, we as mc owe sirius our lives. isn't that... tragically beautiful?

no matter how worthless he thinks that he is, sirius is mc's main reason why they're still alive. he is their life line. he is the one who somehow managed to save them, defying reality and everything else! nothing mattered for him, only mc's life.

it shouldn't be possible, and yet, here we both are, standing face to face. alive. breathing. not well, but we will be eventually, once this whole... debacle is finally over!

sirius doesn't truly want to die. he wants to live. but if it takes his own life for mc to live on, he wouldn't even think twice about sacrificing himself for mc's sake!

can you please for once dream about our lives together and not the end of the world, sirius?..

Happy Valentines!

Who do you think Hope is giving this to?

It's been a while since I've drawn, I'm honestly surprised that I like the colors

ARTWOBER inktober day2/3 Mythical Creature and Lyra. (actually 27 too hehe) oh the way i would make it into whole illustration but lets stick with dry sketches. anyway, Lyra, vulture + egret aka Kamargo animal + close ups without colors:d

ARCANA TWILIGHT 12TH FLOOR SPOILERS‼️

Part 2 of my arcturus doodles ✌️

grrrrthe arky brainrot since the 12th floor came out has consumed me

oh yeh noir redesign woo

i changed him just a little he is now a mutated vampire with bat wings for ears and cannot change into a bat when needed. his brothers help him with his bloodthirst, offering him substitutes such as sugar. contrary to popular belief, his species of vampire are only mildly allergic to silver, but they adore shiny objects. corvus found him some iron piercings instead.

NOT THIS OPENING WITH THE SAD MUSICBOX BROOOOO IM NOT READY WATCH ME CRYYYY

arcana twilight is great at pretending it has a main character and six love interests when it has a main character, a pov and a really good supporting cast of 5

@sleepytwilight introduced me to you, can you draw Rigel in dress?

and you didn't come to me first ?!!?!

Its true😭😭 I cling to the angsty playlists I've made for them to cope

The lack if angst in this community is making me rip my hair out (ESPECIALLY WHEN THE FANDOM IS AROUND A SEMI-ANGSTY ROMANCE GAME) I want to cry while scrolling through this tag

I still can't believe how storitaco rushed the story and how we didn't even get a proper goodbye from sorcerers on 13 floor, so I drew Alpheratz and my summoner the night before her return to earth, because I think Alpheratz would totally stay at summoner room that night༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ