Car Thoughts

My Dearest L...

So I had this really weird ss dream last night, I was in the Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit movie, of course, I was Gromit cuz who else would I be... but I was in the movie, and instead of catching rabbits and vacuuming them up I found Wallace in the back garden room with the were-rabbit and he was feeding GOD DAMN GIRLS TO HIM like WTFFFF I then proceeded to roll my eyes and walk away from him thinking to myself that the rabbit is only going to grow up with a bad temper cuz he was only eating girls like where were the guys in this. did Wallace not feed him guys cuz he didn't want the rabbit to one day turn on him or was it bec the rabbit was sexist??? well that's a question only the people that make my insane wild dreams would know XDD 

If you would like me to type out my dreams more on my blog let me know cuz I have some really crazy fucked up ones. just repost and like this post to let me know if you are interested :)

All I want is to stop being so depressed....

MY DEAREST L…

Gotta love it when a manic ep hits at 3am....

My Dearest L...

good morning, it's been a while since I last spoke to you. I didn't know what to tell you at the time but it turns out that since I've been gone I've got a new job and I've been mentally doing a lot better I do have my off days but not as much as I did before. I just wanted to let you know that I really missed you while I was gone. well until next time L...

I may think of you softly from time to time, but I swear I'll cut my hands off if they ever reach out for you again.

My Dearest L...

I'm spending V-day with my friends online watching a show but something about, still being alone in my room is just so sad...

I wish I could hold "Mexico" in my arms I miss him so much:..(

sometimes I wonder if he's moved on without me in Mexico but just doesn't have the balls to tell me. And he's kinda just stringing me along. But and the same time I'd rather just not know... since his b-day and his scop sign is the same as mine. I know how he acts cuz we are the same person, but then if I were him all alone for so long I don't know if I could hold on to someone for so long without being with them in person but then if I look at it this way and wait it out till the day we do see each other we will be soo damn happy :) just thinking of that day makes me want to cry...

My Dearest L...

i wounder if tonight my mind will let me rest easy.

Once again, I can't seem to sleep.....