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“the difference between your body this week and next week is what you choose to do for the next 7 days”
discipline, discipline, discipline. fucking discipline.
(it’s me wtf is happening)
this month’s choices are next month’s body.
Throwing myself into drawing so I don’t binge. (I’m on hour 16 of a 24 hour liquid fast.)
I lost 10 pounds in 2 weeks!
(P.S- I have a rlly high cw so I lose quick.)
I am so locked in for this semester. I will be the epitome of bmi low grades high
Lock in bitch lock in lock in lock in lock in lock in lock in lock in lock in. Lock the fuck in.
☆⋆。𖦹 2025 is going to be the year we all reach our ugw. all YOU have to do is lock tf in.
are you going to do that for yourself?
I need those tiny fucking paper cups to portion control everything i fucking eat
I hate it when my friends are lowkey th1nsp0 yet eat what they want, while i'm over here st@rv1ng 💔💔
Guys i haven't had a period this month, idk why though, i've eating normalishly
Mom said she might start doing bodychecks, chat am i cooked?
If she does, she'll notice my ribs show more than usual
Not 3@ting enough to the point of p@ssing 0ut and l0w as f*ck bl00d pr3ssur3>>>>>>>>>
St@rv3ing until l0s!ng your p3ri0d>>>>>>>>>>
When you st@rv3 y0urs3lf so much to the point it hurts to 3at when forced tooo>>>>>
I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)
I hate this, I hate eating little for days and then start eating like a p1g. I gotta lock in. Anyways, I have a friend at school who I started talking to since the beginning of the school year, and I recently discovered he is @n@‘s friend to, which is nice and bad at the same time. He understands me and I understand him, but it feels like a competition. Anyways, at least I don’t feel alone. 😭😭😭
I fkin hate being a sk1nny-f4t. Likeee?? I workout everyday and i eat very little, what the f
TW 3D.
FAT.
BREAKFAST! 😿
-Egg white + spicy salt: 17kcal
-Black berries: 5kcal (although it seemed weird)
-Black coffee: 2kcal
TOTAL: 23kcal 🤍
PD: I love egg whites although they make you retain fluids!! Be careful with that.
Reminder that w/ an@ you can still eat tasty stuff:
Breakfast after 18h fast.
-Black coffee (2kcal)
-Rice Cake (28kcal)
-Egg whites omelette (1x17kcal)
-Pickles (11kcal)
TOTAL: 57kcal
why isn’t my f*cking laxative working?? 😭😭😭 i binged too much and i cannot puke. FUCK. MY. LIFE.
Me fr
So I do OMAD, and I was wondering if I still should take a-z vitamins, as I read that many people who underate died because of low potassium. But at the same time, vitamins can cause a lot of health issues if exceed.
I’m really confused, could somebody help me?? 😭
I feel like if I treat my ana like a weight loss journey more than a disorder, it could be a lot more easier, plus I wouldn’t torture myself because I ate a cookie or I binged. From now on, I’m going to have a good relationship with food inside my disorder. You may not call it ana but idc, this shi is torturing me. I’m still going to do OMAD and fast.
I’ve just seen a girl in my gym that has my goal body. I’m going to kms 😭😭😭