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I’m going to be so honest guys i don’t rlly know how tumblr works but here is my jesus and judas inspired jayvik art

trying to be nonchalant in class but start tweaking out and end up attracting more unwanted attention to myself

Hey yall I figured I should do an intro post thingy. Names Nat, Nate, or Gremlin, I use any pronouns but kinda prefer he/they (in that order).

I also have a (inactive except for saving and commenting) Pinterest: https://pin.it/38wq7py75

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ᖇᗩᗰᗷᒪIᑎG GᖇEᗰᒪIᑎ | Pronouns are any. I like PJO/HoO, drawing, occasionally write, and I’m an age. I F4F(within reason). And if something is

Interacting w/ my posts:

Spam liking and reblogging is highly encouraged. I like feedback too ( ´ ▽ ` )

Pls no unhelpful and/or rude criticism on my art (TωT) (constructive stuff is welcome and pointing out spots i forgot to color is greatly appreciated)

And please no inappropriate comments or slurs, let’s keep it pg-13 fam (except for normal swearing and silly dirty jokes ig lol).

Please no politics at all

#Gremlin Art is my art tag btw

And #Gremlin Rambles is my, well self explanatory rambling tag where I talk into the void

DM-ing/Sending Asks:

Please don’t do so for inappropriate reasons, money based things(including fundraising), or for romantic purposes. Also anon is off because I kept getting spam asks.

But aside from that send away :3

Silly fun facts

I’m genderfluid and gay as hell (gay used here as like a general thing, i just like pretty and vaguely feminine folks.)

I may disappear randomly lol

I draw fanart and—when the gods permit—write fanfic

I like to cosplay occasionally (and may post some of that if i ever get the courage lol)

I’m Autistic and have Adhd, plus some other shit (°▽°)

Also here’s the post i made about my ao3:

That is all ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

Atlantisia Art Contest Entry

My entry for Sparkbirds' art/video contest! I think I might edit a few more things so this isn't my final submission, but I hope you like it.

I went through quite a journey editing this, so if you want to hear my tales of woe, click below

I had to use three different editing programs cuse one I downloaded just for this and did all of the layering and stuff, but as I went to export it apparently like all of the assets I used were premium despite not having any indicators whatsoever, and I didn't feel like doing the entire thing all over again, so what I decided to do was to screen recorded the playback viewfinder in the editing UI, and then dump that into a different editing program to crop and trim it. The audio got messed up but considering I had an mp3 file of it I just added that into the other editing program as well. That's not even including that artwork which had me doing multiple thumbnails, renders for the bird, trying to figure out anatomy, and a fully rendered piece with everything in separate layers. And I also did value thumbnails for some reason?? It worked out well but idk why I did it I've never done that before. I rarely thumbnail as it is. I'm writing this at 2 am, BTW, and I think I started it around like 8?

Also just a little detail that I like that no one will notice is that all of the colors are color-picked from the Atlantisia and Mayday cover art. There is some messing with values, layer modes, gradient maps, and stuff, but all of the base colors came from the albums. I'm just info-dumping at this point. I'm tired.

I just want to take a moment to appreciate this Martin

I am drawing out my TMA Season 1 Archive Gang line up and I am struggling with everyone's design and just general art, and then I get to Martin, and am suddenly able to do this. Just his presence alone improved my art, improved everything around him. Be like Martin. I dont know where I'm going with this...

Cotl Fanfic - Thoughts & Opinions?

So, this is the first post on this new account and it's a question for my Cult of the Lamb fandom pookies. I just recently got the game and I'm obsessed with it and have been thinking about writing a BUNCH of fanfiction.

So I wanted notes and suggestions on some things, and I might even make polls on some of them, starting most importantly with the topic below:

Gender, Pronouns, and Sexuality that are so far, are solely based on vibes and what I've seen the rest of the fandom agreeing on (And canon of course):

- The Lamb's identity will probs change depending on the fic type, but for most of them they will be assigned male at birth, He/They & Pansexual. Simple and sweet because our lamb boi is just tryna SURVIVE out here in a cult of idiots that can't even cook their own food or clean up their own shit. (Is this just me wanting to write more he/they characters in my stories because I'm he/they? Yes. Yes, it is folks.)

- Narinder is transgender male He/Him. I'm making him transgender male because I said so. I want more trans rep guys, leave me alone. & Homosexual because if his whole vibe and personality doesn't scream gay angsty emo cat I don't know what else in this world does.

- Leshy is cisgender He/Him. I can imagine him experimenting with they/them though. I may include something on that... If anyone has any notes on that I'm all ears. Best Bi. His level of chaos just radiates ADHD bisexual with way too much energy and free time.

- Heket is cis-gender She/Her. The only girlie in the family, fates have mercy on her and her patience. A lesbian for sure. I think the whole fandom just sort of agrees on this, right? With like, lots of wives because she is a highkey baddie? At least that's the impression I've been given based on all of her fanart and simps.

- Calamari- Sorry, I mean Kallamar, is cis-gendered He/Him. I was thinking of making him a transgender man too? Idk, I've just been told the cis's need rep too, and it made me gag and now I want to wave my magic writer wand and make all the characters trans and nonbinary. Opinions on that are welcome. Anyway. A pansexual, and I hear he canonically had multiple spouses? Despite looking like he has zero rizz. I mean, damn. Good for him I guess. Go squid boy, go.

In this, he's gonna be single though, because I like the idea of him struggling to find new spouses and Heket laughing at his struggle.

- Shamura is absolutely nonbinary they/them. A friend has told me this is canon, and that people may gun for my fucking throat if I change it. Not that I really want to, it fits. Shamura is lowkey one of my favorites. I just like spiders. I'm also deeply afraid of them and cry if I see them irl. I also think they're bisexual in the exact opposite way as Leshy, in that they are a calm, mildly tired wine aunt of the family, mixed with the senile grandparent that snores loudly then stops and everyone pauses and looks at each other like 'Are... Are they fucking dead?'

Anyway, this is a long post, but I needed to get this out there before I started writing stuff for this fandom. Any opinions are welcome, but no bullying other people's thoughts, and be chill guys.

Fr. I'm like a skittish cat, you'll scare me away, and then no one gets fanfiction.

So, how about that airline food?

Favored was the one, who received apricity,

Star-crossed was I, condemned to opacity,

Tragedy was Eponine, Marius' lover,

So was I, midnight to hover.

Does anyone have same problem?

Uhm... I don't know how to describe it properly but I eventually had this problem for months.

But basically the tag thing when you try to look at specific post at the creator search that show the post you want. But only to found like some of them from the old post, but not ALL of the post regarding the post. Like you knew the creator known for the random fandom, you search of the specific post (like for example you looking for that character, only to found like 10 post on that tag. But you spend your time scrolling the blog, you found that there's more than that.)

I did tried to deleted and uninstall it, but it didn't work. Can anyone solved this problem?

So I did a thing :3

Redemption AU doodles time! Enjoy!

maybe I repost to many posts. Idk I'm new on Tumblr

After the death of James and Lily, Mary moves to the States. She spends most of her twenties pretending to be a muggle in America. One day, while Pandora is traveling, she sees a familiar face at a restaurant. The face is Mary. Mary and Pandora start talking, and Mary offers that Pandora stays at her place for the evening. Pandora accepts the offer, thankful that she has found someone who knows what she went through.

The next morning, Mary and Pandora part ways. They promise that they will keep in contact. The promise stays alive for the next few years. Pandora gets a telephone for her home, and every month, they call. Until one day Mary calls, and Pandora doesn't answer.

Mary tries again the next day. No answer.

Mary tries for weeks with no answer until she gets a portkey to Britain. She walks up to pandoras' home and knocks on the door. She is met with Xenophilius and a 9 year old Luna. When she asks about Pandora, her world is ruined.

She spends the night in Britain. When she takes the portkey back to America, she has a plan of action. She has lost everyone who mattered. What else has she got left but herself?

Remus is God knows where. Same with Barty. Sirius is in Azkaban. James, Lily, Marlene, Dorcas, Pandora, Regulus, and Evan are dead. And don't even get her started on Peter.

She arrives home. Mary pulls out her wand and says one last goodbye to the memories of her friends. With that, she says the word.

"Obliviate"

crying over all the dynamics that ill never see again

DSMP fans. where are you now? whatchu doing nowadays

I've been relistening to TMA again and anytime Jon says something about his sleep (for example MAG 113 "I’m not too concerned, to be honest, my dreams are, uh… well, let’s just say I don’t think they’re going to be letting anyone else in any time soon.") or a statement giver says something about not sleeping well after making a statement (like Mikaele Salesa in MAG 115. I also remember that at some point Basira and Daisy talk about how Daisy still has nightmares, but Basira doesn't after joining the institute, don't remember which episode it was though) I lose my mind a little. Because the first time I listened to MAG 120 I was so shocked about the whole Jonathan Sims having spooky traumatic dreams situation, but now in retrospect it was so obvious that something was wrong, I just kinda ignored it lmao

I’m such a forgetful dumbass

I wanted a cookie, but I had to eat lunch and I put Mac and cheese in the microwave and fucking forgot about it for an hour

…at least I didn’t burn it this time…

I found something within my bullshiting

Preetty fuckin cool doods

I don’t know what im doing again……

Idk why this is rated mature, it's just a video of this hellsite :/

little bastard, chonking around, laying your bastard ass on my shit.

I fucking love you

woah two drawings in one day!?? yea i’m js in the mood for art i suppose, anyways enjoy some random doodles of Adrian bc i love her <3

Totally not dressed up like Dazai Osamu from the hit anime/manga series Bungo Stray Dogs at school today.

I’m really bored

KANDI

Google Docs

idk what to call this

quick question:

i personality think the experience of being with family and/or friends while roasting marshmellos than actually eating the marshmellos, also i like the bonus of it being one of the few socially acceptable times to set something on fire, but the microwave doesn't burn one side to charcoal black and leaves the other side completely untouched, so idk they're both pretty good tho and this doesn't really matter but i'm curious what other ppl think

𝓛𝓲𝓷 (lazy drawing ik)

"you're in bed with puffy eyes scrolling through your ex's socials, it's been raining all day & around 2 AM a weather advisory was put out warning citizens to stay inside, so you've been stuck inside the house with nothing to do and no one to talk with, while scrolling you stumble across a pic of them with someone else, the caption? "my new Juliet" you slam your phone down on your nightstand before tucking yourself in you pile of blankets and pillows, a couple hours pass and since you haven't eaten anything all day, you finally get up to go to the kitchen, you set you foot day before immediately picking it back up, you look over to see your favorite flowers scattered across the floor, along with pages to what you guess to be romance novels, you go downstairs only to see your stairs lined with vases full of bright red and yellow carnations, once downstairs you look over to your normally empty dinning room table now covered with a pile of heart boxes filled with your favorite chocolates, you go to your kitchen to see the floor smothered with rose petals, a beautiful dress in your favorite colour on the table, and someone in a crochet blanket, "do you like it?" he asked "yes of course, who, who are you?" he sticks out his thin, lifeless, chard hand out for a handshake, you sit down, give him a handshake and introduce yourself, you don't know him other than his name being lin, but you don't mind, you might let him stay for a while"

btw this is a redo of a drawing: https://youtu.be/1_VcW0vByEQ

𝓜𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻

"you go downstairs for a quick midnight snack, you notice your entire first floor in much colder than the rest of your house, but you're too tired and hungry to be looking into small things like that, as you're walking back up you hear the shutter of a camera before something glass breaking, you drop your snacks and race upstairs to grab a metal bat, you slowly walk downstairs and shout "who's there?" once in your kitchen you hear scuttling across your home, "face me coward!" you shout in the direction where you heard it's movement, you turn the corner and feel you heart sink to the pit of your stomach as you look down at what look like an older woman under a massive broken vase, tangled black hair, pale skin and weird bug-like limbs on it's stomach, you and one of your roommates just stand there, trying to find out what happened, she grabs your friend's ankle and pulls him down, "m-mother" this creature sputters out, you try to move but you feel heavy, feel someone is pushing you down, you can just barely feel your legs and after a minute or so you fall and start to lose conscious, you look up and see your friend under the woman's stomach being held up by it's bug legs protrusions, the last thing you see is the woman pulling your friend out the window and dropping him before doubling back for you."

why tf did i make this???

there is literally no backstory behind this, i don't know how or why i made this in my sketchbook, but i remade in kleki in a worst/better way and it's.......... well it's something!

pls don't ask me why i made this i truly don't know

Rant about aesthetics ig

ok pls tell me i'm not the only one who love aesthetics that are either a: pretty much any aesthetic that's like:

like how do i explain this? it's like a bad message + ★·.·´¯`·.·★ 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔𝒔 ★·.·´¯`·.·★ like:

idk how to explain this just. look at this. it's weirdly pleasing to look at, b: Gissy, pommi or the old green bathroom in ur dreams, okay so if you don't know what i mean by "gissy" or "pommi", gissy=GIS=girl interrupted syndrome so any aesthetic like

pommi is any aesthetic w/ pomegranates and using cannibalism as a metaphor for love, like if ur one pinterest like me you've prolly seen quotes like "i would've bled out if you told me you liked the colour red" or "i would've grown flowers in my lungs if you told me you like daisies" y'know like this:

i know, it's weird, but it's cool

anyways the last one kinda explains itself, like y'know that weird fever dream-ish aesthetic where it's kinda like:

y'know those dreams you have that are kinda like lucid dreams where you're aware this is a dream but can't wake up (or don't want to) they kinda look like those images above and it has it's normal dream elements like things being in places they don't belong or one second ur in ur bedroom the next ur at a beach, things of that nature

those dreams that feel so incredibility real but when you wake up you can hardly remember anything, normally just key moments or one moments and it's details, a example of this could be like a dream i recently had where i don't remember much but in order this is what i could scoundrel together

1: this weird moment where i'm in my school hallway and i'm running from something and the whole thing looks exactly like my school except this dead-end where there's this mid-size gap in the roof that's goes up into complete darkness and i (somehow because that goddamn hallway is like 10ft wide) get up into the gap and climb for like a minutes before i just fall up like (spoilers if ur just getting into stranger things) the upsidedown in stranger things where one characters finds this black hole in the ground (not a literal blackhole like a hole with black gunk around it) and the character goes in and falls into this other version of where they found this hole, anyways kinda like that but i fall into *smug laugh* my house

2: idk when tf this happened in the dream but i'm stuck in this gas station bathroom, like greenish lighting, slurs are written on the walls, the toilet itself looks like if you touched it you'd contract 7 different new viruses, y'know, a gas station bathroom, and i KNOW this shit was a dream because my dumbass was just calmly sitting there like i'm not trapped in one of the nastiest places in the northern hemisphere, also rap was just blasting one the radio, it sound like some teenagers came in the gas station w/ one of those hand-held speakers turned to full volume on 103.7 kiss FM (some1 plsss help me because i can't get the ♪one 'o three point seven *insert music here* kiss FM♪ beat outta my head it's burned into my mind helpppppp)

3: i was in a classroom (my 7th grade one even tho im in 8th) and my teacher turned on the news to the political debate and what showed up was a video of joe bidan questioning the country and it's root, how "great" america is and said ᵖᵃᵖᵉʳ before a shit ton of post-it-notes started crashing through own windows, like a tornado of pink, yellow and green post-it-notes (individually not the pack).

anyways, dreams where you can only remember a few details and thats it

and finally c: hear me out, 2014 tumblr, now im like 95% sure that the moment ya'll read "hear me out" you thought i was gonna say something dirty, well ur not entirely wrong about thinking that >:), like any aesthetic that came about or rose in popularity during 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓰𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓷 𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓮 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓮𝓽 y'know the "it's 2014, ur 6 y/o again and a happy tree friends video caught your eye the age of the internet full of cat videos and shitty adult parodies of beloved kids shows/movies, when you were like 8 and found a creepypasta iceberg video and had a shot full of dopamine shoot through you prepubescence body, ur 7 y/o again with way too much freedom on the internet and you find a lil niche site call bestgore.com", ok but on a real note i know the shit i saw in the era probably warrants therapy but i 'd take runthegauntlet.org & racist mario (if ykyk) anyday over skibidi toilet or fvcking max design pro, anyways aesthetics like emo, scene/scenecore, furries, etc, i find cool, now this may just be the desperate little 6 y/o in me clinging onto anything that looks remotely similar to what i grew up on talking, but things like bronies and ___ meets ___ series never fail to give me a weird sense of fucked up nostalgia, ok yea that's definitely the traumatized 6 y/o in me talking for sure but still they look cool, also i am LIVING for the resurgence in early 2000s/2010s style of animation it is BEAUTIFUL even if it looks kinda shitty

anyways thanks for reading my rant

soooo, me & my friend got rly bored in class so we made a worm on the string out of yrn scraps, a paper top hat and monocle l8r & now may I present 2 u, the saucytons

Dear Supporter,

I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. 💔

I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. 🙏🕊

Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. ☑

I uh... Sir im 13

It's funny that it took me so long to start USING tumblr. I started looking at tumblr posts on Pinterest when I was in 8th grade on my school-issued chromebook. I have been an avid reader of tumblr posts reposted to other websites for roughly eight years now, but I just started making the content.

Lance: what am I suppose to do when your gone?

Eira: *genuinely confused* what do you normally do when im gone?

Lance:

Lance: wait for you to come back