the tragedy of Jack Shepard is that he's the character obsessed with fixing everything, meanwhile you have me watching him religiously screw up his life, thinking *i could fix him*
This is the NSFW hc ask!
1, 2. 3, fire!
THANKS 🫡 for enabling my rants about my babies being nasty... you made my morning!
Ok so disclaimer: I mostly have Jawyer headcanon filling my brain (though my fanfic explores the other dynamics) because they're both incredibly precious and furiously hot at the same time, I just can't deal 😅
OK so here's my headcanon about how it felt to go from friends to lovers.
And here's the song I associate with that, if you're interested. It's... hot.
Without going into too much detail about the circumstances, it was evident for both these guys as soon as they slept together for the first time that they'd probably never get enough..
James had never slept with a man but always found them attractive. And he always found Jack particularly attractive (I mean... have you seen him???)
Jack had experience, and he wanted to test that out with James. He had an inkling that their friendly chemistry would probably translate to something quite enjoyable... so he was the one to actually ask for it (I mean, after plenty of overthinking... he's still Jack).
James had always been one to please, in bed, and focused on the other person's pleasure. But with Jack, it unlocked something else. Not the wish, not the desire, but the drive, the need to please someone. The insurmountable urge to be the one to make him plead and shake under his touch 🥵.
It awakened something he feared he would never be able to put to rest.
In turn, Jack's initial attraction to James turned to wildfire as soon as he entered him for the first time. To hell with clichés, it truly felt like a piece of him he only then realised had been missing. James' eagerness to please him, to do him exactly how he wants, allowed Jack to give into shamelessly chasing his pleasure and asking for more 🤤
So, as we could have all guessed, their freaks just perfectly matched each other.
And as time went on, the love they shared grew as did the passion of their reunions. Now, each time they're together, it feels better somehow.
But this also makes it incredibly harder when they have to separate...
Honestly, could you blame them? 🫣
Three’s Always a Crowd
Guys, guys guys guys. Guys. The smut has finally arrived. After a month of telling you guys this is a smutty story, here is where I start earning my E rating.
Still lots of cute pining and a nice dose of angst, just because that's how my babies are.
This week has kind of been a bitch to me and writing these three doing nastiezzzzz has been the best distraction, ngl. Lost to the rescue, once again.
Please tell me how you like it lol, there's so much more smut coming. I wanna make sure you guys enjoy 🫶🏽
My three babies, battling their debilitating angst through mind-shattering sex. This is what I wanna always write tbh.
@lost-fanfic-promoter
Three’s Always a Crowd
Hey gang, second chapter of my story is up 🎉
I already feel less stressed about posting this time around so thanks for anyone who's expressed interest in this story. Hope this second chapter pleases you as much as the first. This time, we focus on Freckles and James. My little meow meows, both so in love with Jack lol (understandably).
This is one of two chapters that won't have a track linked, so instead here is the actual Three’s Always a Crowd playlist. Hope you enjoy ❤️ It's been giving me life, I imagine it's the playlist these guys listen to when they're together. Except for one track (Hey Now - London Grammar), all of these were released at the time of this story.
I still put it in because it came out like a month after lol.
Have a nice weekend, and thanks for reading! 🤍
@lost-fanfic-promoter
Fire edit with a fire song for a fire show 🔥
And they lived happily ever after
THAT'S WHY I NEED THEM ALL TOGETHER STAT!!
whenever two are happy, one is miserable.
Heyyy
Wanted to know some of your hcs about Jack and Sawyer, or other Lost characters uvu
Heyyyyy ! Thanks for the ask 💗
As you didn't specify NSFW or SFW, I'll keep it clean (I absolutely love NSFW but don't want to subject you to my filthy filthy brain if thats not what you had in mind haha).
I'm going to be shameless and link this to my upcoming story:
Here's my headcanon of the Jack/Sawyer/Kate relationship before the events of The End (my fic starts post-Island).
As any good polyamorous person will tell you, a triad is composed of four interpersonal relationships, three for each duo, and the relationship the three hold together.
Jack & Kate
It's nearly canon but the writers never went all in because they wanted to keep stirring the love triangle, even after Ajira 316 landed (still mad about that).
Jack's basically been in love with Kate since the moment he saw her (who can blame him???) but like the dense mf he sometimes is, he took him years to accept she loved him too, really.
Her wilder side was never something he felt the need to tame. He loves her for who she is but, most importantly:
Who she makes him wanna be.
(To be clear, Jack's already good. He just doesn't believe it).
Kate sees the good in Jack and while the show sometimes wrote her to be cold towards Jack when he was struggling (I'm thinking about the O6 era when Jack was relapsing), I feel like she was doing it mostly to protect herself. She never stopped loving Jack either and hoping he'd get over his demons so they could truly be together.
When Jack said "You didn't like the old me Kate" I am like YEA SHE DID SHE JUST HAD TO PROTECT HER HEART AND AARON'S 🥺
So these two are just made for each other but they have to get past their respective demons and be transparent about them with each other (something Jack hadn't learned before coming back to the Island).
Their last kiss in The End represents all of that.
Sawyer & Kate
Those two really are the ones that nearly made it, in my head. They had something real, and the phase of Kate in the barracks in S4 when she thought she might be pregnant cimented the idea that she had real feelings for him, while still holding feelings for Jack (these people are so poly 😅).
Sawyer also had feelings for her, that's actually just plain canon, but of course they faded when they got separated for three years.
Him being with Juliet actually taught him how to be in a mature transparent relationship.
And while during season 6, Sawyer's just mourning the whole time, I like to think that his past relationship prepared him to be open to love with Kate once they made it back and everything settled.
Jack & Sawyer
My head is filled with off Island canon for these two, but on Island it's pretty straightforward.
Jack, before leaving in S4, was always on alert when Sawyer was there because, even though he felt like they could have been friends, he never could read him.
Actually the warming up to him tragically starts a bit before the Oceanic 6 make it off. If James didn't have to jump from the helicopter, they would have been fast friends (then more I hope 🫣) after making it to the States.
Sawyer is definitely so smitten with Jack from the beginning, it's so evident I feel it's near canon 🤣 and, again, WHO could blame him? He just wants his doc to doctor him 🥵
However, it's not like he was openly thirsting for Jack. The pull he's felt towards him has always been out of his control and something he had a hard time apprehending.
His school girl antics with Jack in the first seasons were just the manifestation of his crush in a way he himself couldn't grasp.
ALSO: Did you know in the script notes of The End, we were supposed to get a huge hug between those two when they're saying goodbye on the Island? We got ROBBED!
Jack, Sawyer & Kate
This relationship has only been explored furtively in some of their minds, but none of them have actually considered it as something that could take place.
Kate thought about it once or twice after they first crashed because she's the one who actually toyed with feelings for both these men. So it was more like "Shit would be great if i didnt have to chose."
Good news Freckles, in my world, you don’t !
Sawyer has no experience with men but he always found them attractive. However he hasn't really let himself even imagine what could be so the perspective of the trio might have made one appearance or two in desperate fantasies, late at night on the beach, but that's it.
Jack has experimented with men in med school and liked it but because he's so consumed with Kate, he hasn't really looked at Sawyer that way. Also Jack's problem isn't the man part, it's the "gotta share" part. Jack's obviously not going to have an easy time with this, and that's why as of now he never contemplated it.
Yet everything could change...
Now shameless plug: I pick all of this up in the fanfic I'm posting this week ! Can't wait to share what's been invading my brain with the world 🤍
Ok sorry this is so long. I feel like writing about these guys makes me go crazy, I can't talk about Lost without going into long ramblings. If you made it through, here's your reward, a cute photo showing all of their chemistry, I cant deal.
my toxic trait to myself these days is uttering the words "I don't care" approximately 20 times a day while caring so much, so intensely, in fact, that I could easily throw up from it.
Three’s Always a Crowd
Okay, sorry if this is cruel baiting you with a seemingly regular update post, when this is actually to announce I'll be modifying my posting schedule. 🙈
I'm still incredibly in love with the story I'm writing, but my personal and professional circumstances have changed quite a bit since I started writing in January (good things for the most part!)
This gives me way less time to write, unfortunately, so I'm thinking of switching to updating every month at most. This will let me breathe in between chapters and not feel pressured to finish in a rush.
GIF of discombobulated Jack is actually Em when she opens her manuscript and realises how much she still has to edit.
The story itself is all mapped out, so be assured it will be coming out, it's just a matter of when. I want writing to keep being fun, and for that I need to release the pressure of bimonthly updates.
Thanks for everyone who's following this story, thanks for understanding, and hoping to bring you more good smut soon 🙏🏾
Em
*currently writing a 25k word fic detailing how a threesome would have INDEED fixed them*
A threesome would have fixed them
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