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People speak sometimes about the "bestial" cruelty of man, but that is terribly unjust and offensive to beasts, no animal could ever be so cruel as a man, so artfully, so artistically cruel.
Fyodor Dostoevsky
Crime and Punishment Part 1 poster for an assignment :)))
(I’ve only just finished part 4 chapter 2 and I cannot be normal about this book😭😭)
daily affirmations:
i am worthy i am not a burden i did not kill my father and steal 3000 rubles and then walk through my town covered in blood before visiting my friend who wiped off the blood for me and then i told him i was going to kill myself then- i can do it
My science teacher told me "Rats are known to kill each other if necessary. They are not afraid of killing people, there are no friends, it's just the law of the strongest." And I thought of Fyodor.
⚠️ BSD SPOILERS: Chap 145 (?)⚠️
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another one made with an albanenechi base, it'd be more accurate to call these practice drawings
i decided not to shade this one because i liked the flat colors and this was more just for fun than anything
noo chuuya don't listen to him! he's going to verbally abuse and manipulate you!
more rambles below the cut
low quality closeups of the two losers
so pretty much this is for the same au as that sigchuu art i just posted :) its very dark and full of abuse actually.
fyodor's new hobby is kidnapping random kids from the slums and forcing them to be russian /hj
i might make a reference sheet for little chuuya in this au and explain all the clothes choices? or at least just a doodle idk
i also was listening to the adhd cut of EATEOT while drawing this, if that explains what mood i was in
dostoyevsky kinda ate with “your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.”
I have a hc that Fyodor can speak French. This is not even a headcanon, but a mini-theory. It's based on the fact that the Fyodor is about 500+ years old, and he was definitely in the XVIII-XIX century, when every educated person in Russia knew French (and not only this language, it was just very popular)
Just let me drink coffee and read Dostoyevski.
It's so surreal to wake up after barely falling asleep, read about all the casualties caused by that russian attack at night, and literally next to that report is news of Trump once again saying that Russia is ready for peace and it's Ukraine that makes everything complicated and doesn't want to stop the war (for some reason stupid Ukrainians don't want to give up to Russia their land and people that live there, shocking).
I want to [redacted] this man with my own bare hands
"The children have just begun to live. We feel sorry for our country, they (russins) are killing us and no one is doing anything."
Locals have been bringing flowers and toys to the site in Kryvyi Rih since morning where children were killed in a russian attack on April 4. Nine children were killed in a russian Iskander missile strike. Six remain in hospitals, most of them in serious condition.
Source: Suspilne Dnipro