Ivantill - Blog Posts

Where is the "we CAN live."

guys I've cracked the code

Ivan: "I can't live without you, but you can live without me."

Hyuna: "I can live without you, but you can't live without me."

Sua: "Neither of us could live without each other, but it was better for both of us that it was me."

alien stage emojock au (real) (not fake)

"tragedies: the love was there"

oooh im not the anon from last ask but id loveeee a stamp version plz^^!!!

─ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ivantill stamps for anon! 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִplease credit if using!

─ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ hope these are alright! extra plain gifs under the cut :)

hellooo!! is it ok to ask for gifs? i love the ivantill stamps you made but id love the kissing scene ♡ please and thank you!! its totes okay if not

─ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ absolutely! I hope you like these! not sure if you wanted just plain gifs or stamps, let me know if you’d like stamp versions!

─ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ivantill gifset for anon! 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ

[Foaming at the mouth] rainbow Ivantill stamps……… please……. [collapses on the ground]

a shipment of ivantills for you, good sir 🫡

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may i request an ivan discord layout?

(you could maybe sneak ivantill in it hehe..)

Ivan discord layout

Discord layout of Ivan from Alien Stage

Thank you for the request! I had a bit of trouble with the colors this time around so I hope this doesn't look too weird 💔

Anyway, I hope you like this layout and I hope you like the little bit of IvanTill I put in the banner :]

Plz credit if you use layouts or dividers by me! Any reblogs and likes are appreciated and requests are also really appreciated!!

guys.... stage 6 has ruined me for life

watching you (please look at me once)

I HAD ZEROOOO BUSINESS RE WATCHING THIS FOR THE 10TH TIME

what could have been

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Day 61, 62, 63

trip trip fall in love

unattainable as the stars ✨

Forgot to post this here ToT

wiege?? What’s that hahahahha

🌊The ocean in your eyes🌊

I like other things besides aphmau (loser core)

...🏳️‍🌈⁉️

my day be so fine then boom ivantill alien stage

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis and Lyrics Breakdown

Okay so obviously spoilers, don't click Keep Reading if you haven't watched Round 6.

God fuck it's so fucking beautiful, where do I start?

I don't even know what is going on with those rapid shots of what I assume is some form of experiment that Till was involved in. I have no clue what the goal was or if it succeeded but somehow (for no real reason other than that one image of Luka standing behind Till ominously) I feel that Luka is involved with it.

Was this an attempt by Heperu's (Luka's guardian) rival to make a human capable of going up against Luka? Till being the youngest and Luka being the oldest also means that Till's guardian could have caught on to what Heperu was planning to do with Luka and then start experimenting on humans shortly after and it would still somewhat line up with the timeline.

But I'm getting into conspiracy territory, back to suffering!!

Allow me, to the tips of your fingers

Allow me, to the ends of your feet

Dissolve me in your gaze

I don't want to let you go

Oh this hurts. Seeing him look so defeated and exhausted, you can tell that even though to the public it's not certain whether Mizi died or not it doesn't matter to him. Because she's still gone away from his world, where he is unable to reach her. He wants to dissolve and die but he also doesn't want to let her go if there is even a sliver of hope that she lives.

Please, leave me scars

Please, hurt me so that

Not a single drop of me remains

Let me drown in you

The footage that plays to these lyrics really show how defeated he is. He refuses to sing, his passion for the art completely dead and buried. And (his guardian I assume) when someone shoves the fact that Mizi is gone in his face he lashes out and punches one of the aliens near him.

Until these falling stars

Are buried in the blur of time

However his heart isn't entirely in it and is quickly apprehended.

He is beyond exhausted and doesn't even protest or put up a fight while (the same alien he punched btw) another alien runs their fingers through his hair.

On your icy lips

Read my soul

Yes, my soul

He hopes that even if Mizi is dead that her spirit watches over him, seeing his soul and by extension, Him, for all that he is. Every thought and breath until he falls asleep is for Mizi.

But didn't we already know this is how he'd be like? Time for something juicier~

Even if your cold words

Carve scars beneath my eyes

May they linger on your tongue

You can break me apart

God this is heart shattering. Even if Till doesn't care for him, even if Till throws hurtful words his way, Ivan will still lie awake at night, cherishing what sliver of attention he is given. It doesn't matter if Till hates him, because as long as he is on Till's mind Ivan is happy. He is entirely in Till's hands, capable of being build up or torn down depending on how much (or how little) he is perceived by him.

Notice my pain

And mend me right now

To quiet my fears

I'll drown in you

He wants so deeply to be seen by Till, noticed. Till who doesn't let anything hold him down and always picks himself back up became a pillar of hope and strength to Ivan. It didn't matter how or in what context he gets to be seen, so he went out of his way to provoke him just to get Till to look at him even for a moment.

This was mentioned a while back on VIVINOS Patreon but the entire incident where Mizi and Till got attacked by that hound monster was orchestrated by him. I feel like there is two possible reasons for this depending on when in the timeline this takes place.

Either he wanted to test Till's resolve in hopes of being proven wrong about his courage (after all your hopes can't be dashed on the rocks, if you never had hopes to begin with) only for his obsession to end up growing even stronger than before.

Or he tried to let Till get roughed up enough that he'd be transferred (solitary confinement? emergency room?) somewhere else away from the others at Anakt, so they could escape together.

But we all know how that turned out.

Either way what Ivan wants isn't freedom, he's long since given up on that. There's no point in his freedom if the person that inspired him to yearn for it isn't by his side. He needs Till there, his very presence to reassure him that no matter what Till won't falter. But he failed to take account of the one thing that weakens Till's resolve.

Mizi.

Mizi is to Till what Till is to Ivan. And so without Mizi in his world Till crumbles. Since Till will only go where Mizi is and Mizi already gave away her heart to someone else, it's impossible for Ivan to be free while keeping Till in his world.

And so he follows him, resigning himself to a life without freedom.

Sick of these nights to come

To be engulfed in silence

But the distance between them is killing him, and each and every day they come closer to their inevitable doom.

It doesn't matter if they believe the lie the aliens told them, that if they die singing they will be blessed. Because what is the point in that? How can going somewhere far away from the people they love be a blessing?

In your gaze where I am seen

Consume me

Yes, me

His desires mirror Till's. He wants his soul to be seen by him, recognized for his undying love for him. He wants Till to see that he can give him all that Till yearns for in Mizi and more.

To this everlasting melody

Face to face we dance

And yet Till still refuses to look Ivan in the eyes.

Things get a little unclear but since they aren't shown singing here and there's no flashback to accompany the lyrics, we can assume that at this moment Till most likely gave up on singing.

With our story

Lost in forever's embrace

I'm not sure if Ivan intended this from the start or if it's a decision he made then and there but one thing is certain. If Till stops singing then that would mean he forfeits, he'll lose. Till has never once given up. Even when he went back for Mizi that night, he never intended to leave her in the first place. But now without her he crumbles.

And Ivan can't let that happen, not like this.

Moral grey area aside, this scene is so deeply moving to me

And I don't say that in a romantic context, absolutely not. This is something much deeper than just love. This is the culmination of everything they've been through, all those moments lead up to this.

Because this isn't a kiss.

This is Ivan throwing his life away for Till.

Till was going to loose, the only thing that could overturn that is if his opponent attacks him. The kiss was to distract Till and keep him from catching up to what Ivan was planning.

Just look at the contrast between their first and second kiss. As soon as the score board shows Till is in the lead, he gives him a gentle peck on the lips. The contrast is stark and full of meaning. This was the genuine kiss, hidden behind a smokescreen of aggressive bravado created from the previous one.

And it worked. Till was completely convinced that Ivan's intentions was to kill him, and he was fully intent on letting him.

I know a lot of people doubted his intentions. Because he didn't let go of Till's neck the minute he saw their scores, a lot of people assume that this was Ivan trying to drag Till down with him.

But the minute he coughed up blood what does he do?

He smiles.

and let's Till go.

He's only human. He might know logically that Till has won the match. But emotionally he refuses to let go until he is certain.

Until he knows for a fact that he is the one bleeding and dying he'll keep up his charade.

And then.

And only then.

Till truly sees Ivan.

As he dissolves in his gaze.

Eng -Esp (6/6)

Idea:

Till knows what it looks like to be loved but doesn't know what it feels like.

Till sabe como se ve ser amado pero no sabe como se siente

!! Inspired by this youtube comment I read time ago:

ivantill

gonna cope so hard that there's still a chance for Till to be saved and that there'll be a season 2

the song was a banger at least

Happy pride month to those losers from alien stage

a bug-like being that will not disappear even after death

oh ivantill

Thank you for being victim of my shallow emotions

Till's guitar represents his state of being.

(ill try to keep this short and simple)

in round 2 Till has his guitar that is actually a lower class alien named Freddie. During the round Till breaks the guitar, therefore killing Freddie, to symbolize his rebellion (and also for Mizi to notice him).

In round 6 Till doesn't have a guitar. Mizi is gone and Till feels hopeless.

Till in this round low-key is just giving up. If it weren't for Ivan's sacrifice, Till would've lost.

But thankfully Ivan's sacrifice was just what Till needed to get his rock back on 🤑🎸.

In the final round (round 7) Till has his guitar back. I couldn't find any confirmation on what his guitar is but it seems to be a hologram. Holography is a technique that records and displays a 3D image using light waves and laser beams (to put it simply).

Now that Mizi (his light) is by his side Till will be alive 🙏 Till is alive 🙏

dressed for a wedding on your own funeral

I couldn’t draw Ivan’s face, so I just crossed it out.....

to this everlasting melody~