Sometimes I feel like crying and curling up and crying more but I know if I let it out it’ll worry people and I still have energy to keep going.
I’m fine everyone I’ll be alright!
I just need to find a period of time to be alone while I break down!
I can’t afford to break down in front of you right now, and if I break down at home my mom will bother me about it.
All I can do is listen to opal! “You’re strong, I know you are!”
I’ll stay strong for all of you! I have time to rest when I’m alone!
Someone save me from this false angel, swooping down and preying on me in my darkest hour.
I only know she’s fake because I’ve seen the work of a real one.
Please someone rescue me.
I will fix myself this time. This is the last chance I'll give myself. I promise you won't be disappointed. The last thing I'd want would be to let you down now.
Why does it feel like with every relationship, romantic, platonic, whatever, they’ve always already got one foot out the door?
She’s… letting me design the angel.
I mean the design part isn’t the problem.
Most of my old OCs are angels anyway. Not sure what that says about me, I’m a little confused these days.
The hard part is going to be drawing it while I still feel my wings…
It’ll just feel wrong…
don’t be sorry
i won't ever stop apologizing for this
I had a friend send me one of these guides recently. I guess they really do know me too well.
I finally finished cutting off everyone who made me worse. All of them. Including D.
My growth and progress will only be stronger now. I can prove it
So… I didn’t eat again today. I know I said I would but I genuinely didn’t have time this morning and I’m out of money to buy lunch.
I’ll eat something at dinner time I promise
God at this rate I’m gonna be more malnourished then that glowing russian twink/ref
"Goodnight bro, see you tomorrow"
He doesn't understand how much I needed to hear that, to know that he's going to spend time with me willingly. Sometimes it feels like people only talk to me because I initiate, but hearing those simple 5 words made everything feel okay. I feel like I'm back in 8th grade, making plans to go over and hang out in his backyard I feel like I'm free from all my troubles that came later. I'm free from the changes that I never wanted to make and were forced on me by... some bad people.
I feel like the person I want to be again. I feel like I am who I should be and who I would have been if not for all the shit I've went through.
I hope this feeling stays around for a while.
I hope he says those words again tomorrow. "Goodnight bro. See you tomorrow" Goodnight, bro.
I'll be here, enjoying the feelings those words gave me. It will be a good night.
I don't think that's pathetic.
Art and dance are a wonderful way to cope.