“What frightens me, I admit, is that I am still very young. It seems to me sometimes that my real life has not begun. Take me away from here and give me some reason for living. I have none left. I have freed myself.”
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André Gide, The Immoralist
Alas two days ago you were bringing your face towards mine so my lips could reach your cheeks but today your heart and mind are faced to the window looking for that girl. I tought you liked my lipstick on your clothes and skin. I was wrong…
I know my live isn't a manga shojo. Its not like when he kiss you unexpectedly and the tension is high and you know they are going to get together at the end. But I was just at that page where the tension was high but you run away from my story like if death was chasing after you. That kiss was life chaging for me but you decided it to be your biggest mistake. I was your biggest mistake.
I just love the way you hold me, you sometimes treat me coldly but you'r arms say otherwise, is like being in the warmest blanket at the coldest day of my life. I love you'r scent is a weird but comfortable smell between laundry soap and your natural scent. I love the way you kiss my temple when I'm felling blue. I hate myself for loving those things. Which lend me guessing if loving you for those things makes me hate my self, then should I stop loving you?
Here I'm again in the void of my deep and darkest thoughts. No, like really.
Now situation at hand
I am getting bullied by all my classmates and closest friends, cause our PDA is way too strong, like its not that intimate or so he says, but he said we are just friends, doing friends things, like what?? I thought we were getting out of the friend zone. I am now worriend about his definition of friendly skinship and friendly touch.
What's between you and I, it's just a comfortable lie.
I'm tired of your nice guy act. What I need is a GOOD MAN! And maybe that you'll never be...
Sometimes I say I adore to be alone and I do but people often get sick of it, about me wanting loneliness so yeah maybe I am losing friends at the end of the year
Happy birthday Ruggie !
IKEMEN SENGOKU
PLEASE HELP ME FIND A MITSUHIDE EVENT
Please help me find a old Ikemen Sengoku Mitsuhide Event, I dont remember the name but if I don't remember wrong, he lost his memories or just forgot about MC. Please, I am adding a lot of tags just to see this event again. I will forever be grateful to you
I hate mondays most of the time, but every now and then is good to hear the birds very early in the morning
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