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Original from Jujutsu Kaisen:
The Blessing of Parenthood
Me: *finally reading the jjk manga and one panel away from Toji*
Me: "I wonder when I'll see Toji"
Me: *sees Toji* *chokes on apple*
The car ride is silentâdangerously so. His hands grip the steering wheel tight, jaw set, eyes locked on the road, but you can feel the heat rolling off him in waves. You push your luck, shifting in your seat, letting the hem of your dress ride up just a little more, just enough for him to notice.
He does.
His knuckles turn white, and that muscle in his jaw ticks. His possessiveness always simmers beneath the surface, but tonight, you poured gasoline over it. Letting another man get too close, laughing a little too sweetly at a joke that wasnât even funny, brushing your fingers over someoneâs arm like you didnât already belong to him.
So now he says nothing. And somehow, thatâs even better.
âAre you mad?â you ask, tilting your head, voice teasing, knowing exactly what youâre doing.
He doesnât answer. Just flicks his eyes toward you.
Thatâs fine. You like a challenge.
Your gaze drops, tracing the shape of him beneath his slacks, the way his pants strained left little to the imagination, and you bit your lip, heat pooling low in your stomach. He catches you looking, and his breath comes out sharper, hands tightening on the wheel.
âStopâ he mutters, but thereâs no real authority behind it.
You bite your lip. âWhat?â
The corner of his mouth twitches, like heâs debating whether to punish you with silence or pull over and make you regret every second of your little game. His patience snaps first.
The car jerks to the side, tires skidding slightly as he pulls into a secluded area off the road. The moment the engine shuts off, heâs turning to you, fingers curling around your thigh, thumb pressing in just enough to make your breath hitch.
âYou think itâs funny, teasing me like that?â His voice is rough, thick with barely restrained control.
âYouâre hot when youâre mad.â You say it without shame, letting your eyes drag down the length of him again, lingering on his lap.
Something in him breaks.
He tugs you forward with ease, pulling you onto his lap, your knees pressing into the seat on either side of him. His hands grip your hips, rough and demanding, dragging you down so you can feel all of him, thick and heavy beneath you.
Your dress rides up, pooling around your thighs, and his hands waste no time slipping beneath it, fingers pressing into your skin, possessive, claiming. You barely have a second to process the shift before his lips are on your throat, teeth grazing, breath fanning, sucking a mark too close to your chin and low from your face that will be impossible to hide.
You shudder, fingers threading through his hair, but he isnât done.
A hand slides up your back, tugging at the zipper of your dress, he pulled the fabric down your shoulders, exposing more skin to his hungry gaze.
His palms cupped your breasts, fingers teasing over sensitive peaks before his lips replaced them, warm and wet, sending a jolt of heat straight to your core. you arch into him, pressing yourself closer, chasing more.
His teeth scrape against your collarbone, and before you can let out a full whimper, a sharp smack lands on your ass.
You jolt, a soft gasp leaving your lips, and his smirk is nothing short of sinful. âNow is when you want to behave?â he asks, voice teasing.
Your only answer is the way your hips roll against him, feeling how hard he is beneath you. Oh, how much he wants to wreck you for every second you made him jealous tonight. He grips your hips, guiding you, forcing you to move just how he wants, shifting your weight, he maneuvered you onto one of his thighs, pressing his hands against your hips.
The pressure against your core made you whimper, and he guided you, slow and deliberate, making you move against him.
The windows fog. The air turns thick.
And the way he looks at you? Like heâs going to leave proof of his name on every inch of your skin?
You think maybe, riling him up was the best decision youâve ever made.
â â $$$ FOR SEX
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toji lifts you up against the wall, wrapping your legs around his waist as he aligns himself at your soaked entrance. he doesn't bother with foreplay or warning, he simply slams inside you, muffling your scream with his mouth as he pounds into you against the dirty alley wall.
â oh fuuck..â you moaned instantly, he fucks you mercilessly. the sound of your wet pussy being stretched around his thick length fills the alley, mingling with the sounds of your moans and his grunts.Â
" so fucking tight and wet..."
â t-too much..â you blubbering, your soft skin scratching against the alley wall making you hissed. he ignores your pleas, his pace only increasing as he fucks you like a wild animal. his hand moves from your hair to your throat, squeezing gently as he hits that spot inside you that makes your eyes roll back.Â
" take it, take it ahh fuck.," heâs grunts and your moans filling up the alleyway with noises. Seeing you bleed slightly from scraping against the wall only seems to drive him wilder. he hooks one of your legs over his shoulder, changing the angle to go even deeper.Â
" you're taking my cock so fucking perfectly, such a good girl..."
noticing your tears in you eyes, his cock throbs impossibly harder inside you. the sight of you crying, as he pounds into you, has him losing all self-control. " fuck... fuck you're so fucking sexy like this..."
â g..gonna cum.!â you mewl, he watches another tear slide down your cheek, his hips snapping harder, deeper. he spits in your mouth,Â
" mmm you like this hmm, baby? fuck you feel so good." toji grunts, cupping your face, spitting in your mouth. he parts his lips, letting you in, his tongue meeting yours in a slow, passionate dance. he breaks the kiss only to trail open-mouthed kisses along your jaw and down your neck.
" fuck yes, just like that..." he groans deeply as your pussy convulses around him, squeezing him so perfectly.Â
you couldn't even warn him everything was too good age you felt so overwhelmed, as you came onto his cock making it wetter. if anyone walked past they could definitely tell something was going on in the alleyway.Â
the obscene squelching noises from your cum-soaked pussy mixing with the slap of skin. his expression becomes more intense as he watches your chest heave with panting breaths. he grips your sore thighs harder, pushing even deeper.Â
" not done with you yet... your little pussy's milking me perfectly," he growls, spit dripping down your chin.
feeling your pussy clamp down on him rhythmically toji loses the last shred of control. with a strangled groan, he slams into you one final time, burying him to the hilt.Â
" fuck, 'm cumming.." he stays buried inside you for a moment, catching his breath as he looks down at the mess you two made in the alley. his release drips down your thighs, mingling with your previous releases. he slowly pulls out, his release spilling back out of you.
he steps closer to you, his hand reaching out to grab your chin roughly. you felt his cum leaking out of you and slid down your inner thighs, but you didnât pay much mind as you fixed your skirt and just stuck your hand out.
he chuckles darkly, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a wad of cash. be counts out the agreed amount and slaps it into your open palm, his fingers brushing against yours intentionally.
 " there's your money, sweetheart." his thumb traces your bottom lip briefly before he steps back.
his eyes flicker to your bleeding shoulder, a smirk playing on his lips as he sees the result of your intense fucking against the wall.
 " looks like this alley wall fucked you up pretty good, huh?" he chuckles, but you ignored his comment as he tucked his now softening cock back into his pants.
he watches you count the money, amused by the sight of your tear-stained face and disheveled appearance. leaning against the opposite wall, he lights a cigarette, the smoke curling around him as he takes a long drag.
 " everything accounted for?" he asks casually, exhaling smoke. you nodded, still not saying anything. he watches you limp away, a satisfied smirk tugging at his lips as he takes another drag of his cigarette. be spent all his money on you tonight, leaving him broke but content with the transaction.Â
he chuckles to himself, " damn she took me for all iâm worth..."
he stays in the alley for a while longer, smoking his cigarette as he finds himself thinking about your tear-streaked face and how perfectly your tight little pussy hugged his cock. " fuck," he mutters, crushing out the cigarette.Â
" should've gotten her number or something..."
đŁ KANYEREALDAUGHTER SPEAKS - heâs so pussy whipped already lol
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pairing ⸺ wrestler!toji x reader
summary ⸺ you will have to face one of the most formidable wrestlers in history in your next match: toji fushiguro. but don't be confused, this isn't normal wrestling⸺no, it's nude wrestling. and winner gets the spoils of the other's body! (extended ver of my toji drabble here)
warnings ⸺ nasty, NASTY smut, VERY public sex, WWE but pornhub edition, youâre a wrestler fighting toji, so some violence but nothing graphic, fem!reader, HUMILIATION, degradation, you're literally fucked in an arena of people, p in v sex, unprotected sex, spanking, oral sex (f! recieving), boobplay, very inaccurate depiction of wrestling/WWE, not edited we die like toji, pls help me find artist :(
a/n im going to sit in the corner and think about what i just wrote
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the muffled sounds of the crowdâs deafening roar seem to swirl in the space around you, each cheer vibrating through your chest like distant thunder. you take a long, cool sip of water, a welcome contrast to the warm air backstage. lounging back, you let the chair support your weight, your muscles still humming with the residual tension of anticipation. utahimeâs fingers work into your shoulders, and her voice filters through the buzzing atmosphere, calm and steady as she gives you a rundown of the night ahead, though her words seem to blur slightly at the edgesâjust background noise to the constant hum of adrenaline.
âin front of a crowdâdo you understand? and the rules are no fucking, unless all clothes are off first.â
âright,â you affirm, albeit hesitantly. youâre feeling a bit jitterish in anticipation of whatâs to happen, despite having trained months to hone your ability as a wrestler. look, wwe itself can get really suggestive at times, with people giving wedgies, removing certain articles of clothing, or even letting the crowd cop a feel of the defeated to serve as humiliation. not only does it improve publicity, but it also increases viewership of all the horny bastards on the internet to circle the televised clip around in their subreddits or discord servers.
but what you were going to do todayâthat was a bitâŚextreme. it was like bridging the gap between soft core and hard core, with the humiliation turned up to a hundred. because today, you were going to wrestle the man that all femaleâand maleâwrestlers could even dream of having their hands on, even if for a slight moment.
toji fushiguro.
a man of impressive buildâentering a ring with him only meant defeat. heâs had numerous career wins, far exceeding any other. hell, you shouldnât even be matched to wrestle with him today; he outweighs and outranks you by far. the only thing you really have running for you is the sheer amount of fans you have, ready to tune in to your fights and edit your moves and time spent in the fighting ring to songs like âchun liâ and âmaneater.â so, sure, you donât exactly anticipate a win today in that stadium thatâs waiting for you, but youâre no less of a wrestler in your own right. you wonât go down without a fight.
however, today was no normal fight. the wwe had suddenly decided that their viewership was too low, that extreme measures needed to be taken to boost. so, ironically enough they had decided to change the rules just before your momentous match:
all wrestlers must consent to having all and any articles of clothing removed from their person, particularly for sexual intercourse as a reward for the winner.
so, WWE (Pornhubâs Version) (In The Vault).Â
and your luck dictated that this paradigm shift for the organization occur just before your most anticipated match with toji. again, you knew that no amount of training could prevent you from getting utterly humiliated, but it was almost like the gods were laughing down on you, eager to rub in your impending defeat once more. because you were going to get your shit fucked upâ-literally.
âitâs going to be fine,â utahime assures you, and you snap back to the present from your thoughts at the sound of her voice. âjust think about the publicity thisâll get you! not that you donât have any fans of yourself, but there are going to be a lot of people tuned in because of fushiguro.â
you take an inhale in and nod. âyea, thatâs true. i just want to get it over with.â
as if answering your prayers, gojo satoru, the mc, burst into your dressing room. âitâs your time to shine, buttercup!â he grins, ushering you out the door. albeit a bit nervously, you stand up and make your way into the hallway that leads directly into the middle of the arena. âyouâre going to do great!â
as soon as you walk closer and closer to the arena, the screams get louder and louder, the music booming and causing the floor under you to vibrate. the sounds of people surround all your senses, wrapping you up and causing your heartbeat to go faster and faster.Â
reaching the end of the hallway, the arena is filled with light, and you have to blink to get a hold of your sight. surrounding the center boxing ring are stands upon stands of people, hustling and bustling. at the sight of you, cameramen stationed around in various spots through the arena furiously angle their cameras towards you. not only are journalists and the media snapping pictures, blinding you with the flash, but you see yourself displayed on the big screens visible to everyone in the arena. you smile and wave, causing your fans to scream as they register that you have walked in.Â
then, a realization washes over you. these are the same screens that are going to be projected whatever's going to happen during the fight and when you lose.
oh god.
you walk forward, trying to keep up your smile and wave to all of your fans that outstretched their hands, trying to cop a feel and/or get a high five. most of your fans are male (to no one's surprise), and you can feel their eyes roving over you appreciatively, taking in your outfit. it was simple and tight; shorts that just barely covered your ass and was snug around your hips, and a low cut top that couldn't even be called a top. your cleavage was on full display, and the top stopped just below your waist. typically, this is your wrestling attire you wear to a normal match, but you couldn't help but wryly notice that today, your neckline was cut lower than usual. the wwe was really trying to milk this, huh?
you stood just below the boxing ring, eyes anxiously scanning the arena, unconsciously searching for the man you were set to fight. but no matter how hard you looked, you couldn't spot his tall, muscular figure either in the ring or in the seat he was supposed to occupy with his manager.
a light tap on your shoulder startled you, and you turned to find utahime behind you, a concerned look on her face. "everything alright?"
"yeah," you said, waving her off with a forced smile. "but where is he?"
utahime pointed toward the boxing ring, and then you saw itâa glimpse of black hair.
"alright," you said, swallowing nervously. "i'm heading into the ring. wish me luck."
"wait!" utahime called out, but you were already too far to hear her. gripping the ropes at the edge of the ring, you hauled yourself up and strode toward the center, determined to get a better view. and there, just on the far side of the ring, hidden from your previous angle, was toji fushiguro.
he was lounging back, relaxed, his posture almost lazy as he faced his manager, shiu kong. you couldnât see toji's face from this angle, but his body language indicated that he was the epitome of ease. shiu was saying something to him, and from your best attempt at lip reading, you could just make out the words, "don't break the rules today."
toji, on the other hand, didn't seem to be looking at him (giving 0 fucks, something so classically toji), focusing now towards the big screens everyone else saw in the arena. you turned your gaze towards them as well, only to be taken aback when it was you, a compilation of your best moments in the ring, narrated by gojo.
âand today, fellas, weâre going to see the bombshell y/nâthe maneater, as coined by her fansâ-competing! while her opponent is fushiguro, donât be fooledâshe can pack a mean punch. look at this fight with mei mei; she sweeped the floor with her face!âÂ
satisfied, you looked around, the arena bustling with people getting drinks, being enraptured with your fight on the screen, or pointing at you or toji. toji, on the other hand, was chuckling and shaking his head at your fight, observing as you gave the bitch mei mei a wedgie. which kind of made you flustered, because you had developed a crush on the guy observing him from afar or in passing, so you just focused on shaking out your legs and arms in nervousness.
gojo similarly announced tojiâs fights and compilation, gassing him up for the crowd and it was then that toji finally turned around, uninterested in whatever was going on, and caught your eye. you stared back, breath held involuntarily.Â
his eyes had a predatory glint to them, and he smiled, charmingly in a way that showed off his scar, and they scanned up and down your figure, taking in what you were wearingâor rather, letting his imagination run. nervously, your heart sped up as you clenched your thighs up in anticipation or anxiety, you couldnât choose which, as your mind began running at the speed of light thinking about what was going to happen today.
today, you werenât only going to wrestle toji fushiguro. you were going to fuck him.
but youâre jolted out of your thoughts as gojoâs obnoxious voice blares through the speakers. âgive it up for thee wwe goat, toji fushiguro!â
screams reach an all time high as his smirk is broadcasted to the audience, biceps bulging and flexing as he heaves his way up on the ring, joining you. he waves lazily, roars at an all time high as he stalks his way to you, and you squeeze your nails into your palm out of nervousness.
when gojo announces your name, the male screams rise up in volume, causing you to giggle and fushiguro to roll his eyes from what you can see in the corner of your eye. you give a dainty wave, choosing to wink and blow a kiss to the camera in front of you, causing your fans to scream even louder.
âyou sure got a lotta fanboys, darling.â you jump as toji has now bent down to whisper in your ear, literally sending shivers down your spine.
you force out a laugh. âand you're at no shortage of fangirls yourself, fushiguro.â
he gives you a nonchalant hum, assuming his original position. as gojo continued to yap about the stakes of the round today, the recent rule change, a referee walked over to you both, coming in closer so that you would be able to hear him over the chaos of the arena.
âso, youâre both aware of the rules, right?â he both looked at you, to which you nodded and tojiâs smirk widens. âyou gotta get the otherâs clothes completely off, and the first one to do that wins.â
you gulp, eyeing what toji was wearing today. it was his signature garb, the one he wore to almost every match without fail: grey pants with various sponsorships sewed on, and a black compression shirt. it was definitely very minimal compared to what a lot of the other wrestlers wore, but it was iconic, giving him a lazy, laid back aura that no other wrestler could truly emanate.
it wasnât anything hard to take off in particular.
both of you affirmed your consent to the referee, who then took a step back after wishing you both good luck. you turned, facing toji face on, who had his hand on his hip. âtry to last long, okay?â he smirks, patting your shoulder with his other hand. âiâll try to drag this out as much as i can, but itâs gonna be fuckin hard if that ass is grinding against me.â
you glare, but there isnât much intensity to it because you know heâs much stronger than you. there isnât much to get angry about. âyea, yea,â you huff. âfor all i know, youâll be my personal dildo today.â
he barks out a laugh and looks at the referee, who has one hand raised, the other one poised on his whistle, ready to blow and start the round. itâs starting soon. then, he looks back to you and smiles. âlet the games begin.â
the referee blows the whistle.
at once, you launch yourself towards toji, trying to jump on him to get him off his feet with your weight. instead, he dodges easily and leaves you hurtling towards the floor, making you poise yourself on your hands and feet upon impact. you roll over just as toji tries to tackle you and pin you against your original position on the floor and quickly get up.
however, as youâre steadying yourself on your feet, toji grabs your ankle, causing you to lose your balance and giving him the advantage to pin himself on top of you, his mouth breathing heavily next to your ear, whispering so it was just the two of you that could hear his words. âwhat do you think i should take off first?â he laughs deeply, the vibration causing you to shiver and try to squirm to get out of his hold, to no avail. âshould it be these?â he snakes his hands down to grope your tits, giving them a firm squeeze, much to the arenaâs pleasure. âor should i take these off of you?â he slaps your ass, making you blush furiously.
âfuck you,â you hiss as his hands catch on the edge of your shorts.
he gives you a sweet, small kiss on your temple. âdonât worry, baby,â he smiles. âyouâll be doing that anyways.â and with that, he pulls at your shorts until the waistbandâs elastic rips, leaving your shorts in tatters until he throws the remains of it away, baring your panty-covered ass to the crowd, which immediately grows wild.
you crane your neck to look at the screen, which is currently focused on tojiâs hands feeling up your ass, dipping inside your underwear to knead the flesh. your heart is pounding, the thought i need to get the upper hand flashing continuously across your mind. itâs almost as if youâre drowning, the noises of the crowd blurring together until it was only you and tojiâs weight on you. you barely heard the announcer exclaim, âtoji is currently in the lead!â as you focused on calculating your next move.
it was time to pull out all the stops.Â
turning your head until you were making eye contact with him, you bit your lip, momentarily distracted him with the 180 turn of your actions, now nonchalant rather than the flailing you were doing earlier. then, you raised your hips, meeting your backside with his crotch in an effort to catch him off guard and to make him lose balance. then, you maneuvered yourself so your thighs surround tojiâs waist and hump your hips against his bulge. this momentarily distracted and weakened toji, and you take full advantage of it by overtaking him and now straddling him. you quickly take off his shirt, salivating at the muscles you see. the whole stadium, in fact, can see his abs and pecs glistening with sweat.
smirking while peering down at him, you slowly grind your hips as if you were riding a mechanical bull, making a show of spinning around his shirt with your hand to mock him. tojiâs eyes darken, but a mirthless smile flashes across his face anyways. âdamn, take me out to dinner first.â
you flash him one of your own humorless smirks, happy that you got at least one thing against him. âi donât fuck anyone before the first day, honey. this is just another cheap fuck.â with that, you yank his head back with his hair roughly, making a show of motorboating his pecs, as if to mock him.
instead of getting angry, he chuckles darkly. âyouâre going to regret that. i was going to drag this out, princess, but i gotta fuck the brat out of you.â with that, he spins you around just as quicklyâif not quickerâpinning you against the ground with your hands held above your head in one hand in a vice grip, the other groping its way down your body. he buries his face in your neck, salaciously licking the length of it. with his free handânow stationed around your titsâhe grabs at the hem of your top, pulling it up so everyone could see your lace bra. mockingly, he plants his face in the middle of your tits, moving his head side by side to motorboat you just as you had done to him, the soft plush of your tits encompassing his face.
the crowd cheers, even more so than they had when you had ripped his shirt off, as toji completely rips the top off as you squirm, making the removal even easier for him. you can feel all eyes on you as toji reaches for the clip of your bra, unhooking it and making your tits pop out. helplessly, you look at the screen, your writhing making them move in a jiggling motion, sweat shining and giving you the âoiled-upâ look. he takes a moment to grope them, your whines ignored as he pinches your nipples. âwhat a sensitive girl,â he coos. âtoo bad she was too weak. now sheâs going to have to take my cock.â
with that, he teasingly closes the distance between the waistband of your panties and his teeth, mouth snagging on the elastic. slowly, he drags them down, unveiling your glistening pussy for all eyes to see, and the crowd goes wild, chanting random requests at toji to do the most heinous things to you. as soon as youâre completely naked, he grabs you by the waist, propping you up against one of the corner posts. youâre now standing up, tearfully facing the arena as the wrestler kneels behind you, burying his face and nosing his way until your pussy, lapping up your wetness.
at the unexpected feeling of his tongue, you yelp, and toji slaps your ass. âstay still.â acquiescing, he licks up long stripes and shakes his head to grind his nose into your cunt, pleasuring you while humiliating you in front of everyone, forcing you to succumb to the pleasure heâs making you feel. while licking you, he groans. âfuck, this pussy is so sweet. iâve run out of patience, fuck the performance part.â
with that, toji flips you over so youâre on your hands and knees on the floor and pulls down his pants. you donât even look back at the monster thatâs about to enter you for the sake of your mental health, but your legs are shaking in anticipation of his cock, slick dripping down your thighs.Â
he drags his cock teasingly through your folds, and then brings it out to slap it against your ass, humming appreciatively at the recoil. then, as if heâs lost patience, heâs slowly entering you, pushing against your pussyâs resistance as he penetrates you in front of the whole arena. âfuck!â he groans, getting a better grip on you as he pushes your head down on the mat and fully goes to pound town. Â
the humiliating plap! plap! plap! of his hips against the flesh of your ass echoing multiple strangers watch your pussy get wrecked. âthe fuck this pussyâs so tight for? thought you were a slut?â
youâre tearing up, the feeling of his dick hitting your g-spot straight on making you clench hard, overwhelmed by the feeling of him pummeling you and his hands on your body, feeling you up. clearly, he knew how to pleasure a woman, and it made you all the more annoyed. you were fucked out, but not fucked out enough to prevent you from snarkily replying, âyouâre not turning me on, small dick.â
he did not like that very much.
toji drills his hips into yours faster and slaps your ass multiple times consecutively. âyea, so why is she clenching so fucking much? why is she dripping, you whore?â as if to demonstrate his point, he brings his fingers to rub at your clit furiously, collecting the wetness that had dripped down from your hole then shoving his fingers into your mouth. âsuck.â when you did just that, suckling at his fingers while hollowing your hot, wet heat around the appendages.Â
at that, he groaned. âwhat a little cockwhore. shoulda made you suck my dick instead.â
in retaliation, you bite his fingers, hard, and then spit them out. âi wouldâve bit your micro off.â
toji hisses, grabbing the hair at your scalp and pulling on it until your face was up, his mouth at your ear. âjust for that, iâm going to come inside of your slutty pussy.â he speeds up, moving his hips faster and fast. the hand that wasnât at your hair is now sneaking his way down your back, until you gasp.
because heâs inserted his thumb inside your ass.
âoh, ho ho,â he laughs mockingly. âyou liked that, didnât you?â you offer him no response, choosing instead to focus on the feeling of the sheer amount of pressure you were feeling down there, being doubly stuffed. by now, your orgasm has been steadily building because of the sheer power of tojiâs stroke game, but as soon as he hits your spot one last time, your eyes roll back, causing you to arch your back and writhe due to the intensity of your orgasm.
youâre breathing heavily, toji fucking you roughly through it. once youâve gotten a hold of your sense, you come back to reality as you realize that the crowd has adopted a rhythm to their chants, your fans and his screaming the same thing.
cum! cum! cum!
and toji only chortles as he continues your thirst, looking at you once again, and you can tell that heâs staving his orgasm back just after experiencing your clenches with the way heâs biting his lips, sweat running down from his temple to his abs. âwhat do you say, baby? wanna give the crowd what theyâre asking for?âÂ
all it takes is a whimpered please, and toji just does what the crowd asks of him. ropes of his cum fill you, and you drop down in exhaustion to hear toji declared as winner.Â
as you exhaustedly lift your head up, you see that cameras are out all around you, focused on the screen. youâre flustered when you realize the billboard is displaying tojiâs cum seeping out of you.
A hand on your shoulder. âyou good?â tojiâs looking at you, eyes twinkling.
you let out a breath. âyea,â you laugh, out of breath. âgood round.â
and heâs huffing, giving you a hand to get on your back. you can only lie on the ground as he barks for clothes to be put on you and for some water. then he turns to look at you once more, eyes twinkling. âwanna go for more in my hotel?â
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a/n i was going to have him carry u up near to the stands where your fans could grab at ur titties but this is alr depraved as it is. now im going to take a breather from tumblr for the rest of this week becasue WHEW ch5 gojo yesterday and finished this today i am ON A ROLL. see you guys for next week's kinktober fic (comment if you want to be tagged)! much love<3
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After Toji fucked you raw you were letting out little whines and shaking a bit and some tears fell from your face. Maybe he took it a bit too far. No matter how tough he pretends to be he will always have a soft spot for you. He's gentle when making love, but when he fucks he sluts you out and is the complete opposite of gentle. So that's what just happened.
But he usually feels bad after fucking you raw like that. He usually cups your pussy and you whine from overstimulation. "Sweetheart? Come on talk to me." He kisses your nose and rubs his big warm hand on your stinging red ass from hitting it so hard. He holds you close giving gentle kisses and small, gentle "sh" when you let out a small whimper when he massages your sore muscles.
After letting you relax he picks you up princess style and starts a bath holding you the whole time. Since the both of you are already naked you both go in the tub instantly. He kisses your shoulder massaging your pussy gently rubbing small gentle rubs on your clit and play with your folds.
You cum on his fingers and picks you up caring you out of the water drying you and bringing you out of the room. He puts on pretty pink lacy panties and one of his shirts. He just puts on boxers for some decency- mostly for you.
He then holds you close until you fall asleep quickly and kisses your face then falls asleep with his lips on your forehead. <3
â§*ĚĽËâ the boys and their littles â*̼°âŠ
i saw these on tiktok and they were too cute not to share, they are not mine! there was no credit to the artist so if anybody knows who the creator is let me know xoxo edit: artist has been found _GOGAEK
Sincerely to whoever made an hc of Toji calling Reader 'Mama', may your nastiest fantasies come to life. đââď¸đââď¸đââď¸
can you do toji? Like where he comes back home to see you but your gone and he would start to panic because he doesn't know where you are and wondering if you left him and the reader left to go shopping for groceries and we wrote a note for him and telling him we was leaving to shop but he forgot and thought we left him Completely until we returned to the house with groceries and Toji on the floor crying? đź I hope this makes sense this is my first time requesting this đ
Pairing: Toji Fushiguro x reader
Word Count: 2.1k
Warnings: SFW fic, sad pathetic Toji, established relationship, hurt/comfort, angst with a happy ending, domestic fluff, panic attack, a couple of swear words
A/N: Thank you so much for your request @sleepypulm ! You were the first to ask so I'm extra grateful to you <3. I got a little carried away and I didn't expect to write so much haha. I tried to do both Toji and reader POV. I hope my illustration of his panic was atleast a little realistic, going off my own experiences. I really hope you like it!
(image found on Pinterest)
Toji Fushiguro fears nothing. Why should he? He is the infamous Sorcerer Killer, after all. Sure, he doesnât have any cursed energy. But that never stopped him, in fact even the Time Vessel Association begged for his help. He has hunted many and beaten more. Nothing ever gets in his way. But then he meets you. Itâs as if the deeds of his past melt away in your wake, and his sins lay forgiven. The heaviness he carried within him seems insignificant now. You somehow brought back warmth and colour in his life. Sometimes Toji lies awake at night wondering what he did to deserve you. He never figured out why you loved him. He could barely express himself emotionally. He was a broken man from the inside and he had done everything wrong to fix that- gambling, killing, shady deals. Yet you never begrudged him of his shortcomings. All you did was love him. Quietly and loudly, through actions and words, in public and in private. You introduced him to all your friends, dragged him along to Sunday brunches and even made those stupid little sandwiches for picnics in the park. Heâd never tell you that he actually loved those sandwiches, despite his protests, each and every flavour.
Which is why this hurt. Worse than when he had almost been gutted trying to take out some Grade 2 sorcerer. Worse than having shards of glass shoved down his throat. Worse than anything Toji had felt before in his miserable life. He had come home after a long day and was looking forward to sleep, you, a cold compress, and food. Not necessarily in that order. The keys jangled in his large hands as he pushed the door open. He called your name - once, twice, thrice.Â
Thatâs odd. No answer.Â
You always fling yourself at him like you hadnât seen him in days every evening when he got home. Youâd talk his ear off about your day and steer him to the couch while you asked about his. He had gotten used to this routine and after an initial few days of sulking, he had even leaned into it. But there was only pin-drop silence today. Worry blooms in his chest. Toji tried to tamp it down as he slid his bag off his shoulders. Maybe you were just taking a nap and hadnât heard him. Or you were in the shower. Yes- that had to be it. Why else wouldnât you answer him? UnlessâŚ
Toji stalks towards the closest door - the study - and flings it open. Nothing but darkness. Obviously unused, he shuts the door and takes off towards the bathroom. He didnât even bother with the kitchen, the lights were off and only the fridge hummed gently. Nothing in the bathroom either. Tojiâs heart was pounding now. That only left the bedroom, and he wasnât liking his odds. He could see no light coming from underneath the door, but maybe that didnât mean anything because, of course, youâd turn the lights off when sleeping⌠right? No such luck. Panic gripped him fully. Toji slowly makes his way over to the bed. The mattress bows under his weight. He canât stop himself spiralling now.Â
Youâre just late, thatâs all. Probably traffic, workâs been crazy. Youâre not the kind to just⌠leave. You wouldnât do that, not to Toji. The fight you had last week over taking a trip abroad seems so inane now. Surely that wasnât the reason. People argue, itâs normal. Maybe youâre at your momâs. Youâll text him, or call him, or something. You probably just needed some space. Yep, thatâs it. That has to be it.Â
The silence in the house suddenly becomes suffocating. It pushes its way into his lungs and threatens to take over his senses. Is this what a panic attack feels like? Toji tries to breathe. Itâs the first thing they taught him, even before he lifted a weapon.Â
Breathe, control your body, control your mind. Panic helps no one, it only disrupts concentration.Â
Well, fuck that, Toji thinks. None of his training mattered now. Not when- not when you were just gone. Toji checks his phone one last time. His wallpaper- the picture he took of you laughing after he fell on his ass in the snow- seems to mock him now. Nothing in his messages and nothing in his calls.
Youâre gone and itâs my fault, Toji thinks.Â
His breathing speeds up. He feels the weight of it all now like itâs crushing his chest. He slips off the edge of the bed, his wide shoulders shaking. His face feels wet and warm- Toji canât even remember the last time he cried, not like this. His body heaves and his mind betrays him further- What did I do? What did I say? What did I not say? And then it comes down on him, all at once. The sobs heâs been choking down, his denial turning into sharp-edged grief. It feels like heâs stepped into some kind of quicksand and heâs drowning in the absence youâve left behind. He doesnât even try to stop it anymore. For once in his life, Toji lets himself feel.
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You hum in tune to the music blasting in your ears. Balancing a checklist in one hand and a shopping basket in another, you take a final sweep of the grocery store and confirm that youâve gotten everything. Itâs your second anniversary with Toji. Last year, you both decided to go to the fair like a couple of lovestruck teenagers and shared a slice of cake (black forest with cherries on top, Tojiâs favourite) to commemorate the event. This year, you decided to surprise Toji with a home-cooked two-course dinner. The menu consisted of lobsters on pasta and black forest cake. After paying for the groceries and bidding the cashier a good night, you drive home in the quiet evening. The orange of the streetlamps cast a magical glow on the streets and you marvel at the calm in the neighbourhood. A peaceful night in, you conclude.Â
You grab the paper bags and head to your shared apartment. The keys jiggle in the lock and the door creaks open softly. You slip inside and kick your shoes off. The clock on the mantle tells you that you had accidentally stayed out later than planned so you hurry to the kitchen and begin setting things up. As you haul the fridge door open, you hear it. You freeze in place. Was that⌠a sniffle? Confusion floods your mind. As you cast a glance towards the door, you note Tojiâs bag next to the shoe rack. Heâs home already? But that means⌠was that Toji crying? Youâre utterly baffled now. Following the source of the noise, you head to the bedroom.Â
âToji?â Your voice is soft but it seems to echo in the stillness. You take another step forward and scan the room. And then you see him- on the floor at the edge of the bed, hunched over, his muscular frame shaking. Your heart twists. You flick the lamp switch on and take cautious steps in his direction.Â
âToji,â you call again, firmer but still gentle. He doesnât respond, doesnât even look up. Heâs clearly in distress, although you donât know why. His breathing is uneven and he doesnât move. A sharp spike of fear courses through you, but you ignore it as you kneel beside him, placing a careful palm on the flat expanse of his back.Â
âHey,â you whisper, struggling to keep your voice steady. âWhatâs wrong, honey? What happened?â
Toji flinches at your touch and finally looks up. His eyes were lined with red and full of something you couldnât place- Guilt? Despair? He stares at you for a long moment, as if heâs never seen you before. Your worry increases. Youâve never seen Toji cry. Ever. You can feel your heart breaking. Something must be seriously wrong and you open your mouth to ask him again but he interrupts.
âYouââ he croaked, his voice raw from what you assume was hours of crying, âYou came back.â
Youâre even more confused now but youâre slowly piecing it together. âToji,â you say firmly, wiping the tear tracks away from his face, âI didnât leave, you silly man. I went out for groceries. Have you forgotten what day it is today?â
He shakes his head and his breath catches again- itâs like he doesnât believe you, or wonât. You donât know whatâs worse.Â
âI thought,â his voice cracks, âI thought you were gone. That my past, the things I did⌠I thought you had had enough. That Iâ,â You donât let him finish as you pull him towards you, arms wrapped tightly around his shoulders. You feel Toji sag against you. His large hands come up slowly, and he clings to you as if youâd vanish if he let go.
You stroke his hair gently and murmur into it, âIâm here, Toji. Iâm not going anywhere. I love you. I see you for who you are, and you canât scare me off, I promise.â
âYou didnât call, you didnât text⌠I know I havenât been the best boyfriend, I know you deserve better than someone like me and I just thought that youâd.. found someone or something better, and that youâd just left me and I wouldnât blame you butââ
âToji, stop,â you command. Your heart aches. You had no idea he still had these insecurities and you feel guilt creep in that you havenât been able to assure him otherwise. âWhatever youâre thinking, itâs not true, all right? Iâm not leaving you. Iâd never do that. I love you and weâre in this forever, okay?â
He doesnât respond so you you just hold him tighter, hoping that your embrace conveys the reassurance your words canât.
âToji, I left you a note. You didnât check the kitchen, did you? I thought thatâs where youâd go for a snack after a long day, which is why I left you the note on the counter saying Iâd be out for groceries. Oh, you big fool, Toji,â youâre scolding him now, âAll you had to do was take two steps into the kitchen. I had to run out for groceries, itâs our anniversary tonight!â
Tojiâs stiffens in realisation and he pulls back slightly. Embarrassment flits across his handsome features and he wipes a large paw across his face as if to scrub away traces of the panic that had gripped him earlier.
âAnniversary, huh?â He grumbles now, almost sheepish. âYou.. uh.. just getting groceries? I thoughtââ
You laugh, feeling relief wash away your fears. Of all the times heâd called you melodramatic, it turns out he was the drama queen. Youâre grinning now, âI wasnât leaving you. Iâve been planning our anniversary dinner for weeks! I guess Iâve got to make it up to you now.â
Tojiâs face turns a shade of red youâve never seen before and you lean in to plant a kiss on his downturned mouth. He sighs, but heâs not angry; just embarrassed at himself for not taking a second to consider other logical conclusions. A small giggle escapes you as you watch him pull himself back together.
âI⌠Iâm sorry.â He says it quietly, his eyes cast downward. âI just⌠I didnât know, and I freaked out, and I thought maybe... I donât know... you were done with me.â
You soften at his words, brushing his hair back from his forehead gently before cupping his face in your hands, making him meet your eyes. You run your thumb over the faint white scar across his lips.
âToji,â you say, your voice tender. âIâm not going anywhere. Youâre stuck with me, all right? I donât care how much you think you mess up or how much you doubt yourself. I love you, and thatâs not changing.â
His expression starts to shift as he takes in your words, the tension in his body easing slightly, but his eyes are still filled with uncertainty. âYou really mean that?â
âI really mean it,â you reply, your smile softer now. âAnd as for tonightâletâs just forget about the grocery disaster and make it special anyway, yeah? Weâll laugh about this in a few years. How a big lump like you panicked and cried instead of taking the time to read a piece of paper.â
He chuckles, his hand coming up to gently grip yours as if holding on to that reassurance a little tighter, a smile slowly breaking through the wall of his insecurity.
âYeah,â he murmurs, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. âI guess we will.â
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Love Bites Masterlist
You gave Toji Fushiguro a sweet tooth he doesn't want to get rid of.
Baker Fem Reader x Toji Fushiguro (mafia/yakuza au)
tags: Fluff, grumpy x sunshine, found family, a little angsty but nothing too bad, marriage proposal, established relationship, (last chapter only: kitchen sex, creampie, oral- fem receiving, other sexxy funtime stuff)
word ct: 15.1k, 11 Chapters
Chapter One: Apple Cinnamon Spice
Chapter Two: Chimayo Chai
Chapter Three: Mint Chocolate Chip
Chapter Four: Apple Cider
Chapter Five: Pumpkin Spice
Chapter Six: Warm Water
Chapter Seven: Eggnog
Chapter Eight: Sparkling Juice
Chapter Nine: Mint Chocolate Chip Pt. 2
Chapter Ten: Yes
*Bonus!!*
*nsfw
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kinktober â๨ৠentry #1 ; cockwarming w toji fushiguro .á
dear diary âĄ,
a couple days ago, mister toji taught me how to 'cockwarm.' it's where i simply sit on his . . . cock, and warm him up -- he says. i was so nervous ! he is so big , and i thought it was going to hurt tons ! it burned a little , but felt so much better after settling a little. mister toji was touching me so softly all over, calling me sweet things, and even played with my tail! i'm so embarrassed -- i must've been blushing so much! i think i may ask him to do it again today , i hope he doesn't get angry . . . i love mister toji so so sooooooo much ! âĄ
âcâcan we do it when youâre done?â
âwhat?â
he can tell by the way youâre fidgeting and your ears are twitchingâ you need something. you pinch at the skin of your thigh, nervous with little courage as you ask.
âtheâ the thing you taught me. last week. the warming one?â you quip, tugging on tojiâs shirt as he finishes up cleaning the dishes in the sink.
âoh.. yâwant my fat dick in yâr lil bunny pussy is what âm hearing, is that right ?â he emphasizes on dick. heâs so blunt, and it makes you want to crawl and hide. he turns to you with a checkered apron hanging onto his neck, hand leaning against the sink. his smug smile spreads across his face, seeming to enjoy the way you grow flustered.
you whine at his choice of words, thighs rubbing against eachother with need. he acts as if he doesnât see you writhing besides him, your arm purposefully pressed against your chest to suppress your sore tits.
he can practically smell the sweet slick spilling from your pussy bunny, smearing over the crotch of your panties.
toji briefly tugs at the string that holds the back of his apron together, swiftly pulling it over his head before tossing the piece of fabric onto the dining table. he steps forward, figure pressed against yours and you unconsciously stumble back. he makes you so weak.
âuh huhââ youâre about to beg again, but heâs quick to scoop you up by your legs, hoisting you up into his arms. you yelp, but make no effort to get away â instead, nuzzling your face closer into the crevice his neck, dizzy at the detected mixed scent of his woody colonge and tart sweat.
he chuckles when you huff at the intial drop of your body onto the matress of your shared room, your plush body sinking into the pillowy sheets. your legs part naturally, taking up your invitation and having him slot himself right where you need him most. his broad shoulders press up against your plush thighs, spreading them further than before.
âbad bunny. yâknow you canât just have cock in ya twenty-four seven, right?â his left pointer finger tugs your flimsy shorts aside, and right thumb presses against the soaked patch of your cunt. you mewl under his touch, soft pads of your feet coming up to press him away. you gently shove at his bicep, but he barely moves. he knows you donât want him to move anyway. ââm nânot a bad bunny!â
âyou are.â
ânânot, âm not mister!â
âhmm, i dunno about that.â he hums, pressing against your clothed clit. âare ya ever not in heat?"
"sir, please, nâmore questions!" you whine in fustration, yelping when his pointer and thumb meanly pinches at your swollen bud. your eyes bulb with tears, meeting his that suddenly glare so meanly in comparison to his often soft, emerald ones.
"do you know who you're talking to?" toji growls, squishing the chub of your folds together, the slight simulation to your clit making you flinch.
"yâyes, sir. but please . . . mister, need you here, need your cock here!" you whine, ears sullied and pointed low. your hand moves his to take ahold of his finger, pressing it against your aching slit.
"there there . . ." he coos, thumb sliding over your clothed slit but paying it no attention. he presses a warm kiss on the soddened fabric, low lidded eyes and a smug grin that meet yours when he does. you're adorable like this â absolutely worked up and so terribly desperate; it's his favorite version of you.
"mâmister," you stammer,
"c'mere doll." he sits up against the headboard, pulling you onto his lap. you yelp when you feel the chub of his cock pressing against your folds, grinding down senselessly. toji laughs, getting a hold of your bicep to halt your hips movements. "don't be so greedy, bun."
"hnnâ" you whine, tail thumping against his thigh. you slowly tug down his sweats, ears perking up when you realize the missing piece of fabric below â he's not wearing boxers!
he notices the way your eyes light up, cheeks begin to flush, and your expression grows brighter than before â you're one step closer to where you need to be. he almost hates the adorable expression sprawled across your face, chuckling when you look up to him with big-doed eyes searching for a green light.
you salivate when you tug the sweats just low enough, his cock slaps against his stomach. he scoffs, watching his cock leak against his soft skin. heâs getting old.
âinside nowâ misterââ you pant, drool spilling at the corners of your mouth. you whine again, hands weakly tugging aside your shorts along with your panties, and aligning his cock head with your fat slit. âmister . . .â you whine, hinting for help.
âyâcan do it.â toji grunts, placing a hand onto your plush hip. â mmh, you got it.â
maybe you donât âgot it,â because it burns so terribly when your folds swallow his cock!
âmâmister, mister !â you whine, quickly pulling yourself off his bulbous tip at the initial burn. he watches your slick stretch from your wet slit to his cock head, making him groan.
âcalm down . . yâr rushin,ââ he readjusts you, pulling your quivering hips close before youâre hovering over his cock again with small tears. âmy bunny canât do it herself, canât she? whatta dumb lilâ thing.â toji chuckles, âthere there.â he whispers with a sultry voice, making your cunt quiver around nothing.
you whine when you feel him tug down at your hips, whining when his hot tip presses against your slit once again â your slits kissing.
âbig sir, sâso big,â you whine, a stutter in your voice from the stretch down low.
âslow down, hurts âcause youâre rushin.â see?â he coos, lifting and lowering your hips over and over, fucking you on his tip. no â you donât see because youâre awfully lightheaded, hands weakly stabilizing yourself above him but little do you know itâs solely his support keeping you up.
your cunt squelches with each and every single movement, a low âpopâ that elicits from your pussy whenever he moves you. âgood girl. you can take it, am i ever wrong?â
âiâi can, can take it . . .â you slur, head fluffy and hands weak against his pelvis. âgood girl. now sit.â
he grunts, pulling your hips down suddenly all the way, your cunt kissing on his dewy balls. âfuck, damn it.â toji groans â you cry at the stretch, cunt sore and raw when he grinds you down further than possible. âmâmister !â
he chuckles again, breath labored as he pushes the loose strands of his hair back. âworst partâs over, doll.â toji presses down at your arch to lay you against him. he can still feel your body twitching from hiccups of your previous fit â poor bunny. âiâit is . . â you hiccup. he pets at your soft ear that trails down to your waist, giving your plush skin a soft pinch with a hum. âmister . . feels good . .â you purr, tail twitching incessantly again.
âcourse it does.â
THIS. Naoya hate shall thrive.
Ngl, seeing Maki haters/Toji stans bitch how Maki is a bad character or that she's only a "Toji copy" is the funniest shit ever. Y'know why? Because they literally got slandered by Gege as a character.
That's right. This motherfucker. He quite literally is what those Maki haters are- or what he symbolizes. And it's funny how they always bitch about Maki or that she's just a "copy" when...look at Naoya. Look how he ended up. Look at how stupid he was portrayed. Look how she DOMINATED him. Look how dumb he looked narrative wise.
Also...when do parallels mean a bad character or a "copy?" What cause Maki's a girl? That's stupid. If she were a copy she wouldn't have been created by Gege before Toji in JJK 0. Or have her dynamic with Yuta, or those moments of her struggling to accept affection, or have all that development, or her dynamic with Mai, or her symbolism.
Conclusion: Naoya and toxic Toji stans are mainly wannabe sigma toxic male 14 year old boys who can't even get a snickers from their mommy lmao. They're also the fans who were LITERALLY slandered by Gege in the form of a character.
I love reading fics with Megumi as a toddler BC he is such a cutie! I will never get sick of it. I eat it every damn time.
(male or nb reader x bully toji)
"Hey, nerd. Ya wanna play twenty questions?"
You blushed as Toji Fushiguro, A.K.A the bully of the whole school, sat the wrong way in his chair just to ask you that.
"Eh? What's that?"
"We go back and forth askin' questions. 20 each."
Like truth and dare but the only option was truth?
"Uhm, sure."
He grins, letting out a small chuckle.
"Ya can go first, smartie."
"Oh, thank you. What's your favorite subject?"
"Black. Do ya like boys?"
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thinking of revenge sex with ex-boyfriend!toji to get back at your cheating boyfriend.
"so what, you wanna send a video of us fucking to get back at yer shitty boyfriend?"
toji knew it was only a matter of time before you came showing up at his door. you'd never been able to resist him during your relationship, so what makes it any different now that you apparently found some good boy who treats you better? he knows he's ruined you for any other man and the thought makes him so fucking cocky. his dick is replaceable. or so he thought, anyways.
he remembers the day you dumped him. oh, you found someone who's sweet and charming? yeah, right. he could see through the man's facade even with his eyes closed. besides, the man wasn't even half as attractive as he is. toji was offended that you'd downgraded to a cheating asshole like that. he treatedâ no, treats you better than him.
"nasty fuckin' girl," toji's gravelly voice rasps through hot, heavy pants. you respond with a high-pitched whine, hips pathetically bucking to get any kind of relief from the heated ache between your legs he's adamantly keeping you from getting. he's buried so deep inside you, you swear you can feel him in your stomach.
a rough hand pushes the side of your face into the mattress, one of his thumbs hooking into your mouth. "toji, pleaseâ!"
"not you. i'm talking to this greedy girl."
a glob of gooey saliva hits your perky clit before he's rubbing it with his other thumb, pinching it every few seconds to see you squirm and watch your tits bounce in tandem to your body's squirming movement.
everything has your mind cloudy and your eyes unfocused, the only thing you're actually focused solely on is getting him to just pound his fat cock into you. you can barely even register your phone on his bedside table recording the both of you anymore.
"i knew you were obsessed with my dick, but i didn't think you were going to be this pathetic about it." toji snarks with a coarse chuckle, not even bothering to hide the condescending smirk playing on his lips when he watches the arch of your back on the phone screen. he slaps your clit with the pads of his fingers and mannerlessly rolls you onto your stomach, splaying a hand across the span of your abdomen and then lower... lower... lower...
"what the fuck?"
toji's face falls into a disgruntled frown, his hand stopping almost immediately when he sees a message pop up on your screen. one of his hands come up, calloused palm now silencing your needy whimpers.
"why the fuck is shiu asking if you're still coming over?"
wrapped in sunlight, wrapped in you âď¸
summary: on a crisp winter afternoon, toji surprises you with a picnic by the lake, complete with warm sunlight, soft banter, and stolen kisses. as the breeze grows cooler, his arms grow warmer, and what starts as playful teasing turns into a tender moment wrapped in quiet affection.
genre: fluff, slice of life, romance
toji wasnât one for typical romantic gestures, so when he appeared in your doorway holding a picnic basket and a folded blanket, you were understandably suspicious.
âdid you get possessed by a rom-com protagonist?â you asked, leaning against the doorframe with an amused grin.
he rolled his eyes, pushing past you like he owned the place. âshut up and put on something warm. youâre always whining about how cold you get.â
âand where are we going exactly?â
âout,â he said simply, setting the basket down on your counter.
you stared at him, trying to decipher his tone. âout where?â
he turned to you, raising an eyebrow. âdoes it matter? iâm taking you somewhere nice. stop asking questions before i change my mind.â
that earned a laugh out of you, and you grabbed your jacket, deciding to go along with it. âyouâre lucky iâm curious.â
âyouâre lucky i like you enough to put up with your attitude,â he shot back, smirking.
the drive was quiet but comfortable, with tojiâs hand resting on the gear shift. occasionally, heâd glance at you, his lips quirking when you caught him.
âyouâre staring again,â you said, breaking the silence.
âjust trying to figure out why iâm doing this for you,â he replied, though the way his eyes softened gave him away.
âbecause iâm cute,â you said confidently, earning a snort from him.
âyouâre a pain in the ass,â he muttered, but his hand shifted to rest on your knee, squeezing lightly.
when you arrived at the park, the winter sun was shining brightly, casting a golden glow over the bare trees and the quiet lake nearby. it was the kind of day that made winter feel less harsh and more magical.
âyou picked this spot?â you asked, surprised as he carried the basket and blanket to a sunny patch near the water.
âdonât make it a big deal,â he said, setting everything down. âyouâre always talking about fresh air and sunlight. figured iâd shut you up for a day.â
âaw, toji, thatâs the sweetest thing youâve ever said to me,â you teased, grinning as you spread the blanket.
âkeep it up and iâll eat all the food myself,â he warned, though the corner of his mouth twitched upward.
the basket was simple but thoughtful: sandwiches wrapped neatly, a container of cut-up fruit, pastries that looked like they came from your favorite bakery, and a thermos filled with something steaming.
âyou really outdid yourself,â you said, looking at him in mock awe.
âdonât act so surprised,â he replied, sitting down with a huff. âiâm good at everything i do.â
âeverything?â you asked, raising an eyebrow.
he smirked, leaning in slightly. âyou wanna test that theory later?â
your cheeks went warm, and you swatted his arm. âtoji!â
he just laughed, pleased with himself, and unwrapped a sandwich.
as you ate, a small dog wandered up to your blanket, its tail wagging furiously.
âlook at this little guy!â you said, holding out a hand for the dog to sniff.
toji eyed it warily. âgreat. freeloaders.â
âheâs cute!â you said, scratching the dog behind the ears. âhe just wants to be friends.â
âor he wants food,â toji said, but he still broke off a piece of his sandwich and handed it to the dog, who took it eagerly.
âaw, look at you, mr. softie,â you teased, grinning.
he gave you a deadpan look. âdonât push it.â
the dog eventually curled up at the edge of your blanket, and toji leaned back on his hands, watching the lake. the sunlight caught in his dark hair, and for a moment, you forgot about the teasing.
âyouâre staring again,â he said, not even looking at you.
âjust trying to figure out why i like you,â you shot back, though the warmth in your voice gave you away.
âbecause iâm hot,â he replied easily, smirking when you rolled your eyes.
âso modest,â you said, leaning back beside him.
he glanced down at you, his smirk softening into something gentler. âyou donât mind, do you?â
âmind what?â
âthis,â he said, gesturing vaguely to the blanket, the basket, the moment. âthe whole⌠picnic thing.â
âtoji,â you said, leaning closer, âi love this. itâs perfect.â
he grunted, but his hand found yours, his thumb brushing over your knuckles.
as the afternoon went on, a breeze picked up, and you shivered despite the sunlight. toji noticed immediately, tugging you closer until you were practically in his lap.
âcome here,â he said, wrapping his arms around you. âcanât have you freezing to death.â
âyouâre just using me for warmth,â you said, but you nestled against him anyway.
âdamn right,â he muttered, resting his chin on your head.
you tilted your head back to look up at him, grinning. âyouâre so obvious.â
he smirked down at you, his eyes glinting with amusement. âyeah? youâre lucky i like you.â
you laughed, but your cheeks were warm again, and when he leaned down to kiss you, you didnât stop him. it was soft, slow, and it made your heart flutter in a way that still surprised you.
when he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours. âyouâre cute when you blush,â he said, his voice low.
âyouâre impossible,â you muttered, though you couldnât stop smiling.
âyou love it,â he replied, smirking.
âunfortunately,â you said, earning a chuckle from him.
as the sun began to set, casting the sky in hues of orange and pink, you stayed there in his arms, feeling like the world outside your little blanket didnât exist.
âso,â you said after a while, breaking the comfortable silence. âdoes this mean i can drag you on more picnics?â
he groaned dramatically. âdonât push your luck.â
but the way he held you tighter told you everything you needed to know.
bunny kisses đ & pancake mornings đĽ with fushiguro fam đ¤â¨
the soft glow of early morning light spilled into the bedroom. mamaguro was still half-asleep, curled under the blanket, when she felt a tiny hand patting her face.
âmama,â came the little voice, insistent but garbled with sleep.
she cracked open one eye to see baby megumi sitting up beside her, his black hair sticking up in every direction like a little bird's nest. he had one of his plushies clutched in his armsâa floppy-eared bunny sheâd sewn for himâand his big blue-green eyes blinked at her expectantly.
âgood morning, sweetheart,â mamaguro murmured, brushing her fingers through his messy hair.
toji, sprawled out on the other side of the bed, let out a loud snore, earning a giggle from megumi. the little boy turned toward his dad, crawling clumsily over to him.
âpapa!â megumi declared, plopping down on tojiâs chest.
toji groaned, one eye cracking open to see his son grinning down at him. âgumi, buddy, itâs too early for this,â he muttered, his voice rough with sleep.
but megumi wasnât deterred. he leaned down, pressing his tiny hands to tojiâs cheeks, smooshing them together as he giggled. âwake up, papa!â
mamaguro laughed softly from her side of the bed. âlooks like someoneâs decided itâs time to start the day.â
toji let out a dramatic sigh, pulling megumi into his arms and rolling onto his back, the little boy squealing in delight. âyouâre lucky youâre cute, kid,â toji said, smirking as he tickled megumiâs sides, earning more giggles.
megumi squirmed, holding his bunny tight as he buried his face in tojiâs chest. âpapa, nooo!â
âpapa, yes,â toji teased, tickling him one last time before letting him go.
mamaguro propped herself up on one elbow, watching the two of them with a soft smile. âyou two are a handful, you know that?â
toji glanced over at her, grinning. âyou love it.â
âmaybe,â she admitted, reaching out to scoop megumi into her arms. she kissed his chubby cheek, making him giggle again.
âmama,â megumi said softly, leaning his head against her shoulder, his little hand clutching her shirt.
toji sat up, ruffling megumiâs hair. âall right, letâs get breakfast going. pancakes, little guy?â
megumiâs eyes lit up, and he clapped his hands. ââcakes!â
âyou spoil him,â mamaguro said with a mock sigh, standing up with megumi in her arms.
toji smirked, throwing an arm around her shoulders as they headed to the kitchen. âyeah, but heâs worth it.â
the kitchen was a cozy mess of warm light and the faint smell of coffee. mamaguro settled into a chair with baby megumi on her lap, his bunny still firmly in his grasp. he babbled happily, occasionally pointing at random things on the table.
toji stood at the stove, wearing an apron mamaguro had insisted he buy months ago. it was black with the words "grill master" printed on itâa little over the top for pancakes, but he wore it anyway.
âwatch and learn, gumi,â toji said, flipping a pancake with a little too much flair.
megumi clapped his tiny hands together, clearly impressed by his dadâs âtechnique.â mamaguro hid a smile behind her hand.
âyou know,â she teased, âthe goal is to keep the pancake in the pan, not send it flying across the room.â
toji glanced back, a cocky smirk tugging at his lips. âhave some faith, woman. iâve got this.â
just as he said it, the next pancake flipped⌠and landed half out of the pan. toji froze, his hand hovering in midair as mamaguro burst into laughter.
âgot this, huh?â she said between giggles.
toji sighed dramatically, scraping the half-flipped pancake back into the pan. âyouâre setting me up for failure here. the kidâs watching; heâs gonna think iâm an amateur.â
megumi, oblivious to his dadâs plight, was more interested in chewing on his bunnyâs ear.
âi think heâs more concerned about breakfast arriving soon,â mamaguro said, gently bouncing megumi on her knee.
âall right, all right,â toji grumbled, focusing on the pan again. after a few more successful flips, he finally had a respectable stack of pancakes. he plated them with a flourish, adding a dollop of butter and a drizzle of syrup.
âvoilĂ ,â he said, setting the plate down in front of mamaguro and megumi. âbreakfast, courtesy of chef toji.â
megumi reached for the plate immediately, babbling excitedly. mamaguro grabbed his little hands just in time. âhold on, sweetheart. itâs hot.â
toji sat down across from them, watching as mamaguro carefully cut up a pancake into tiny pieces for megumi.
âyou spoil him,â toji said with a smirk, mimicking her earlier words.
âheâs worth it,â mamaguro replied, a playful glint in her eyes as she handed megumi a tiny fork.
megumi managed to stab a piece of pancake and shove it into his mouth, syrup smearing across his cheek. he looked up at toji with wide, delighted eyes.
âgood?â toji asked, leaning forward.
âgood!â megumi replied around a mouthful of pancake.
toji grinned, reaching over to ruffle his hair. âthatâs my boy.â
mamaguro watched them with a warm smile, her heart full as her two favorite people shared a quiet, simple moment together.
after breakfast, the kitchen was a sticky war zone of syrup smears and a plate with half-eaten pancake bits strewn about. megumi, with syrup on his cheeks, hands, and somehow even his hair, sat in mamaguroâs lap, blissfully unaware of the chaos heâd caused.
âyou know,â mamaguro started, dabbing at megumiâs face with a damp cloth, âif youâre going to call yourself a chef, maybe you could also learn to clean like one.â
toji leaned back in his chair, arms crossed behind his head. âhey, my job was pancakes. cleaningâs extra.â
she gave him a mock glare, her lips twitching upward in a smile. âextra, huh? should we count how many pancakes landed halfway out of the pan?â
toji grinned, standing and stretching. âfine, fine. iâll handle it.â he grabbed a towel and started wiping down the counters, glancing over at them as he worked.
âyou know,â he said, smirking, âgumiâs already showing promise. he liked my cooking more than yours.â
âoh, really?â mamaguro said, raising an eyebrow.
toji pointed toward megumi, who was chewing on his bunnyâs ear. âlook at that face. thatâs the face of a satisfied customer.â
megumi chose that moment to let out a small hiccup, which was immediately followed by a bubbly giggle.
âcase closed,â toji declared, tossing the towel onto the counter.
âyouâre ridiculous,â mamaguro said with a laugh, standing up with megumi in her arms. she kissed the top of megumiâs head, sticky hair and all, then turned to toji. âyour satisfied customer needs a bath.â
âhey, itâs only fair if i made breakfast, you take bath duty,â toji teased, leaning against the counter.
mamaguro rolled her eyes. âitâs bath duty, not a death sentence.â
but toji was already moving toward her, taking megumi from her arms. ânah, iâll handle it. gumi and i have a system, right, kid?â
megumi stared up at him, blinking slowly before reaching for tojiâs nose.
âsee?â toji said with a grin. âteamwork.â
the bathroom was soon filled with the sound of splashing water and megumiâs giggles. mamaguro lingered in the doorway, leaning against the frame as she watched them.
toji knelt by the tub, rolling up his sleeves as he carefully poured water over megumiâs head. the little boy squealed, splashing water everywhere, including directly onto tojiâs face.
âgumi,â toji said, wiping his face with a hand, âyou trying to drown me here?â
megumi just laughed, kicking his legs in the water.
âheâs a menace,â mamaguro said, her voice filled with affection.
toji glanced back at her, water dripping from his chin. âhe gets it from you.â
âsure he does,â she said, crossing her arms.
toji turned back to megumi, who was now busy chewing on the edge of a rubber duck. âall right, buddy, letâs finish this up before your mama decides to frame me for war crimes.â
megumi just babbled in response, completely at ease in his dadâs hands.
after the bath, megumi was wrapped in a fluffy towel, his hair sticking up in soft tufts. mamaguro took him from toji and began drying him off, pressing soft kisses to his cheeks as he squirmed in her arms.
âyouâre all clean now, arenât you, sweetheart?â she cooed.
toji watched them, leaning against the doorway with a towel slung over his shoulder. âyou know,â he said, his voice quieter now, âweâve got a pretty good thing here.â
mamaguro looked up, meeting his eyes. there was a softness there, a rare vulnerability that made her chest ache.
âyeah,â she said, smiling at him. âwe do.â
toji stepped closer, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and leaning down to kiss the top of her head. âthanks for putting up with me,â he murmured.
âalways,â she said softly, resting her head against his shoulder as megumi yawned in her arms.
it was these small, quiet moments that she held ontoâmessy, chaotic, and utterly perfect in their own way.
Itâs long but itâs soo worth it
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warnings đ˝đş 12.7k word count. a LOT of dialogue ngl, first person pov, black woman, vaginal penetration, rough sex, hair pulling,squirting,creaming drunk/tipsy sex, oral [f] [m], choking, daddy kink, praising, LOTS of dirty talk, degrading (maybe?), condomless sex, kissing, spanking, aggressive + cocky toji, daddy toji, baby megumi, minors arenât welcome!
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ââ đđ¤đđđđđđđđđđŽ đŠđđ¤đđđđŠđ .á ; dedicated to my life, my love, my soulmate @hellavile . + before you say anything, i sure did steal her format! iâm the younger sister that takes from the big sister. now, i donât do fics yall, donât think thisâll be a regular thing. but imma have fun cs girl, i love some goddamn toji. but this was inspired from c.ai, so, enjoy!
âWHO THE FUCK STILL EATS FIG NEWTONâS?â
âMe! Thatâs who.â
My eyes continue to wander down the snack aisle, searching for my favorite selection. I toss the fruit paste filled cookie into the basket as I respond to my friend on FaceTime, âHow about you mind your goddamn business?â
âAs long as you continue to buy snacks only made from the devil, I wonât.â
I roll my eyes. âAnyways, you still cominâ tonight or what? Iâll buy a bottle of Stella Rose.â
âBlack?â She smirks into the camera, leaning over in her chair as she continues her makeup.
âBlack, of course. Makes me feel sexy,â I chuckle.
âSorry, bookie. Iâm going on a date tonight!â
âWith the man thatâs not your man, but is your man?â I tease.
She pulls the lip liner down from her face as she glares, âVery funny. Thatâs why youâre still single.â
âVery funny,â I repeat mockingly.
I could admit, it was way too late to be in the grocery store. But as I continued to sit in my condo with an empty fridge, my stomach began imagining myself cuddling with my favorite snackâFig Newtons. Now I was here.
âYou need to get your ass home, itâs late as hell and youâre by yourself,â my friend reminds me.
âI know, I know. Iâm going. Once I get my Stella Rose Immaâ get my ass outââ
I stop. I was originally alone in this aisle as I suddenly heard the sound of feeble crying, my head turning as I look down to see a child. No, a baby. The baby waddles in anguish, his olive toned face red and swollen as his mouth ejected cries. My body was frozen as he stalked towards me, his stubby arms raising as he wailed in my direction.
âGirl,â I raise the phone to my ear, âThere is a goddamn baby running towards me in distress.â
My friend's eyes go wide as she looks into the camera, âA baby? Oh hell. Itâs some sex trafficking shit. Get out of there!â
âThis some scary shit, Iâm not going to jail! Or ending up in the back of some van where they tell me theyâre gonna sell each of my organs,â I exclaim. The baby continues to bawl, now inches away from me as he then raises his arms up. His dark hair sticks up in different directions, wide eyes practically pleading for help.
âAwe. Heâs adorable. Shit. Themâ people might get my ass, what if heâs really in distress?â I look around, seeing as no one else appears in the store but me.
âI still say itâs a trap. Kick the damn thing like you would Chucky!â
âOh shut up, would you kick your own child?â
âDonât have kids, canât answer that.â
I place my phone down in the front of the basket as I turn back towards the small being, gushing, âAwe, Pumpkin. Are you lost?â
I lift him into my hands, wrapping my arms around him and he immediately accepts my gesture, leaning his soft head against my chest. I feel my heart melt, his crying begins to subside as he hides his face in my neck.
âNow sir, you and I both know Iâm not your mommaâ. But thatâs okay! Cause youâre adorable. And weâre gonna go find her. Shit, okay, where the hell do you bring a child if heâs lost in the store?â I look back over to the phone.
âCustomer service desk, I think.â
âItâs damn near twelve oâ clock at night, Customer Service is most likely closed,â I mutter, âShit. Okay, umâfuck. Iâm gonna have to call the police. Or Jesus. Or Dr.Phil.â
âDonât call Dr.Phil,â my friend pointed out.
âRight. Immaâ have to go to the front of the store andââ
As I turned to make my way towards the opposite direction I was going, I was interrupted as a man now stood in front of me. I jumped.
âHoly shit, am I really finnaâ get kidnapped?!â
As I took in his face, this wasnât just a man. This was a man. All the way down from the large black boots he wore, my eyes trailed up to his olive toned arms, muscles bulging through his shirt as a dragon tattoo trailed around his left hand. The silver jewelry he wore stood out on him. Numerous rings and chains, complimenting his onyx shirt that clung to his perfectly sculpted body. His full eyebrows were furrowed at me, scar atop of his lip twitching on his attractive face.
âWhat are you doing with my kid?â
âWhat? Ohâ Iâm sorry, is this your child?â I asked, slightly panicked. As I continued to study this man, he was scarily sexy. Dark hair, dark eyes. He looked evil in the best way. He hadâŚa baby?
"Yeah, he's mine.â The man looked at me with suspicious eyes, sighing as he looked at the baby in my arms.
âWhat's the matter, champ?" He asked with a kinder and softer tone, the coldness from earlier in his stare now gone.
âI wasnât trying to kidnap your child!â I admitted, my face going hot. I felt like I needed to admit that as I continued, âHeâŚwas crying. And I was just worried. Iâm sorry.â
"I never said you were,â He replied. The small scowl on his face was slowly coming back. He reached forward to take the child from my hands, the baby beginning to struggle and cry again. He buried his head back into my arms as he hugged me tighter.
âOhâŚâ I then looked him up and down, âWait a damn minute. Are you sure you arenât trying to kidnap him?â
His face seemed surprised at my question. He looked down at the baby who continued to cry in my arms as he asked, âKid, what's wrong with you? Why can't you calm down?"
The baby refused to let go of me. As I looked down to his adorable face, he cried as he then put his hands to his mouth. I realize why heâs upset.
I then say, âHe looks to be less than two. I umâŚhe seems to have teeth coming in. You should probably get some cold stuff for him to munch on, that probably explains him being so fussy. Once he couldnât find you in the store, it probably just scared him.â
He looked at the child and noticed the swollenness in his cheeks as well. The man looked up at me, almost shocked at my observation.
"You know about children?" He replied. I could admit that this was an odd interaction. However, it seemed to be enough to break down his guard. His face softened.
âYeah, I have a lot of siblings that I took care of. I was basically a mom at a young age,â I reply, âBut seriously, heâs just hurting. Itâs like a toothache all around your gums.â
"Yeah, you're right. It explains the wailing, it's not like I've never seen these symptoms before. Just didn't connect the dots,â He explains, scratching the back of his head. The baby was still crying, but slowly started to calm down. He looked up at me with teary eyes, still refusing to let go. The man tried again to take him from me, but the child held on tighter.
âIâm sorry⌠I donât understand why heâs so comfortable with me,â I say softly, rubbing his hair to calm him down further.
The man sighed, then looked at me with an eyebrow raised as he said, âMaybe he saw something about you that he liked?" a teasing smile slowly coming along his face.
âI mean, I was holding some blueberries, does he like those?â I respond awkwardly, shaking my head as I try to flirt back. Was he even flirting?
He chuckles, âI don't know. Maybe he just liked the way you smelled? Or maybe the color of your hair?"
âMaybe. At least now you can remember that your son seems to have a thing for black women. He has good taste already,â I smile softly.
He chuckles again, my shoulders tensing as he briefly washes his eyes over my entire body. He then asks, âWhatâs your name?â
âIâm Oniâââ I then stop myself, âSeioni,â I then correct, âPronounced âSay-Oh-Knee. A lot of people just call me âOniâ. And um, your name? And your babyâs?â
The look on his face seems to be amused by me. After all of this, the baby finally reaches out to him, the man quickly taking him back into his hands. He then replies, "I'm Toji. And my son's name is Megumi."
âWell, Megumiâs a very beautiful little boy,â I reach out my finger to the baby, he wraps his entire hand around it. âItâs nice to meet you, Toji.â
âSame with you too, Seioni,â He fully pronounces my name, looking down at his child who was still holding onto my finger tightly. Megumi was now rubbing the finger with his whole hand, refusing to let go. Toji tried yanking him away again, but the baby wouldn't budge.
"Don't get too comfortable, I'd rather not have him get fond of you,â Toji replied, to which Megumi let out a small whine.
âRight,â I agree, pulling my finger away from the child. I continue, âBut Iâm glad he found me when he did, god forbid heâd walked out of the store or worse. But um, Iâm sorry again if it seemed like I was trying to take him.â
He sighed as Megumi reached his arms out to me. He begins to apologize, "It's fine. I shouldn't have been so quick to judgeâŚ.â He muttered, kissing the child's head as he stared at me.
"You seem like a good person."
âThank you,â I smile, âYou seem like you and your baby have a sweet bond. Iâm glad he found you safely.â
"I appreciate that. I try to be the best dad I can, this isnât a good representation of that,â He jokes, holding the child in his arms. Megumi then started to smile, cooing as he gripped onto his fathers shirt.
âSoâŚI umâŚassume that his mom is at home waiting for you guys?â I ask.
He looked down, smile disappearing from his face. He cleared his throat as he explained, âUnfortunately, no. His mom passed away,â He replies flatly.
âOh my goodness, Iâm so sorry,â I shook my head, âIâm shitty for asking that. I meanâbad, sorry,â I correct my cursing, the baby giggling at my tone of voice.
Toji laughed, âNo, no need to apologize. It was just an honest question, but thatâs why I'm raising him all alone."
âFrom what I can see youâre doing an amazing job. Heâs a sweet baby, and in the instance of an emergency he ran for help. So, donât be too hard on yourself,â I compliment him. I adjust my glasses on my face, feeling a small bit of irritation as my ginger hair was slowly falling from its claw clip.
His smile felt a little more genuine than before. He held the baby in his arms as he spoke, âThank you. I'm glad that he's turning out to be just as good as you think he is."
I notice as silence capacitates the space between us, his eyes now study me the similar way I observed him before. I was wearing a matching set, gray sweatpants and a compression long sleeve. I looked like I had just hopped out of bed, yet, I didnât feel unattractive to his vision.
I place my hair behind my ear, âWellâŚumâŚI should probably get back to my grocery shopping, donât wanna keep bothering you two.â
"Yeah, you're right. I still have a few things I need to buy." Toji replied, I notice Megumi begins to grumble out fussy sounds. I give him an awkward smile as I then wave to the baby, turning myself back towards my basket to push.
"Wait... can I ask you something?" Toji then said. As I looked at him, he was looking straight at me; not the baby.
ââŚYeah, sure!â I nod my head, gripping my grocery list nervously in my hand.
He looked at his son, slowly looking back at me.
"Does that mean you're single, by any chance?"
I'm not sure why my heart skips a beat at the question. âUmâŚyeah, I am actually,â I clear my throat as I feel my face becoming warm, âWhy?â
He chuckles at my reaction as he replies, "The way that he was clinging to you, I thought that maybe he was onto something."
Okay, so he is flirting. Realizing that makes me even more flustered as I speak, âOhâŚbabies do have good intuition,â I point out. âWell, maybe this was his plan all alongâŚto come find me,â I smile gently.
"Maybe it was. But one things for sure, the boy is interested in you,â He said, teasing. He tried pulling the baby farther back, Megumi beginning to whine, clearly wanting to stay closer to me.
âMmm. Fair. But the real question is, is Daddy interested in me?â I tease back, asking the question more so towards Megumi, coming closer as I delicately tickle him with my fingers.
A small smirk appeared on Tojiâs face.
"Maybe I am,â He said with a flirtatious tone, his son giggling from the tickles I gave him.
âWell maybe I have a number I can give to Daddy then, hm?â I cooed to Megumi.
As I cooed over the baby, I then looked up into Tojiâs eyes directly. From the way he began to look a little flustered, I guess he didn't expect me to be as bold. Maybe Megumi really was on to something.
"You do?" He asked, his voice going raspy as he leaned in a little closer to me.
âI do. Letâs see if heâll call me then.â
I take a piece of paper out of my notebook, writing my number down and placing it in Megumiâs small hand.
"Shit. Well I might just have to then, Seioni,â He said, eyes following my body as I walked away from him. Before I turned the corner out of the aisle, I saw the baby fumbling with the piece of paper in his hands. Toji smirked as he brought his attention to him, âWhat did she give you, champ?"
áĄá ľá áĄŕĄŕ ˘ŕ â¸ŕťŕ Ąŕ Łá ߯á ŕ Łŕ áĄŕ Łŕ á á ŕ ˘ŕ đĄ~âĄ
MAYBE I WAS BEING A CREEP. It was nearly three in the morning, a small box of Fig Newtons on the table as I stared at my phone, curiously waiting to see if heâd text. What the hell is wrong with me? Itâs three a.m, and he has a child.
I wondered to myself why I was even still awake. The interaction from earlier mightâve given me a bit of a high, and now I couldnât bring myself to sleep. I look down as the clock says itâs now 3:01AM, rolling my eyes as I stand up to put my snack away and go to bed.
Thatâs when the phone begins to ring.
I couldâve flown to the table if I suddenly grew wings, looking over the phone as an unknown number pops up. It probably wasnât him. Another spam number, mostly likely. I wait a couple of seconds before I pick up the device, stepping back as I press the phone to my ear.
âHello?â
"Is this the beautiful, kind woman that gave her number to my son?" He asked, an immediate flirtatious sound to his voice as he spoke. I could hear the sound of random voices in the background.
My heart fluttered at his deep voice. I confidently replied, âYes, is this the handsome man with the son?â I closed my eyes, wanting to kick myself in the throat.
He chuckled, amused at my compliment as he spoke, "Yep, that's me. I was surprised that the little one wanted your number so badly."
âSeems like he wanted it more than you did,â I tease.
"That's probably true." He replied, his voice going a little lower, âI do have a couple of questions though." He started to say, sounding a bit more serious now.
âUhâŚcool, no problem. Go ahead with your questions,â I prod, sitting myself on my sofa.
He cleared his throat, trying to make clear what he was about to say next. The silence suddenly felt as if he was apprehensive of his question.
âWhy are you single? You seem like an incredibly kind and attractive person.â
The question makes me chuckle. âThatâs sweet. ButâŚif I'm being honest, I just moved down here. I was in a relationship for a while before we broke up. I owned a tattoo shop back in my hometown, and I decided to expand out here. So, starting fresh in a new city,â I explain.
"You own a tattoo shop, really? I'm surprised I donât have to fill out an application just to talk to you ,â He joked, his voice filled with curiosity.
âItâs gotten a lot more eyes on it than I ever imagined. But, unfortunately not, as far as the dating scene. My shop kinda runs itself, I have my regular artists who hold it down. I just do the paperwork now,â I reply.
I hear him adjust himself, a smirk now on his voice. âWow. So you've got this nice shop, plus your own condo?â
I laugh, âWhyâs that hard to believe? Iâm a woman with her shit together. The topic of companionship never mattered to me, but I also wouldnât mind the space being filled.â
"So you can handle yourself alone, I feel that,â He replied, giving a little chuckle, âBut with all those qualities it just surprises me that you haven't found the right one. If I were to guess, I bet you get a lot of guys who hit on you."
âNot much since Iâve been down here, surprisingly. Iâm usually at home a lot, if not in the office of the shop. Youâre the first guy to actually approach meâbut that was just due to circumstances, I guess,â I giggle.
"True. Iâm glad I caught you before somebody else did. You said you were in a serious relationship before moving here, right?"
âOh. Yeah,â I almost want to roll my eyes at the reminder, âBut between you and me, I just turned twenty-nine. Iâm ready for a seriously committed relationship. I donât have time for the stupid shitâThat stupid shit being a lot of stuff I dealt with in my hometown.â
"Yeah, I feel you on that,â He chuckles, âSometimes the fun stuff can turn out to be the most problematic shit. The older we get, the more we learn what we want from someone. What was your previous relationship like?"
I adjust myself on the sofa as I think for a moment. âIt was kinda an off and on relationship. He was the person my family wanted me to be with, everybody expected me to marry. But he wasâŚboring? In every aspect. We didnât have any of the same dreams or aspirations, the sex was pretty mediocre, and he didnât take me seriously in my career. I donât hate him, I just didnât think we werenât compatible,â I explained, âIs this an interrogation?â I then ask.
"No, no it isn't. I'm just trying to get to know more about you is all, beautiful,â Toji replied, his voice becoming a bit more deeper and flirtatious as he spoke.
"Plus, it seems like you already know what you want, which would definitely weed out a lot of guys anyway..."
âMmm. So now Iâm beautiful,â I repeat, âBut yeah, it does. I want someone thatâs gonna excite me in every aspect of the relationship. We can be two different people, but there has to be some fiery chemistry to create the connection Iâm craving, you know?â
"Ex-act-ly!" He replied, "You want someone that can match your personality, not someone who settles for just whatever is given. Someone who can actually stimulate you, make you feel things that you've always wanted to feel. Someone who's confident and willing to take charge..." He paused, realizing he was going on a little bit of a rant.
"Sorry, I just got a little carried away there," he said with a small chuckle.
âNo, youâre fine. Weâre not having this conversation for you to be short. Thatâs exactly what I mean though, everything you said. Iâm a lot to handle. And Iâm not saying I need a man to âhandleâ me, but I guess being grounded back down to earth at timesâŚor even âhandlingâ me would be nice. I like a man a lilâ rough around the edges,'' I laugh softly.
"You like a man that's rough around the edges, huh? Someone who can really 'take control' of the situation?â Toji teased back, his voice going a little bit deeper.
I was enjoying how this conversation was going, our flirting felt entirely natural. But I didnât wanna get ahead of myself yet.
I giggle softly as I reply, âExactly. Thatâs exactly what I want,â I confirm, âBut what about you? IâŚdonât want to be intrusive, but Iâm just a little curious about Megumiâs mother. What happened to her? Were you guys together before sheâŚpassed?â
Silence comes within the phone. I immediately felt bad for even asking the question, quickly correcting myself as I spoke, âIâm sorryââ
"Youâre good. We were together before she was pregnant with Megumi but...she passed away shortly after. She wasâŚâ
âWe donât have to finish this conversation, I didnât mean to make you upset,â I reply, hearing his voice becoming different.
"It's fine, really,â he continues, âWe were together. We had Megumi, but then she passed from birth complications.â
âI understand. My umâŚmy mom actually passed away when giving birth to my younger brother. So I understand the feeling you get when you speak about her. I donât know the actual feeling because that was someone you loved romantically, but my mom was my mom, soâŚâ I shifted my body on the sofa, distracting myself not to become upset, âI get it. Grief comes with time, time comes with patience, patience comes with preservation.â
âAnd here I thought you were just someone I met by chance,â I feel relieved to hear him teasing again.
I laugh softly, âAnd here I thought you were some hot guy that looks like a villain, or might be a villain! Clearly thereâs more to you than that, and itâs very sweet. But, it seems like youâll have a little competition in trying to win my affection,â I remind jokingly.
âVillain? Shit, might be. But I don't mind the competition. I'm up for it if you are,â He speaks confidently.
âCompeting against your baby son? Shame, Toji,â I shake my head, âI think he had me first, though.â
"Damn. Thatâs crazy. I guess he does have you all to himself then, huh? But for real, Iâm not even jealous. It's just funny seeing him take such an interest in someone. He usually doesn't show much expression to other people, but he really went out of his way to want to know you. So you can take that as a compliment."
âI do, actually. It seems like heâs tired of your ass, he needs a womanly touch,â I playfully insult.
"Oh really? You think you know more about my son than I do?â
âMmm, Iâm not too sure. I mean, I donât have any kids, yet I somehow knew your baby was teething before you didâŚweird, right?â I mock his sarcasm.
"Yeah, right. Like you, some lonely ass woman who's got no kids can know more about my own son than me, even though you haven't even spent an hour with him yet,â He scoffed back, âI bet you don't even know that he started a new habit recently."
âOuch, I am not lonely!â I chuckle, âI have two cats, actually. Theyâre great companions. And whatâs this new habit he started? Iâm curious,â I reply.
"Heâs really into Doc Mcstuffins, as you can currently hear in my background. He also started chewing his thumb. He'll do it when he gets fussy, or he can't get to sleep...â he said. I could hear the smile in his voice as he talked about Megumi.
âI hope you didnât take that babyâs pacifier away before he was ready. Heâs looking for it, asshole!â I insult, âThatâs why heâs chewing on his thumb. You should try putting his pacifier in the freezer and then giving it to him. Heâll love that. And yes, I am a cat lady, better than a fussy man around my house, eating all my food and paying no damn bills!â
"Hey, I didn't take his pacifier away! I would never do that to him. But you're right, I haven't tried the freezer thing with his pacifier yet before. I should do that soon, and see how he takes it."
âGood. The coldness on his teeth will really help that process of them coming in. See, maybe he ran to me because he needed a girly touch to things. The boy knows what he wants in a woman,â I hum.
"Mmm, I think he just wanted to see if he could get a better reaction out of you. I guess he was bored of me. Although, the only type of 'girly touch' I can imagine you doing to a guy is kicking him. You seem far too aggressive for someone that wants to be seen with more of a âwomanly touchâ.â
âOh god. You did not just hit me with the angry black woman trope. Megumi was practically in love with me. Donât act like you donât like my aggression and hostility, otherwise you wouldnât be on the phone with me,â I laugh.
He laughs, âNah. Itâs not like that. Maybe aggression is kind of 'my thing.' I do have a little bit of a kink for that..." He said, teasing me again.
âMhm, exactly. I know you think itâs a little sexy, so shut up,â I reply, â But, I guess to prove that he is in fact in love with me, a second interaction is needed.â
"A second interaction? So you think you're definitely going to win his heart this time, huh?"
âIâve already won it. And if I donât, you can laugh in my face for it, hm?â I suggest.
âImmaâ have to set up a second interaction then, just to see which one of us is the winner. Iâm not finnaâ let you take the heart of my son! I have too much pride for that."
âItâs a deal then. Give me a time, and Iâll be there,â I hum, feeling completely comfortable in this conversation.
"How about... in 3 days. Does that work for you?" I could suddenly hear a flirtatious vibe in his voice.
Three days felt like a very short time. I donât know why I went from being comfortable to nervous. To be able to actually see this man in person again, it made meâŚintimidated. But it also made me very curious.
âMmm, in three days? I think I can do that. Make sure everythingâs together in my shop, so I can have all the time for you and your little miniature self,â I chuckle.
"I'll make sure everything is prepared then. But you also better prep yourself as well, you don't know what to expect fuckinâ with me,â he speaks cockily, my eyes rolling at his confident tone.
âYou say that as if Iâm supposed to be intimidated. I think you should be more worried about handling me, TojiâŚâ I drawled his name sultrily, wanting to play him at his own game.
âOh for real? And why exactly should I be worried about handling you?" he questioned, his cocky tone returning.
âIâm a shower more than a teller. Guess Iâll just leave that in mystery now.â
"If that's the case, then it seems like I have three days to figure out what kind of woman you actually are before we 'compete' for Megumi's loveâ,â He said.
âMmm, I donât know. Maybe Iâll answer the phone, maybe I wonât,â I playfully responded.
"Then I guess I should make sure I stay near the phone the entire weekend, huh? You really want to win Megumi over? Or is it something else?"
âDonât turn this around on me. Now, I fell in love with little Megumi. Itâs a plus that his father is incredibly sexy, so, maybe I am looking for more. But so are you,â I speak slowly, flirting into the phone.
"Be more specific when you tell me what you want from me.â
I raise my eyebrows. Why the fuck did that kinda arouse me?
I clear my throat as I reply, âDamn. You making demands already? So dominant. You want everything your way, I can tell,â I point out, âBut, maybe IâmâŚinterested in you romantically as well. God, I shouldâve lied, I can feel that cocky ass smirk on your face as I speak.â
âI am dominant,â he corrects me, âBut repeat what you said. Are you romantically interested in me?â
I roll my eyes, âYes, Toji. Happy?â
âVery.â
âMhm. I think you like that idea a little too much. But, itâs unfortunate that I have to get off the phone. I have to go handle some infuriated customer at the shop, mentally preparing myself for the bullshit as we speak,â I sigh.
âDamn. This late?â
âThis late. My shop runs overnight too, my artists love making some money.â
âMe and your artists have that in common⌠I wanted to talk to you a little bit longer,â he admits.
âSeems like someoneâs more interested than they make themselves to be,â I flirtatiously hum, âBut seriously, I do have to go. Iâm sorry. Youâll see me in three days, soâŚthink on that.â
"I'll be thinking about you for the next three days."
âGoodbye, Toji.â I smiled, hanging up with a small flush on my cheeks. I press my hands to my face as I lay out on the couch, laughing to myself in embarrassment. Dammit. I was such a softy.
áĄá ľá áĄŕĄŕ ˘ŕ â¸ŕťŕ Ąŕ Łá ߯á ŕ Łŕ áĄŕ Łŕ á á ŕ ˘ŕ đĄ~âĄ
âOKAY. OKAY. FUCK. OKAY, THIS IS GOOD, RIGHT?â
I stand in the mirror of my bedroom, twisting and turning my body as I stare at myself. The black corset clung to my figure. The long skirt I wear is equally tight as my hips struck out, my right hip peeking through from the high slit on one side.
âI mean, itâs not too much, right?â I frown at myself.
âGirl, Iâd fuck you. You look amazing,â my friend compliments.
âThank you. But Iâm not looking for him to fuck me, maâam. I actuallyâŚfind myself liking him.â
âOoh, the Ice Queen has a heart?â
ââŚ.I might want him to shake my uterus loose. Just a little bit,â I admit.
My friend laughs, âThatâs what I thought. But seriously, you look beautiful, Oniâ. If he doesnât want you, weâll go out to the bar and find a man that does!â
âThank you. But I donât want a drunken idiot. I want him,â I say honestly.
My ginger hair comes down in wavy layers as I brush my fingers through it. The color compliments my winged eyes, lips a dark shade of mauve. I hope I can survive in the skimpy strapless heel I wear, a small pink bow on the front straps. I blew out a breath.
âWhat if heââ
âGirl. You said you were practically caked up with him until damn near five a.m. If the man doesnât like you, heâs insane.â
I try to shake my insecurities as I exhale, âYouâre right. Okay. Iâm gonna go, I love you. If I donât text back in the next two hours, put a police report out on me!â
âOr youâre getting criminally fucked,â my friend smirks.
âYouâre disgusting, and that was a horrible pun. Goodbye.â
I hang up the phone, spraying myself of my vanilla perfume as I take another spin in the mirror. I knew I looked good, I just hoped that he felt the same way. Grabbing the small gift bag, I grab my keys as I quickly make my way out of the door.
My heart stammers in my chest as I turn the music up in my Lamborghini, speeding down the road to block out the noise in my head. I usually never had an issue with presenting myself to anyone, especially a man. Why was he any different?
As I think to myself, I look down at the map on the screen of my radio, looking up to see that I was pulling in what looked to be an extremely wealthy neighborhood. All the houses seemed to be older, simple and light colored as I slowed myself down the road. One particular house stood out. As I came to the end of the neighborhood, the last house stood by itself, spaced out between all the others. It was all black, contemporarily styled as it was flat unlike the other houses that were pointed. Most of the walls within this house were glass, my eyes able to see into the home that had all black furniture, marble granite counters and other lavish items. I raised my eyebrow as the map confirmed that I had made it to my destination.
âWhat the hellâŚâ
I pull my car into the circular driveway, parking next to the three cars that slanted above the grey brick on the ground. They were an all black, matte wrapped Rolls Royce, G-Wagon and a Corvette.
âHuh,â I muttered to myself.
I stepped out of the car, holding my skirt as I slowly made my way up to the front door. My heart began stammering itself again, I took a deep breath as I rang the doorbell. The longer it took for the door to open, the more I thought about just walking away and going home.
The door then swings open, my eyes following up to that same darkly attractive face. This time, with no clothes. He stood there in a dark red towel covering his lower half, using another towel as he dried his onyx hair. My eyes glanced down to the tattoo Iâd previously seen, watching it snake all the way up to the side of his neck. The body that Iâd see before was now in full view, more perfectly toned and defined up close. His veins traveled in his arms, flexing as he dried himself off.
âHey, Pretty. Iâm sorry for not being ready, Megumiâs pacifier went missing before I put him down for his morning nap, so that fucked up my track of time. You wouldâve thought that shit was world war three,â he explains. He eyes me up and down as he then takes my hand, kissing my palm. âYou look fuckinâ gorgeous.â
âThank you,â I replied, âAnd itâs fineâŚdid you find it?â
I try to distract myself as my eyes flicker down to the bulge that stares back at me, bigger than Iâd imagine it to be.
âYeah, in his damn toy box. Let me get dressed, Iâll come meet you back downstairs. Come in.â
I nod my head, watching as he turns away and begins walking down the hall, my upper body leaning into the door as I watch him.
âYou still lookinâ?â He calls teasingly, obviously noticing my eyes.
âMhmâŚâ I call back, watching as he disappears down the hallway.
Closing the door behind myself, I notice that all of his shoes are by the front. I take that as a sign that he doesnât allow shoes on his floor, removing my heels next to the outrageously smaller shoes next to his. My eyes take in the up-close scenery of this house, all black architecture with minimalist decoration. Paintings of women with no faces lay along his walls, silver electronics sat on the tables, leading up to a TV as big as a theater screen. My ears catch attention to the music dancing all around the house, I nearly roll my eyes.
âOf course this motherfucker listens to Brent,â I mutter.
I sit the small gift bag I have against the table, leaning myself on the end as I continue to stare at his home. My eyes come back down as he now appears, fully dressed in a black long sleeve and matching sweatpants.
âThe present is for Megumi Iâm assuming? Kiss ass,â he disses.
I roll my eyes, âWhatever, hater. Donât be mad cause you didnât think of it!â
âWhatâs in there?â He repeats, crossing his arms over his chest.
âWell, since you think Iâm such a kiss ass, I thought Iâd buy some Silicone Teethers for your baby, and to help your big headed ass.â
âMy headâs that big?â
âAnyways, I figured these would be better for soothing the pain. You can put these in the freezer. I also got him a new pacifier as well.â
âCute,â is all he says, his gaze shifting down my body.
âWhereâs Megumi?â I then raise my eyebrows, âYouâre easily distracted.â
âI canât help myself,â he shrugs, âHeâs still down from his nap earlier.â
âMmm,â I reply back, scanning him up and down as I compliment, âYou have a nice ass house. But what do you do for work? I mean, luxury cars, inputted speakers in the ceiling? You in the mafia or something?â
âYouâre half right, but itâs not always mafia related work.â
âOh hell. I was joking,â I reminded him, âYouâre serious?â
âAnd I get paid damn well for it.â
âAnd you trust me to keep this secret?â
âYou can do whatever you want with that information, see where it gets you.â
âOoh, boy. Please donât get smacked,â I threaten.
âI appreciate the stuff you got him, seriously. Thank you. Trynaâ play mommy already?â He grins.
âYou wish. The hopeless romantic you are, Toji,â I sigh, âHavenât even been around me for an hour yet. Sure you arenât falling in love already?â
âWho said that I wasnât? Iâm a grown ass man, I like you. And?â
He came closer to me as I still leaned against the end of the table, hovering over my frame as he stared down at me. I grinned to myself, âWell I might like you too, but I like playing hard to get.â
âThatâs cool, I like to play with my prey before I catch it,â He plays back with me.
I raise my eyebrows, âYouâre one arrogant bastard, arenât you?â
The natural flirtation had returned. I raise my hand out as I place it at the bottom of his shirt, twisting as I tug him forward.
âYou like it,â he comes even closer, bringing his eyes down to my lips as he leans in. I then pressed my hand against his lips as I stopped him from kissing me, giggling sultrily as I said, âI think you should go get your son, Toji.â
âNah, I shouldnât.â
I shake my head, amused at his now irritated face as I push him back and say, âYou should. Iâll be here.â
âYou better be,â he gruffly responds, turning as he makes his way back down the hallway of his house. I blew out a breath, my composure coming down as I felt my heart slowly speeding itself up. As I looked around, I began to wonder how many women had been in this house. It wasnât my business, but I just wanted to make sure I wasnât one of his conquests.
I turn my head as I hear footsteps making their way back towards the living room, ridding my mind of all the thoughts I had.
âYou look nervous,â he notices.
âNot at all,â I lied.
I look behind him as I hear small footsteps clumsily making their way into the living room, my heart melting all over again as Megumi appears. He wears a brown wool onesie, the hoodie attached to the neck part having animal ears that looked to be bears. He wears a small golden chain around his wrist.
âDonât ask about the onesie, the boy loves his teddy bears,â Toji shakes his head.
Instead of coming straight towards me, we both watched as Megumi stumbled around the room, observing everything that he could as he walked around. His cheeks were fat and full, movements reckless as he was bumping into things by accident.
I slowly squat down as I smile softly, âHi, handsome. Miss me?â
Megumi's head quickly turned around as he heard me, his big golden eyes now meeting mine. Excitement comes along his soft face, a squeak releasing from his lips as he nearly falls over, staggering to me. I laugh shockingly as I catch him in my arms, picking him up as I squeeze gently.
"Ah shit. He likes you,â Toji smacks his lips.
âMmm, I think he does, too. Now, didnât you say that we were betting on winning his affection? Cause I think Iâm doing pretty well. He recognized me all the way from the grocery store.â
âI think youâve won the bet.â
âI know I did,â Megumi wraps his small arms around my neck and hair, leaning himself against my chest. I cooed, âHi, sweetheart. I got you something, wanna see?â I knew that he couldnât respond, but I still wanted to communicate with him.
âLook,â I turn, sitting him against the large black table, pulling out the teether I mentioned earlier. I also grabbed the small rattle I hadnât mentioned to Toji, placing it in his hand. I take his wrist as I gently shook it from side to side to show him what to do. Megumi began to shake it around, his eyes lighting up with excitement as he did so.
âI think I mightâve chosen the wrong toy for your Daddyâs sake. Seems like he wonât be sleeping for a while,â I whisper, playfully rubbing my finger against Megumiâs cheek.
I could hear him chuckling behind me, coming forward as he kissed the baby's cheek, âYou like everything, lilâ man?â
âHm?â I then lift the cold pacifier I have in the bag as well as other cold toys, placing it in his mouth. The baby hummed softly in response, causing me to smile, turning to Toji as I spoke, âHe really does like everything!â
âI can tell, you like everything, hm?â He then raises the baby up in the air, giggles flying all around the room. I laugh quietly at their interaction.
âSo, how many women have you played house with like this?â I canât keep this question to myself anymore.
He holds Megumi to his chest as he hears my question, raising his eyebrow as he replies, âMany women, if you really wanna know.â
That made me roll my eyes as he then continued, âBut donât act like you havenât had as many men in comparison.â
âMmm, I actually havenât. But as for you, thatâll be an issue if you expect me to take you seriously,â I tilt my head.
âWhat are you trying to say?â
I sigh. âYouâre sexy, Toji. Iâm not stupid to think you donât have multiple notches on that bed post of yours, you have a child, for godâs sake. Your sexual appetite is probablyâŚhungry at all times. Especially if you had a woman crazy enough to moan that she wanted your child. But seriously, I donât care about that. I just wanna make sure Iâm not another one of your conquests, cause if thatâs the case, we can cut this interaction extremely short.â
The amusement on his face makes a glare almost come to mine. When he notices that Iâm entirely serious he comes forward as he says âYou arenât,â affirming my suspicion.
âWeâll see,â I then hum. âSo, were we gonna spend the rest of the day with Megumi? Or did you want me all to yourself, you did seem a little jealous on the phone,â I tease.
"I would actually like to spend some alone time with you...but if you're okay with just spending the rest of the day with Megumi, I'm fine with that too,â he replies, shrugging as he awaits my answer.
âMmm, I think I can spend some time with you, Daddy,â I said sultrily, âWhere will Megumi be?â
âDonât start something you canât finish,â he warns, âThink Iâll probably put him down for his evening nap.â
âSure. He seems to beâŚalready there,â I giggle as I then notice Megumi passed out on Tojiâs chest.
âIâll go put him down. Want a glass of wine? I donât do that expensive shit, it isnât all that goodâŚdo you drink Stella Rose?â He asks.
I place my hands on my chest as I sigh dreamily, âYou had me at Stella Rose.â
âYes maâam,â he nods, making his way back down the hallway. He then came back and went into the kitchen. I sat myself along the sofa, my eyes sweeping over his large arms, wondering how strong he was. I could feel a chill go down my spine at the thought.
I take the glass out of his hand as I see he also poured himself a glass of brown liquor, âThank you,â pressing my lips up to the sweet drink. He sits himself against the sofa next to me, scooting me closer to him as he pulls my legs over his thigh.
âSo, tell me, whatâs the plan for you in a couple of years. You mentioned yourâŚ.illegal activities, anything else you wanna do career wise?â I curiously ask.
âMmm, own a jet, build an enterprise, be able to buy Megumi anything he wants under the sun. AndâŚtime travel,â he shrugs, sipping his drink.
âIâm assuming you have a planâŚâ he asks curiously, finding my topic to be intriguing.
âWell, eventually. My business is doing great as of right now. All my artist get paid pretty well for their work, so I want to get to a point where I can open multiple shops nationwide. Iâll have managers for those shops, not even have to do any of the work. Just watch the money roll in,â I shrug.
âSounds like youâre pretty confident in yourself.â
âIâm pretty cocky when it comes to my career, Iâll admit. Iâm a badass tattoo artist, the work speaks for itself. My pen is fucking dangerous,â I admit, taking another sip of my wine, giggling to myself. I was becoming a little tipsy, I knew that.
âI hope you really got the skills to back it up then,â he grins.
âOf course. All the ink on my body, Iâve done myself.â
He scans my body, noticing all the ink upon it. He then asks, âWhatâs your biggest piece?â
âFor sure my tiger. As you can see it kinda swims to my thigh,â I refer to the red ink that scales my skin, âEverything else was kinda out of pure boredom. But pure boredom caused that scar on my ass, so,â I laugh.
"Youâre saying that you have more pieces due to pure boredom alone..." He repeated with a soft chuckle, finding it funny. When I mentioned the scar on my ass, he burst out laughing.
"How in the hell...did you get a scar on your ass?" He asked, unable to stop laughing.
âI tried to do a tattoo on my ass and went too hard with the needle. Itâs a sad story,â I pout.
" Were you drunk at the time or something?"
I smack his arm as he still laughs, âHey! Laughing is not allowed. I pride myself on tattooing in any state of mind. ButâŚmaybe I was a bit inebriated,â I admit, taking another sip of wine.
âYouâre crazyâŚâ
âI have a nice ass, what can I say? I thought some ink would look nice on there,â I shrug, laughing with him.
âIâll agree, that ass is something else,â he shrugs, finishing off his drink.
âOh? So you admit youâve been looking at my ass?â I raise my eyebrow, âAnd oh, câmon! Iâm sure you have a bad drunk story.â
âNothing as wild as your shit,â he chuckles.
âWhatever,â I shrug, âBack to this time travel thing, were you serious?â
âKindaâŚyou know in mythology, time travel is real.â
âOh god, are you tipsy?â I joke, âHm. Well, what would you do if you had the ability to time travel?â
âProbably travel back to a time where my family was alive. Iâd change a lot,â he responds.
âPretty understanding. To meet the people that created you is a wondrous adventure, Iâd assume. Or a horrible idea. Same difference. Iâd steal the Statue of Liberty or something, I donât give a damn if itâs an important artifact. The bitch is terrifying,â I finish off my glass of wine.
âSomething we can agree on. You uhâŚgood on the wine?â He tilts his head.
âBoy, please. I drink wine like I drink water. And what the hell were you drinking? Does it turn you into a monster or something?â
He shakes his head, chuckling. âNah, nothing like that. It was just Crown. Shit just makes me a little more flirty and outspoken.â
âSo your regular self, then?â
âExactly.â
âSo how are you feeling right now then? About me?â I ask curiously.
âAbout you?â He repeats, thinking to himself, âIâd say I find you pretty charming, funny, sexy. All of the above.â
âAndâŚyouâre physically attracted to me?â I lean closer to him, a warmth over my entire body that only happened when I drank. Damn you Stella Rose.
âIâd be lying if I wasnât, Oniâ.â
âWell good, cause I find you pretty attractive as well,â I smile, âIf you remember, you umâŚtried to kiss me before you brought Megumi out,â I mentioned.
âDid I?â He replies, a sarcasm along his face. Now he was playing with me. âI think you liked that shit, didnât you?â
âI did. I think⌠I might want you to test your luck againâŚâ I tempted.
âReally?â He grins, seeing as I have a new set of confidence within myself, eyeing me up and down as I crawl closer to him.
âMhm,â I sat my wine glass down, pushing myself up as I now straddled his lap. I placed his hands on my hips.
His eyes widened slightly, fingers gripping around my hips yet he said nothing as he watched me. I then asked, âWhatâs wrong?â trailing my finger down his chest, bringing my eyes up innocently.
ââŚNothingâŚâ he stumbles, still unable to say more than that.
âWhat happened to that cocky man that always wanted things his way, hm? I think I miss himâŚâ I trail off, biting back my smile.
âYeah? Thatâs what you want?â His eyes come down, staring down at my lips. I could tell that he was tempted to kiss me, and if being honest, I really wanted him to.
âI meanâŚTojiâŚâ I slowly come forward, hovering my lips right above his as I speak, âIf you wanna kiss meâŚcome take what you want.â
Itâs almost as if the suggestion made something in him snap. The urge that had been slowly building up was now in control of him, as he leaned forward, closing the tiny distance between our mouths. But instead of just taking what he wanted from me, he started to gently brush his lips against mine in a slower, softer way. With all the flirting I did earlier to get to him, it was his time to do the same.
His lips slowly ran against mine, teasingly touching my bottom lip before he moved to the top one as well. It felt all too enticing. His teasing caused me to grip the bottom of his shirt, twisting it slightly as he made me aroused. I whimpered at this movement embarrassingly, wanting to pull him closer. He couldn't help but smirk. He slowly grabbed my hips as he brought himself closer to me. I wanted more.
âDonât play with me,â I beg, âKiss me.â
"I think I'll keep playing..." He countered, thankfully having no plans to keep me waiting any longer. His hands gripped my hips tightly as he moved his mouth against mine, passion flooding in. My words had caused him to lose control of himself, and the flirty talk from earlier was nowhere in sight. He also wanted more. Badly.
I moved my lips with his, nearly losing my senses as his tongue was in my mouth, taking control of the kiss as if he were trying to assert his dominance. I relaxed in his hold, allowing myself to submit to him. I was in a trance. Iâd never been so aroused from just a kiss, the ache between my thighs beginning to grow as I slowly grind myself against him, moaning softly at the feeling.
He was practically filled with adrenaline. His hands gripped tightly around my hips as my moan echoed in the room, he moaned softly in response to my movement. His lips ran aggressively against mine, tongue exploring my mouth. When he pulled back, I now felt his lips along my throat, holding the side of my neck as he sucked the skin. I closed my eyes and breathed harshly, âTâTojiâŚI think youâre a little drunkâŚâ I giggle, my breath hitching intensely.
"Yeah...maybe I am a little bit..." He muttered softly against my neck as he continued to lightly suck, enjoying the way I was reacting to his actions. He definitely wasn't stopping what he was doing, now biting my flesh.
I moaned at the slight pain from him biting the skin, feeling myself becoming more aroused. I could feel my corset lowering, my nipples being exposed to him and my face flushed in embarrassment as I tried to pull the material up. I kept thinking, was this gonna lead to sex? Was I ready for that with him?
âTojiâŚI justâŚwait,â I breathed, his mouth all over my skin, âI justâŚwanna make sure that this is the right time for us to do thisâŚâ I kept talking, moaning as he continued to touch me.
"Well...â He breathed out in between kisses, âWhen do you think is the right time?"
âI donât knowâŚIâguess there isnât necessarily a tâtime,â I responded, aroused at every touch he made against my skin, I moaned again for him as I whimpered, âSâsoâŚgoodâŚâ
I knew the way I answered with a stutter caused his eyebrow to raise in curiosity, deciding to probe a little further. His hands roamed all over my body as his kisses traced my neck, speaking to me in a flirty tone.
"So...you're telling me...that it doesn't necessarily matter the time when we do this? Because...if that's the case..." He sighed, hands sliding down to my thighs.
âNânoâŚâ I shivered, realizing that he was now messing with me. I wanted him to continue. Dammit. Why was I nervous again? I could barely respond back to him. I inhaled a sharp breath as I then felt his hand find my hair, tugging as he used his other hand to grip my throat, pulling me close to his face.
"Ahh...so now you're getting scared..." he whispered into my ear.
âIâm not scaredâŚâ I panted, trying to remove his hand from my throat as he gripped a bit tighter, pulling me so close to his face as he cockily smiled. I couldnât help it, I loved the way he was talking to me.
"You sure?" His hand readjusted with the intent to squeeze harder if I kept resisting.
âMââŚnot scared of you, TojiâŚâ I gritted out my teeth.
The way I spoke made him smirk even more at my words. He wanted to hear me say something.
"Oh? Well, what are you scared of, then?" He whispered softly against my ear, the hand that was previously in my hair sliding up my thighs, squeezing my ass gently.
I was nervous to actually admit this. I then closed my eyes as I responded, âHow rârough you can beâŚâ I admit. I was intimidated by him, but it only excited me more.
"Thatâs how you want it?"
I nodded my head, shivering at his mouth against my ear, âYes, please.â I nodded again.
I barely had time to react. My breath hitched as he then flipped our positions on the sofa, I grunt as he bent me over the furniture, pushing my back inward so I arched my body against him. He ripped my skirt off of my legs, my ears hearing the material shred lightly. I jump as he spanks the skin of my thigh.
âSo politeâŚâ
âTojiâŚIâŚâ
I took in another sharp breath as he pulled me upwards to where my back met with his chest, his hand coming around from behind as it gripped my throat, pulling me close to him. He used his other hand as he ripped the lace of my underwear apart, the fabric trickling down to the ground. My eyes flicked upwards to the wall across from us. I could see myself in full view. He twisted my hair in his fist, tugging me up to look in his eyes. Leaning down, he spread my flesh apart with his fingers as he attached his mouth between my legs, immediately sucking on my clit. I closed my eyes as a moan plummeted from my lips. I arched myself forward, his hand in my hair pulling me backwards onto his tongue, mouth creating a sloshing sound against my core. I groaned at the feeling, swaying my hips to match his movement. He grunted against my skin, spanking his palm down on my ass in repetitions.
My stomach cramped as I tensed, arching myself down to see him from behind me. His eyes flicked up to mine, a grin surfacing against my skin. He closed his eyes as he placed his hands under my legs, pulling me backwards as he moaned, full on making out with my lower lips, tongue continuously dipping in and out of my opening.
ââShit ainât never tasted so good, baby. Never had anything like you. Imma eat your shit until you squirt,â he groans.
Itâs unfortunate that I wasnât too long from doing that. I could barely hold myself together, circling my hips onto his face, his tongue lapping as if he starved for me, ached for me. He was chaotic in the best way, face diving entirely into me, sucking harshly on my clit as he gripped my hips, grinding me against his tongue. I could feel myself gushing before I could realize. He encourages, âYeah, baby. She listening to me, huh?â
I shuddered against him, taking in the breath Iâd lost as he now fully stands. He removed his shirt, throwing it to the side as he brought his eyes to mine.
âCome take these off, see whatâs finnaâ be yours soon.â
I turn fully, seeing him back up. âCrawl,â he demands.
The heat in my body turned up with every word he said. I lower myself off the sofa, placing my hands in front of each other as my legs sultrily follow, flicking my eyes up to his as I pull his sweatpants down. His length springs in front of my face, bigger than Iâd seen from his bulge earlier. It was heavy in my hand as I immediately brought my fingers around it, his hand coming back into my hair as he tugged my eyes upwards, âYou want it in your mouth?â
âYes,â I nodded.
âOf course you fuckinâ do,â he pulls my jaw open, sliding himself in between my lips, filling my mouth until I felt him in the back of my throat. He grunts, my mouth bobbing against his hips as I choke, humming out the drool releasing from the sides of my lips.
I tried my best to keep up with his movements, swaying my neck back and forward as I closed my eyes, moaning as he fixed himself to the back of my throat. He pulls out from my mouth, slapping himself against my tongue as he speaks, âTreating this shit like it already belongs to you, hm?â
I nod my head. He leans himself down as he slides his hand to where it meets the side of my face, keeping a slight grip of my jaw beneath his fingers. I had never seen myself be this immediately submissive towards a man. But I also didnât feel bad about it either.
âWanna put it back in your mouth, or you want me to fuck you?â
âFuck me.â
âPlease?â He raises an eyebrow.
âPlease,â I softly repeat myself.
âThatâs what I thought,â he replies smugly, lightly smacking the side of my cheek. I have the urge to roll my eyes, nipples hardening at the hand along my face.
As Iâm back against the sofa, I turn myself to face the mirror to see my expression was now purely filled with lust, wanting to fulfill the fantasy I imagined every time I stared at him. He follows behind me as he brings his hand to back of my neck. I had no room to argue as he leaned me forward, my nipples pressing against the leather material. He takes his other hand as he grips my hip, tip bobbing up and down gently along my folds. He pushed himself in inch by inch, stretching me in a way Iâd never felt before, causing my mouth to drop open. I gasped loudly. I felt a deep pinch in my lower stomach, the feeling equally overriding in a deep sense of pleasure. I whimpered loudly, âTojiiiâŚâ
He couldn't help but grin at the way I reacted to him. His grip around my throat became tighter when he heard these things, my shivering continuing as our hips met one another. Chills crawled up my spine. He moved slowly at first, taking his time as it caused me to drag out a moan, feeling every single pleasure from him. I closed my eyes, using the sofa as leverage as I found something to hold onto. âOh godâŚâ
His gentle movement allowed this feeling to last a lifetime. My moans seemed to be something that he found extremely hot, planning to continue the pace to keep it going for as long as possible. His hand circled around to the front of my throat, continuing to move against me, not speeding it up just yet. I wasnât sure if I wanted more or if this was just as perfect.
âOh myâŚâ I gasped, trembling as I bit my lip to control my voice. His slow movements were driving me insane, feeling so good. I couldnât hide the amount of pleasure I felt as I kept talking to him, âBabyâŚâ I called, finding another term of endearment for him, âFâFeels so good,â I nodded my head.
âI know.â
I continued to gasp, shake, moan, and whimper. He knew it was driving me insane, wanting to keep moving slowly for as long as possible. My words were more than enough to fill his ego. He continued to go at the same pace for a bit, then began to speed up. He was curious to see just how much more pleasure he could make me feel.
My grip on the sofa became tighter. He loosened his hold on my throat as he then moved that same hand upwards as he slid his fingers in my mouth, using the leverage to pull me back against him. I then began helping him, moving myself back to match his rhythm, causing me to moan a bit louder.
âTojiâŚ.â Is all I could say, my head falling back as I moaned, his fingers shoving deeper in my throat. I lost control of my own rhythm, the leverage he had against me stronger as he bounced me back onto him. My eyes fluttered shut as I gasped from the feeling, whining as I continued to filthily bounce against him. I babbled, âTojiâŚbabyâŚmy godâŚ.â I just couldnât stop myself. I slowly began to feel pleasurable tears forming in my eyes.
"Is that all you can say at this point? Is that what I've reduced you to? Just a simple whimper and my name?â He says back to me, continuing to thrust himself back in. His rhythm became faster as he dragged me back down more aggressively. My noises became louder, more feminine and filled with pleasure. He was right. I couldnât stop moaning his name. He then added another hand to my throat, now gripping it harder this time with two hands as I bounced back and forth.
âTojiâŚIâI canâtâŚâ I panted, whining as I wrapped my hand around one of his wrists, neither of his hands letting up from their hold against my throat. I looked up as I could see the mirror across from the sofa, my eyes closing embarrassingly as I could see myself. My flustered and submissive face. When I saw Toji noticing my stare, I grunted as he forcefully pointed my face to the mirror, now snapping his hips into mine.
âYouâre a big girl, Oniâ. I know you can talk to me. You can't do what?â He asks, âLook at you, big girlâ . He keeps my face up to my reflection, âTaking my dick like this. Your pussy is gripping the fuck out of me. She likes it, so I know you do. Keep whining. I love that shit.â
I closed my eyes, unable to hold myself together anymore. I cried out, âOh my goddd. I love the way youâre fucking me, baby. Yes,â I groaned, crying out louder as he never stopped his movements.
He smiled as I cracked beneath him, my moans uncontrollable at this point. The way I cried out for him was a way I never responded to any man in bed. His hands now tightened around my throat in a way that it was almost too much, yet there was no second of my mouth shutting. I just kept going.
âI hate you,â I cried, âYouâre making me feel so⌠fucking good,â I moaned loudly, my eyes unable to snatch themselves away from his face in the mirror.
His grip finally loosened a bit, still remaining firm as he started to go even faster against me. His low laugh echoed along the room in a way that heightened my embarrassment. However, he'd keep going anyway.
He pulled me upward and close to his chest, holding me firmly as he fucked me. My ears listened as he brought his lips to them, speaking filthily, "You know you love it when I choke you, right? You like the fact that I take controlâŚYou like being used by me..â
I closed my eyes, whimpering and crying like a baby. I nodded my head as I trembled, âYes. Yes. YesssssâŚâ was all I could make out.
Our bodies were in unison, his ego most likely in the high heavens by now. The way he spoke filthily into my ear would only cause him to hit more buttons, he held my face tightly in his hold, voice right in my ear. He spoke into it, sending chills down my spine.
"Say it, babyâŚâ
ââŚSay..whatâŚâ I panted heavily, bringing my eyes away from the mirror.He was implausible, never slowing down his movements. I was listening.
"Say you belong to me..." He spoke in a firm tone, holding both of my hands down behind my back as he kept up with his movements.
âNâno,â I stuttered, biting my lip as I lowered my head. He used the leverage he had on my arms pulled behind me and pulled me up again, forcing me to look at myself in the mirror as he bounced me back onto him harder than before. I whined, my entire body trembling beneath him. The fact that I didn't immediately obey his commands caught his attention, as he'd grip me harder to make me look at myself as well as him. The bouncing back and forth on the sofa made my muscles weak as he kept going, speaking to me through both the mirror and his own mouth.
"Such a stubborn girl...do you want to be owned by me, or do I need to break you first..."
I closed my eyes, saying nothing in response. I could feel the arrogance pouring off of him, a low sob releasing from my chest as he tugged me back against him, my arms begging to be released from his hold. His smirk grew even more as I didn't respond to his words, keeping me close to his body. He knew I enjoyed every second of this.
âMy fuckinâ godâŚ.Daddy,â I whined, my entire body purely hot from embarrassment as I called him this, his movements making me submissively chaotic. I watched him in the mirror, unable to hold myself together as I kept babbling, âIâm yours, baby. Itâs yours. All of it. Just donât stop. My god. Donât stop.â
I spoke all of this into the mirror. I meant every word I said. His hips plummeted into mine, merciless as our skin slapped together. My entire vision filled with the image of my own body, hot and trembling, as he continued to go.
âTell me Iâm yours, I love when you talk to me. Tell me Iâm fucking yours,â I cry, knowing Iâd hate myself later for it, âTell me Iâm a good girl, Iâm listening, you make me feel so good. No one hasâŚâ I took in another breath, âEver made me fâfeel this good.â
"You're mine," he spoke now, sounding more aggressive and demanding.
âSay it again,â I beg, seeing the tears in my face as I looked in the mirror, biting my lip as I couldnât stop moaning.
He smirked as I begged. He knew I would despise myself later on, but the words made him smile even more. It all filled him with so much arrogance.
âYouâre mine.â He repeated this to me, drilling himself between my hips, skin wetly coming together each time he was inside me.
âYes. Iâm yours baby, all yours. Yes. Yes. Yes.âŚâ I said through each movement, crying out in a way Iâd never heard myself before.
"And you belong to me?â He asks, grin on his face as he'd make the movements a bit slower. As if he was teasing me for the next answer.
âNobody else, Daddy,â my tears poured in a quick stream, dropping down onto the sofa as he had his way with me.
The way he heard these words, the way I answered him so quickly. I knew for a fact that Iâd never forget tonight, and he knew that Iâd be begging for him again soon. Very soon.
âIâm so closeâŚ.Iâm gonnaâŚplease donât stop, Toji. PleaseâŚâ I called to him, full on crying now, my body trembling so hard that I had to firmly hold myself up.
"Beg me..." he demanded. He was moving slower, as if he was teasing me even more. There was no tiredness in his voice, as I was becoming extremely exhausted from each movement he made against me.
âIâm begging, baby. Please. Iâll never stop fucking begging,â I cried, dragging out my words.
"Good girl..." he spoke, a chuckle hiding in his tone. My tension began to rise, my body becoming harder and harder to hold as he was still going slow. His grip on my throat didn't loosen this time, holding onto me firmly. I could feel that same pinch beginning to build in the pit of my stomach, begging to be released from his pleasurable touch.
My body relaxed, my wet eyes shutting and taking him as he sped up again. I giggled as I whined, âThatâs it , baby. Just the way I wanted it. Yessss.â
"Just a little bit more..."
âYesâŚjust a little moreâŚIâm gonnaâŚ.â My wet eyes cascaded tears from them, looking up into the mirror as I watched him. âLook at me, look how good youâre making me feel, IâŚIâll never think about anyone elseâŚâ
He moaned at my words. The way he made me see myself in the mirror, he knew this was exactly what I wanted. His movements became more sloppy, tugging me back and forth in a way he didnât care, like he hated me. He wanted me to beg for him again.
âIâŚ.justâŚdonât stop. Right thereâŚthatâs my spotâŚyouâre hitting it so goodâŚâ I whined, my body shivering chaotically.
"Is that a good spot for you, baby?" A cockiness had never left his voice, almost mocking mine. He angled himself as he lowered down, swiveling his hips into me, my hips wining as they followed his motion.
âY-es,â my voice broke as I spoke back, hiccuping my cries, âIâm falling in love with the way youâre fucking meâŚ.â I jumbled out, not even hearing my own words as they came out in moans. He slowly pulled himself out as he then slammed back into me. No noise releases from my mouth as itâs now agape, eyes rolling to the back of my head as if I were possessed.
âTojiâŚIâm closeâŚâ I bit my lip again, fluttering my wet eyes, my body unable to hold itself up.
âDonât tell me something I already know. Look at that pretty fucking face,â he forces my eyes up to the mirror again, twisting his hand in my hair as he turned my ear to his lips. His voice was like a sinister taunt in my mind, reading how much power he had over me as he continued, âSquirt all over my dick. Paint it like itâs finnaâ be yours. It is yours,â he grips my hair tighter, pulling himself out slowly as he moans, âLook at you, baby, creaming my shit. Looks like you want to cum. Might have to give you more than that,â he doesnât stop. He slams back in, bouncing me back with just one hand as he promises, âMegumi needs a sibling. Might just give you a fucking baby.â
I screamed. I screamed in a way that I never screamed before. My body trembled, the pressure at the bottom of my stomach releasing as I orgasmed. I turned my head towards him as I begged, âKiss me Daddy, please.â
His breath was heavy as he heard me finally reach my climax, he knew all of this was just the result of him keeping me on the edge and teasing for so long. The sound of me screaming with pleasure filled his ear, that fucking scream of mine, it was something that would haunt my memory for a long long time to come. The way I begged him at the end made his grip loosen on my throat, turning his face over to kiss me.
He moaned against my lips, a kiss more intimate than any time before entering my mouth as I felt a warmth filling inside me, his body never completely stopping as we grind against each other. I whimpered as my body relaxed, accepting the kiss further. Making out with this man in a way that I wouldâve kissed my husband. I was fucking crazy. As I opened my eyes, I fully saw myself for the first time. My makeup was all over my face, mascara running down my cheeks as I stared at him. My entire face was completely red. I couldnât believe who I had become. It was as if he could see all of my thoughts. But instead of being empathetic, he simply brought his hand around my throat as he hovered his face over my neck, dragging his tongue along the skin. I laughed sultrily, breathless in my entire being as all I said was, âYou really are fuckinâ evil.â
The sound of Megumi crying also filled my ears with his arrogant chuckle. That reaction told me that from that point on, I was indeed fucked.
âDamn right,â he grunted.Â
So I saw this tweet and thought then and there: Toji's fingers and how deliciously thick they are. Just imagine you always looking at his hands and being in absolute awe every time you look at them...And Toji uses this little infatuation to his advantage, to which you have no complaints.
A/n: Now I know it seems like I'm stalling my make-up sex Toji fic, but please accept this as a gift from my procrastinating ass (I swear idk what's wrong with me, I'm recently getting back into drawing and trying to relearn everything waaaaaahhh)!! I saw the new trailer and squealed seeing Toji (nothing new, lol), but then that tweet popped up right after, and I noticed how thick they animated his fingers!! So I just ran to my keyboard, and boom! Here we are!! Also, tysm for 400+ followers like???!!! Y'all are far too sweet and kind, ya know that!? Tysm~~~
Cw: dom! Toji x fem! reader - fingering (obvi) - fingers in your mouth - Daddy kink - breast fondling - finger sucking - praise - pet names (angel, baby, darlin', good girl, kiddo, sweetie, sweetheart) - clitoral play (pushed down by finger)- mention of violence (reason for Toji's scars) - ends with overstimulation (fem! receiving).
Wc: 1.5k
There is no doubt that you love Toji unconditionally and blatantly. That is the truth. There's no denying he isn't an ideal man; both of you understand that. He has many flaws that you're perfectly aware of. Yet despite said imperfections, you choose to stick beside and love him as if he's worthy (which baffles the older, tall man).
There are many things you love about Toji. But if you could pick one thing you loved about Toji, it would be his hands. When he holds them, your hand is dwarfed by his big palm. When he pulls you close to him by the waist when you two are in a crowded area. Or when he cups your face and kisses you before leaving for hitman work.
Palms are rugged and large that effortlessly warm you up. Fingers calloused and decorated with faded scars that each hold a story. Veins that stem from the bulky arms contour all the way down to the back of his palms.
His hands. His big, rough, warm, and scarred hands. You love them so much. And you're not the only one who knows this.
Toji is no fool. He can sense your eyes observing him from across the room as he's washing the dishes from the kitchen. He doesn't have to lift his head to see you on the living room couch where you're supposedly reading something on your phone. But it was apparent your attention wasn't on the small screen in your hands.
"Whatcha lookin' at me for?" Again, not looking at you and finishing the dishes. His scarred lip twists into a smile when you cough nervously before responding.
"Oh, you know. Just looking at my man being so handsome washing those plates." You internally sigh in relief, saving yourself with a quick excuse.
Now Toji looks and grins at you, placing the last plate into the dish rack and drying his hands before walking up to the couch to sit comfortably beside you. His left arm is positioned behind your shoulders, bringing you closer to him. Your heart skips a beat.
Toji grabs the TV remote to change the channel to something interesting, probably sports or some sitcom. Not that you care, because you just watch his fingers press on the channel buttons and place the remote back onto the coffee table. His right hand then moves to his chin to scratch the slight stubble, and your orbs trace the outlines of the tiny scars that harbor on Toji's knuckles. He never entirely told you how those faded tissues came to be, but he'd say that he came out way better than the guy on the other side of his fists ("Fucker had it comin', sweetie. Shouldn't bring a knife to a fist fight.")
Despite coming from such rough events, you don't mind the scars on his fingers. If anything, they make his hands even more attractive to look at.
"Somethin' wrong with my hand, kiddo?"
Uh oh. Your eyes drift to Toji's face, sharp green eyes leer at you, and a smirk is plastered with a mischievous expression. I got caught!
"No, nothing's wrong with them." You place your phone on the coffee table, and your hands move up to grab hold of Toji's hand resting on his chin. "They're...I just like looking at them."
Toji lifts a brow as he hums, removing his hand from your grasp and placing it on your cheek. A big thumb lays on top of your plump lips. "Is that right, darlin'? Ya like my fingers, yeah?"
You nod sheepishly while turning into putty when his fingers squeeze your cheeks with affectionate warmth. The left hand that once rested on your shoulder snakes down to your chest, and small gasp results from the sudden grasp on your soft mound.
"You want Daddy's fingers, baby?" He asks while massaging your breast, lowering his head to your ear so his gruff voice makes you shudder. You answer him with hooded eyes and a wistful nod, his eyes narrowing slightly at the blissful sight. "Lay down fr' me then."
You follow his instructions as he spreads his legs, your upper body resting on his right thigh while the other stations your ass for him. He whistles before rubbing and kneading your ass, while your breathing becomes irregular when he removes your leggings, revealing your panties.
The position limits your view, so you use your senses to feel his fingers teasing from your spine down to the wet spot on your underwear. Your shivers aren't missed by Toji. He laughs. "Gonna be a good girl and let me use my fingers on ya, right, angel?"
"Yes, Daddy." Toji sneers at the title and slides your panties down, your pretty pussy glistening for him to see. Your breath hitches when you feel his left ring finger nestle between your folds. The thick digit slowly but surely makes its way inside you, and a short squeal leaves you when it's entirely within. "Relax, princess. Bein' so good fr' me right now." The older man coaxes you as your cunt adjusts to the finger, his right hand caressing your cheeks for comfort. He pushes the finger further when your breathing returns to a steady rhythm.
Even with the sound from the television present, Toji only listens to the mewls you let out every time he pushes and pulls his thick digit inside you, rubbing on the walls of your tight slit. He enjoys the view of your bare ass and cunt for him to see and toy with, silently humming to himself when listening to your cries of pleasure.
When he feels as though you've adjusted to his ring finger, his middle finger brushes between the lips of your pussy, prompting you to clench hard on him. He laughs at your reaction, "Easy, sweetheart. I know you can take more of me." Toji sneaks his middle between your wet cunt, and a giant gasp quits your body as your hands grip his grey sweatpants. The soft pants from your open mouth fill the room, only for Toji to insert another pair of fingers into your mouth. "It's okay, cry on these hands you love s' much."
And that's all you could do as you let the man bully your poor pussy, your mouth sucking on his right fingers in your mouth while his left-hand abrade your insides. Thick digits stretch your aroused hole, causing your heart to race and your skin to heat up.
"Mmmm, Mmmph!" Words are muffled, and a scream is prevented when you can feel the digits make a 'come hither' motion. The tips of his fingers scrape your velvety walls, your brain turning fuzzy while tears and drool render your face from the stimulating abuse you're going through.
His fingers slide in and out of your slick-covered pussy faster, and you accidentally bite on the digits in your mouth. But Toji doesn't mind, for he knows he's making you feel so fucking good. "Yer grippin' on me so hard, sweetie." His fingers switch to a slow pace, making sure the pads of his two fingers tantalizingly graze your hypersensitive sex. "Gonna come on Daddy's fingers?"
Finally, Toji frees your mouth. Heavy pants exit your lips pooled with drool, saliva from your mouth coats his right middle and forefinger that retreat to holding your face once more. "Yesss, Daddy. Haaaah, I wanna come on yâ Aaahh!! F-fingers..."
How can he deny you when your tearful eyes beg for release? His emerald orbs go dark in hunger, and his grin widens with his teeth emerging from under his scar.
The rough digits in your cunt quicken in reckless haste, forcing out moans to fill the room yet again. The middle and ring fingers assault the gushy walls deep inside your squelching cunt, the noises on par with the thrilled whimpers that exit your mouth.
And Toji uses this to distract you from his forefinger aligning with your clit. When the index finger comes down and swipes around the tender bud, your moans turn into electrified screams, hands gripping the man's leg holding you up. With the erratic pace of the two fingers deeply scraping your pussy, along with the forefinger pressing down on your clitoris, your orgasm hits you with no warning.
You chase out your climax with a euphoric sob, walls fluttering around the fingers responsible for your hips stuttering. After a few moments, your body relaxes onto Toji's legs which keep you still. His right-hand rubs circles on your back.
"Did so good, darlin'." He praises you, and it ends with you blissfully dozing off on his lap.
...Or so you thought.
Because it hasn't been a full minute before he starts moving his fingers in your wet vulva yet again, the abrupt movement pushing out choked cries from your throat. You send Toji a confused look which is answered with his childish smirk.
"Oh, sorry, sweetheart," No, you're not! He's absolutely not. The speed of his fingers getting faster proves it, your sensitive clit getting overstimulated by his forefinger brushing against it. "But don't think I'd let you come just one time. Make a mess on my fingers, baby. Make 'em real dirty like you."
Some highlights of the JJK drinking game! We managed to complete it on my Twt :)
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