I Will Fix Myself This Time. This Is The Last Chance I'll Give Myself. I Promise You Won't Be Disappointed.

I don't blame you for saying no.

I understand.

the person I was wouldn't have been good for you

So… I didn’t eat again today. I know I said I would but I genuinely didn’t have time this morning and I’m out of money to buy lunch.

I’ll eat something at dinner time I promise

God at this rate I’m gonna be more malnourished then that glowing russian twink/ref

hey don't worry about that dumb coinflip post irls ok I've just removed the part of me who thinks about that and it won't come back.

Ik you wouldn't want me to get hurt so i wont. This doesnt just apply to you btw it applies to them and anyone else who might be looking out for me.

And if it seems like im only getting better for your sake, you should know I'm getting better for myself as well as everyone else. even if you didn't worry about me i'll still improve

I'm in a really good place right now and now I just need to wait it out because I'm sure you need more time.

NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO WHY NOW WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME NOW "I love you, and Im so sorry these horrible things keep happening to you."

WHY D WHY

you should just block her if you hate her that much?

Wish you luck

I'm planning on it. I just don't know how far she'll go to keep me around because shes obsessive.

Thank you, as usual :)

I might be stupid and angry and cruel and mean and an absolute idiot, but i care, i really do.

I was barely thinking during any of what I did. I’m not sure if I was even actually happy.

Sometimes I wish you were able to stay that night.

And sometimes I wish I had said something sooner.

Please someone give me advice on how to tell this attention seeking obsessive headache inducing person to FUCK OFF FOREVER.

this is about D btw

Don't keep me around because of guilt.

Thank you thank you thank you thank you so much for teaching me to mask brother

I don’t think I’d be able to leave the house tomorrow if we never met.

I miss you brother.

I’ll come visit sometime soon

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