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I OVERSLEPT

Will be starting the bonus stream soon!

Will be a bit late to the stream!

My computer is giving me so much sass today! >:T

MY SETTINGS FOR MY VTUBER MODEL RESET NAOOOOOO

Gonna be a wee bit late, my computer is giving sass >:|

But we are gonna watch book 5 of Twisted Wonderland tonight so grab some snacks!

Gonna be a wee bit late, my computer is giving sass >:|

But we are gonna watch book 5 of Twisted Wonderland tonight so grab some snacks!

Sorry everyone, im gonna have to cancel tonight's stream. I'm regrettably sick, and while that doesn't usually stop me, this time I can barely talk cuz of my throat ;-;

Idk if I'll stream tomorrow but we will see how I feel by then, hopefully better ;-;

Gonna be a wee bit late to the stream! Computer got updates but the damn thing is stuck on 100% installation :|

But we shall continue with our Twisted Wonderland watch party with book 4 so get y'alls snacks!

“恣意天変” (capricious natural disaster) full Diasomnia song mv

with mp3 download

As much as I would love to stream tonight, the storms around us is getting pretty bad. Im gonna go ahead and cancel tonight's stream just to be safe.

If tomorrow looks good and there aren't any scary storms then I might stream on Thursday but if not then I shall wait for Monday with our regular schedule!

Sorry about that everyone, but please be safe!

Gonna be a bit late to the stream tonight! Trying to upload the Twisted Wonderland watch party vods but it's taking a bit!

More Twisted Wonderland tonight though!

I've made a Throne to try and slowly start getting my old stuff back.

Please don't spend money if you cannot afford it. I don't want anyone going into debt trying to help, your livelihood comes first.

Today's stream is gonna be a bit depressing.

This week has been genuinely harsh to me and mom, but today we had found out that a lot of our things back at the old house I had mentioned before is officially gone.

I barely held it together after hearing that, but on stream I ended up getting emotional while explaining what happened.

Im sorry to everyone that watches my streams to relax and get away from your own harsh realities, I just needed to express my deep sadness of losing a lot of items i might never get back. Some that had been given to me by my dad, such as books and knives he used to collect.

I genuinely don't know what to do anymore and after this week, I don't think I ever will. Im tired. I just want to rest and stop fighting what is just a losing battle with life.

Currently on stream im just trying to do a quick edit on the minecraft vod on youtube and pulling up a video for chat to watch so you guys don't have to sit there and hear my sniffling the whole time.

Hopefully I can bounce back from this but we will see tomorrow.

Thank you for reading and in sorry for bringing down the mood on stream.

Gonna be a bit late to the stream tonight, my computer is being a little shit >:T

Blazing Jewels Ost - Diasomnia

Google Drive Links: Track 1/Track 2

Other Dorm songs: Scarabia/Ignihyde/Octavinelle/Savanaclaw/Diasomnia

Ok so I've been seeing complaints about Book 7's ending by a few minority not only here, but from other platforms as well. While everyone is of course allowed to dislike something, let's tackle a few points:

Malleus deserved a harsher punishment

Everyone witnessed Diasomnia's moment. Everybody knew he accidentally killed Lilia. Everyone knows how much Lilia means to Malleus. So everyone knows that there's no punishment harsher than the eternal scar of accidentally killing your own father.

And that's not enough, because he lost majority of his power. THIS is his prolonged punishment. We should remember that his entire life revolved around being the strongest, so all of his foundation hinged on that. If you're an artist, it's like losing your dominant hand and having to relearn how to draw with your other. Except in his case it's like losing both his hands so he needs to learn how to draw with his feet.

While it's true that he's far happier now than he was when he was strong, that doesn't mean he won't go through so much suffering as a consequence. For 200 years. 200 years of being weak means he's not fit to be king; no Dark Fae will follow a man akin to a common Fae. His nobles will not respect him. He's now a very easy target, since he's not indestructible anymore.

This basically means he's currently a pretty decoration to Briar Valley. An unemployed trust fund kid. Random people will likely mock him or treat him like an amusing animal in a zoo.

Which means he will have to build his reputation from the ground up, against all odds, as a disgraced prince.

Malleus tried to kill x and x

No he did not. He genuinely thought he found a breakthrough and was doing the world a service by making immortality accessible to everyone. Remember that he used to be the strongest; he thought nobody was just capable of this feat until he did.

He was quite literally insane at that moment. When he did accidentally kill Lilia, he snapped to his senses and immediately reacted like a small child. He doesn't want to believe it, because he would never do something like that. He simply doesn't want to kill anyone-- what he wanted was the opposite: that nobody needs to die anymore.

Everybody left him off the hook so easily

We get a lot of scenes explaining this. Sure maybe for you their reasons are bullshit, but the fact is that this is a Disney story. He would never be executed. But the following are from different accounts from different characters.

There were actually very few injured, because even though he was insane in dragon form, a part of his morality was there and he unconsciously avoided hurting people as much as possible. There are more injuries that happen in Spelldrive than who Malleus injured, according to Epel.

For the rest of the student body, they were simply having the best dreams of their lives. Many compared to it an amusement park and want to experience it again.

The other overblotters tried to protest, but were reminded that they too almost killed people. Some were genuinely out to kill people while Malleus wasn't.

Most people on Sage Island are actually good people, unlike NRC students. They embody the values of Fantasia Mickey, where the apprentice was given a second chance instead of being exiled because he showed actual remorse.

He is entitled and thinks he's always right

Yes he's entitled. But that's part of his character. He thought he was right, insisted he was right, but when he was defeated and told otherwise, he accepted it wholeheartedly. He was the only overblotter who actually apologized in public, recognized he did wrong, thanked everyone for helping him, and swore he will become a better man.

He literally can't take back anything that's happened. Kicking him further will not achieve anything.

Why didn't he talk it out with Yuu instead of immediately jumping to overblot

He doesn't even understand that he's feeling something negative. Nobody taught him to recognize his own feelings. He was raised to be strong and independent, so his first instinct was to deal with the problem himself.

He can't even talk it out with Lilia and Silver; there was no way he could talk it out to a friend he just met that year.

His power literally hurts his surroundings when he tries to feel things. He's likely afraid of accidentally striking someone with lightning or drowning them in storms if he admits that he's feeling down.

He didn't know too much negative feelings could lead to an overblot. He was already out of his mind before he knew it.

There could be more but these are off the top of my head.

Sorry everyone, but i'm not gonna stream tonight.

My mom is having a bit of a sick day and im having really bad sleep episodes despite having slept all of last night and the night before. I swear we'll finish Parasite Eve but just not tonight ;-;

HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!!

(Cylestia is my mom btw! :D)

I hope everyone has a wonderful new year and happy holidays! Let's go into the new year head held high for we survived another year!

Image w/out words under read more :D

Yes the lighting looks weird and the mugs look off, but I still hope this makes everyone feel cozy and warm in the end! uwu

Gonna be super late for tonight's stream so if I don't stream at 7 like im supposed to, just know that im running late. orz

If I end up late tonight, it's because my computer is being a POS for some reason.

What I would give to have an actual computer at this point. orz

SO SOME ASSHOLE GOT HOLD OF MY PHONE AND CHANGE ALL MY CONTACT NAMES, ICONS AND RINGTONES TO THIS FUCKING THING

SO NOW WHENEVER I GET A CALL MY PHONE THINKS IT’S BEING ALL CUTE LIKE “it is a mystery >O>” FUCK YOU MAN

Heyo

So my luck must have ran out but I'm am super sick rn orz of course I get sick on the first of Christmas month 🥲

Idk if I will feel better soon but if I don't end up streaming tomorrow or even for this whole week, now you know why orz

So this week I'll try and upload the Medievil stream onto youtube to try and fill that gap so look out for that c:

Gonna be a wee bit late!

Was doing a scan on my computer and its taking it's time going through the 90%'s >:|

Character Info: Blue Ghost

I think it's time to finally sit down and give out info about one of the main characters: Blue Ghost. :>

Info under read more.

Basic Backstory Info:

She grew up in a farmer/hunter family who all practiced witchcraft. She has an older sister, and two younger siblings, a boy and a girl.

She died during the first wave of Witch Hunts in Germany when she was 21.

She had been infected by the (then) unknown illness, the Flesh Disease, which amplified her rage at the injustice of the Witch Hunts.

Upon death, her body was controlled by the illness while her soul was trapped within it.

She was saved years later by two witches and an ancient dragon.

Her soul was transferred to a doll's body before she could turn into a vengeful spirit.

Her rage and the illness' influence were held back by the draconic runes the ancient dragon placed on the doll's body.

She then traveled and lived with the two witches that saved her.

Over the centuries, she tries to learn about where the illness came from and how it could even spread.

She finds out that there is a cult that worships the Old God that is causing the illness to begin with and that the cult is making the illness spread faster.

She finds out that she is one of the 'chosen apostles,' the Apostle of Wrath.

Of course, she stops the cult with the help of her other fellow witches and non-humans.

The old god is doing damage to the Earth, so she decides to use her personal magic to merge with the Old God to stop it for good.

She awakens from the cacoon 9 years later, fully merged with the Old God.

Physical Info:

Birthday: March 20, 1604

Death: November 10th, 1625

Age: 400+ years old

Alive Info:

Weight: 160 lb (72.57 kg)

Hair color: Dark Brown

Eye color: Gray

Doll Info:

Weight: Depending on the era. Her doll body has gone through modifications over the years that could cause her to be heavy or light.

Hair color: Black with hints of dark gray.

Eye color: No iris', blank milky white.

Scars/distinguishing marks: Black and white Draconic Runes that cover her entire doll body. Scar around her neck.

Abilities Info:

Magic:

All witches can learn all types of magic, but they all have one specific kind of magic that they get and truly master when they first unlock their magic. This is why titles are important.

Blue's personal magic is "Metamorphosis." This allows her to have anything go through a major 'transformation.' This can be both a metaphorical and a literal transformation.

She also has her sister's personal magic, "Crystallization." This is the ability to create any form/type of crystal in an instant and control it (ie making them float or even using them to lift something up). She obtained this after her death and consumed her sister's bones.

She has a large axe as well that she made longer using Crystallization:

Other abilities:

Even though she is technically a ghost, because of the Flesh Disease's threat, she cannot use the basic ghost abilities (fly, go through objects, possession, etc.) as she cannot leave her doll body.

Yet because of the Flesh Disease amplifying her hatred, she can go into a berserker-like state if necessary, allowing her to attack harder while at the cost of not being able to fully control where her hits land (and who her hits are aimed at).

After merging with the Old God, Ugogthanoth, she is no longer a ghost, but a creature that looks like a merge between a doll/human's body, black ink-like tentacles, and a butterfly. Because of this, she has three different forms: Her human form, her Apostle form, and her Old God form.

Her human form is just her normal doll look, while her Apostle form looks more like this: Apostle of Wrath (Blinded by Wrath)

Apostle of Wrath (Wrath Controlled)

While her Old God form is bigger than a planet and looks more like this:

Despite all of this, she stays within her doll body for her human form, but she can use her black tentacles by having them 'leak out' of her doll joints.

Weaknesses: If her doll body takes too much damage, she will be forced to shut her body down, causing her to lose focus quickly and not be able to use magic effectively. Not only that, but sand, snow, and water can all leak into the doll body, causing Blue to either sink and get heavy or have her joints freeze up and she will require maintenance.

Relationships:

Family: Her mother and father, Walburga Bauer (older sister), Ursula and Wilhelm Bauer (younger fraternal twins), and her butterfly familars.

Friends: Her closest friends are Mercutio Ferron (Witch of Fire), Zephyr (Witch of Gravity), and Knowledge Seeker (Ancient Dragon).

Acquaintances: The other group of witches that are investigating the Flesh Disease.

Enemies: The Wild Hunt. They are a large group of human hunters that hunt and kill witches and non-humans as they deem them all a threat to humanity.

That's all of the info on her for now. If I need to add anything else I will do so in the future. <3

Non-Edited image beneath break ;)

Me omw to suck the soul outta ya steal y'alls candy >:)

*waddles forward*

Once again, im gonna be a bit late to streaming tonight orz

Ayo gonna be a bit late to stream today, eating a bit late and whatnot

I think for tonights stream I'm gonna just sit and relax with some vids or something. I'll start SH4 on Monday so I can play through it without stopping the story for a whole 4 days :3

I'll try to work on the other SH videos, I've been busy from finishing SH1's video and my computer is running out of space hoarding these 4-5 hour streams 'owo!

Not done with editing the video, but the full Silent Hill one video had about 8ish hours worth of stream footage as a whole.

After cutting it all up, that has been shrunken down to about 2-3 hours worth.

Don't know when the vid will be done but at least I managed to get it shorter. My computer thanks me c:

Silent Hill 2 Ending

Ok everyone! Now that Silent Hill 1 is done, it is time for me to finally continue with this series.

But! Since Silent Hill 2 has multiple endings and you need to do certain things to get them, I'm letting everyone choose what ending they want me to go for when I start streaming on Tuesday, Oct 8. Vote quickly! The voting will end when I stream today!

Edit: THE VOTES ARE IN! I shall be going for what I think is the best 'Good' ending for Silent Hill 2! Thank you everyone for voting! :D