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cw: smut, cheating, tiny small very little mention of aftercare, rushed, minors dni!
an: have yet to watch challengers so bear w me until i do watch it..seeing it thursday..this is kind of bad since i donât really have experience writing smut but mike faist is so back and also so fine. i had to!! also kind of rushed
Art consumed every inch of your mind. how could he not? he was perfect. everything about him was. the way every glance made you nervous, and every hit he made with his racket captivated you. consumed.
but it was wrong. so wrong. he was married to Tashi Duncan. you felt jealous whenever you saw them together at dinner parties or whenever he would call her after your practice sessions with him ended. yet you often felt guilty for the feelings you had for him.
but the moment he began taking off your top, guilt and jealousy faded, completely washing over you.
he was a rough kisserâ which you didnât mind. your kiss was nasty, rough, and oddly sweet. his tongue was in your mouth and you swear you can hear a moan coming from him.
he stopped to take his white polo off, and you helped.
he wasted no time getting the rest of your clothes off after that.
Art pulls his shorts off before turning around to face you,
âdonât have any condoms,â
âpill.â you respond. he nods, spitting into his hand and using it to stroke his dick.
âfuck.â he grunts out. youâre on the edge of the bed, on your knees and looking up at him.
âturn around,â he orders. you nod.
youâre grabbed by the hips and moved back towards him. he has his hands on your ass as he runs the tip of his dick over your slit a few times.
âArt, please.â you whisper. he begins fucking into you slowly. moans fill the room, and itâs not only you.
you turn around and heâs a messâyou can tell. heâs moaning curses out, and when you look back at him he canât help himself. your tight cunt and pretty face is all he needs to cum, he thinks.
ââm gonna cum,â he says almost frantically.
âArt, baby, hold it. Fâme?â you say in between quick breaths.
heâs looking at you now, and he nods.
âArt,â
he nods again.
âNot gonna cum,â he whispers.
âNo, no, no. Here,â you say pulling yourself off of him. a small breathless whimpers comes out from him.
grabbing his arm, you coax him to the bed. once heâs sitting you climb into his lap, sinking onto his cock.
âholy fuck, mâgonna cum. i canât.â he says shaking his head, you havenât even started.
his face is red, and he has his arms wrapped around you. he shakes his head again.
âfuck..fuck..fuck. can i cum? please, please..â he burrows his head into the crook of your neck.
your fingers intertwine with his hair, pulling it slightly. itâs all too much for the poor boy, and heâs jerks once before you feel him finish inside you.
he takes a few deep breathes.
youâre not done yet, you keep fucking him. teary eyed he throws his head back. you wrap your hands around his neck. he kisses you. heâs moaning the sluttiest moans in your mouth youâve ever heard. the pace picks up and soon youâre coming all over his cock. you lift yourself off while the cum drips out of you, landing all over his thighs.
he rubs a hand in his hair and leans back onto the bed.
âshower?â you ask quietly.
Art sits up and nods.
âyeah, thatâd be nice.â he smiles.
warnings: oral sex (f&m receiving), semi-public sex / risky sex, softdom!art, praise kink, age gap (mid 30s art, early 20s reader), masturbation (m), aftercare, intimacy under power imbalance, slow burn situationship, emotionallyunavailable!art
tags: @pittsick, @bambiangels, @talsorchard, @destinedtobegigi, @angeldoll1e, @itachisank, @tennisprincess, @lexiiscorect, @esotericgirlwannabe, @lovefaist, @won-every-lottery, @zionna
⥠art is the kind of dilf who doesnât even know heâs the fantasy. thick wrists, slow laugh, cologne like cedar and wealth. he tips heavy without looking at the check, calls everyone âbudâ or âdarlin,â but thereâs something sharper under the sweetnessâan ex-athleteâs ruthlessness tucked beneath the golf polos and polite smirks. he doesnât brag about money. itâs just there. in the way he talks. the way he moves. like heâs never had to worry. like heâs always known what he wants.
⥠art cooks exactly two things: steak, and eggs. both to perfection. everything else he orders out. but when he does cook for youâshirtless, barefoot, pan in handâhe insists on feeding you the first bite. presses it to your lips with a little smirk like, âtold you i still got it.â
⥠he notices you on your first week. not because you flirtâeveryone flirtsâbut because you didnât. because you got flustered and dropped a cocktail napkin when he looked at you too long. because you said âsirâ like it embarrassed you. and he likes that. likes watching the way you try not to stare when he laughs with the ex-tennis crowd. likes how you shift your weight from foot to foot, trying not to draw attention, knowing you already have his.
⥠he starts sitting on your side of the terrace. alone at first, just a whiskey and the sports page, but then: a casual âhowâs your day been, sweetheart?â that turns into you blushing. and then: him staying after hours. lingering too long. one night he walks you to your car. just to be polite, he says. and then he leans against your window after you unlock it, eyes heavy, voice low, and says: âyouâre real pretty when you get shy like that.â
⥠he calls you âsweetheart,â âbaby,â and âmy girlâ in publicâbut in private, when heâs got you naked and gasping, itâs rougher. âgimme that pussy, angel,â he growls into your neck. âyâknow you were made for me, right?â and when you moan, soft and ruined, he smiles like he just won a bet.
⥠he likes to spoil. not with flashy gifts (unless you ask). no, art is more insidious than that. he sends you home with his cashmere sweater one rainy night and never asks for it back. orders you things to the club anonymously: better shoes for your shifts, the good lip balm, chocolate covered espresso beans you âmentioned liking once.â if you act overwhelmed, he cups your cheek in his warm palm and says, âyou donât have to earn this, baby. i just like seeing you taken care of.â
⥠you fuck in strange places. the backseat of his car parked in the maintenance lot, your legs thrown over his lap as he grips your thighs with strong, veined hands and mutters âgood girl, good girlâ into your throat. the staff bathroom when youâre supposed to be restockingâyour back against the tile, panties pushed aside, his tongue lazy and heavy between your legs like heâs savoring every second. he doesnât rush. he never rushes. you come on his mouth with your fist in his hair, crying out his name like a confession.
⥠he smells like cigars sometimes. not from smokingâhe quit years agoâbut from being around the kind of men who still do. when you climb into his lap at his place, itâs always warm leather and expensive bourbon and a little bit of old sin. you grind against him while he holds your hips and just watches you. he says things like âgod, you feel so good. look at you. look at how sweet you are like this.â and you try to hide your face and he grabs your chin and says ânah. none of that. let me see you fall apart.â
⥠the man lives for casual PDA. big hand on the back of your neck. warm palm sliding down to rest on your hip while you stand beside him. kisses to your temple when you pass by with a tray. and if someone else is looking? he doesnât care. in fact, he likes it. he wants people to see. wants the guys he drinks with to know youâre his girl.
⥠heâs really, really good with kids. not performative or pinterest-yâjust patient. kind. when tashi drops off lily for a weekend while sheâs away, he gets the good snacks. lets her talk for hours about horses or space or whatever third-grade obsession sheâs on. he lets her decorate his face with glitter stickers. teaches her how to hold a tennis racket like a real pro. makes her pancakes in animal shapes and acts like heâs bad at it so she laughs. she adores him. and when sheâs asleep? he checks on her twice. closes the door soft.
⥠you donât always know what this is. he doesnât promise anything. and he never says the word relationship. but he calls you his girl. he brings you to quiet dinners at the steakhouse three towns over. sometimes you stay the night and wake up to him already dressed, buttoning his shirt and saying âgo back to sleep, honey. i left coffee on for you.â and sometimes you ache with how much you want it to mean more. but you donât say that. not yet.
⥠he loves when you call him mr. donaldson, but only in private. not during sexâthough thatâs hot tooâbut afterward. curled into him. breathless. when you whisper it in that sweet, tired voice and his arms tighten around you like instinct. âthatâs my girl,â heâll murmur, kissing your forehead, like itâs a secret only you two know how to keep.
⥠heâs careful with you. not condescending. not controlling. just attentive. he notices when youâve had a bad shift before you say a word. undresses you slowly like heâs rewinding the day. lets you cry into his shoulder, never asking for an explanation. just strokes your back and murmurs, âyou donât have to be tough with me. i got you, alright?â
⥠the angst lives under everything. you feel it in moments where you laugh too hard at his joke and then remember he has a kid. an ex. a real life. you feel it when you leave through the back gate instead of the front. when he introduces you as âa friend from the clubâ and your stomach twists even though you understand. because you do. because you signed up for this. but still. sometimes you wish heâd ask you to stay.
⥠the first time you touch himâreally touch him, strip him down piece by piece and crawl into his lap with a desperate little âwanna make you feel goodââhe goes quiet. still. then threads a hand into your hair and mutters âjesus, baby. you donât have to.â but when you do? when you take him in your mouth, eyes wide and obedient, he groans like heâs dying and says your name over and over like itâs saving him.
⥠heâs never rough unless you beg for it. and when you do, he checks in without words. just a hand on your thigh. a kiss to your wrist. a pause. and then: fucking you hard over the kitchen counter, one hand pressed flat to your lower back while you choke on his name and the sound of your own breath. you leave the club the next day sore, glowing, and dazed.
⥠he keeps things. a receipt with your number on it, folded into his wallet. a half-empty body spray you left in his guest bathroom. he doesnât say anything. just uses it when heâs alone. sometimes he closes his eyes and jerks off with it in his hand, breathing deep, thinking about you calling him âsirâ all innocent in your tennis skirt while he imagines flipping it up and wrecking you.
⥠he smells like a warm blend of cedarwood and vetiver, something a little spiced and clean with a hint of tobacco that lingers in his collars. expensive without being loud. comforting. like polished wood and dry bourbon and warm sheets. sometimes, when heâs freshly showered, itâs just skin and soapâplain, masculine, irresistible. but when heâs been outside, golfing or doing yard work? he smells sun-warmed, like earth and grass and that faintly smoky leather note from his belt.
⥠you make him feel young. not because of your age, but because of how you see him. like heâs someone worth craving. worth needing. not just a rich man with a good tailor and a good watch, but a man you ache for. and he feels guilty, sometimes. like heâs taking something he shouldnât. but he canât stop. not when you look at him like that. not when you moan his name like a promise.
⥠he never asks you to quit. never asks you to hide. but one night after heâs fucked you slow and long on his balcony, the club lights in the distance, he murmurs, âyou ever think about doing something else, baby?â and you freeze. because he doesnât say with me. he just says it like heâs imagining you somewhere safer. cleaner. richer. and you want to cry. but instead, you say, âsometimes.â and he kisses your shoulder and holds you closer like heâs sorry for even asking.
⥠he takes you on a weekend trip once. nothing flashy. just a cabin by a lake. he pretends itâs casual. but you find a stocked fridge, your favorite brand of shampoo, and a soft robe in your size. and when you thank him, he just shrugs and says, âi like watching you relax.â you fuck for hours in the wide, creaking bed. he makes you come until youâre boneless. then runs you a bath. scrubs your back like itâs a ritual. like this is something he wants to remember.
⥠heâs not flashy with loveâbut it bleeds into everything. he changes your oil before you can ask. puts your favorite drink in his fridge. gets you that necklace you casually mentioned once while tipsy. never says those three words outright, but when youâre sick, he cancels a golf weekend and lays next to you with his hand resting on your thigh, watching reruns until you fall asleep.
⥠he doesnât say he loves you. not yet. maybe not ever. but he watches you like he might. like he could. and sometimes thatâs worse. sometimes thatâs better. sometimes you just want to believe itâs enough.
hii!!! regarding your alphabet challengeâŠ.could you do sfw F for art??! congrats on 100 angel girl đ«đ«đȘœ
thank you so much! of course i can đââïž
tags: @destinedtobegigi, @bambiangels, @pittsick, @idyllicdaydreams, @angeldoll1e, @itachisank, @tennisprincess, @lexiiscorect, @esotericgirlwannabe
Art Donaldson wasnât good at pretending not to want things.
He tried, sure. He kept it cool, made jokes, shrugged it off when you teased him about the way his eyes lingered on you a little too long when you werenât paying attention. About how he always took the side of the bed closest to the door like he needed to be the one to answer if something bad happened. How he saved you the last bite of dessert without asking, how he kept a little mental list of things you liked without ever saying it out loud.
And for months, he told himself he could just be content like this. That maybe it was too soon to ask for more. That he was desperate, really â and what if you didnât want that? What if this was enough for you and you werenât interested in forever, in belonging to someone the way he already belonged to you without even meaning to?
Heâd been carrying the ring around in his pocket for three weeks. Not in a box, not even tucked away safely â just loose in his front jeans pocket, where his fingers brushed against it every time he reached for his keys or spare change. The stone was nothing fancy, just a modest vintage piece he found in a little pawn shop out by the old highway, something about it reminding him of you. Soft edges, old soul, stubborn shimmer even when the light hit it wrong.
He kept waiting for the perfect moment.
Some quiet evening at the lake. Or maybe when you were dancing barefoot in the kitchen again, playing some scratchy old record neither of you knew the name of. Or maybe in bed, curled against each other when the world felt small and safe, and he could look at you and say it without his voice cracking.
But it never felt right. Or maybe he was just too chicken shit. Because what if you said no? What if you hesitated?
It ate at him. God, it ate at him.
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It happened on a Wednesday night, in the middle of folding laundry.
Not exactly the stuff of romantic comedy finales. The TV was on in the background, some documentary neither of you were really watching, a storm rattling against the windows. You were sitting cross-legged on the floor, sorting socks, hair falling in your face, humming under your breath. And Art looked at you â really looked at you, like his heart had been waiting for the cue to leap out of his chest and now it finally got the green light.
And without even thinking, his voice cracked open like a jar he couldnât keep shut anymore.
âMarry me.â
You glanced up, a little frown between your brows, sock still in your hand. âWhat?â
His mouth opened, then closed, and for a second he looked like he might actually pass out. His hands clenched at his sides, his face flushed.
âI mean it,â he said, voice rough, eyes too soft. âMarry me. Iâve been carrying this stupid ring around for weeks, waiting for the right time, and youâre justââ He gestured helplessly toward you, sitting there in one of his old shirts, looking at him like he hung the moon and had no idea how completely you owned him. âGod, I love you so much itâs pathetic. I donât want to wait anymore.â
The air in the room shifted, like the storm outside had slipped its way inside too.
You set the sock down and stood, crossing the short distance between you. Artâs throat bobbed when you reached for his hand, your fingers brushing his. He fished the ring out of his pocket, palm shaking just a little, and held it out, the metal warm from being carried against his skin for so long.
It wasnât a perfect proposal. No grand speeches. No candles or flowers. Just him and you, the flicker of TV light painting your faces, the scent of rain in the air.
âI love you,â you whispered, voice catching. âYeah. Yes, Art.â
The relief in his eyes was blinding. He let out a breath like heâd been holding it for years, pulling you into a hug so tight it stole the air from your lungs. His face pressed against your neck, and you felt him smile there, against your skin.
âYouâre sure?â he mumbled, words a little muffled. âBecause Iâll spend my whole life making sure you donât regret it.â
You laughed, tears stinging the corners of your eyes, burying your hands in his hair.
âIâm sure.â
That was it. No applause. No witnesses. Just two people in a little apartment, clothes in piles, hearts racing, clinging to each other like salvation.
And the thing about Art â the part you learned long before he ever slipped that ring into his pocket â was that commitment, to him, wasnât some abstract idea. It wasnât a word people threw around or a promise made to ease fears. It was everything. It was real and raw and terrifying, and it meant tying himself so completely to another person that it left no room for escape.
Art Donaldson loved hard. Loved like he didnât know how to do it halfway. Always had. He pretended like he didnât â kept up that easygoing, good-natured charm, shrugged things off with a grin and a quip â but underneath it all, he was nothing if not a boy who craved being known, being chosen.
And when it came to you, there wasnât a single part of him that was unsure.
Heâd known from the second month youâd started falling asleep on his chest, one hand fisted in the front of his t-shirt, breath warm against his collarbone. Known when you scolded him for letting his coffee get cold because he got too caught up talking about a match he barely remembered playing. Known when you learned how he liked his eggs without asking. Known when you picked out a record he hadnât played since high school and danced around the kitchen like you belonged there.
So, yeah. He wanted to marry you fast. Probably faster than was sensible, than what people might call proper or careful. If it were up to him, heâd have taken you down to the courthouse that weekend and signed his name next to yours in shaky penmanship, hand sweating against yours the whole time. Wouldâve put a ring on you before either of you had time to second guess it, before the world could crawl its way in and try to steal it.
Because commitment wasnât something Art feared. Not with you. It was the thing heâd been chasing without even realizing it â a steady hand in the dark, a place to land, someone who made him feel like maybe he wasnât so much a fuck-up, maybe he wasnât doomed to be restless and lonely forever.
And now, holding you in that living room that smelled like rain and fabric softener, his fingers buried in your hair, he felt it settle in his bones. That aching, all-consuming kind of love. The kind that made him feel both safe and terrified.
âI donât want a long engagement,â he said quietly, pulling back enough to look at you, his thumb brushing over your cheek. His expression was soft, a little unsteady, and so openly, nakedly in love it made your chest ache. âI mean⊠we can have whatever you want, okay? Big thing, little thing, courthouse, back yard, Vegas⊠hell, a barbecue with my old coach and your weird cousins for all I care. But I donât wanna wait a year or two or whatever people say youâre supposed to do. I want to wake up next to you tomorrow and know youâre mine. I want to start our life now.â
It wasnât desperate. It wasnât a plea. It was just the simple, clear truth of him.
He squeezed your hand, his smile turning crooked. âIâve been yours since the day you made me watch that dumb movie where the dog dies, and I cried so hard you had to pretend you werenât laughing.â
You grinned, your heart spilling over, because this was what it was with Art. Not grand declarations or magazine-perfect proposals. Just this â soft, steady, flawed, and good.
âI donât want to wait either,â you told him, and you meant it.
And he looked at you then like he could breathe again for the first time in years. Like maybe, finally, he was allowed to want something and not have it ripped away.
âOkay,â he whispered, pressing his lips to your temple. âOkay.â
And the world outside could do whatever it wanted. The storm could keep rattling the windows, and the TV could keep playing some documentary neither of you gave a damn about. Because in that moment, in a little apartment with laundry on the floor and love thick in the air, Art Donaldson made a promise to you with his whole heart.
It wasnât a perfect life, and it never would be. But it would be yours. Together. As fast and as fierce as he could make it.
a moment of vulnerability with art, where insecurity meets devotion. he finds you battling with your reflection and reminds you that your body is a temple he worships with reverent hands and whispered truths.
pairing: husband!art x fem!reader / vulva-bodied!reader
warnings: body image issues, mentions of disordered eating patterns, cunnilingus, body worship, emotional vulnerability
note: hi, lovely human. this is just for you. i know how heavy it can feelâcarrying all those thoughts about your body that no one else can see. the way mirrors become battlegrounds. the way numbers on a scale start to feel like verdicts. but please, hear me: your body is not a problem to fix. it is not too much or not enough. it is not wrong. your body is yours, and it is good, even on the days it feels like a stranger. you deserve to live in a body that is safe. that is fed. that is held with tendernessâeven if only by your own hands for now. you deserve joy and rest and love that doesnât ask you to shrink to receive it. and you deserve help if youâre hurting. if youâre struggling with disordered eating or body image, please know that youâre not aloneâand that healing is possible, no matter how far away it feels. you are loved. you are worthy. exactly as you are, right now, in this moment.
if you or someone you love is struggling with an eating disorder, please consider reaching out:
National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) Helpline: 1-800-931-2237 (MondayâThursday: 11amâ9pm ET, Friday: 11amâ5pm ET) or visit nationaleatingdisorders.org for chat support, resources, and help.
be gentle with yourself today.
with love, elowyn âĄ
You've been avoiding the mirror for weeks now. Dancing around it like some fragile, dangerous thing that might shatter and cut you open if you look too long. The bathroom light feels too harsh these days, revealing every curve you've come to despise, every soft edge that wasn't there before. You've been wrapping yourself in oversized hoodies â his hoodies â drowning in fabric just to feel less visible to yourself. Just to breathe without the crushing awareness of your own skin.
Art notices. Of course he fucking notices. How couldn't he? The way you flinch from his touch when his fingers graze your stomach. The way you turn the lights off before undressing. The way your eyes dart away when he looks at you too long, too lovingly. He sees everything â the skipped meals, the clothes that hang off you differently now, the shame that clings to you like a second skin. He watches you drift through the house like a ghost haunting your own body.
This morning breaks across the horizon in shades of amber and gold, casting long shadows through the windows. You stand barefoot on the cool tile, having crept in while Art was still sleeping. Steam from the shower clouds the glass, creating a hazy filter over your reflection, but not enough to obscure what you see as flaws. Your fingertips trace the curve of your hip, the softness of your belly, the places where your body refuses to be what you want it to be.
You don't hear him come in. Don't notice the door opening, the soft padding of his feet against the tile. Your focus is singular, devastating â cataloging every perceived imperfection with clinical precision. The war inside your head drowns out everything else.
âBaby." His voice cuts through the silence, deep and warm and achingly familiar. You startle, arms immediately crossing over your body, a shield. An instinct. "Whatâre you doing?"
The question hangs between you. Simple. Devastating. You can't answer him because the truth feels too pathetic to voice aloud. Instead, you reach for the towel hanging nearby, wrapping it around yourself with trembling fingers. "Just getting ready for the day," you lie, the words bitter on your tongue.
Art doesn't move from the doorway. His eyes â those eyes that have always seen straight through you â hold yours in the mirror. He's leaning against the frame, hair still mussed from sleep, wearing nothing but boxer briefs slung low on his hips. There's something unbearably tender in his gaze. "You've been doing that a lot lately," he says softly. "Standing here. Looking at yourself like that."
Your throat tightens. Something hot and painful builds behind your eyes. "Like what?" The challenge in your voice is weak, transparent. You both know what he means.
Art crosses the bathroom in three strides. He comes to stand behind you, not touching, just present. Close enough that you can feel the heat radiating from his skin. "Like you're looking at a stranger," he answers, his voice dropping lower. "Like you're trying to find something wrong."
The tears come without warning, hot and sudden. You turn away from the mirror, unable to bear the sight of yourself breaking open like this. "I don't wanna talk about it, Art.â The words come out choked, strained through the tightness in your throat. You move to push past him, to escape back to the safety of baggy clothes and avoidance.
His hand catches your wrist. Not restraining, just connecting. "Hey," he whispers, drawing you back toward him with gentle insistence. "Look at me." When you don't, when you keep your eyes fixed stubbornly on the floor, he tips your chin up with one finger. "Please."
You meet his gaze reluctantly. He's looking at you with such naked concern that it makes your chest ache. "I don't know what's happening," he continues, thumbs brushing away tears from your cheeks. "But I know you're disappearing. Right in front of me." His voice cracks slightly. "You won't let me touch you anymore. You won't let me see you."
"Because I don't want you to," you whisper, the admission tearing from you like something physical. "I don't... I can't..." The words falter and die on your lips. How do you explain the civil war happening in your head? The daily battle with your own reflection?
Art shakes his head, somehow looking both devastated and determined. "Câmere," he says quietly, taking your hand. He leads you back to the bedroom, the early morning light painting everything in soft focus. He sits on the edge of the mattress and pulls you gently between his knees.
You stand there, clutching the towel like armor, feeling exposed despite being covered. Art's hands come to rest on your hips, warm through the terry cloth. "Do you remember," he begins, looking up at you with those devastating eyes, "what you said to me after we lost the championship my second year coaching?" His thumbs trace small circles against your hipbones. "When I couldn't even look at myself?"
The memory surfaces, crystal clear despite the years between then and now. Art, devastated after a brutal loss, questioning everything â his abilities, his choices, his worth. You'd held him through the night while he unraveled. "I said that failure isn't who you are," you answer softly. "It's just something that happens."
âYou told me," he continues, his voice dropping to that low register that always makes your heart skip, "that my worth wasn't measured in trophies or titles." His fingers tighten slightly on your hips. "That I was more than one moment. More than one loss." His eyes never leave yours. "You need to hear that now."
Something breaks open inside you. A dam bursting. "It's not the same thing," you protest weakly, even as tears spill down your cheeks again. "This is... it's my body, Art. It's me."
"No," he says with sudden fierceness. "It's not you. It's the house you live in." His hands slide up to cradle your face, thumbs brushing away tears. "It's the vessel that carries you. The body that lets you move and feel and live." He leans forward, presses his forehead against your stomach through the towel. "The body I fucking worship."
The raw honesty in his voice steals your breath. You feel his hands move to the edge of the towel, hesitating there. "Let me show you," he whispers against your skin. "Let me remind you."
Everything in you wants to run. To hide. To wrap yourself back in layers until you can't feel the weight of your own skin. But there's something in his eyes â not pity, not obligation, but devotion. Pure, aching devotion. Like you're sacred. Like he wants to build an altar at your feet.
With trembling hands, you let the towel fall.
Art's breath catches audibly. His eyes travel over you slowly, reverently, like he's seeing you for the first time. Like he's memorizing every inch. You fight the urge to cover yourself, to hide the softness of your belly, the fullness of your thighs, all the places where your body has changed. Instead, you force yourself to stand still under his gaze, vulnerable and exposed.
"Do you know what I see?" he asks, voice rough with emotion. His hands come to rest on your waist, thumbs brushing over the curve of your stomach. "I see the body that keeps you alive. That lets you laugh and cry and breathe." He leans forward, presses his lips to the soft skin below your navel. "I see the body that carries you through this world. That lets you dance with me in the kitchen at midnight."
Each word feels like a balm, soothing something raw and wounded inside you. Art's hands slide up along your sides, mapping you with careful attention. "I see the body that holds mine at night," he continues, his voice dropping lower. "That wraps around me when I'm cold. That fits against me like it was made for me."
You close your eyes, overwhelmed by the tenderness in his voice, in his touch. "I don't recognize myself anymore," you admit in a whisper. The truth you've been running from for weeks. "I look in the mirror and⊠I don't know who I'm looking at."
Art stands slowly, his hands never leaving your skin. He towers over you, all lean muscle and focused intensity. "Then let me show you what I see," he says, guiding you gently to lie back on the bed. "Let me remind you."
He kneels between your legs, spreading them with gentle hands. There's something almost religious in the way he looks at you, in the careful reverence of his touch. "This body," he murmurs, pressing his lips to your inner thigh, "is a fucking masterpiece." His mouth moves higher, breath warm against your skin. "Every inch of it." His fingers trace patterns on your stomach, your hips, your thighs â not to arouse but to appreciate, to honor.
You feel the hot press of tears behind your eyelids again, but different now. Relief, maybe. Or gratitude. Art works his way up your body with lips and tongue and gentle hands, kissing each place you've learned to hate. The curve of your belly. The softness under your arms. The fullness of your thighs. He worships each part with the devotion of a true believer.
"The way you move," he whispers against your ribcage. "The way you breathe." His mouth moves to the underside of your breast. "The way your skin tastes." His tongue traces the curve of your nipple. "Everything about you is perfect."
You shake your head slightly, eyes still closed. "Don't say that," you whisper. "You don't have to pretendâ"
"I'm not pretending." The fierce conviction in his voice makes your eyes snap open. He's looking at you with such intensity that it steals your breath. "I have never in my life pretended with you." His hand slides between your thighs, finding you already wet. "This body," he says, circling your clit with gentle pressure, "is the one I fell in love with. The one I wake up for. The one I dream about." His fingers slip inside you, curling perfectly, making you gasp. "The one I worship."
His mouth follows his hand, replacing fingers with tongue. He settles between your thighs with practiced ease, with hungry devotion. There's nothing performative about the way he eats you out â it's pure, unadulterated worship. His hands grip your thighs, holding them apart, thumbs pressing into the soft flesh there. His tongue works against you with dedicated precision, drawing patterns that make your back arch off the bed.
"Art," you gasp, fingers tangling in his hair. The sight of him between your legs â the absolute focus in his eyes, the way he looks at you through his lashes like you're his religion â undoes something inside you. Something tight and painful begins to unravel.
He hums against you, the vibration sending shockwaves through your body. His eyes never leave yours as he works you higher, as he brings you toward the edge with practiced skill. When you come, it's with his name on your lips, your body arching toward his mouth. He stays with you through it, gentle but insistent, drawing out every tremor, every aftershock.
Only when you collapse back against the sheets, boneless and breathing hard, does he rise up to hover over you. His mouth is slick with you, his eyes dark with want. "You taste like heaven," he murmurs, pressing his lips to yours, letting you taste yourself on his tongue. "You feel like home."
His hands cradle your face, thumbs brushing your cheekbones. "This body," he whispers, voice low and fierce, "helps you breathe. Helps you feel. Helps you love." His forehead presses against yours. "This body carried you to me. It lets you hold me when I need you. It lets you move through this world being the person I love more than anything."
Tears slip from the corners of your eyes, trailing down into your hair. "I'm trying," you whisper, voice breaking. "To see what you see. I'm trying."
"I know, sweetheart." He kisses your eyelids, your cheeks, the corners of your mouth. "And I'll keep showing you. Every day. Until you can see it too." He settles beside you, gathering you against his chest. "Your body is changing because it's alive. Because it's growing and adapting and breathing." His fingers trace patterns along your spine. "It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen."
You press your face into his neck, breathing him in. For the first time in weeks, you don't feel the need to hide. To disappear. The war in your head hasn't ended, but there's a cease-fire, a moment of peace. In the circle of Art's arms, under the weight of his devotion, you find a moment of respite.
"Stay with me," he murmurs against your hair, arms tightening around you. "Come back to me." His lips brush your temple. "Let me love all of you. Not just the parts you've decided are acceptable."
You nod against his chest, unable to speak past the lump in your throat. Art holds you like that as morning light fills the room, painting everything in shades of gold. He holds you like your body is precious. Like it's worth protecting. Like it's his greatest privilege to touch it, to love it.
And for now, for this moment, that's enough. It's everything.
"I love you," you whisper against his skin. "Thank you for seeing me."
His arms tighten around you, his lips pressing against your forehead. "Always," he promises. "In every version of you. In every body you inhabit." His voice drops to a whisper, fierce and certain. "Iâll always see you."
The morning stretches on. The light shifts across the floor. And for the first time in weeks, you breathe fully, deeply, without the crushing weight of your own gaze. Art holds you through it all, steady as a heartbeat, unwavering as faith.
In his eyes, in his hands, in his worship, you begin to find your way back home.
the house roars with noiseâsugar-wired kids shrieking, adults exchanging strained pleasantries, the chaos of domestic bliss. but upstairs, behind a locked door, your husband isnât content with playing the polite party host. noâheâs starving for you. and he takes his time devouring.
pairing: dilf!husband!art donaldson x fem!reader
warnings: semi-public sex, p in v penetration, unprotected sex, hand over mouth during sex, fingering, fully clothed sex, creampie, aftercare
notes: i legit just cooked this up for yâall, so sorry if thereâs any grammatical errors! i also apologize for the length, itâs a little bit shorter than my usual works. iâll make up for it my lovelies đ
It starts the way all sins shouldâquietly.
The living roomâs overstuffed with bodies and chatter, frosting-smudged faces screeching joy into plastic forks and paper plates. The kind of midday suburban hellscape where no one knows whose kid belongs to whom and every dad thinks heâs the next grill-master prophet. Youâve been balancing on the arm of a couch for what feels like a decade, one thigh going numb, lemonade in your hand turning piss-warm, your polite smile clinging to your face like static. A toddler drags their syrupy fingers down your calf. You flinch, too tired to correct them. Too wired, too watched.
And across the room, Artâs gaze is burning holes through your goddamn soul.
He stands framed in the doorway to the patio, lips barely moving as he humors some dad explaining lawn care or stocks or something equally soul-killing. But heâs not listening. Not really. His eyes keep snagging on you, pulling like thread through fabricâslow, deliberate, tightening with each glance. His gaze isnât casual. Itâs heavy. Possessive. It curls around your ribcage, slides under your skin, presses right where you want him most.
Your sundress was a calculated move. Pale yellow. Thin. The kind of cotton that clings after a breeze and rides up with each step. Innocent in the way lingerie dreams of being. You wore it for him. You always do. And from the way his jaw ticks every time you shift in your seat, he knows it.
The moment your eyes meet, his lip twitches. The kind of smile that promises sin. You shift your thighs, not for show, but because you fucking need toâbecause under all this conversation and chaos and birthday cake air, youâre slick and throbbing like youâre in college again. All because of that fucking look.
He doesnât ask when you slip away from the crowd. He doesnât follow immediately either. He waits. He lets you lead. And when the stairs creak under your feet, your heartbeat is so goddamn loud it might as well be broadcast over the baby monitor someone left running on the kitchen counter.
You donât even reach the guest room before you feel him behind youâclose, not touching, but there. His presence is a temperature. A pressure. A fucking gravitational pull.
Inside the room, the air changes. No words. Just the click of the door lock behind you, and silence so sharp it hums. You donât turn. You donât need to.
You feel him behind you like a storm rolling in. Warmth licking at your spine before fingers even find your waist. When they doâJesusâitâs reverent. Thumbs sliding up your sides like heâs reading Braille, like your body contains answers heâs been chasing all his life.
âThat dress, baby,â he says, voice thick like honey left too long in the sun. âThat fucking dress.â
You donât answer. Canât. Not when his mouth finds your shoulder, his lips parting against the skin like heâs trying to taste what the sun left behind.
âI wore it for you,â you finally whisper, like a confession through a prayer.
âI know.â A kiss, open-mouthed, heat and breath and barely there teeth. âYou always do.â
Itâs slow. Excruciatingly, deliberately slow. He peels you apart like fruitâone careful touch at a time. His hands slide down, grip your hips, pull you back against the heat of him, still clothed but unmistakable. Unignorable.
âYou were sittinâ there lookinâ like a fuckinâ dream,â he growls into your neck. âActinâ all sweet while your thighs were pressed so tight, I thought you might snap in half.â
You whimper. Soft. Needy. Embarrassing in the way only want can be. And he loves it. You feel it in the way his hands grip harder, the way his breath stutters against your skin.
Then: he turns you.
The look in his eyes is dangerous. Not cruelânever thatâbut devastating. Like youâre the only soft thing in a world made of stone, and heâs starving for every inch.
âYouâre not gonna make a sound,â he says, brushing his thumb along your bottom lip. âYou understand me?â
You nod. He doesnât move.
âSay it.â
âI wonât make a sound.â
That smile again. That sinful, knowing curve of his lips as he leans in close, nose brushing yours. âGood girl.â
You donât remember falling onto the bed. Only the feeling of the mattress dipping beneath you, your dress pushed up with reverent slowness, your thighs guided open like the petals of a flower coaxed by the sun. Youâre still wearing everything. So is he. And thatâs what makes it unbearableâthe friction of cotton against heat, the crinkle of fabric caught between skin and need.
When he slides his hand between your thighs and finds you soaked, he groans. Low. A sound that hits you somewhere between your sternum and your soul.
âAll this for me?â
You nod, lip caught between your teeth, hips twitching under his palm.
He doesnât give you what you want. Not yet. He teases. He strokes. He circles and ghosts over you until your toes curl and your stomach aches, until youâre arching and gasping and begging with your eyes because your voice is a luxury you canât afford.
âShhh, baby,â he murmurs, and when you whine despite yourself, he covers your mouth with his handâfirm, warm, fingers splayed across your cheek like a lover and a captor. âYou wanna get caught?â
You shake your head.
âThen be quiet.â
Itâs not fast. Itâs not rough. Itâs devastatingly thorough. When he finally pulls himself outâall six, flushed, beautiful inches of him, and finally slides inside you, itâs like a stretch made of molten goldâslow, deep, purposeful. You choke on a moan against his hand, tears springing to your eyes from the sheer intensity of being so utterly filled.
âGod, youâre perfect,â he breathes, forehead pressed to yours. âSo fucking perfect for me.â
The thrusts are measured. Each one a study in control. He fucks you like heâs trying to remember every inch, every twitch, every gasp you wonât let out loud. His praise is relentlessâmurmured against your skin, whispered like secrets meant only for the pulse point of your throat.
âYou take me so well.â
âFuck, look at you.â
âMy girl. My sweet girl.â
You come undone with his hand over your mouth, your legs locked around his hips, your body shaking apart like the quietest little explosion. And he keeps going. Keeps moving. Holds you steady while he finishes inside you, moaning ragged into your neck, hips stuttering as he gives you everything.
When itâs over, the room is still. Sacred. The world doesnât exist past these walls. Outside, laughter carries up from the yard, oblivious. You watch as his seed spills from your cunt, obscenely so, and meet his eyes.
He kisses your temple. Brushes your hair back. Helps you fix your dress. Cleans you up with a few tissues and his mouth.
No one suspects a thing.
But his fingers stay curled around yours even as you rejoin the party, and you both know what you didâwhat you tasted, what you claimed. He hands you an overly-frosted cupcake, seemingly a reward, and winks before walking off once more.
And that knowledge lingers like a brand, burned into your bones.
"shower punishment" reupload from littlesoulshine
that puppy, ugh...you're going to have to chain him up, because does he really think the water will hide him?
does he thinks the steam curling off the mosaic tiles and the hiss of the showerhead will muffle the soft whimpers in his thick throat, the slap of skin on skin as he fists his big cock like a filthy little secret. his foreheadâs pressed to the wall, panting. heâs quiet, heâs tryingâheâs so fucking desperate. he hasnât come in a week, and your rules are eating him alive.
but your rules are rules, and for some reason, he breaks them.
you open the bathroom door like you own it, and you hear it the second you walk in. the low moan, all the slick, rhythmic sounds of a man touching what doesnât belong to him. youâre on him before he even notices. the glass door yanked open, and he jolts, mouth dropping open, eyes wild.
his hand freezes on his cock. âdid i say you could do that?â
he stutters, no words, just the look of a dog who knows the leash is coming out.
you reach in and grab him by the wrist, yanking him out of the water like trash. the cold air slaps him in the face. he almost slips on the mat, barely catching himself, hard dick so big it's bouncing on its own and leaking as the rest of him trembles.
âi asked you a question.â
ân-no, babyâ he whispers, head down, water droplets sliding off his body. you shove him against the wall, hard enough to make him gasp. you look down at his cock, swollen and twitching. it's disgusting and shameful. heâs lucky you havenât slapped it yet (even though it will make him cum).
âwhat do we do to sweet boys who donât follow rules?â you murmur, leaning in close, lips brushing his ear.
âweâŠwe punish them.â his voice is so small it barely counts as sound.
you cup his balls, firm and unforgiving. his knees bucking as you squeezeânot the sweet 'making him cum squeeze' but a mean squeeze. just enough to make his eyes snap wide, breath hitch. âthatâs right. and do you think iâm going to let you cum tonight?â
he whimpers. âpleaseâplease, i was justâI neededââ
smack. your palm slaps the tip of his cock. he screams into his own shoulder, teeth bared, and body curling in. it jerks so hard you think he might cum untouched just from that. but he doesnât. not yet, because he knows you won't let him. âyou needed permission. and you didnât have it.â
heâs nodding, frantic, lips bitten raw.
you drag him to the bedroom by the ear like a child. he doesnât resist, he just follows, wet footprints on hardwood, and the sound of his shame echoing behind him. you push him down to his knees at the foot of the bed. still dripping and humiliated.
âhands behind your back, baby.â he obeys. âand open your mouth.â he obeys that faster.
you settle into the mattress like a queen preparing for a foot rub. and thatâs exactly what he becomes. not a husband or a man. just a warm mouth and a lesson waiting to be learned. you slip one heel off. press your bare foot against his lips.
âyou want to touch your cock again?â he nods, eyes wet. you smile, cruel and soft. âthen youâre going to earn it. with your tongue. and if you cum without permission?â
your toes slide along his cheek, his breath catches. âiâll edge you for a month.â he whimpers at your response. you press your foot harder, making him moan. his tongue is out before you even ask.
on his knees, he's soaking wet, hair dripping into his lashes, cheeks red, and mouth open around your foot like itâs his last meal. his cockâs flushed dark and bobbing helplessly, twitching with every breath, leaking like it knows itâs in trouble.
his tongue moves in slow, strokes. âmhm,â you murmur, watching him through lazy lashes, heel tucked under your thigh. âlook at you. just a stupid little mutt who canât go a day without needing to hump something.â
he whines around your toes. mouth wet, eyes glimmering.
you lean forward, spit in your hand, and start stroking himâso slow he sobs. long, cruel pulls from base to tip. not even for him. just to watch him fall apart.
âmaâamâfuck, mommie, i-iâm gonnaâi canâtââ
smack. your palm hits his thigh. he jerks, hips lurching, mouth still kissing your foot like itâs sacred.
âyou canât until i say,â you snap, voice low and sharp. âyou even think about coming again without permission, iâll shove your cock in the freezer.â
his head drops, forehead hitting your knee. âiâm sorryâpleaseâplease iâll be goodâi swearââ
you push him back, flat on his back like the pathetic mess he is. you climb over him slowly, knees on either side of his face, your bare cunt glistening inches from his mouth.
his breath hitches and his eyes go wide.
âyou want to make it up to me? make it to your wife?â he nods so fast it looks painful. âthen youâll keep that mouth busy. and if you even look like youâre getting close?â you glance at his cock, throbbing in the air. âiâll ruin you so bad youâll cry every time you get hard.â
you sit, full weight, right on his face.
his moan is muffled under your cunt. tongue eager, sloppy now, desperation leaking out of every pore. you grind down slowly, letting him breathe through your slick, using his nose like a toy. you donât hold back. because why would you? he doesnât deserve soft. he deserves to be used. your thighs clamp around his head. you reach down and slap his cock. not too hard though, just enough to remind him itâs yours.
he bucks. his moan is so loud your clit pulses. he begins to cry, tongue trembling, hands still behind his back like you told him. heâs trying so hard to focus on your pleasure, to not think about his own, but he canât, itâs too good.
you ride his face harder, letting yourself enjoy it, hips rolling, grinding down until your thighs are soaked and his lips are red and raw. you lean forward, panting. âyou close, baby?â
he nods frantically, muffled under your cunt.
âdonât you dare.â he whimpers into you as his cock twitches, pulsing, begging to let go. you grab itâtightâand hold it at the base. he thrashes. you donât let him come yet.
you keep riding his face while you ruin him. stroking him too light, too slow, until heâs trembling, sweating sliding down the sides his temples, lubing the inner parts of your thighs.
you clench around his tongue and cumâgrinding down, back arching, moaning loud enough to drown out his begging.
heâs moaning under you, sobbing, cock bobbing helplessly in the air. you let him edge there, cock twitching, balls tight, muscles locked. you reach down again, fingers wrapping around his shaft.
he gasps. âyou want to cum, my love?â he nods, eyes wide, wet, desperate. you start stroking him quickly.
âthen cum,â you whisper. âbut donât you dare enjoy it.â
he explodes. spilling over your hand, sobbing like it hurts. his whole body spasmsâhips bucking, mouth still lapping at you like a good boy while tears spill down his cheeks.
you ride his tongue until heâs done whimpering. you climb off him slowly, standing over his ruined body, watching the way his cum drips down his belly. you wipe your hand on his chest.ânext time?â you say, voice like ice. âask.â he nods, broken, blissed-out. you peck his red lips, and step into the shower. he crawls after you without a word.
retags: @inbred-eater @faiszt @cherrygirlfriend @nemesyaaa @tinythebunni
inspiration âł my lovey @rafesplaymate
"pretty little provider" reupload from littlesoulshine
he comes home super nervous. you see it in the way he holds the boxâtucked tight under one arm, like heâs scared youâll tell him itâs too much. scared heâs too much. his other hand fiddles with his watch, knuckles pale. lilyâs upstairs, the house is quiet, and your wine glass already half-full.
he crosses the threshold and you look up from the couch. silk robe, with bare legs crossed and with your lashes heavy. you donât smile at him, just watching to see why his anxious energy has filled the room.
âhi, baby,â he murmurs, eyes hopeful. âi, uhâŠi got you something.â
you arch a brow, sipping your wine slow, then pating your lap. âcome show me.â
his ears turn pink. you know he was hoping for approval first, a kiss maybe, a thank-you. he walks over fast, obedient, and when you uncross your legs and lean back as he comes closer to place the gift on your lap.
the box trembles slightly in his hand as you take it, nails grazing his wrist. a necklace, gaudy yet rare and seems imported. carrying disgusting price tagâyou donât even look surprised.
your free hand drags slowly up his spine, beneath the fabric of his button-up. he shudders, arching slightly. the heat of his back presses into your palm like heâs starving for it.
you lean in close, lips brushing his ear. âmy pretty little provider,â you whisper, voice low, syrupy.
he moans. God, that delicious moan.
your nails rake down his back, slow and sharp. his breath catches, his hands shifting to your lap. leaning over to his crotch, you feel the way heâs already getting hard, straining against his slacks.
âyou like buying things for me?â you ask, words a little rougher now. your nails drag again. deeper. he gasps.
âyesâyes, princess. i love it. i want toâi just want to take care of youââ
âyou do.â your hand cups the back of his neck, thumb stroking just under the hairline. âbut you know what that makes you, donât you?â
his lips part. âyourâŠyour provider?â
you smile against his jaw. âno, baby. that makes you mine.â
he melts. his head drops onto your shoulder, breath ragged. you feel him leaking through his pants already. your palm slides over his chest, fingers toying with the buttons.
you tug one open, and then another.
your lips brush his temple.
âhow long were you hard in the store, hm?â you murmur, undoing each button like itâs a reward. âwalking around all polite with your wallet in one hand and my name in your head, cock aching because you knew iâd call you good when you handed this to me?â
his hands clench on your thighs. his voice breaks.
âi wasâŠi was throbbing. the whole time, i kept thinking about your voice.â
âand what voice is that?â you slide your hand down, palm resting right over his cock. he bucks against it.
âthat voice,â he pants. âwhen you call me yours.â your fingers curl around the wet patch, displaying his thick bulge, slow pressure.
âsay it again.â
âiâm yours. iâm yours, my love. i belong to you. iâi earn for you. i spend for you. i ache for you.â
your fingers tighten, making him whimper.
you unzip him, slow and deliberate. pulling his cock out without a word and let it sit against his belly, hard, flushed, and twitching. your other hand trails down his stomach, light touches, teasing.
âyou want me to fuck you for it?â you ask. âor should i edge you all night while i wear your little gift and moan for someone else?â
he whimpers. âi want you to fuck me for it, baby.â
you nod, grabbing his jaw, fingers digging into his cheeks, yanking his face back to yours.ânext time, get the earrings too.â before kissing him deeply, and climbing on him.
retags: @inbred-eater @faiszt @cherrygirlfriend @nemesyaaa
inspiration âł my lovey @rafesplaymate
"good boy!" reupload from littlesoulshine
for being a good boy, you decided to give arty a little treat. you set the tableâlinen, crystal, and a single candle lit, flickering low; around it roast chicken, green beans, and a perfect glass of red wine, his favorite. you wear something sheer with no bra or panties on. art walks in, wearing his gym clothes, and freezes like a deer in headlights.
âshorts off,â you say, without looking up. he obeys instantly, dropping like heâs allergic to disobedience. you tilt your head just slightly, pointing to the chair at the head of the table. âsit.â
he moves fast, you straddle him before heâs fully settled, one slow grind of your hips as you guide his cock inside youâbare, of course. no prep or foreplay. he gasps, hands flying to your thighs like he might hold onâ
âno,â you say, catching his wrists. âhands in your lap. or i stop.â
he obeys, trembling already. you can feel every twitch of him deep inside you, stuffed full, throbbing against your walls.Â
you pick up a bite of steaming hot chicken, blow on it, and bring it to his mouth. âopen, baby.â
he doesâlips parting, tongue just barely peeking out. you feed him. as you stare at him, he chews slow and swallows hard (moaning as you softly tighten around him.)
you moan low in your throatânot from pleasure, but from power heâs giving you. heâs shaking under you, hips pressed against the chair, your cunt keeping his cock soaked and tight. he wants to thrust, wants to fuck up into you. but he knows he canât (only on his birthday, new years, or any time you tell him to).
he gets a bite of green beans next. his lips brush your fingertips and he moans.
âyou love this, donât you?â you murmur, picking up your own fork. âsitting still like a good boy, stuffed full of my cunt, while i feed you like the dumb little pet you are.â
âyes, maâam,â he breathes. âi love it. love being inside youâso warmâso tightâfuck, i canâtââ
âyou can.â your voice cuts sharp. âand you will.â
he bites his lip. his cock twitches inside you. you feel itâso fucking desperate, pulsing with every heartbeat. you take a sip of wine. press the glass to his lips next. he drinks, soft whimpers caught in his throat, neck flushed and glossy with sweat.
the sight makes you clench and he choke from the pleasure. âmommyâpleaseâplease just let me move, just once, just a little, iâll begâiâll do anythingââ
you cut a piece of meat. feed it to him. âno.â
his eyes flutter, while he continues to pant with his cheeks red and balls tightening.
you lean in, lips brushing his ear, giving him little kisses. he makes a incoherent sound, somewhere between a sob and a moan. his hands tremble in his lap, making him cry all soft and wet, with pretty glassy eyes.
you press your hips down just a little. his hips jerk up and you instantly slap his thigh. âsit still, baby.â
he nods as you feed him again, but heâs so far gone by the time youâve finished your meal, his cock was soaked, balls super heavy and lips shining with spit, wine, and your praise.
you set down your fork and look down at him. âyou want to come?â
âGodâyesâpleaseâiâve been so goodââ
you rise off his pretty cock before slamming down again, and lifting up again that being his breaking point. he screams, high-pitched and all. his cum spurts painting his belly, chest, even his chin. he jerks, sobs, full-body trembles, hands still clasped in his lap. you bend down, scooping a little with your fingers, feeding it to him while trying it for yourself, moaning at how good he tastes. âmhm, this is good.â
retags: @inbred-eater @faiszt @cherrygirlfriend @nemesyaaa
inspiration âł my lovey @rafesplaymate
oh, you told him. just once. just one rule. donât be late.
you werenât asking much. he could fuck up a dish, forget the grocery list, make lilyâs sandwich wrongâfine. but he is not allowed to be late. not for you. you told him in that sweet posionous voice of yours, over the sink while rinsing strawberries. "if youâre ever late for me, art, iâll act like you donât exist."
and today, he was late.
five minutes. maybe less. but five minutes past the time you told him to be home for lunch, five minutes of you sitting on the couch in silence, untouched wine glass in your hand, one stiletto crossed over the other while your pasta went cold. he walked in breathless, hair tousled, and tie askew.
âbaby, iâm soââ you stood up without looking at him. you walked past like he was air. you didnât slam the glass down. you didnât yell. you just didnât speak to him.
â±
he followed you from room to room like a kicked dog. you folded laundry with perfect creases while he lingered by the door, hands in his pockets, waiting for you talk to his sad self. you adjusted the pillows on the couch he wasnât allowed to sit on. you smiled at lily like your heart was full and art wasnât dying two feet away.
he tried again. during dinner. âthatâs a nice dress, my loveâ he murmured. like you might throw him a scrap of affection. you didnât even blink.
â±
he doesnât make it to bedtime. youâre brushing your hair in the mirror when you hear him behind youâshuffling feet and shallow breath. you donât look at him directly. your wrist flicks the brush through untamed strands, lazy and indifferent. your perfume clings to the air, soft and sharp at once.
and thenâthump. he drops to his knees. âplease, baby.â
his voice is low, cracked. you still donât look. you glide your brush slower, watching yourself instead.
âbaby, please. iâmâi fucked up. i know. i know i did.â his voice shakes. â but i can't take this, i hate it. i hate when you wonât even look at me.â
your silence is the loudest thing in the room.
you hear him crawl. the shuffle of pj pants over hardwood. his hands touch the hem of your robe like it might burn him.
âplease punish me, yell, hit me, use me. anything, iâll take anything. just look at me.â
you pause, letting the brush hang mid-stroke. the corner of your mouth lifts. not quite a smileâŠ.more of an encouraging him to go on.
âi said i was sorry, princessâ he breathes, forehead pressed to your thigh. âplease. donât shut me out. iâll do anything. iâll lick the floor clean if thatâs what you want. justâdonât ignore me.â
you finally look down. slowly, your eyes meet his and he flinches, like it hurts. God, heâs beautiful when he begs.
âanything?â you say, voice like silk drawn tight.
he nods too fast. âyes. yes, anything.â
you drag your fingers through his hair, curling them in until youâve got a grip. he whimpers. âstrip.â
he obeys, very clumsy and frantic. shirt buttons pop open, and his pj pants drop quickly. his cockâs already hard, leaking at the tip, humiliated and desperate.
âon your back.â he scrambles. you press your heel to his chest, pinning him to the floor. he gasps as your robe slides open just enough to show your bare thigh. he stares like a starving man.
âmy time isnât free, art.â your voice drips disdain. âyou want my attention?â he nods, choked. âearn it.â
you step onto him, one heel digging in, just above his heart. his hips twitch. heâs moaning like a bitch in heat. âstart by apologizing with your mouth.â you lift your foot and turn away, robe swaying.
you donât look back as you settle into the armchair. and behind you, you hear him crawl again. lips pressed to your ankles. kisses soft, reverent, and ashamed.
heâs not allowed inside you tonight. but you let him cry between your thighs, whispering "iâm sorry, iâm sorry, iâm yours," until heâs soaked in his own sweat, face shining with your slick, begging to be used. and tomorrow? youâll decide if he gets to cum. maybe, but only if heâs not late again.
retags: @inbred-eater @faiszt @cherrygirlfriend @nemesyaaa
inspiration âł my lovey @rafesplaymate
meet art's new wife àȘâ⎠reupload from littlesoulshine
đ âââhousewife!reader who wears sheer satin robes, kitten heels, and a constant look of disapproval. art trails behind you like an obedient puppy, always trying to earn your praise. you never raise your voiceâyou donât need to....all it takes is a disappointed sigh and heâs on his knees, begging for another chance to make you happy.
đ âââhousewife!reader who gives art the cold shoulder when he forgets something small, like taking the trash out or fluffing your pillows right. he sulks around the house, trailing you, murmuring âiâm sorry, babyâ like a prayer. you finally give in and let him crawl between your legs with a smug little, âare you ready to be useful again?â and his eyes get all glassy.
đ âââhousewife!reader who makes art sit in on your weekly girl lunches just so he can carry your purse and refill your wine. the other wives giggle behind their glasses, whispering about how âwhippedâ he isâbut he doesnât care. you let him rest his head on your thigh under the table and stroke his hair while talking over him. youâre his whole world. he just likes being near.
đ âââhousewife!reader who dresses like a dream and argues like a demon. pink nails tapping on the counter, voice like poisoned honey. art doesnât even flinchâhe thrives in the submission. you call him an idiot, and he smiles. you roll your eyes at his affection, and he kisses your cheek anyway. he likes being your punching bag, especially when he knows youâll reward him after.
đ ââhousewife!reader who makes art wait at the door like a sad little puppy when he comes home late. you donât even yell. you just raise an eyebrow, fold your arms, and he immediately starts ramblingââi swear, baby, traffic wasâplease donât be madâi missed youâi love youââ and you just hum, already walking away. he follows like the lovesick fool he is.
đ âââhousewife!reader who loves him, but refuses to let him forget whoâs in charge. and he doesnât want to. he likes being reminded. he likes the leash. likes how you tug it gently with your tone, your look, your hands in his hair. tashi made him feel small in the wrong ways. you make him feel small in the right ones. safe. loved. and completely yours.
đ âââhousewife!reader who lets lily paint her nails and put curlers in her hair while art makes you both lunch. she babbles about school, and when she says, âi wanna be a wife just like you,â you glance at artâwhoâs smiling like heâs won the lotteryâand say, âthen pick someone who knows how to serve a woman, honey.â
retags: @inbred-eater @faiszt @cherrygirlfriend @nemesyaaa
notes: thank you to my baby @rafesplaymate for inspiring me to write this!
i've been in love with her for ages and I can't seem to get it right i fell in love with her in stages my whole life - me & you together song, the 1975
pairing: stanford!art x friend!reader, slight patrick x tashi
in which: artâs been in love with you for ages, and he canât seem to muster the courage to tell you.
warnings: patrick and tashi are dating in this, art being an absolute loser and dork, severe pining
note: i just really like writing friends to lovers okay???
âseriously man?â
patrick snap his fingers in front of artâs face. âi come back from tour, just to visit you and you canât even look at me because youâre busyâ what, busy starinâ at a chick?â
âsheâs not just some chickââ art snaps his attention back to his best friend.
âno, sheâs the girl of your dreamsââ the other boy mocks in a dreamy tone. âyouâve been doing this since the tennis academy days. since you saw her on the fuckinâ court when we were twelve.â
âshutup- shutup-â
âno! i will not shut up, donaldson.â patrick rolls his eyes. âyouâve been doing this for forever, and weâre in college now. ask her out, itâs not hard toââ
âshut upâ PATRICK.â art says loudly. he clears his throat and he turns his head to you approaching. his cheeks flushing up from the sight of you. âhey.â
âhey.â patrick snorts casually.
âhi.â you smile politely. âum, art. do you know when practice starts today? i lost my schedule.â
âum. yeah- itâs- uhâ itâs at- at- two.â
âoh okay, thanks, art.â you smile and wave before turning away and joining your friends at their table.
âitâsâ uhâ uhâ uhâ atâ atâ t-t-two,â patrick teases with a smirk. art slaps his chest with a scoff.
âwhatever man.â
âlet me be your wingman!â
âno.â art says stiffly.
âoh come on, why not?â patrick groans as if heâs in physical pain.
âthe last time you offered to be my wingman, you told herââ he looks around and lowers his voice, ââthat i have an intense boner.â art hisses, his pale skin turning red at the memory.
âwhat? was i wrong? no!â patrick cackles then slowly stops as he catches his friendâs glare, âbesides, she laughed! she thought it was a joke. girls love a funny guy-â
âshe didnât laugh because it was funny, patrick. she laughed because she was mortified.â art says stiffly.
âwhatever you say man.â patrick chuckles to himself, wearing that stupid, condescending grin. âiâm just sayingâ if you donât ask her out, youâll be pining after her until youâre forty-fucking-five.â
artâs mouth shifts in a thin line, because for once, what patrickâs saying is true.
at practice, art rallies the ball back to his hitting partner. his gripâs loose, his footworkâs sloppy, but heâs barely paying attention to that because youâre right there.
you laugh at something one of your friends said, the way your face shifts, perfecting that smile. the way your ponytail blows in the gentle wind, the wayâ
âdonaldson! come on, this is the third time!â his hitting partner yells as the missed ball slams the fence behind him with a thwack.
âfuckâ fuck- yeah, iâm sorry.â art says quickly, he snaps back to attention and turns around to pick up the ball. but when he bends over to reach it, another hand is already picking it up for him.
he looks up and his cheeks redden again.
âhere.â you smile gently, like an angelâ noâ no- a goddess, and hands the ball to him.
for a moment, art stares, his mouth agape, speechless. his eyes never leaving your eyes, he freezes in place.
you furrow your eyebrows together in mild confusion and you laugh slightly to break the awkward silence. âart?â
âohâ yeahâ yeah, sorry- zoned out.â art says frantically, standing up and taking the ball. as your fingers brushâ just for a secondâhis heart stutters. âthâ thanks.â
as he turns to toss the ball back to his partner, the coach yellsâ âok, five minute water break! good work.â his partner groans and throws his hands up in the air.
art stares longingly at you from a distance as you tip your bottle back. he wishes he was the bottle. fuckâ what is wrong with him?
from the bleachers, patrick catches the look in his friends eyes, and scoffs. he whistles. when art looks, gestures lazily in your direction. he then mimes drinking from an invisible cup. âask her out for drinks,â he mouths, just for good measure.
art mouths backâ âhow?â
but patrickâs already distractedâ his hand finds tashiâs waist as he whispers something in her ear. she scoffs showing him off as he kisses her cheek. some wingman, art thinks to himself with an eye roll.
for once, art musters l the courage to talk to you. he takes a few heavy steps, scrambling for the right words. âhi, iâve been in love with you for the past seven years.â too strong. âhow are you?â too vague.
he decides on a âhey. are you free tonight? do you want to go get drinks? i know a good spot.â
yet, as he reaches where you are and has you staring at him expecting him to say somethingâ he squeaks out a âdrinks?â
you blink, âdrinks?â
âyouâ do youâ you wantâ do you want drinks?â
you tilt your head with a half smile, ân-no?â
âi meanâ fuck, uh.â he clears his throat, twice. âdo youâ do you want, do you want to go out with drinks with me? tonight? if youâre free- if you- have time.â
âas friends?â you smile slightly as you brush a strand of hair behind your ear.
fuck. fuck. abort mission. his brain screams at him to run, but his feet wonât move. okay, so you want to go as friends? sureâ he can do that.
âwell, duhhhhhââ he says, way too loud. âumâ yeahâ asâ umâ the bestest friends. yes. from mark rebellatoâs tennis academy. friends.â
everyone on the stanford tennis team is staring at him at this point. even patrick lets out an exaggerated sigh from the bleachers.
ââŠoooookay then, is seven good?â you ask gently
âyup. amazing. so good.â he grinsâ way too wide with his teeth clenchedâ and bolts.
he drops down next to tashi and patrick, exhaling like heâs just run a 100 miles. âi did it.â he lets out a breathless laugh, almost in disbelief. âi asked her out.â
patrick snorts. âyou call that asking someone out?â
âi meanâ technically, yeah?â
âdid you actuallyâ or-?â tashi raises her eyebrow.
âour big man did it, tash.â patrick laughs. âheâs going out for drinks with her. as the âbestest friends from mark rebellatoâs tennis academy,â of course.â
âshut up,â art groans, holding his head in his hands.
âno- because, you werenât even âbestest friendsââ you were barely friends with her at the academy.â patrick points out. âyou barely spoke to her, all you did was pine after her and jerk oââ
artâs cheeks flush up and covers patrickâs mouth, looking around frantically. âOKAYâ okay, patrick. we get it.â
tashi sighs, patting her boyfriendâs arm. âjust donât be weird and scare her off.â
patrick grins, âlike thatâs possible.â
âpatrick,â tashi gives him a look. patrick rolls his eyes, then turns to art, squeezing his cheeks.
âfine, good luck. just remember, you canât fuck up more than you already have,â he pauses, âprobably.â
for the past half hour, artâs been gripping on his drink like his life depends on it.
youâve been going on and on about tennis practice, this girl who borrowed your lip gloss and lost it, and that time you fell on your face during a junior league.
but heâs completely distracted because at the moment, he doesnât know whether heâs looking at you too muchâ or not enough. if his outfit says âcausal friend hangoutâ or âplease love me and run off with me to a cabin where we can live happily for the rest of our lives.â
so he just laughs when you laugh. nod at the right times. says âyeahâ when it seems appropriate.
and he prays that you donât notice how heâs completely freaking out about this.
âart.â
he snaps out of it instantly.
ââŠmm yeah?â he mumbles like complete, fucking idiot.
âare you even listening to me?â you smirk, laughing slightly.
âof course, i am.â he tries to put on a winning smile but it comes out strained.
you raise your eyebrow, taking a slow sip from your glass. art, desperate to seem composed, mirrors you and drinks from his.
as you set your drink down, you casually mention, âyâknow, i used to have the biggest crush on you?â
art chokes.
âwhat?â he coughs.
âyeah. back at the academy. i really, really liked you,â you laugh.
his heart practically leaps out of his chest and he swears his cheeks are probably heating up and shifting to some shade of pink.
but he plays it coolâ or at least, he tries to.
"you said you used to? so- so, not anymore?" he stammers.
"i mean, i could like you, if you like me back," you tease. "but we're here as friends? right?"
he screams internally. fuck him. fuck his idiocy and not being able to ask the girl he loves on a real date. "...right." he looks down at the beer swirling in his cup.
you pause slightly, scanning the expression on his face. "do you like me?"
art raises his head, looking you in the eyes. this is his chance, whoever's up above has given him an opportunity. he cannot fuck this up.
"yeâ i meanâ pff, no."
fuck.
fuck.
patrick's voice rings in his head, 'just remember, you canât fuck up more than you already have,' and look what he's done.
why, why would he say that? what is wrong with him? so many questions swarm his head and he has the urge to slap himself.
your eyebrows furrow in mild confusion and you look almost... disappointed? but you shrug anyways, "oh, okay then."
for a moment there is silence, before you clear your throat, "should we get another round of drinks?"
"yeahâ sure." art murmurs, nodding slightly.
art donaldson is a fucking loser.
he repeats this in his head as he walks you back to your dorm. he opens his mouth several times to scream out about how much he loves you. about how he needs you. about how he wants to be with you for the rest of his life, despite it being only the first technical date.
but he can't.
he turns his head to look at you, because you're so pretty. and amazing. and perfect. he sighs and looks straight ahead.
he fucked it up.
patrick's right, he'll be pining after you until he's forty-five. actually, no, he'll be pining after you until he dies.
art's convinced he might explode because both of you haven't said a single word. he wants to rip his skin off or get on his knees and cling to you like a toddler.
after another two minutes of silence, he stops walking and bursts.
"i really like you."
he scans your face for a reaction but you stare at him.
"likeâ i really, really like you. i'm in love with you, i meanâ who wouldn't be? you're so amazingâ you're good at tennis, you're smart, you're nice, you're gorgeousâ fuck- i should really shut up." he rambles, "i've just- i've just liked you since we were fucking twelve because you let me borrow your tennis ball after i hit mine over the fence. i thought you were really thoughtfulâ i mean, you still areâ"
"art." you laugh, grabbing his shoulder.
"no- no- i know what you're going to say- like- we're friends. we're not even friends actually, i don't- i don't talk to you- at allâ"
"art."
"-and i don't care if you don't like me back- i just wanted to get this out-"
"art!" you finally yell. you roll your eyes. "i know."
art stops talking.
"i know," you say again with a shrug. you brush a blonde hair out of his face.
art suddenly notices how close you are. "y-you know?"
you smirk, "i'm not an idiot. i have eyes."
is it just him or have you gotten closer? his cheeks are probably red again. like they always are around you.
"huh." his teeth worry into his lip in thought, he tries hard not to stare at your lips but ends up glancing at them.
you giggle softly, catching his glance, âi think youâre cute.â
âcute?â he squeaks.
âyeah, cute,â you grab his face a gently press your lips against his.
a few minutes later, art is running back to his dorm. his steps light and fast, he smiles like an idiot. his heart flutters so fast, he thinks it must be pounding out of his chest. heâs dizzy. he thinks he might faint.
but he stops, pulling his blackberry out of his pocket to type a message with shaky hands.
ART DONALDSON: you will not believe what just happened
he stares at the message with a grin, finger hovering over the send button, then presses it.
PATRICK ZWEIG: ?
PATRICK ZWEIG: dude
PATRICK ZWEIG: dude???
PATRICK ZWEIG: art??
PATRICK ZWEIG: hello?????
art laughs to himself still in disbelief.
ART DONALDSON: i dont even know what to say
ART DONALDSON: but itâs all happening
he leans back against the wall, laughing out loud again. he lets out a breath, grin never fadingâ
heâs definitely still an idiot, but maybe nowâ heâs a lucky one.
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tags: @hyuneskkami for the divider