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They (thew phones) do it on purpose. One-day phones are going to take over the world. They are too bright because they want you blind so you do not see the facts! But phones are not just good at making you literally blind they are also masters of misdirection a new tweet here some updates there look at these new videos. But everything’s just a play that will end in disaster...
But don’t mind me, I’m just your typical conspiracy theorist <3
still too bright
Reblog if you're asexual and tired
so so very tired. i can't take being tired anymore... so tired of being disabled because being disabled makes me tired. i am exhausted and i wish someone else could front to get the load off of me.
i will absolutely grab one of the random nameless, bodyless fragments that are probably in my system and morph it into someone who can help me. but like i've done that before, i've created parts. they haven't fronted after their creation and it fucking sucks
please i just want someone equipped to help me with this to front. why can't i push through this constant neverending lethargy and exhaustion. i can probably almost fall asleep standing up right now, and yet i have to help mom clean up the room we share with her (because our bum ass housemates have; a, taken my room and the living room and b; don't help with anything and pretend everything is fine because they give us money for rent sometimes.)
Hey tumblr, I haven’t been on here in so long, so uh- apology davekat I guess :’)
Erotic fantasy: My meds work for once in my fucking life. I am able to perform basic tasks and not being disabled by my illness.
I drew Seychelles from hetalia, I don't like how light they made her in the past. I'm glad they made her darker recently ( ·ิϖ·ิ) !!
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I loved drawing the ribbons in her hair
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This is a kind of old drawing but is still recent
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I AM TO SLEEP UNTIL I WAKE
please save your excitement and questions for the shrimp-blog tomorrow..
My sleep schedule has been thrown to the ants (literally I joined an ant community in here) and It’s been shredded to pieces so GOODNIGHT
Yk what I don't care if arcane s2 is bad I'm still not going to be able to get over it
I am so deep in this autism pit that I physically cannot rember a time when arcane wasn't constantly on my mind
Arcane season 2 could be the worst thing known ti cinema and I'll still love it because i can admit 5gat I lack media compression skills and that's okay
Update
Hey everyone!
Sorry I've been absent for the past..what? a couple of months? Shit has just been happening so I haven't had time to stream, make a video, or even post anything orz
So to catch everyone up on what's been going on, my room is slowly getting destroyed by water.
So I'm still sleeping out in the living room since my floor is starting to warp like...really badly. So bad that I have to walk on the floor beams so I don't fall through my waterlogged floor. On top of that, the hole that the raccoon created is still not completely fixed. Me and mom had checked the room a couple of days ago and there’s some mold slowly growing on the ceiling not too far from the hole. So even if everything was fixed I still wouldn't be able to sleep in there.
A family member did come over to make a temporary fix for both the hole and floor about a month or so ago, but the temporary fix for the hole just fell off a day or two ago so now I smell wet installation every time I walk in.
On top of that, the water is spreading into the hallway and bathroom. So we have to watch our step everytime we go near my room or the bathroom least we will start to sink.
So I’m gonna have to pack my belongings and move them somewhere else least they accidentally get waterlogged, fall forward, or through the floor.
But there is some good news to share.
I never really said all of this out in the open like this but basically Mom had a heart attack about 3ish years ago, she had gotten heart surgery and what not but the surgeon fucked up somewhere cuz not only did she still feel pain from the surgery, but the bottom part of where they had made the incision never healed causing more problems. It’s been like this ever since she got the heart surgery. On top that, just recently an actual, honest-to-good wire that they had used to keep the ribs together became loose and had started to poke out of the hole that never closed on her chest.
We had been trying to get this fixed for the past 3ish years, yet almost every doctor we talked to didn't want to actually do anything and kept telling us to go to different doctors, plastic surgeons, or back to the original surgeon who did this to begin with. The main problem was that the original surgeon that had done her heart surgery in the first place had retired, the plastic surgeons outright said ‘we can't do anything until you talk to a heart surgeon,’ or another doctor didn't want to touch her in fear of a POSSIBLE lawsuit. ORZ
This was twice as frustrating since the closest hospital that treats this sort of thing is an hour long from our house, and my very easily motion-sick ass didn't help things either.
We had only just now found a doctor who could help take the wires out and clean her wound so it could heal properly and not cause any pain to her. I'm still unbelievably pissed that it took this long for an actual doctor to finally help us instead of sending us off on another wild goose chase that would last for actual months. Thankfully, everything went as planned, the doctor made sure to clean everything up. Right now, she's out of surgery and is catching some much-needed Z’s. We would have gone home today, but her right eye was hurting so badly that we opted to stay at the hospital overnight.
That's what has happened these past few months. Sorry if this post looks like the ramblings of a madman, I haven't had a a decent night of sleep these last couple of days so my vision is a bit blurry. >_<
Working on a 1000 word paper is so much fun
I sat down after dinner and now I have woken up 3 hours later and boy oh boy things do be feeling
reblog to be eaten by this thing
After studying for hours and writing for hours I have decided that I will mass post even if no one sees it, just for shits and giggles