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update:..... I finally went to sleep at 5:49am but I'm somehow not tired af, I actually feel like I got a good night's rest when in reality I only got 3 HOURS OF SLEEP 💀
YALLL I HAVE NOT GONE TO SLEEP YET AND IT'S 5:33AM WTF????? 😭😭😭😭 I'VE BEEN UP SINCE 11PM??!!?!
also, I'm doing this thing to where you can ask me questions, I'll answer them and I'mma name it 'graces talks' er some shit, I'm tired af but I can't go to sleep
uhh im drawing smth for my bsd astronomy au i swear i have just been busy w other stuff and also Writing The Thing but in the meantime here is a drawing of dazai and chuuya that i turned in to my astronomy teacher for our cosmology unit (i did get a 100 if u were wondering lol)
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"yeah, but i want you to stay by my side." he laughed. yeah, he fucking laughed at my fricking face. "i thought we were hating each others?" "oh, i do. I fucking do."
he always has been this way. fucking fucker. i never can open to him, he's always barking, yelling and mocking me. never quite understood why, though. never really talked to him before he started to bully me. it started with little things, weirds looks towards me. Then laugh, until he came talk to me. He asked me why i was that boring. He laughed. I... didn't... Then he attacked me physically, not hurting me with punch but with remarks. Sharps and painful remarks. this asshole never saw how he was destroying me.
"but i fucking need you in my life."
even if he hated me, he was the only one to look at me. Even if his eyes weren't holding that lovely look mine had when i stared at him, he acknowledged me. He knew i was here, living with them.
he was the main reason as to why i did not kill myself to be honest.
even if he criticized me so much, he was actually looking at me. he didn't like my clothes but he studied me to know that. Yeah, i may be really lonely. his eyes open wider at my confession. aha, im fucking crazy, that's funny.
"the fuck you're talking about ? you need me ? wh-who do you tkink you are!"
i got so fucking insecure because of him, this isnt even funny.
"why are you insulting me ?"
he's the one who make me cry every day and fear school each morning and night.
"because you deserve to know the truth!"
but he can be right sometimes. well, i think he is. i can't quite remember his name though... I think, my fear once reffered to him as "Insecurity".
ERM WDYM WE'RE GETTING THE NEXT CHAPTER SOON ISN'T IT DECEMBER RN???
im in a room waiting for some special eddie basketball game to be over and the teacher put nick eh 30 on wtf
GUYZ I'M FREAKING OUT BECAUSE I HAVE A WOODEN CAT DECORATION IN MY ROOM THAT I GOT FROM MY GRANDPARENTS (who have never owned a cat) AND I WAS WATCHING TIKTOK AND IT TURNS OUT THAT IT MIGHT BE A CAT URN?? I'M NOT HOME RN BUT IM STRESSING OML
IF IT TURNS OUT TO BE AN URN IM SO SORRY TO THE OWBERS MY GRANNY PROBABLY FOUBD IT IN A CHARITY SHOP
A year ago someone told me i stand like a roblox character and i think ive just taken permanent psychic damage from that
“i can get by on my own.”
“the thing is, you don’t have to. i’m with you ‘til the end of the line, pal.”
anderperry & stevebucky parallels 3/3
aaaagworbrhrj 😭😭😭
(homesick webtoon spoilers)
homesick is confusing the fuck out of me, like WHAT? so, all I've gathered is Iola set all the murks free, and Williem is her murk but she turns into Rayne (???)
OR
Does Iola kill Rayne, like we saw, but on accident and then begs William to save her and transfers him to her????
the urge to cut is so strong but my parents are always coming into my room after I've been up there for like 10 minutes since I gave them a letter explaining everything. I'm such a hypocrite but still
This must be magic
oh god what did i do
IT SUMMONS MAIL EVERYONE TRY IT
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hi so this is actually insane???????
Pairing: suguru geto x gn!reader
Cw: Oral (M receiving) ,praise kink, mommy kink, dom/sub undertones, a little bit of infantilization, petnames (baby, sweet thing, little one, ect..) , mentions of penetration, established relationship, romance
Suguru would absolutely never let you give him head, but imagine a reality where he does cave in just this once.
You're lying down on your side between his legs, cheek smooshed against his thigh, gently lapping at the tip of his cock.
"Awh baby..." Comes a croon from the man above you, his hand resting on the other side of your face, stroking the fat of your cheek before moving to trace your jaw. His hold is gentle yet firm, like a mother wolf guarding her little cub.
"My little sweetheart...come on, i know you can do it"
"M-mhm.." A hjgh-pitched hum is all you grant him before you begin to take him into your mouth.
Suguru's hand wraps tighter around your neck from the sudden surge of sensations, the warmth and wetness of your mouth attacking his nerves all at once, and he rewards you with a low groan. He moves his hand to intertwine his fingers with your locks of hair before tightening his grip.
"A-ah g-go ahead..honey .."
You obey, putting your mouth to work, you suck him slowly, almost lazily. Taking particular interest in the veins that run along his length, tracing them before pull away with a little "pop!" And a shaky almost anxious exhale before beggining to cover his cock with gentle kisses.
Your boyfriend's eyes snap open at the loss of contact, he doesn't miss the apprehensiveness in your behavior, a sweet fond smile graces his features apon registering your affection, and he chuckles.
"Aww..I know, i know...are you nervous, sweet thing?"
You aggressively shake your head, and suguru is just so endeared , his precious little angel, so eager to please him, so set on making him happy. It's taking a lot of restrain to stop himself from scooping you up and kissing you breathless while you sink down on his dick.
But his baby has been begging him for this for so so long, and there's nothing suguru hates more than denying you.
He doesn't get to dwell on it for long, because this time his entire cock is quickly shoved into your mouth with enough force to hit the back of your throat and have you chock on it. You gag around his dick, the switching motion of your throat makes him throw his head back and moan loudly.
"Mmmhm...sweetie...y-you have t-to w-warn me first.."
He makes out what he can only assume is a muffled apology. His hand travels to the top of your head to pet you gently.
Reassurance.
You're back to work in no time, bobbing your head back and forth, your tongue teasing his tip so deliciously. You close your eyes in concentration, focused on pleasuring your man. And your efforts never go unnoticed by him.
"There you go...y-you're so good..such a good baby..."
The praise does nothing but make you needier, make you wish his pretty cock was inside you instead. Even if you knew Suguru wouldn't let you sleep without properly taking care of you, it doesn't make you long for it any less.
"M-momm-mhm.." Your adorable whining catches his attention, and his resolve almost, almost crumbles. But Suguru wants you to learn to finish what you started.
"Mommy's riii-ight here b-baby...I've gotchu.."
It wasn't typical of him to lose his composure during intimacy, then again he was never the one on the receiving end, if he isn't fucking you silly with the end goal of having you cover him in your slick, then he's on his knees tending to you. In other words, Suguru never lets you do this. And so you feel like it's up to you to make a good first impression, and who knows? Maybe he'll let you do this again. Although that remains a distant dream.
Suguru is approaching his peak rapidly. The hand in your hair moves back to its original position on your jaw and tightens around your neck once more. His grip tells you that he's in the middle of chasing his orgasm. And that only gives you more fuel. Your movement picks up the pace and you begin to suck him sloppily and messily, gone is your shy demure behavior, what you're set on right now is pleasuring your man like he deserves, sloppy wet sounds fill the room, pushing suguru further toward the edge.
Your boyfriend lets out one last low groan before cumming hard inside your mouth with a shaky exhale. And you're over the moon. His cum is rich and warm, it reminds you of everything sweet, tender and comforting, much like his love for you. It reminds you of all the things that are yours, and for you alone.
His long disheveled locks of hair frame his handsome face perfectly, Sweat drops catch the light on his flushed face, his eyes screwed shut.
He looks absolutely devine.
Suguru's eyes flutter open to meet your enamored gaze. You just look so cute like this, cheeks red and puffed out, his love juices dripping down your chin, doe eyes staring at him with so much adoration. The sweet smile that never fails to weaken you in the knees is back on his features, and he starts to gently stroke your cheek with his thumb.
"Come on, swallow, sweetie. It'll make me so proud."
And how could disobey when he uses that tone?
"There you go, good baby..always so good for me"
And there it is, that gentle tone, the sweet, sweet tender coo that triggers the itch between your legs. Your thighs start grinding together seemingly in their own. You want him to hold you, to touch you, to kiss you, to take care of you like he always does.
Suguru can see the need in your eyes, and it's all it takes for him to act immediately.
"Come here, little one" he pats his lap "let mommy give you some relief"
And of course he doesn't have to tell you twice, you are scrambling to sit in your rightful place and have him tuck you away his arms, where you will forever be safe. You want more than anything to just mindlessly grind away at his thick muscular thighs, but you know better.
Suguru feels the desperation in your kiss. it's long, messy, and all over the place. He rubs your back in a circular motion to reassure you. A string of saliva keeps you both connected when you pull away. You take a second to catch your breath before you speak.
"Suguru , I..i uhm...i really n-need you right now.."
The teasing expression on his face and raise of his brow sets you straight.
"P-please...."
"Please, what, sweet thing? Speak up. " You don't notice his hand trailing down until it's gently squeezing at your tummy, making your ache for him flare up.
"P-please...mommy..."
And he's smiling like the cat that got the cream, wide and satisfied. He kisses your forehead gently before wrapping his big hands around your thighs.
"Good job.. baby, let mommy take care of you, sweetheart"
