The Real World Hasn't Changed Since Yesterday, But Why So?

My friends always tell me that you look like you like me, but they also are confused as I am, cause sometimes you look comfortable enough to be a couple and sometimes I am headache to you

Your wamrth

The only thing I did was cry, but after the last hug we shared, I don't, almost like you dried all my past and future tears.

“What frightens me, I admit, is that I am still very young. It seems to me sometimes that my real life has not begun. Take me away from here and give me some reason for living. I have none left. I have freed myself.”

—

André Gide, The Immoralist

Life is my own fiction world

I know my live isn't a manga shojo. Its not like when he kiss you unexpectedly and the tension is high and you know they are going to get together at the end. But I was just at that page where the tension was high but you run away from my story like if death was chasing after you. That kiss was life chaging for me but you decided it to be your biggest mistake. I was your biggest mistake.

Betrayal...

I feel so betrayed by my friends, by the guy I love. They make me feel like I am crazy and I am overreacting EVERYTHING.

Also another friend told me that she talked to another friend. He said to her that he told to the guy I like that indeed, I had a crush on him. And that was like almost a year ago. So yeah I don't know how to feel.

It was so time along but to think they knew about all this and I was you know so stupid kind in love and so hecking blind, by God, it make me so frustrated I can't be mad at anyone of them even if it mean they hurt me. Ignorance is bliss indeed. I can't express neither tell anyone cause for them this happend a year ago but this is just happen today. I want to cry with someone.

a very short poem for august (s.r.m.)

ella serving serious joan of arc looks in the guardian today (17/06/17)

LOLOL

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