3d Not Sheeran - Blog Posts

I have an event to go to in a little less than a month. F@sting every other day for the next 20 days just to be able to enjoy it 💋💋

I love having the flu, like yes I get to sleep all day, taking long walks beacuse u need fresh air, and I have no appetite

Soft as an angel, light as a feather

Some of my fav th!nsp0 right now Xx

welcome back workouts in my room at night, my old friend

chew and spit, you'll forever be my holy grail

baking so i can watch others eat it while i st@rve and smile :)

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can we talk abt the fact that when you have an 3d you either hate male approval or love it. im very queer, and thought i wasnt interested in men at all for a while, but when my 3d started it was insane how much i gravitated towards them and their approvel.

or is that just me.

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~goals~

cw- 67kg

1st goal- 65kg

2nd goal- 62kg

3rd goal- 60kg

4th goal- 58kg

5th goal- 55kg

6th goal- 52kg

7th goal- 49kg

and so on

im actually really exited now that i have my goals written down :)

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I hate when I consciously binge, I'm thinking, 'Wow i just ate like a pig for 2 days, and yes i am going to continue to do that'. Like actually what is wrong with me. I'm on school holidays so i don't have school to distract me anymore and i literally want to cry.

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i saw this post a while ago that has stuck with me so much, and it's now one of the reason i love winter so much.

it was something like,

'Use winter as a cacoon. Cover yourself with big clothes while you become smaller, then in summer you will become a butterfly/everyone will be shocked because they didn't see you loose the weight.'

the exact thing happened to a friend i don't talk to anymore we drifted apart, and i didn't really pay attention to her that much. then when i saw her in summer, i was shocked, because she wasn't a skinny person before, but now she looks amazing. and i know her enough to know her methods are the ones i'm using, so it is possible. will-power and patience is all you need

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be real with me, should I start doing wieiad to embarrass myself?

dude I need to start counting cals again, i've been slacking too much.

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Heyy, I’m trying to get my following back and find new moots after my account got banned. Follow if you wanna be moots or want support Xx

alright spill, who reported my blog.

i wont be maaad i just wanna talkkk 😀

Lowkey would wanna get better. But I am literally nothing without my addictions and obsessions, so we’ll stay here.

seeing your veins and bones poke out more>>>>

Yep, I'm the girl who st@rves but still ends up fat cause I'm a weak b*tch

Friendly reminder, it doesn’t matter what it is, if you split food or a meal, always pick the smaller portion. You eat less and you look nice. Don’t be greedy.

I need advice, my gag reflex isn’t working right, I ate like 1000 cals at dinner, and tried to purge but nothing would come down, only like 10 mins later. I have the shove my fingers all the way down to even get a feeling. Please, how do I like..Reset it or something?

Locking in.

Mia is starting to control me a bit more than Ana. Idk how to feel, I feel like Ana has better results. Any tips?

Ugh they need to leave you alone. 💕

you know the drill… they t worded me but im back T^T

pls share so my moots can find me AGAIN

I want to commit suicide with my crush. Like overdosing and kissing each other then cutting our necks open. 🌸💕🦋

But before then I need to lose weight so she’ll want me.

I don’t think I’ve ever said this but my brother is like my favorite person, like he kinda annoys me, but like he knows everything, (ana/Mia/sh) and doesn’t tell our parents, like he doesn’t like it but he doesn’t snitch either. He’s so chill, and doesn’t chastise or lecture me, he’ll just be like ‘’You don’t eat? That’s corny bro.’’ And I love it. He’s literally so cool. We have the same humor too, and he’s only a year and a half older than me so we have the same experiences. It’s so cool being a teen with him. He’s lowk my twin.

I feel so pretty and empty after purging.

My life is a fucking joke, I just purged like 77cals. And my brother got suspended for 10 days, for buying 10 yarts. One day for each yart ig. LMAOO

what happened last night calorically can never happen again

I am Frances, she is me.

I just had to break my fast after 24hrs to eat dinner with my family. Time to restart.

Reblog if you’re looking for 3d moots this February!!!