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I figured out I needed smaller gws instead of one ugw so here they are:

🍯gw1 : 53 (before I got bUrnt out)

🌻gw2 : 50 (the w3ight I was supposed to maintain)

🐝gw3 : 47 (l0west he4lthy w3ight)

☀️UGW: 45 (goal)

guys I just checked my w3ight I gained 5kGs we are so back ☀️

do I go to the gym ? No. Do I stay on gymtok cuz it's basically normalized 3d and tox!c motivation with a scientific basis? Hell yeah☀️

tikt0k giving me the me4nsp° I missed on tumblr>>>> ☀️

finally made it into 3dtok you guys 💪☀️

tips for hiding an4 from your family? ☀️

maybe I should try those online di3ts over a week or two so at least I'm not entirely wasting my time not actively loosing ☀️

what would I be without di3t coke ?☀️

i miss june 24 when 100kc4lz felt too much, now i completly lost track of restr1cti°ns ☀️

I admire b!itches with an0r3r!@ athl3t1c4 cuz wdym you have the strength and motivation to manage both your restr!cti0n results and your gym results ☀️

i bought new jeans and they make my legs look so much skinnier ☀️

im either cvtting, complaining abt not r3strict!ng well enough, or studying til i can't think anymore and i wont stop until i get skinnier and keep those grades up.

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Omfg I think after eating like I did in march and the restriction I’m in this month I’m lwk getting the high again and it feels amazing

I hate everything right now. It feels like my body was made to hold fat. I can’t lose anything anymore. I’m literally so done.

(Not my photo)

So, a couple of days ago, I weighed myself and was only two pounds away from my lw. But then this week happened, and I didn’t do so well. I’m genuinely terrified to get on that scale. I know I gained, but if I see it in front of my face, I swear I’ll break down. Ugh, I’m so sick of having no control, somebody please send help.

I think my dad might be catching on 😔

He’s been making me eat dinner and watching me?

Hell yeah!!

I hate the weekends. I can never control myself.

My cheeks litteraly ruin my face, I need to be better at this

In a competition of who can e@t less with my step sister (in my brain) I’m winning thank god

My retainer keeps me sane tbh, fixing my teeth, not allowed to e@t when they’re in. Fr the loml

If I go blonde I need to be at least 40 lbs lighter

Todays fuel

Did so good at the gym and only ate 200 c@ls today ♥️

Sophie is my favorite th!nspø

Today my sister told me she wouldn’t mind if I ⭐️ved myself, (I haven’t eaten a full mean in weeks) and now I know I need to be doing more bc that must mean she doesn’t see a difference…

I feel like such a loser when I eat.

Is it weird that one of my main things I’m exited for when I hit my gw is looking prettier while I’m driving? Like I have a small car and I feel like a clown right now, but when I’m small and dainty I will fit and be perfect. Idk

I will hit my gw by my birthday I will hit my gw by my birthday I will hit my gw by my birthday