LMFAOOOOO this was me when i saw irl a dog with the collar rexia đ
Iâm brainrotted. ITS NOT FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!
can i have all of my embarrassing memories deleted off the face of the earth please they're haunting me
im spewing out my heart writing it only to leave it unfinished then start a new project â¤
but as i grow im starting to see that some of her traits growing in me </3
big 4
yes i like kpop while being a mentally dead bitch what do u care
when hyunjin kept looking at her even when there was another girl tangled up w him đŤ HES DEF IN LOVE đđđđđđ waiting for chapter 4!! THIS WAS SO GOOD I WAS TWRILING MY FEET WHILE READING đ
Hyunjin x reader. (s,a)
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Synopsis: Struggling to make ends meet as an art student, Hyunjin never expected his quiet neighbor to change everything. Rumored to be an adult content creator, you offer him a dealâhelp you with your content, and youâll help with his financial troubles. What starts as a simple arrangement soon blurs into something more, pulling Hyunjin into a world he never imagined. (20,4k words)
Author's note: Thank you for patiently waiting for this new chapter. Hope it's worth the wait and I'd really appreciate it if you leave a feedback âĄ
As you sit among the wedding guests, watching your friend standing at the altar, exchanging vows with the love of their life, a thought sneaks into your mindâwill your future hold this too? The idea has never been something you actively pursued, but right now, surrounded by soft music and heartfelt promises, you can't help but wonder.
Would you ever be standing there, looking at someone with that same certainty, the same devotion in your eyes?
And then, without meaning to, your thoughts shift to Hyunjin.
Itâs fleeting, just a passing thought, but it lingers in a way that makes you shift in your seat. The image of him flashes in your mindâhis dark hair falling over his eyes, the way he looked at you during your last shoot together, the soft, almost nervous way he handed you those flowers this morning.
You exhale, shaking your head at yourself.
âEverything okay?â Felix whispers beside you, leaning in slightly.
You blink, turning to him with a small smile. âYeah. Just thinking.â
He grins. âAbout me?â
You chuckle, nudging him lightly. âDonât get ahead of yourself.â
Felix laughs, and just like that, the moment passes. You shift your focus back on the wedding ceremony, pushing away the strange feeling that came with the thought of Hyunjin. At least for now.
-
The wedding tent is crowded with guests and the warm glow of string lights making everything feel just a little more magical. Youâre sipping on your drink, enjoying the sight of your friend beaming with happiness when Felix suddenly tugs on your wrist.
âCome on,â he says, grinning.
You raise an eyebrow. âCome on where?â
He nods toward the dance floor, where couples sway to a slow, romantic tune. âYou didnât get all dressed up just to sit around all night, did you?â
You hesitate for a second, but the way heâs looking at youâhis eyes twinkling with mischief and he's holding his hand out at youâmakes it hard to say no.
With a small sigh, you set your drink down and let him pull you onto the dance floor. His hand slides easily around your waist, yours resting on his shoulder as the two of you begin to sway.
âYou know,â he murmurs, his voice just above a whisper, âI wasnât lying earlier.â
You glance up at him, confused. âAbout what?â
He grins. âAbout you looking beautiful tonight.â
You roll your eyes playfully. âYouâve said that at least three times already.â
âBecause itâs true,â he says, spinning you gently before pulling you back into him. âAnd I think Iâll say it againâbecause you look stunning.â
You shake your head with a soft chuckle, but a warmth spreads through your chest at his words.
The song continues, and for a moment, you let yourself enjoy it. The feeling of being twirled under the lights, the warmth of Felixâs hand in yours, the laughter shared between the two of youâitâs easy. Fun.
And yet, somewhere in the back of your mind, you catch yourself wonderingâif it were Hyunjin standing here instead, would it feel different? You push the thought away and let Felix pull you closer, deciding to just enjoy the moment for what it is.
As the song fades into the next, you and Felix slow to a stop, still laughing softly from your little dance. Before either of you can say anything, your friendâthe bride herselfâcomes rushing up to you, her face glowing with happiness.
âYou came!â she exclaims, throwing her arms around you in a tight hug.
You chuckle, hugging her back. âOf course, I did. I wouldnât miss your big day.â
She pulls away, her eyes shimmering with emotion. âIt really means a lot. Andââ Her gaze shifts to Felix, who stands beside you with a polite smile. ââoh my God, is this your boyfriend?â
Your eyes widen, and Felix lets out a soft laugh. âAhââ
Before either of you can correct her, she clasps her hands together, looking absolutely delighted. âHeâs so handsome! You two look amazing together. I swear, youâre nextâsoon, weâll be celebrating your wedding, too!â
Your jaw nearly drops. âWaitââ
But before you can get another word in, someone calls for her from across the reception, and she gasps. âI have to go! But seriously, Iâm so happy for you two.â With that, she hurries off, leaving you standing there, dumbfounded.
Felix lets out a short, amused laugh before looking at you. âWell⌠that was unexpected.â
You turn to him, shaking your head in disbelief. âWildly unexpected.â
And then, at the same time, both of you burst into laughter. The ridiculousness of the situation is too much, and for a moment, youâre just caught up in the humor of it all.
âI mean, who would even want to marry someone like me?â you joke, half expecting Felix to roll his eyes or tease you in return.
But instead, without hesitation, he raises his hand. âMe.â
Your laughter dies in your throat as you look at him, caught completely off guard. âWhat?â
Felix grins, playful as always, but thereâs something else in his gazeâsomething steady, certain. âIâd marry you.â
For a moment, you donât know what to say. You search his face, trying to gauge if heâs just messing with you, but he looks oddly serious beneath the playful facade.
âFelixâŚâ you start, unsure of what youâre even about to say.
He shrugs, effortlessly casual. âYou should be saying who wouldnât want to marry you. I mean, youâre incredible.â
Despite yourself, you feel warmth creep up your neck. âYouâre just saying that.â
He tilts his head. âAm I?â
You donât know why, but the way he says it makes your stomach flutter just a little. You quickly shake it off with a laugh. âAlright. Time to get more drinks.â
Felix chuckles, letting you change the subject, but as you two make your way back to the bar, you canât help but feeling a little hopeful that maybe your future hold this too.
-
Felix pulls up in front of your apartment building, shifting the car into park but leaving the engine running. You glance outside, noting the quiet stillness of the night, before turning back to him with a soft smile.
âThanks for today,â you say sincerely. âI really had fun.â
Felix smiles back, but then he exhales a long sigh, tilting his head back against the headrest. âThis is bad,â he mutters.
You frown. âWhat is?â
He turns to look at you, his expression unreadable. âI donât think I want to do the collab anymore.â
His words catch you off guard. You blink at him, searching his face for any sign of a joke. âWhy?â
Felix hesitates for a second, then chuckles under his breath, shaking his head as if amused by himself. âBecause now⌠I am more interested to be more than just that.â
Felix doesnât break eye contact, his usual playful demeanor softened by something more genuine, more serious. And for the first time tonight, you donât know what to say.
You smile at his words, choosing not to respond directly. Instead, you reach for the door handle and glance at him one last time.
âDrive safely, okay?â you say softly.
Before you can step out, Felix gently reaches for you, his fingers brushing against your jaw as he tilts your face toward him. Your breath catches for just a second before he leans in, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your cheek.
When he pulls back, his eyes hold yours, something unspoken passing between you. âGoodnight,â he murmurs.
You hesitate for only a moment before replying, âGoodnight, Felix.â
Then, without another word, you step out of the car, closing the door behind you. As you walk toward your building, you can still feel the warmth of his lips on your skin.
You step into your apartment, closing the door behind you with a quiet sigh. As you slip off your shoes, your eyes immediately land on the vase of flowers sitting on the counter.
For a moment, you just stand there, staring at them. With everything that happened todayâthe wedding, Felix, his wordsâyou havenât had the time to really appreciate them.
Slowly, you walk up to the vase, reaching out to touch the petals with delicate fingers. The flowers are fresh, carefully chosen, and arranged with thoughtfulness. Hyunjin must have picked them while thinking of you.
The realization brings a soft warmth to your chest. You brush your fingertips over the petals, admiring the mix of colors and how gentle they feel under your touch.
Hyunjin didnât have to do this, but he did and for some reason, that lingers in your mind longer than it should.
-
Hyunjin stirs awake to the sound of his phone buzzing against his nightstand. Groggy, he blindly reaches for it, squinting at the screen before answering.
"Hello?" His voice is rough with sleep.
"Come over for breakfast," you say, your voice light and easy, as if this is something you do all the time.
He rubs the sleep off his eyes. "Right now?"
"Yes, right now. Or else Iâll eat everything myself," you tease before hanging up, leaving no room for protest.
Hyunjin exhales a soft chuckle, tossing his phone aside before dragging himself up into a sitting position. He rubs his face, then runs a hand through his tousled hair. His eyes drift across the room until they land on the canvas propped against the wall.
Itâs another painting of youâone he worked on late into the night. In the dim morning light, he takes it in. The colors, the soft edges of your features, the way his brush captured you so naturally, like second nature.
Hyunjin exhales, shaking his head at himself. He doesnât know what to do with all these paintings of you. But for now, breakfast awaits.
He goes to the bathroom, brushes his teeth and washes his face, not forgetting to clean the paint tainted his nails. He grabs a clean shirt from inside the dryer and puts it on before heading out.
Hyunjin knocks on your door, still a little sluggish from just waking up. He doesnât have to wait long before you pull it open, greeting him with a bright smile.
"Good morning!" you chirp, stepping aside to let him in.
He steps inside, glancing around as he toes off his shoes and immediately notices the flowers he bought for you yesterday perched on the coffee tae, adding a pop of color in the living room.
"Youâre in a good mood," he notes, watching the way you move around your apartment with an easy kind of energy.
You hum as you head toward the kitchen, setting the table for breakfast. "I guess I am."
Hyunjin tilts his head, observing you. Something about your smile, the way it lingers, makes him wonder. His mind flashes back to last nightâhow you got into Felixâs car, the way Felix had kissed your cheek, the way you had let him.
Did something happen between you two?
He presses his lips into a line, pushing the thought away before it settles too deep. Instead, he walks over to where youâre setting down plates, feigning nonchalance.
"So," he says, leaning against the counter, "good wedding?"
You glance at him, still smiling, and nod. "Yeah, it was nice."
Hyunjin hums, trying not to let his thoughts run away from him but he's not going to lie, he doesnât like that vague answer.
When you finally set the plates on the table, he slides into the chair across from you, eyes flickering between the meal and your still-bright expression.
âSo whatâs the occasion?â he asks, lifting an eyebrow.
You shrug, taking a seat. âBecause I wanted to.â
He studies you for a beat, as if trying to find a deeper meaning behind your words. But then, before he can dwell on it too much, you add, âAnd because we need to talk about the concept for the next shoot.â
Ah. There it is.
He exhales a quiet laugh, shaking his head as he reaches for his fork. âSo thereâs an actual reason,â he teases.
You smirk, picking up your own utensils. âDoes there have to be one?â
He meets your gaze across the table, something unreadable in his expression. âNo,â he admits. âNot really.â
As you both eat, the conversation flows easily, filled with casual remarks about the food and small observations about the day ahead. Itâs comfortableâso much so that Hyunjin almost forgets about the lingering questions in his mind. Almost.
Then, between bites, you set your fork down and glance at him. âI have an idea for the next shoot.â
He looks up from his plate, intrigued. âYeah?â
You nod, a small smile playing on your lips. âWe should make a painting together.â
His brows lift slightly. Thatâs⌠unexpected. âLike, actually paint?â
âYeah.â You lean forward, resting your elbow on the table. âSomething messy. Something raw. We can set up a big canvas, use our hands, maybe even our bodiesâjust create something together. Capture the process, the movement, the intimacy of it.â
Hyunjin blinks, processing your words. His mind immediately fills with imagesâcolors smeared across skin, paint-streaked fingers, the way your expressions would shift with each stroke of color.
âThatâsâŚâ He exhales a quiet chuckle, setting his utensils down. âThatâs actually a really good idea.â
Your smile widens. âYeah?â
He nods, intrigued despite himself. âYeah. It sounds different. More⌠artistic.â
âExactly. And I figured youâd be into it. You are an artist, after all.â
He watches you for a moment, then leans back in his chair before finally says. âI say letâs do it.â
-
A few days later, Hyunjin moves around your makeshift studio, adjusting the lights, setting up the camera angles, and double-checking the placement of props. His heart pounds, but he focuses on the technicalities, keeping his mind occupied.
The canvas he boughtâa massive, unblemished white expanseâsits in the center of the room. He drags it into position, making sure the lighting hits it just right. The idea had come to him suddenly, and when he brought it up, you had been all for it.
Now that everything is set, all thatâs left is you. He exhales, rubbing his palms together before stretching his fingers. He has to keep his hands steady.
The soft padding of your footsteps alerts him before you even enter the room. He turns just as you step inside, wrapped in a loose bathrobe.
"Everything ready?" you ask, your voice even, but he swears thereâs a flicker of something unreadable in your eyes.
He nods. "Yeah."
With that, you untie the sash of your robe and let it slip off your shoulders, baring yourself to him as you're only wearing a flimsy, plain white underwear. You're getting way too comfortable with him that you don't hesitate at all.
The camera clicks fill the room as Hyunjin moves around the canvas, capturing every angle of you stretched out bare against the stark white background. The contrast is strikingâyour skin, the shadows, the way the light catches the curves of your body. Through the lens, he sees more than just a subject; he sees you. And it stirs something deep in him.
Once heâs taken enough shots, he lowers the camera, his lips slightly parted. His throat feels dry, but he swallows and meets your gaze. He knows it's time.
âLose the shirt,â you murmur, your voice carrying an edge of playfulness.
Without hesitation, he grips the hem and pulls the fabric over his head, letting it fall to the side. The cool air kisses his skin, but what affects him more is the way your eyes roam over him. Slowly, silently, like youâre memorizing every dip and contour of his body. And he likes it.
Rolling his shoulders, he crawls over to you, his movements fluid and unhurried. The canvas beneath him shifts slightly as he joins you in the center, hovering just above you. You prop yourself up on your elbows, your breath steady but expectant.
âI'm ready when you are,â you murmur with a faint smirk tugging at your lips.
Hyunjin leans in, close enough that your exhales mix. His dark hair falls slightly over his eyes, but it doesnât hide the way he looks at youâdeep, intense, searching. Then, without a word, he dips his fingers into the bowl of body paint. The cool liquid coats his fingertips, and he slowly drags them from your collarbone down to your navel. A sharp inhale escapes you, your muscles reacting to the sensation.
He watches you closely, his chest rising and falling in sync with yours before swiping his fingers through another pool of paint, this time dipping into a deep crimson. His breath is steady, but his heart pounds as he brings his hand back to your skin.
Slowly, he drags his fingertips along the curve of your shoulder, tracing down the length of your arm, leaving a streak of red in their wake. The contrast against your skin is mesmerizing, but more than that, itâs the way you react to his touch that keeps him captivated. The way your breath hitches, the way your muscles tense slightly before relaxing under his fingers.
His hand hovers over your ribs before he presses his palm against you, smearing the paint in broad strokes across your torso. Itâs intimate, slow, tender. Every movement is careful, yet charged, the tension thickening between you.
You tilt your head back slightly, exposing more of your neck, and the sight makes something stir in him. He dips his fingers into a shade of violet and runs them along your throat, down the center of your chest, watching as the colors blend together against your skin. His breathing deepens.
âYouâre enjoying this,â you murmur, your voice hushed yet teasing.
Hyunjin exhales a soft laugh, but he doesnât deny it. How could he, when this is the closest heâs ever been to you like this? When he gets to touch you under the guise of art, of creativity, but deep down, he knows itâs more than that?
His fingers find a shade of indigo next, and he trails it along the dip of your waist, his hand lingering just a little longer than necessary. "You make a good canvas," he says, his voice lower than he intends.
You meet his gaze, and for a moment, neither of you speak. Thereâs something thick in the air, something unsaid but understood. The paint is just an excuse. The art is just a distraction. Itâs him touching you. Itâs you letting him.
-
At first, you thought you were going to be the one enjoying this the mostâthe feeling of warm hands, cool paint, and the slow, deliberate movements across your bare skin. But as you lie there, your body pressed against the canvas, you realize that itâs not just you whoâs lost in the moment.
Itâs Hyunjin.
He hasnât spoken much, but you donât need words to tell how much heâs enjoying this. The way his fingers trace your skin with slow, lingering strokes. The way he exhales softly, as if grounding himself with every touch. The way he hesitates, just for a fraction of a second, before letting his hands glide further.
The realization sends a different kind of heat curling through you as you turn over on the canvas and lay on your stomach.
He gathers your hair and drapes it over one shoulder, his fingers grazing the side of your neck in a way that makes you shiver. He takes his time, letting his touch linger as if savoring the moment before dipping his fingers into golden paint. Then, you feel itâa long, deliberate streak, starting at the nape of your neck and trailing down your spine.
The cool paint against your heated skin is startling at first, but it quickly turns into something elseâsomething warm, something electric. You can feel his gaze on you, dark and heavy, studying the way the color melts into your body. You donât dare look back at him, but you know. You can feel it in the way his breathing slows, in the way his hands settle just a little more firmly against you.
Then, he dips both hands into separate bowls of paintâone deep blue, the other a soft peach. You barely have time to process it before his palms press against the back of your thighs, dragging downward in a slow, unhurried motion.
A quiet gasp escapes you, your body tensing involuntarily. Not just from the sensation of the paint, but from him. From the weight of his hands, the firm yet careful way he maps out your skin like heâs committing every inch of you to memory.
His fingertips skim behind your knees, nails lightly scratching as he moves lower. A shudder rolls through you, and before you can stop yourself, a quiet, breathy sound escapes your lips.
For a moment, neither of you move. The air between you grows heavier, thicker, charged with something unspoken. And then, slowly, he leans inâso close that his breath brushes against your ear.
âDoes it feel good?â he asks, his voice low, hushed, almost teasing.
The heat spreads from your core to the very tips of your fingers. You donât know if heâs asking about the paint. Before you can gather your thoughts, his hand dips into the paint again, and thenâwarm fingers, slick with color, wrap around your neck.
A soft gasp escapes you as he tilts your head back, slowly, deliberately, until your gaze locks with his. Your breath catches.
He hovers above you, his dark hair falling over his eyes, his lips just slightly parted. Thereâs something in the way he looks at you, something deep and intense, like heâs searching for something in your expression. His fingers press just enough to make you aware of them, not tight, not demandingâjust there, holding you, guiding you.
And then, with a soft, teasing lilt, he asks again, âDoes it feel good?â
The question drips with something more than curiosity. Your lips part, but no words come out at first. Your body is still humming from his touch, from the sensation of wet paint drying against your skin, from the weight of his gaze keeping you pinned beneath him. Your wide eyes search his, and you nodâsmall, shaky.
âYes,â you whisper, voice barely audible, but in the quiet space between you, it sounds so much louder.
A slow, satisfied smirk tugs at the corner of Hyunjinâs lips. His thumb lightly traces along your throat before he releases you, his touch lingering as his hand falls away. But the tension heâs left behind? That lingers, too.
After a moment, you shift, moving to your knees on the canvas, your bare skin already streaked with vibrant colors. The paint is drying in some places, still wet in others, creating a mix of sensations that heighten your awareness of every little movement, every touch.
Behind you, Hyunjin follows, kneeling just as you are. You feel his presence before you feel his touchâthe warmth of his body close to yours, his breath ghosting along your shoulder as he dips his hands into the paint again. And thenâ
A slow glide of his hands down your sides, paint spreading across your skin in uneven streaks. You inhale sharply, your stomach tightening at the contrast between the slick wetness and the warmth of his palms.
You donât stop him. Instead, you reach for his hands, fingers wrapping around his wrists, guiding him. Slowly, you trace a path with his hands, urging them to explore, to roam over your body as you bring them upwardâuntil his paint-coated hands are palming your breasts.
A soft, broken moan escapes you as his fingers flex against you, the pressure just enough to make you shiver. Against you, Hyunjin goes still for a moment, his breath heavy and uneven against the side of your neck. His hands hesitate, but only for a secondâthen, as if something clicks inside him, his grip tightens, his thumbs swiping over your hardening nipples in slow, teasing strokes. You drop your head back, resting it on his shoulder, fully letting yourself melt into his hold.
He exhales, his chest rising and falling against your back, and then he moves againâhis hands pressing, kneading, painting you with every motion. His grip is firm yet gentle, fingers mapping the shape of you as if imprinting you into the canvas itself.
The wet drag of paint, the warmth of his hands, the way he holds you from behindâitâs overwhelming. Itâs intoxicating. And you donât hold back. You let the pleasure spill from your lips, let the colors mix between your bodies, let Hyunjin mark you in ways he doesnât even realize.
Hyunjinâs hands slowly slide down your arms, fingers curling around your wrists as he guides them forward. His touch is firm but patient, steadying you as he dips both of your hands into the paint together. The slick paint spreads between your fingers, mixing colors into something new, something neither of you could create alone.
With your hands still joined, he moves, pressing his chest against your back as he guides your palms toward the blank spaces of the canvas. The first touch is hesitant, experimentalâyour joined hands pressing against the fabric, smearing color in sweeping strokes.
He exhales softly behind you, his breath warm against your ear as he murmurs, âJust like that.â
You both move together, shifting across the canvas, bodies staying close. The paint sticks to your skin, smears across your thighs, your stomach, the curve of Hyunjinâs arms. Every movement feels intimate, every brush of his fingers against yours a silent conversation.
When he tilts his head down, the tip of his nose skims along your temple, and you swear you can feel the curve of his voluptuous lips hovering just shy of touching.
âYouâre good at this,â he says, his voice quiet but filled with something you canât quite place.
You donât answer right away. Instead, you press your hands down again, swirling the colors together, feeling the heat of his palms against yours.
And when you finally glance back at him, your breath catchesâbecause Hyunjin isnât looking at the canvas. Heâs looking at you. And the way heâs looking at you makes your pulse stutter, makes the room feel too warm, makes you wonder if this moment, this entire thing, is turning into something neither of you expected.
You barely give him a moment to react before you push against his shoulders, guiding him down until his back meets the canvas with a soft thud. His long hair fans out beneath him, dark strands streaked with bits of paint, and he watches you with a mixture of curiosity and something deeperâsomething that you're not ready to acknowledge.
You straddle his waist, reaching for one of the bowls of paint, and without hesitation, you tip it over his chest. A thick stream of color drips down his skin, pooling in the dips of his collarbones, the lines of his abs.
He flinches slightly at the sensation but doesnât say a word, just watches as your hands follow the trail of paint, spreading it, smearing it, turning him into part of the canvas. His chest rises and falls beneath your touch, and for a moment, youâre completely lost in the actâuntil suddenly, He sits up, grabbing a bowl of his own.
Before you can react, the paint splashes onto your chest, sending a shiver down your spine. You gasp, your hands flying up in surprise as the thick liquid drips down your skin. Then, a laugh bubbles out of you, realizing this is his way of getting back at you.
He smirks, eyes glinting with mischief as he watches the paint slide down your skin. âFairâs fair,â he murmurs, voice low but teasing.
You barely have time to respond before his arms wrap around you, pulling you close until thereâs no space left between you and your breasts squashed between your chests. The paint on both of your bodies smears together, colors blending with every shift, every breath, every subtle movement. The warmth of his bare skin against yours sends a shiver through you, and when your eyes meet, it feels like the world slows down.
Hyunjinâs gaze flickers to your lips, and you suddenly realize how close he is, how easily you could lean in, close the distance. And the thought tempts you, makes you reflexively shut your eyes, anticipatingâ
But instead of the warmth of his lips, you feel the cool drag of his fingers against your cheeks. Your eyes snap open as you gasp, realizing heâs just smeared paint across your face. Hyunjin grins, victorious, and you barely hesitate before running your hands down his face, streaking him with paint in return.
What started as something intimate shifts in an instant. Laughter spills between you as you wrestle for control, hands grabbing at paint, smearing it wherever you can reach. The canvas beneath you turns into a chaotic masterpiece of color, your bodies painting just as much as your hands.
By the time you finally collapse against each other, breathless from laughter, youâre both a mess of paint and warmth and something lingering in the air between you, unspoken.
-
The warm spray of the shower cascades over Hyunjinâs skin, washing away streaks of paint in rivulets of color that swirl down the drain. He tilts his head back slightly, letting the water soak into his hair, the heavy strands clinging to his face and neck. His body still hums with leftover adrenaline from the shoot, from the mess of colors, from you. And speaking of youâ
He's about to turn on his feet when he feels a cool dollop of body wash lands on his chest. He looks down just in time to see you grinning, hands already moving to lather the soap over his skin.
âI think you did that on purpose,â he mutters, watching as your fingers work over the paint-streaked expanse of his torso
You hum in amusement, tilting your head. âMaybe.â
Hebscoffs but doesnât stop you, though his body tenses slightly when your hands move lower, tracing the edges of his ribs, his waist, the dips of his pelvic bone. Itâs⌠too easy to enjoy this, the feeling of your touch, the warmth of the water, the closeness that neither of you seem to be in a rush to break. Still, he canât let you have all the fun.
Hyunjin grabs a handful of body wash and smears it along your shoulder, then down your arm in a long, soapy streak. You yelp in surprise, glaring at him through the steam-filled air, but he only grins, smug.
âOh, itâs like that?â you challenge, narrowing your eyes.
He simply shrugs, barely concealing his laughter.
In retaliation, you cup your hands, gathering water before flinging it at him, making him splutter. It turns into a playful battle of soap and water, hands slipping, laughter echoing against the tile. Hyunjin doesnât even notice how close youâve gotten until his back nearly hits the shower wall, and youâre right there, breathless, eyes glimmering with something between amusement and something elseâsomething tender.
Your hands slow, fingers gliding gently over his forearm, then up to his shoulder, smoothing away the last traces of paint. The shift in atmosphere is subtle but undeniable, laughter fading into something quieter, something heavier.
Hyunjin swallows, his throat suddenly dry despite the water running down his skin. He watches as your gaze flickers to his, then lowerâto his lipsâbefore quickly darting away.
And for a moment, he wonders if he should say something. Do something. But before he can, youâre turning away, reaching for the shampoo. The moment passes, slipping away like paint down the drain.
Hyunjin exhales, running a hand through his wet hair as he forces himself to focus on something else. Anything else. âTurn around,â he says, voice steady despite himself. âYou still have paint in your hair.â
You obey, and he works the shampoo through your strands, fingers massaging gently against your scalp. You sigh, melting under his touch.
âSorry about your jeans,â you apologize as you rub the hint of paint on your elbow.
Hyunjin glances at his jeans, lying on the bathroom floor tainted with drying paints as he speaks. âNo worries,â he calmly responds.
As he rinses the soap from your hair, you turn around on your feet, blinking water out of your lashes as you look up at him with an amused smirk. âIf weâre both in here, then whoâs ordering dinner?â
He pauses, hands still in your hair, fingers tangled in wet strands. He blinks once, then twice, as if the thought hadnât even crossed his mind. ââŚOh.â
You burst into laughter, reaching behind you to grab a towel. âGuess we didnât think that far ahead, huh?â
He runs a hand through his dripping hair, exhaling through his nose. âI was a little preoccupied.â
You raise a brow, drying your arms with the towel. âWith what? Scrubbing paint off me?â
He huffs, shaking his head as he grabs his own towel. âAmong other things.â
You donât ask him to elaborate, and he doesnât offer. Instead, you wrap your towel around yourself, padding out of the bathroom while wringing the ends of your hair. âIâll order something.â
Wrapped in plush bathrobes, still slightly damp from the shower, you and Hyunjin stand side by side in front of the massive canvas sprawled across the floor. The colors are wild, chaotic, and yet, somehow, perfectly blendedâjust like the two of you in that moment.
Hyunjin exhales, crossing his arms over his chest. âIt actually turned out really cool.â
You grin, nudging his arm. âAre you surprised?â
He chuckles, shaking his head. âNot really. Weâre kind of a masterpiece-making duo, arenât we?â
You laugh. âDamn right we are.â
A comfortable silence settles as you both admire the painting, letting the weight of what youâve created sink in. Then, Hyunjin suddenly perks up. âWe should sign it.â
You blink at him before tilting your head in thought. âThatâs actually a great idea.â
Grabbing a marker from your desk, you crouch down at the bottom corner of the painting and carefully write your initial. Satisfied, you hand the marker to Hyunjin, who kneels beside you. He hesitates for a second, then presses the marker to the canvas, his strokes smooth and deliberate as he writes: S.H.
You frown slightly, tilting your head. âS.H.?â
He glances at you, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips. âYeah. Itâs my painting name.â
Your brows lift in curiosity. âYour painting name?â
He nods. âSam Hwang.â
You playfully glare at him before letting out a soft laugh. âSam Hwang? Thatâs what you go by?â
Hyunjin smirks. âYep.â
You shake your head in amusement, eyeing the signature. âIt suits you.â
He hums, running a hand through his still-damp hair. âFigured Iâd keep my art life a little separate from everything else.â
You admire the signed painting once more before nodding in agreement. âWell, in that case⌠congrats on the first official collaboration ofââ You gesture between the two of you. ââus.â
He grins, tapping his knuckles against yours. âTo many more.â
Later that night, Hyunjin sits at his desk, the only light in his apartment coming from his laptop screen. The faint hum of his computer fills the quiet space as he scrolls through the photos he took earlier. His fingers move instinctively on the trackpad, adjusting the brightness, sharpening the colors, refining each shot.
The images on the screen are undeniableâvivid streaks of paint on bare skin, hands tangled, bodies intertwined on the canvas. But more than that, what stands out to him is the way the two of you looked at each other. The way you laughed, the way you touched, the way you moved together. It wasnât just a shoot. It was something else entirely.
Hyunjin exhales, running a hand through his still-damp hair. He was supposed to be helping you, just doing a job, but he canât ignore the way his chest tightens as he replays the footage. He clicks on a video file, and the screen flickers to life. There you are, laughing as you smear paint down his chest, your eyes shining with mischief. Then thereâs himâsmirking, grabbing a handful of paint, pulling you close until your bodies are pressed together. He watches the way his own hands move over your skin, the way your head tilts back in response, the way his eyesâhis eyesâfollow every inch of you with something he canât quite define.
He leans back in his chair, letting out a deep sigh. This was supposed to be business. But looking at the screen, at the way the two of you lost yourselves in each other, he wonders if it ever really was.
-
The classroom is quiet except the sounds of bristles against canvas, occasional murmurs of his classmates, and the footsteps of his professor walking around observing everyone's progress.
Hyunjin moves his brush in smooth, deliberate strokes, layering deep hues onto his canvas. But his mind isnât entirely in the present. As he paints, his thoughts drift back to that dayâto the way he dipped his fingers into the paint, smearing bold colors onto your flesh. The way laughter bubbled from your lips when he smeared a streak of red onto your cheek. The warmth of your skin beneath his fingertips as the two of you moved in sync, turning the mess into something strangely beautiful. He exhales through his nose, shaking his head slightly. It shouldnât have felt as natural as it did.
The sound of the professor dismissing the class snaps him out of his thoughts. With a quiet sigh, he sets down his brush and starts packing his things, carefully tucking his sketchbook into his backpack.
Then, his phone buzzes. He glances at the screen. Your name. Frowning, he answers. âHello?â
âIâm waiting for you in the parking lot,â you say, your voice light, almost playful.
Hyunjin blinks. âWhat? Why?â
âJust hurry up,â you simply answer and then you hang up.
Hyunjin stares at his phone for a second before sighing. Slinging his backpack over his shoulder, he makes his way toward the exit, his heart beating just a little faster than before. He steps out of the building, scanning the parking lot until his eyes land on your car. The engine is idling, the faint hum of it filling the quiet afternoon.
Through the windshield, he catches sight of youâelbow propped against the door, fingers drumming on the wheel, a small smile tugging at your lips as you watch him. He doesnât waste a second. He tightens his grip on the strap of his backpack and makes a run for it, weaving through parked cars, his loose shirt billowing slightly as he moves.
By the time he reaches the passenger side, heâs slightly breathless, but your smile has only grown wider. He tugs the door open, sliding in with a questioning look. âAlright, Iâm here. Whatâs this about?â
You simply tap your fingers against the wheel, eyes twinkling with something that hints at mischief. âYouâll see.â
Hyunjin exhales a laugh, shaking his head. âYouâre so mysterious sometimes, you know that?â
You only grin in response before shifting the gear and pulling out of the parking lot.
As you drive, Hyunjin leans back in his seat, watching you with quiet curiosity. The late afternoon sunlight filters through the windshield, casting a glow on your face, and he finds himself distracted by the way your fingers tap lightly against the steering wheel in thought.
âSiennaâs birthday is this weekend,â you say, breaking the comfortable silence. âShe invited both of us to her party.â
He shifts in his seat. âOh? I didnât know I was invited.â
You glance at him briefly, a smirk playing on your lips. âOf course, you are. She likes you, you know. She said youâre fun to have around.â
He chuckles, shaking his head. âWell, thatâs nice to hear.â
âBut,â you continue, âI need your help with something.â
Hyunjin tilts his head. âWith what?â
âI want to get her the perfect birthday gift, but I have no idea what to buy. I figured youâd have some good ideas.â
He smiles at that, finding amusement in how serious you sound about it. âSure. Iâll help you.â
You glance at him again, this time with a satisfied nod. âGood. Because weâre going gift shopping right now.â
Hyunjin lets out a small laugh. âSo thatâs why you picked me up without warning.â
âYou catch on fast,â you tease.
Inside the jewelry store, you and Hyunjin stand side by side, peering into the glass display cases filled with elegant necklaces, bracelets, and earrings. The soft lighting casts a warm glow on the sparkling pieces, making each one seem more tempting than the last.
âI think this one suits her,â you say, pointing at a delicate gold bracelet with a small heart charm. âItâs simple but pretty.â
Hyunjin leans down for a closer look, then shakes his head. âI think Siennaâs more into statement pieces. Sheâd like something bolder.â
You turn to him with a raised eyebrow. âOh, so youâre an expert on Siennaâs jewelry preferences now?â
He smirks, crossing his arms. âI just pay attention. She always wears chunky rings and layered necklaces. She likes things that stand out.â
You glance back at the display, considering his words. âOkay, fair point. Then what do you suggest?â
He scans the case before pointing at a silver necklace with an intricate flower pendant. âHow about this one? Itâs unique, and I think it fits her personality.â
You study the necklace for a moment, then sigh. âOkay⌠I actually like that one too.â
He puts on a cocky grin at you. âTold you.â
Rolling your eyes, you playfully nudge his arm before signaling for the store assistant. âAlright, weâll take it.â
As you wait for the store assistant to wrap Siennaâs gift, your eyes wander to a nearby display of bracelets. One in particular catches your attentionâa dainty silver chain with a small crescent moon charm. Curious, you slip it onto your wrist, admiring how it glimmers under the storeâs warm lights.
Hyunjin, noticing, tilts his head. âThat looks good on you.â
You turn your wrist slightly, testing how it feels. âYou think so?â
He nods. âYeah. It suits you.â
After a moment, you sigh and unclasp the bracelet, placing it back onto the display.
Hyunjin frowns. âYouâre not getting it?â
You shake your head, a playful smile forming on your lips. âNo.â
âWhy not?â
You glance at him and shrug casually. âI donât know⌠But you can buy it for me if you want.â
Hyunjin lets out a soft laugh, narrowing his eyes at you. âOh, is that how it is?â
You just grin at him before stepping back toward the counter, leaving him staring at the bracelet, considering something.
-
Hyunjin slings one of your bags over his shoulder while carrying another in his hand as the two of you make your way down the stairs of the apartment building. He glances at you, still trying to wake himself up fully as he asks, âWhy are we leaving so early?â
You adjust your grip on the bag youâre carrying and glance at him. âBecause Sienna rented a villa for her birthday party,â you explain. âAnd not just any villaâthe same one I rented for the collab shoot with her.â
He hums at that as it rekindle a certain memory. âOh?â
You nod. âYeah. Itâs a bit far, so we have to leave now if we donât want to get stuck in traffic.â
Hyunjin stifles a yawn as the two of you reach the bottom of the stairs. He adjusts the bag on his shoulder before looking at you again. âSo⌠that villa, huh?â he repeats, his voice tinged with intrigue.
You glance at him, catching the subtle curiosity in his tone. âYep. Why? Does that interest you?â
He tilts his head slightly, a smirk tugging at his lips. âI donât know. Maybe.â
You roll your eyes, but you canât help the amused smile that creeps onto your face as the two of you head toward your car. Hyunjin holds his hand out at you, gesturing for the car keys, âIâll drive this time.â
You pause with your keys in hand, raising an eyebrow at him. âAre you sure youâre good to drive?â
He scoffs playfully, running a hand through his messy hair. âIâm awake now. Besides, Iâm a great driver.â
You watch him for a second before smiling and handing him the keys. âAlright. Just don't forget you're carrying a precious cargo here.â
Hyunjin chuckles as he unlocks the car and slides into the driverâs seat, adjusting it to his preference. You settle into the passenger side, stretching your legs slightly before fastening your seatbelt.
As he turns the engine on, you lean your head back against the headrest, sighing in contentment. âActually, this is even better. Now I can take a nap.â
He glances at you as he pulls out of the parking lot, smirking. âYouâre really just going to abandon me while I drive?â
You let out a small laugh, already getting comfortable. âYup. Wake me up when weâre there.â
He shakes his head with an amused chuckle as he focuses on the road ahead. âUnbelievable.â
The road stretches ahead in a quiet hum of asphalt and tires, the early morning light casting a soft glow over everything. Hyunjin keeps one hand on the wheel, the other resting lazily on the gear shift, his fingers tapping lightly against it as music plays faintly through the speakers.
Every now and then, he steals a glance at you. Youâre curled up slightly in the passenger seat, your head resting against the window, your breathing slow and even. Completely at ease. He watches the way your lips part slightly as you sleep, the way your eyelashes flutter every now and then, as if youâre dreaming.
Hyunjin exhales through his nose, a small smile tugging at his lips. Thereâs something oddly comforting about this momentâjust the two of you, the quiet hum of the car, and the warmth of the sun spilling through the windows.
And maybe itâs selfish, but he wants to make this ride last a little longer. Without really thinking about it, he eases his foot off the gas just a little, keeping the car at a leisurely pace just below the speed limit. Thereâs no rush. No need to wake you up sooner than necessary. So he drives, letting the soft rhythm of your breathing mix with the steady sound of the road, stealing quiet moments where he can.
-
You slowly blink awake, the warmth of the sun making your eyelids heavy even as you regain consciousness. The first thing you notice is the steady rhythm of the car moving smoothly along the road. The second is Hyunjin, still at the wheel, his gaze focused ahead, one hand lazily gripping the wheel while the other rests on the gear shift.
You shift slightly in your seat, stretching just a little before settling in more comfortably, watching him. The way his jaw tenses and relaxes, the way his fingers drum lightly against the wheel to the beat of the song playing softly through the speakersâitâs all so effortlessly him.
He must notice your gaze because, without taking his eyes off the road, he asks, âHow was your nap?â
A slow smile forms on your lips as you reply, âYouâre such a good driver that I slept so well.â
At that, He huffs out a quiet chuckle, shaking his head slightly. âThatâs a first. Most people donât sleep well when I drive.â
You arch a brow, amused. âWhy? Do you usually drive like a maniac?â
He shrugs. âSometimes.â
âWell, lucky for me, you were driving like a dream today,â you tease, stretching your arms above your head before relaxing again.
Hyunjin glances your way for a brief second, a small, knowing smile tugging at his lips before he focuses back on the road. âMaybe I just wanted to make sure you got a good nap.â
Something about the way he says it makes warmth settle in your chest, but you brush it off with a playful grin. âThen I might have to let you drive more often.â
He just laughs, shaking his head again, and the car continues rolling down the road, carrying the two of you closer to your destination.
As Hyunjin pulls the car into the driveway of the villa, you sit up straighter, stretching out the last remnants of sleep from your limbs. The place looks just as stunning as you rememberâwhite walls, wide glass windows, and a breathtaking view of the greenery beyond.
He parks the car and turns off the engine, glancing over at you. âWeâre here.â
You nod, pushing open the door and stepping out. The fresh morning air greets you, and you take a deep breath, already feeling the excitement of the day settling in.
Hyunjin gets out as well, moving to the trunk to grab the bags. âGo ahead,â he tells you. âIâll bring these in.â
You donât argue, instead making your way to the front door and knocking. It barely takes a second before the door swings open, and Sienna comes bursting out, her eyes lighting up the moment she sees you.
âOh my god, youâre here!â she squeals, throwing her arms around you in a tight hug.
You laugh, hugging her back. âOf course Iâm here!â
She pulls back, grinning. âI'm glad you made it.â Then her eyes flick over your shoulder, noticing Hyunjin as he walks up with the bags in his arms. âAnd there he is.â
Hyunjin gives a small nod in greeting. âHey.â
Sienna steps in to give him a quick hug before leading the two of you toward the villa. âCome on, come on, get inside! Let's have a preparty.â
As you and Hyunjin step into the villa, the familiar scent of wood and fresh linen greets you. The place is as gorgeous as you rememberâhigh ceilings, floor-to-ceiling windows that let in plenty of sunlight, and the swimming pool that reflects the sunlight into the living room.
Hyunjin sets the bags down near the entrance, rolling his shoulders as he glances around. Before he can say anything, Sienna claps her hands together, turning to you with a knowing smile. âSo⌠did you tell him about that thing?â
You shake your head, smirking. âNope. You can ask him yourself.â
Hyunjinâs eyes narrow suspiciously between the two of you. âWhat thing?â
Sienna and you exchange a look before bursting into laughter, making Hyunjin even more wary. He crosses his arms, lips pressing into a tight line. âWhy do I feel like Iâm being set up?â
Sienna steps closer, tilting her head teasingly. âOh, donât look so nervous, Hyunjin. Itâs nothing bad.â
You grin, deciding to end his suffering. âIâm lending you to Sienna.â
Hyunjinâs eyes widen. âYouâre what?â
You laugh at the way his eyes widen, enjoying the moment of confusion on his face. Sienna quickly adds, âAs a photographer! I want you to take some photos of me while weâre here.â
Hyunjin exhales, shaking his head with a chuckle. âYou guys are ridiculous.â
Sienna nudges him playfully. âBut youâre saying yes, right?â
Hyunjin looks at you, but you just smile innocently as if you didn't just set him up. He sighs, knowing heâs already lost. âSure. Anything for the birthday girl.â
âYay!â Sienna grins triumphantly, catching him off guard as she places a kiss on his cheek, leaving a red lipstick mark on the skin.
You help Sienna get ready in the living room as she sits on the sofa in front of you, applying the finishing touches to her makeup. The golden light streaming through the window makes her glow even more, enhancing the shimmer of the dress she picked out for the shoot.
You do her hair next, applying some hair product to add volume to her curls. âSo⌠you kept saying this was a party, but why are there only three of us here?â
Sienna grins, dabbing some gloss onto her lips. âBecause this is a party. Itâs just a small, intimate one.â She turns to look at you, wiggling her brows. âI only invited people I like.â
You huff a small laugh. âThatâs one way to do it.â
Just then, Hyunjin enters the room, camera in hand, adjusting the settings as he walks in. âSo basically,â he chimes in, âI should feel honored that you like me.â
Sienna lets out a dramatic sigh, flipping her hair. âUgh, donât flatter yourself too much.â
You and Hyunjin exchange amused looks before Sienna points at him. âNow, be useful and make me look stunning.â
Hyunjin slyly smiles, lifting his camera. âYou already look great. My jobâs easy.â
Sienna gasps playfully. âA compliment? From you? I think I might cry.â
Hyunjin just chuckles, motioning for her to move into position. âAlright, birthday girl. Letâs get started.â
-
Hyunjin leans against the sink, his thumb idly scrolling on his phone as he refreshes your Lustre page once more. Nothing. The content you had planned to releaseâthe one you made togetherâstill isnât there. His brows furrow slightly. Did you forget? Itâs not like you to be careless about your uploads.
He exhales through his nose, locking his phone and slipping it into his pocket. Itâs not the right time to ask about it. Maybe you decided to delay it for some reason. Either way, he pushes the thought aside for now and exits the bathroom.
As he walks down the dimly lit hallway, his steps slow when he catches sight of the bedroom at the end of it. The door is slightly ajar, revealing a glimpse of the soft, unmade sheets. His mind instantly goes back to earlierâto the way the three of you had sprawled on that very bed, laughter mixing with the sound of the camera shutter, the lingering scent of Siennaâs perfume still clinging to the air. But more than that, he remembers you. The way you had leaned into him, how your lips had pressed against his in that fleeting yet electrifying moment. The way your voice had lilted with teasing when you whispered, To be continued.
Hyunjin swallows, fingers twitching at his sides. Would tonight be the night you pick up where you left off?
The thought sends a rush of heat through him, but he quickly tamps it down. He shouldnât assume anything. But as he glances at the bedroom again, his heart thrums with anticipation, wonderingâhopingâthat youâll pull him into that room again before the night ends.
Hyunjin flinches slightly when he hears Siennaâs voice calling his name from the other side of the hallway, snapping him out of his thoughts. He exhales, shaking his head as if to clear the lingering images in his mind before making his way toward the kitchen.
The moment he steps in, he finds you and Sienna moving around, setting dishes on the counter. You glance at him briefly, sending him a small smile before going back to arranging the food.
âSet the table, will you?â Sienna says, not looking up as she uncorks a bottle of wine. âAnd add another plate.â
Hyunjin grabs the plates and pauses mid-motion. âAnother plate? You invited someone else?â
Sienna smirks knowingly as she pours herself a drink. âYep.â
He narrows his eyes slightly. âWho?â
Sienna simply takes a slow sip of her wine before flashing a teasing grin and then gives him a nonchalant shrug in answer.
Hyunjin presses his lips together, feeling a twinge of curiosityâand something else he canât quite place. As he sets the extra plate down, he wonders who exactly this mystery guest is and why Sienna seems so pleased about it.
âIs your boyfriend coming?â you ask, directing the question at Sienna.
She shakes her head, spearing a piece of food with her fork. âNope. Heâs busy with work,â she answers with a brief eye roll as if she's fed up with it and then she smirks as she casts a quick glance at Hyunjin. âBut this particular guest is special.â
Hyunjin glances between the two of you, his curiosity only growing. âAre you going to tell us who it is, or do we have to keep guessing?â
Sienna just shrugs, clearly enjoying keeping the suspense. âYouâll know soon enough.â
Despite the lingering mystery, the three of you begin eating dinner, the conversation shifting to lighter topicsâSienna talking about her latest projects, you sharing something funny from earlier in the week, and Hyunjin chiming in with an occasional sarcastic remark that makes both of you laugh. But every now and then, Hyunjinâs eyes drift back to the empty plate, wondering who exactly was important enough for Sienna to invite to such an intimate gathering.
A sudden knock on the door interrupts the flow of conversation. Sienna's eyes light up, and without missing a beat, she pushes back her chair and practically skips toward the door. Hyunjin watches her disappear down the hallway, his fingers absentmindedly tapping against the edge of his plate. You, on the other hand, sip your drink with a calm expression, as if you already have an idea of who the guest might be.
Hyunjin tilts his head slightly, trying to catch snippets of the conversation at the door. He hears Siennaâs voiceâcheerful and welcomingâfollowed by a familiar, softer one that makes his stomach twist before he even fully processes it.
And then, Sienna reappears, a wide grin stretching across her face as she gestures toward the guest trailing behind her.
Felix.
Hyunjin barely has time to mask his expression before Felix steps forward, his warm eyes scanning the room before landing on you. He gives you a small smileâone you return with easeâand then he greets Hyunjin casually, as if this is nothing out of the ordinary.
Sienna claps her hands together, clearly satisfied with the turnout. âNow that everyoneâs here,â she announces, âwe can officially start the party!â
Hyunjin forces a small smile, but as Sienna and Felix laugh about something, his gaze flickers toward you. You look perfectly at ease, and for some reason, that bothers him more than it should.
-
As Hyunjin and Sienna huddle by the fireplace, debating over how to get the flames going, you focus on getting the drinks ready in the kitchen. The clinking of glasses fills the space as you pour each drink carefully, making sure everything is set before bringing them to the others.
Just as you reach for another glass, Felix appears beside you, casually leaning against the counter with that ever-present smirk. âYou donât look happy to see me,â he teases, his voice light.
You pause mid-pour, blinking up at him. âWhat? Thatâs not true.â
âSo... Does that mean you're happy to see me?â he playfully guesses, tilting his head.
You let out a chuckle while resuming what you were doing. âItâs Siennaâs birthday, and sheâs free to invite whoever she wants.â
Felix hums, unconvinced. âSo, if it werenât for Sienna, you wouldnât have invited me?â
You sigh, exasperated, before shaking your head. âThatâs not what I meant.â
Felix chuckles at your reaction, clearly enjoying your frustration. âRelax, Iâm just messing with you,â he says, nudging your arm lightly.
Rolling your eyes, you move to grab the last glass and hand it to him. âYeah, okay, I'm happy to see you.â
âThere we go,â he quips before glancing toward the living room, where Hyunjin and Sienna are still struggling with the fireplace. âSo, what kind of party does Sienna usually throw?â
You shrug honestly. âNo one really knows.â
Felix raises an eyebrow at that, intrigued. âSounds like weâre in for a surprise.â
You give him a knowing look. âWith Sienna? Always.â
You nudge Felix with your elbow and nod toward the birthday cake sitting on the counter. âHelp me carry this?â
Felix grins and steps in, carefully picking up the cake stand while you steady the top to make sure the candles donât flicker out. Together, the two of you make your way toward the living room, where Hyunjin and Sienna are still caught up in their attempt to get the fireplace going.
The moment you step in, you start singing the birthday song, your voice leading the way. Felix joins in, and soon, Hyunjin catches on, his head snapping toward the two of you with realization. Sienna turns around at the sound, her eyes widening as she spots the cake with the glowing candles.
Her gasp is loud, hands flying to her mouth as a delighted smile takes over her face. âYou guys!â she exclaims, eyes flickering between all of you.
Hyunjin, never one to miss a good moment, scrambles for the camera he left on the couch, quickly adjusting the lens to capture Siennaâs reaction. The flickering glow of the candles reflects in her eyes as she laughs, looking overwhelmed by the small but thoughtful celebration.
âMake a wish,â you remind her, giving her an encouraging nod.
Sienna closes her eyes for a second, the room falling into an anticipatory silence, before she blows out the candles in one smooth breath. Cheers erupt as you all clap for her, and Hyunjin continues snapping pictures, capturing every moment.
With the candles blown out and the cake safely set on the coffee table, Sienna grabs her drink and raises it high. âAlright, everyone! Since weâre doing this right, letâs have a proper toast.â
Hyunjin, Felix, and you follow her lead, lifting your glasses as she clears her throat dramatically.
âTo another year of being fabulous, unbothered, and thriving!â Sienna grins, eyes shining. âMay this year bring me even more money, more success, andââ she pauses, smirking, ââa lot of love.â
You chuckle, clinking your glass against hers. âYou mean more fans falling at your feet?â
Sienna winks. âThat too.â
Hyunjin shakes his head with a smile, and Felix chuckles before adding, âTo Sienna. May your ego never deflate.â
Sienna gasps in mock offense, but before she can retort, everyone clinks their glasses together and takes a sip of their drinks.
With that, the party officially begins. Laughter fills the cozy villa as the four of you settle in. Music plays softly in the background, the fireplace finally crackling with warmth, and the night stretches ahead, promising more fun, games, and a few surprises yet to come.
Hyunjin swirls his drink in his glass, letting the warmth of it settle in his chest as he leans back in his seat. The fire crackles softly, casting a golden glow across the room, but his eyes are drawn elsewhere. You and Felix sit together on the sofa, far too close for his liking. Felix leans in, murmuring something to you as if youâre in a crowded club instead of a quiet villa.
Hyunjin catches faint glimpses of the conversationâyour giggles, Felixâs low teasing voice, the way you lightly shove his shoulder but donât move away. He takes another sip of his drink, jaw tensing slightly. He tells himself he doesnât care. That he shouldnât care. But the longer he watches, the harder it is to ignore the feeling creeping up his spine.
A sudden bump to his shoulder snaps him out of it. He turns to see Sienna smirking at him, one brow raised.
âYou look like youâre having the time of your life,â she teases.
Hyunjin exhales, shaking his head. âIâm fine.â
Sienna rolls her eyes. âSure you are.â Then, without warning, she claps her hands together and declares, âAlright, enough lounging around. Itâs time for games!â
Felix groans dramatically, leaning his head against your shoulder. âSienna, weâre adults.â
Sienna grins. âExactly! Which means weâre playing adult games.â
Hyunjin has no idea what she means by that, but the way her smirk widens tells him heâs about to find out.
-
The four of you sit in a loose circle on the carpet, surrounded by plush cushions and the lingering warmth of the fireplace. The drinks are flowing, laughter comes easily, and everyone is comfortably relaxed in the dim glow of the villaâs living room.
Sienna, always the life of the party, reaches into her bag and pulls out a small velvet pouch. The moment you see it, you already know whatâs inside. She loosens the drawstring, tilting the pouch, and a handful of small, pastel-colored pills spill onto her palm.
Felix watches with interest. âAnd what do we have here?â
You lean back on your hands, tilting your head. âHow do you always have these?â
Sienna grins, tossing a pill between her fingers before handing them out. âI have this friendâJane. She works at a pharmaceutical company and hooks me up with these.â She winks. âNothing crazy, just enough to keep the good vibes going.â
Next to you, Felix picks up his pill, turning it between his fingers as if heâs studying it. He gives you a questioning look, and you smirk. âItâs harmless,â you assure him.
Without another thought, Felix pops it into his mouth and washes it down with a sip of wine. Sienna follows suit, tipping her head back easily. You do the same, feeling the cool slide of the pill down your throat, the familiar anticipation settling in your stomach.
But when you glance at Hyunjin, heâs still holding his between his fingers, hesitating. His gaze flickers to yours for a brief second before he finally places it on his tongue and swallows. You donât miss the way his throat bobs, or the way he exhales afterward, as if bracing himself.
Sienna pulls something out of her duffel bag this time and from the box, you can tell that it's Jenga blocks, she's putting it in the middle, the flickering light from the fireplace casting soft shadows over the game.
You glance at Sienna, raising a skeptical brow. âJenga? This is your idea of fun?â you ask doubtfully.
Sienna waves you off with a smirk. âJust wait.â She reaches forward and carefully pulls out the first block. As she flips it over, she grins and reads out loud, âDo a love shot.â
Felix chuckles, already intrigued. Hyunjin, on the other hand, simply watches with mild curiosity.
Sienna grabs two shot glasses, fills them with liquor, and then turns to Hyunjin, who happens to be sitting on her right. âGuess itâs you and me,â she says teasingly, handing him one of the glasses.
Hyunjin raises a brow but doesnât refuse. They link their arms together, bringing the glasses to their lips at the same time. Sienna takes her shot smoothly, but as soon as the alcohol burns down her throat, she gasps dramatically, shaking her head at the bitter aftertaste.
She turns to you with a playful smirk. âAnd that,â she says, setting her glass down with a clink, âis how you play.â
Sienna gently elbows Hyunjinâs side, signaling that itâs his turn next and Hyunjin hesitates for a second before carefully pulling a block from the stack. He flips it over and reads the instruction silently, his brows twitching slightly. Before he can say anything, Sienna leans over impatiently and snatches the block from his hand.
âSpank someone three times on the ass,â she reads out loud, chuckling in amusement before looking at Hyunjin expectantly. âWell? Whoâs the lucky one?â
Hyunjin exhales through his nose, shaking his head with a smirk. âI guess the birthday girl deserves it.â
Sienna rolls her eyes, feigning exasperation. âUgh, I shouldâve known.â But then, without hesitation, she turns and offers her ass, wiggling her hips slightly as if to encourage him.
Hyunjin scoffs but goes along with it. He raises his hand and lands a gentle spank on her ass, barely making a sound.
Sienna immediately whirls her head around and rolls her eyes at him. âOh, come on. Harder.â
Hyunjin blinks before raising his hand again, this time delivering a firmer smack.
Sienna only grins. âThat was better, but you can do better than that. Come on! Harder!â
Hyunjin gives her a deadpan look but complies, swinging his hand back and landing a sharp spank on her ass. Sienna yelps at the impact, her body jerking slightly.
For a split second, Hyunjin looks alarmed. âShitâsorry, did I go too hard?â
Sienna whirls back around with a smirk, completely unfazed. âPlease. Iâve taken harder than that.â
Felix bursts out laughing, and you shake your head, chuckling at the ridiculousness of it all. Sienna, always the chaotic one, is enjoying every second of this.
Since you're sitting next to Hyunjin, it's time for you to take your turn. You reach for a block near the bottom of the stack, carefully wiggling it free, holding your breath as the tower wobbles slightly. Once itâs out, you flip it over and read the instruction printed on it. Kiss the person you think is the hottest.
Sienna immediately gasps before breaking into laughter. âOh, this is a good one!â She turns to you with a mischievous glint in her eyes. âBut itâs not an easy decision, huh? Youâve got two sexy boys right here.â
You scoff, rolling your eyes. âPlease. This is easy.â
Both Felix and Hyunjin straighten slightly, waiting for your choice. You glance at them both, dragging out the moment, then shake your head with an apologetic smile.
âSorry, boys,â you say, shifting onto your hands and knees. âThe hottest person here is Sienna.â
Sienna grins as you crawl over to her. She meets you in the middle, tilting her chin up expectantly. âYou better give the boys a good show,â she murmurs, her lips curving into a smirk.
You slide your fingers under her jaw, tilting her head just right before pressing your lips to hers. She responds instantly, kissing you back with confidence, and as the teasing tension in the air thickens, you deepen the kiss, slipping your tongue past her lips.
The kiss turns messy, heat building between you as your mouths move together, the taste of alcohol and something undeniably Sienna filling your senses. Your fingers tighten on her jaw, and she lets out a soft hum of approval. By the time you finally pull away, youâre both slightly breathless, lips tingling, your gazes locked in amusement and heat.
âHoly shit.â Felix is the first to break the silence. His voice is awed, his eyes wide. âThatâs the hottest thing Iâve ever seen.â
Hyunjin doesnât say anything, but when you glance at him, his fingers are wrapped tightly around his drink, his throat bobbing as he swallows. His gaze flickers between you and Sienna, something unreadable lingering in his expression.
It's Felixâs turn now and he leans forward, eyes scanning the tower carefully before pulling a block from the middle of the stack with ease. He flips it over, reads the instruction silently, then lets out a soft chuckle before reading it aloud. "Remove one article of clothing."
Sienna immediately lets out an excited squeal, clapping her hands together. âOh, hell yes. I love this game.â
Felix smirks, clearly enjoying the attention, and takes a moment to consider which piece to remove. Then, he turns to you. âWhat do you think? What should I take off?â
You blink at him, caught completely off guard. âWhat?â
Felix holds your gaze, a teasing glint in his eyes, waiting for your answer. Heat rushes to your face as you quickly shake your head. âIâm not answering that.â
âAlright then,â Felix says with a grin, reaching for the buttons of his shirt. His fingers work through them one by one, taking his sweet time. As he parts the fabric and shrugs it off, revealing his toned torso, Sienna lets out a dramatic gasp before breaking into loud cheers.
âFelix, you absolute menace,â she laughs, fanning herself exaggeratedly.
Felix tosses his shirt aside, leaning back with an amused expression. âHope that was worth it.â
Sienna, still grinning, suddenly pauses before snapping her fingers. âOh! We finished the first round.â
She grabs the bottle of liquor and starts pouring shots for everyone. âHouse ruleâone shot for every round we complete!â
She hands each of you a shot glass, lifting hers in the air. âCheers!â
Everyone clinks their glasses together before downing the shots, the burn of alcohol warming your throat instantly. The game is only getting started.
-
The game has gone on for multiple rounds, the tower now hollow in places and dangerously close to toppling. The atmosphere is thick with warmth, alcohol, and something else Hyunjin canât quite put into words.
Sienna is sprawled on her stomach, clad only in her matching underwear, lazily watching the game. Felix, shirtless, lounges beside you, his lips dangerously close to your ear as he whispers something that makes you giggle. Hyunjin, only in his boxers, feels the heat of the liquor swirling in his veins as he reaches for a block, his movements slow and precise.
The tower wobbles slightly, and he holds his breath. After a tense moment, he successfully pulls a piece free. A small, relieved laugh escapes him as he flips the block over and reads the instruction, his voice slightly slurred. "Make a hickey on someone's neck."
His mind blanks for a second. His hazy gaze flickers across the room. Sienna watches with mild curiosity, propping herself up on her elbows. Felix still lingers close to you, his breath brushing against your skin. A strange feeling twists in Hyunjinâs chest, and before he can second-guess himself, the words tumble out of his mouth.
âYou.â
Your head snaps up, eyes widening slightly in surprise. But before you can react, Hyunjin is already moving, scooting closer until heâs right beside you. His fingers gently push your hair away, exposing the delicate slope of your neck. His hand hovers for a second as if giving you the chance to pull away. You donât.
He leans in and his lips meet your skin first, warm and soft. Then, he sucks, slow and deliberate, letting his mouth linger, knowing the mark will bloom there in the morning. A quiet gasp escapes your lips, and the sound makes something coil tight in Hyunjinâs stomach. His teeth graze against your skin before he soothes the spot with a final kiss, his lips pressing over the fresh mark one last time before he pulls away.
The moment is brief, but it feels like an eternity, the world narrowing down to just the two of you. When Hyunjin finally leans back, his gaze flickers up to meet yours, his lips tingling, his heart pounding.
The game continues, but for a fleeting moment, you seem to be stuck in a daze until you realize that you have to take your turn. You lean in, concentrating on which block to pull that won't cause the tower crumbling down.
Hyunjin watches as you struggle for another minute, your fingers trembling slightly as you reach for a block. For a fleeting moment, he wonders if itâs because of himâbecause of the mark he just left on your skin, the lingering warmth of his lips still pressed against your flesh.
But you manage. Somehow, you pull a block from the tower, and to your luck, itâs blank.
Sienna groans. âBoring.â
You laugh softly, and then itâs Felixâs turn.
He eyes the tower carefully before reaching for a piece near the bottom. The entire structure wobbles dangerously as he slides it free, but miraculously, it doesnât fall. He flips the block over and reads the instruction aloud, his voice dripping with amusement. "Remove someoneâs article of clothing."
Hyunjin barely has time to process it before Felixâs gaze lands on you, sharp and certain. You nervously giggle, already knowing whatâs coming.
Felix shifts closer, his palm gliding down the length of your dress, considering. But instead of going for the obvious choice, he hums in thought and slips his hand beneath the hem, his fingers ghosting against your bare thigh. The air thickens instantly.
âOh, I know which clothing Iâm taking off,â Felix announces, his tone playful but firm.
Sienna lets out an exaggerated coo, propping a hand under her chin, clearly enjoying the scene unfolding before her.
Hyunjin, however, can only watch as Felixâs hands move with ease, sliding higher, disappearing under your dress. His fingers hook around the band of your underwear, and he tugs. Instinctively, you lift your hips, allowing him to pull the lacy fabric down. Slow. Deliberate.
Hyunjinâs throat goes dry as Felix drags the black lace down the curve of your thighs, past your knees, until he finally slides it off completely. The moment hangs heavy in the air, charged with something indescribable.
Felix grins triumphantly, twirling the underwear between his fingers beforeâwithout shameâbringing it up to his nose and sniffing.
Sienna groans. âGod, youâre such a perv.â She tosses a piece of chip at him, which bounces off his bare shoulder.
But Felix doesnât care. He holds your gaze, mischief dancing in his dark eyes. Then, with a smirk, he stuffs the delicate lace into his pocket. âIâm keeping this,â he murmurs.
Hyunjin swallows hard, gripping his drink a little too tightly as a strange, heated feeling coils in his gut so he shifts his focus on Sienna now as she takes her turn. She narrows her eyes at the tower, steadying herself as she reaches for a block. But in her drunken state, her fingers fumble, and with one wrong move, the entire stack comes crashing down.
A chorus of cheers erupts from you, Felix, and Hyunjinâexcept for Sienna, who groans dramatically, throwing her head back.
âNoooo!â she whines. âI was so close!â
âYou really werenât,â Felix chuckles, watching as the wooden pieces scatter across the floor.
Sienna huffs, but then she suddenly smirks. âFine. I lost. But you all are drinking with me.â
You laugh, shaking your head. âThatâs not how punishments work.â
âIt is tonight,â she insists, grabbing the last bottle of liquor. âOne last toast before I die.â
Felix rolls his eyes, but he grabs his glass anyway. Hyunjin does the same, though thereâs a faint flush to his cheeksâprobably from the alcohol, but maybe from something else.
Sienna raises the bottle. âTo birthdays, bad decisions, and hot people.â
You and Felix clink your glasses with hers, and Hyunjin hesitates for half a second before following suit. Then, everyone downs their shots.
And as a punishment, Sienna doesnât stop there, she tilts the bottle back and chugs. For a moment, it looks like she might actually finish the whole thingâuntil she suddenly coughs, breaking away with a gasp.
âShit. Okay. I canât.â She shoves the bottle at Hyunjin. âYou finish it.â
Hyunjin blinks at her, startled. âWhat? Why me?â
âBecause it's my birthday,â she says, as if that explains everything. âAnd because youâre the best.â
Hyunjin sighs, but the corner of his mouth twitches in amusement. âFine.â
With that, he lifts the bottle and drains the rest in one go. The moment he lowers it, Sienna throws herself at him, knocking him back slightly as she wraps her arms around his neck.
âThank you, my gentleman,â she purrs, and them she kisses him.
It happens so fast that Hyunjin barely has time to react. Her lips press firmly against his, warm and liquor-sweet, and for a split second, everything else fades away. Little does he knowâthis is the start of it all.
-
You lose count of how many drinks you had but you can tell that if you have one more, you're done. You steer yourself away from it, propping a hand against the carpet to steady yourself as you begin to feel lightheaded.
Felix leans in, his arms braced on either side of you, caging you in. You can feel the warmth of his breath on your cheek as he speaks, low and deliberate.
"Should we catch up to them?" he asks, voice laced with mischief.
You glance to the side, eyes landing on Sienna whoâs now straddling Hyunjin, her hands tangled in his hair as their lips move in sync, lost in their own world. The sight stirs something in youâcuriosity, heat, maybe both. But before you can properly register it, you turn your head back to Felix⌠and find him even closer. His hand rests your thigh, fingers brushing lightly against your skin, warm and steady. Then he leans in further, nose skimming along your neck, breathing you in like you're something rare.
"You smell so heavenly," he murmurs, lips grazing your skin.
A shiver runs down your spine just as he begins to trail kissesâup the curve of your throat, along your jawâbefore his mouth finds yours.
The kiss is hard and deep and hungry. His hands, once tentative, now roam with growing confidence as he presses you back into the plush cushions. Your body yields beneath him, a soft gasp escaping your lips as he hovers above you, his weight settling just enough to pin you beneath him without crushing you.
And then he kisses you againâdeeper this time, with more intent. You feel it in the way his fingers tighten on your thigh, in the way his chest pushes into yours, in the way he makes it known he wants to keep going. Your thoughts are scattered, drowned out by the warmth of his touch and the dizzying weight of everything happening around you.
The room is cast in the soft, flickering glow of the fireplaceâshadows dancing along the walls, licking across skin, outlining bodies in warm amber.
You melt into the cushions beneath you, the velvet brushing your skin as Felix deepens the kiss, his hand skimming up the outside of your thigh, slow and reverent. The crackle of the fire fills the silence, punctuated by the soft hitch of your breath when his fingers graze under the hem of your dress.
Somewhere in the background, you hear itâSiennaâs breathless laugh, the muffled sounds of Hyunjinâs voice close against her skin. You don't have to look to know what theyâre doing. You can feel it in the room, the heat and intimacy hanging heavy in the air like perfume.
Felix pulls back just slightly, his forehead pressed to yours as he catches his breath, his eyes searching yours. There's a flicker of something playful there, but beneath itâa quiet hunger.
âYou have no idea how beautiful you are in my eyes,â he murmurs, brushing his nose against yours.
Your hand finds his chest, the steady beat of his heart pounding against your palm, grounding you even as everything feels like it's floating.
And then heâs kissing you again, softer this time. Slower. One of his hands cradles your jaw while the other stays on your thigh, his thumb brushing gentle circles into your skin. The room is warm, your body warmer, and Felixâheâs all over you now. Not rushing. Not forcing. Just⌠being there. Completely.
Behind you, Siennaâs breath hitchesâHyunjinâs quiet murmur follows. But you don't turn to look. You're far too gone in the way Felix is holding you and the way he deepens the kiss again, slow and sultry, the kind that leaves you dazed and wanting more.
His hand, still resting on your thigh, shifts with purposeâfingertips brushing up, exploring. The hem of your dress lifts ever so slightly, caught in the slide of his wrist as he glides it higher, baring more of you to the warm air and his touch. He doesnât rush. His palm moves with confidence, with intention, as he maps the curve of your thigh and slips beneath the fabric like itâs second nature. Your breath catchesâjust a flutter in your chestâbut Felix notices. His lips curve into a faint smirk against your mouth, as if heâs proud of the effect he has on you.
You gasp softly as his fingers find your heating core where youâre warm and aching for him, and your hips shiftâsubtle, instinctive. The cushions beneath you muffle the sound, but not the sensation. You feel the brush of his knuckles, the slow and deliberate pressure on your clit that has your mind going hazy. The fire crackles again, casting shadows across Felixâs bare chest as he leans over you, watching your reaction through hooded eyes.
He presses a kiss to your temple, whispering something you barely catchâbut you donât need words. You feel it in the way his fingers move, teasing and coaxing on your wet cunt, in the way heâs so attuned to your body like heâs studied it in secret.
The rest of the room falls away. Siennaâs soft moan, Hyunjinâs quiet groan, the faint rustle of skin on fabricâall of it blends into the background, a distant echo to the way Felix has you unraveling beneath him.
Your hands clutch at his shoulders, your thighs part instinctively, and in that momentâwith the firelight painting gold across your skin, and Felix moving like he already knows how to break you apartâyou surrender to it all. To the heat. To the hands. To the night thatâs only just beginning.
-
The room spins gently around them, firelight flickering behind his closed lids. Heâs not sure when the last piece of clothing came offâmaybe it was a moment ago, maybe longerâbut he feels the sudden coolness against his skin, followed by the contrasting warmth of Sienna's mouth trailing lower.
Hyunjin's head leans back against the couch, eyes fluttering as Siennaâs lips press against his againâhungry, languid, tasting like wine and something darker. His hands find her waist, her skin warm beneath his palms, and every breath he takes feels heavier than the last.
She kisses his jaw, his throat, then lower still. Every place her lips touch feels like itâs burning, like sheâs leaving marks only he can feel. His fingers twitch against the floor, trying to stay grounded, but she keeps dragging him under.
Then her hands are on his cockâfirm, knowing, wrapping around his length thatâs already aching from how long heâs been wound up. Hyunjin lets out a shaky breath, the kind that escapes when he stop trying to hold anything in.
Sienna doesnât rush. She moves with the same confidence she always carriesâdeliberate, playful, in control. Her hand strokes his cock slow at first, then a little tighter, a little faster, just enough to make his hips shift, chasing friction.
Hyunjinâs eyes flutter open just enough to catch a glimpse of her looking up at him from beneath her lashes, her lips curved into a grin that promises sheâs not even close to done. His pulse thunders in his ears, mixing with the crackle of the fireplace and the soft sounds of movement from across the room. He knows he should feel self-conscious, but in this hazeâwith Sienna between his legs and nothing left to hideâhe only feels raw and alive.
But thenâhe turns his head.
Just across the room, his gaze lands on you. You're half-reclined on the cushions, dress hiked up around your hips, your head thrown back. Felix is between your legs, his shoulders moving with purpose, and your fingers are tangled in his hair. The sight freezes something in Hyunjinâs chest.
He canât hear you, not over the crackling fireplace and the pulse pounding in his earsâbut he can see the way your mouth parts in a silent gasp, the subtle arch of your back, the way your body responds to Felixâs every move. Sienna's hand trails along his thigh, grounding him for a moment, but his eyes donât leave you.
Hyunjinâs fingers curl against the cushion behind him, his knuckles pale as Siennaâs mouth works him overâslow, practiced, indulgent. Her tongue traces the length of his cock with purpose, her rhythm coaxing low, shaky breaths from his chest. The room is warm from the fireplace, but the heat pooling low in his stomach burns hotter. He lets his head fall back, eyelids heavyâbut he canât stop himself from glancing sideways again.
Youâre still there. Still spread out like a dream, like a scene from something he shouldnât be watching. Felix is hidden between your thighs, his dark hair tousled from your grip. The soft sounds you makeâbreathless gasps, stifled moansâcut through the haze like a spark to dry leaves.
The world narrows.
Hyunjinâs lips part. He shouldnât be watching, but he does.
You moveâyour hips lifting gently to meet Felixâs mouth, your hand fisting into the cushion beneath you. And then your eyes flicker open, landing right on him.
There's a burn rising in him nowânot from the alcohol, not from Siennaâbut from the sight of you, unraveling in someone elseâs hands. He clenches his jaw, swallowing thickly as a mixture of heat and something elseâsomething sharperâtwists inside him.
Your gaze holds his. Just for a second, maybe two. But itâs enough to make Hyunjinâs breath catch, his muscles tense. Itâs enough to make him feel everythingâSiennaâs mouth on him, your eyes on him, the sound of your pleasure threading through the air like a song written just for him. He moans, low and quiet, his body tightening under the weight of it all. Sienna doesnât notice. But you do.
And when you finally close your eyes again, falling deeper into Felixâs touch, Hyunjinâs head tips back once moreâlost between the girl kneeling before him and the girl who haunts his every thought.
-
Your breath catches as the climax finally hit, warmth unraveling deep in your core. Felix doesn't stopâhis mouth still working over your drenching cunt through the high, steady and precise, until you're trembling beneath him. Your fingers tangle in his hair, holding him there just a moment longer, before you finally go slack against the cushions.
He rises slowly, his lips tracing a path up your body, soft and coaxing. By the time his mouth finds yours again, youâre still reeling from your high. He kisses you hard, hungry, his tongue tasting the aftermath of your pleasure, and you hum into itâweak, breathless, but sated.
âYou were so good for me,â he murmurs, his voice a low rumble against your ear. âSo damn sweet, coming just like that.â
Your laugh is slow and sultry as it slips past your lips, brushing against his. âYou make it sound like I had a choice.â
Felix chuckles, the sound deep and satisfied, and kisses you again, slower this time. One of his hands slides up your side, dragging the hem of your dress along with it. The fabric slips away, inch by inch, and you lift your hips, helping him pull it off completely. And just like that, youâre bare beneath him.
Felix sits back on his heels, his eyes drinking in every inch of you. Thereâs a silence in the roomâexcept for the fire crackling low in the background and the soft sounds of Sienna and Hyunjin nearbyâbut his gaze is loud. Full of heat. Full of reverence.
âYouâreâŚâ he starts, then stops, biting his lip. His hands rest on your knees, thumbs stroking gently. âGod, youâre gorgeous.â
You tilt your head, a little smirk curling on your lips. âI know.â
That makes him laugh, but he doesnât look away. Doesnât touch you further just yet. He just watches, like heâs trying to commit every detail to memory. And for a moment, you let him until you sit up slowly.
Your hands find his hips in an instant and you make an eye contact with him as your fingers find the button of his jeans. You undo it with ease, your touch deliberate, slowâteasing while maintaining eye contact with him. Felix watches you, eyes half-lidded, mouth slightly open as if waiting to feel your touch again. And when the zipper drags down, he lets out a quiet breath, deep and expectant. He takes over then, pushing his jeans down and off with practiced ease, until heâs kneeling there in front of youâundressed, warm, and waiting. He reaches for your hands, guiding them to him, placing them on his skin like itâs the most natural thing in the world.
âTouch me,â he murmurs, voice deep and rough at the edges.
You do. Your hands move over him slowly, feeling the way his muscles shift under your touch, how his breath stutters with every glide of your fingers. He makes quiet, breathless sounds in response, like each one is pulled from somewhere deep in his chest. His hands are still on yours, not controllingâjust grounding, as though needing the contact as much as the pleasure.
And then, with ease, he pulls you toward him, closing the space between you. You end up straddling his lap, your bare skin pressed to his, heat meeting heat. He groans softly, resting his forehead against yours as his hands run along your waist, your back, up your sidesâlike he needs to touch everywhere all at once. His lips find yours again, slower this time, deep and searching. Itâs the kind of kiss that lingers, that says everything without words. And all the while, his hands continue movingâgreedy and reverent, coaxing and praising, mapping out every inch of you as if he canât get enough. Thereâs nothing hurried about it. Just heat. Want. And the quiet, undeniable ache building between your bodies.
Felix's lips trail down your jaw, then to your neck, where he nuzzles into the curve just beneath your ear. His breath is hot, his kisses deeper now. His hands explore you in tandem, firm and familiar, sliding up your back, down your waist, grounding you in the moment even as everything around you blurs at the edges.
You tilt your head to give him more space, and just beyond himâacross the firelit roomâyou catch a glimpse of Sienna. She's straddling Hyunjin now, her body flushed and lit by the golden flicker of the flames. Your gaze shifts to him, and you see the way his head tilts back against the sofa, lips parted, eyes heavy with heat as Sienna slowly sinks down onto his cock. He shudders visibly, and you feel your breath hitch at the raw intimacy of it.
With your half-lidded eyes, dazed and dizzy from Felix's touches, you canât look away. The way Sienna starts to moveâbouncing on Hyunjinâs cock with a rhythm that speaks of knowing, of teasing, of claimingâdoes something to you. It arouses you, undeniably. The sight is like something out of a fever dream, surreal in its beauty, in its brazenness. But it also stirs something else inside you. Something deeper. Something you can't quite name.
You inhale slowly, lips parted as Felix continues kissing you, whispering something against your skin that you barely register. Because all you can see is the way Hyunjin reaches up to hold Siennaâs waist, how his fingers tighten as she moves, how his mouth falls open in silent pleasure.
And though Felixâs hands are on your body, though his kisses still send heat curling low in your belly, your eyes stay on Hyunjinâand that unfamiliar, aching twist inside you refuses to fade.
-
Sienna moves above him like sheâs dancing to music only she can hearâfluid, purposeful, and utterly intoxicating. Her hands rest on his chest, her nails digging lightly into his skin as she rocks her hips with practiced ease. Hyunjinâs hands find her waist, guiding her rhythm, grounding himself in the way her body fits against his.
âYou feel so good,â he mutters, voice thick and hoarse, the words falling from his lips like a secret.
Sienna only smirks at him in return, her breath catching in laughter as she leans down to kiss him, her pace quickening. The heat between them builds, every movement syncing like waves crashing on a shoreâmessy, relentless, beautiful.
Hyunjin closes his eyes for a beat, lost in the sensation. But then he opens them againâand thatâs when he sees you. Youâre across the room, bathed in the warm flicker of the firelight, your body tucked against Felix, your back resting on his chest. His arm is draped around you, and though you look soft and pliant in his hold, Hyunjin doesnât miss the way your fingers grip Felixâs wrist where his hand disappears between your thighs. But what captures him, what makes his breath stutter and his hands slow against Siennaâs waist⌠is the way youâre looking at him. Your eyes are on him. Not the room. Not Felix. Him.
Time hangs thick and suspended in the space between blinks. Sienna keeps bouncing on his cock, drawing pleasure in each movement, chasing something deeper, sharper, but his mind lingers on the intensity of your gazeâheavy, unreadable, like itâs saying something you wonât speak out loud. Hyunjinâs throat goes dry. The haze doesnât lift, but something inside him stirs. Tightens. Shifts. And when Sienna leans in to kiss him again, he closes his eyes⌠but all he sees is you.
A moment later, Sienna collapses against him, her breath warm and ragged as she rides out the final waves of her high. Hyunjin keeps his arms around her, holding her close as her body trembles gently in his lap. His fingers trail slowly up her spine, grounding her while she murmurs something he doesnât quite catch, giggling softly into his neck. But even in the haze of it all, his eyes drift across the roomâdrawn to you.
Youâre on your stomach now, your cheek pressed to the cushions, lips parted in a blissed-out smile. Felix is behind you, hands and mouth worshiping every inch your skin. Hyunjin watches the way you lift your hips in response, a soft sound escaping you as Felix leans over, whispering something into your ear before kissing you.
ThenâHyunjin sees the way your body arches, the subtle shift of Felixâs position as he aligns his swollen member to your entrance and slowly pushes it in. Your eyes flutter shut, your brows pulling together for a moment as a quiet moan slips past your lips, barely audible over the soft crackle of the fire. And then your eyes open. You eyes immediately look at him. Right at him.
The heat in his body no longer just a result of the liquor, the pill or the girl in his lapâitâs you. Itâs the way youâre falling apart for someone else⌠but still looking at him.
Sienna shifts against him and presses her lips to his jaw, her hand slipping up into his hair, but Hyunjinâs gaze doesnât leave you. Not yet. Not when you look that beautiful. Not when he wishesâjust for a secondâthat he was the one making you feel that way.
-
Felix moves behind you in a rhythm that makes your breath hitch, each steady thrust sending little tremors through your body. His cock is hot and throbbing inside you, his chest is warm against your back, his hand splayed across your stomach to hold you close, and his lips brush over your shoulder, up your neck, murmuring how good you feelâhow perfectly you fit around him.
You're lost in the haze of his touch until your eyes drift across the room. Hyunjin is laying Sienna down gently on the plush carpet, her hair spread like a halo as he lowers himself between her legs. You watch as he lines his cock to her entrance, the slow glide of his hips, the way Sienna gasps and arches beneath him as he finally sinks into her. Her head tilts back, lips parted with a moan, fingers curling into the cushions as she whispers something you can't hearâbut it's clear sheâs unraveling under him.
Your body clenches in response, and Felix growls low into your ear, noticing the change from the way you clench around him. But itâs Hyunjin who catches your eye. Even as he begins to move, his pace steady and deep, itâs you heâs looking at. Something inside you twistsâhot and restless and wanting.
Felixâs hands slide under your stomach, his touch steady and sure as he slowly lifts you, guiding your back to arch against him. His arm wraps around your waist, holding you firmly in place, and his breath is warm against your ear as he murmurs something lowâwords lost in the haze of it all.
The rhythm between your bodies falls into something deeper, slower, more consuming. Every movement draws a quiet gasp from your lips, and when his mouth finds yours, itâs hungryâdesperate, like he needs the taste of you to anchor himself.
His hand slips lower to where heat pooling between your legs, fingers brushing against your sensitive clit that already pulses with need, and he applies gentle pressures as he rubs on the bundle of nerves. The next thing you know, your knees begin to give way. Felix catches you before you can falter, slowly guiding you down, your palms pressed to the soft carpet beneath as he settles behind you again.
Around you, the room blursâthe warmth of the fireplace, the muffled moans, the soft rustle of movement. But all you feel is Felix, the steady press of his body, the drag of his cock against your walls, the way he moves like he knows you inside out. And still, in the back of your mind, youâre aware of Hyunjinâs gaze. That quiet, burning presence you canât seem to ignore.
-
The room is filled with nothing but the sound of bodies and breath and pleasure winding through the air like smoke. Hyunjinâs breath comes out ragged as Sienna moves against him, her warmth surrounding him in waves that make his thoughts blur. But then, just as heâs finding a rhythm, she suddenly presses a hand to his chest and breathlessly tells him to stop.
His body stills, heart pounding in his ears. âWas Iâtoo much?â
But Sienna only gives him a teasing smirk. âYou know I like it rough.â
And before he can reply, she shifts beneath him, turning onto her hands and knees, casting a glance over her shoulder that makes something coil tightly in his gut. She takes what she wants, wrapping her hand around his cock and slides it back into her slowly, his hands immediately gripping her hips, and resumes his pace, now deeper, more deliberate.
Just then, Siennaâs eyes flick forwardâand Hyunjin follows her gaze. Youâre there, just inches away, your mouth already parting as Sienna reaches for you. The kiss that follows between you two is slow at first, all lips and teasing tongues, before deepening into something raw and greedy. Itâs impossible not to watch. Felix lets out a low curse behind you, clearly just as affected. His pace shifts slightly, more intent, more desperate.
Hyunjin can feel everything building againâthe tension, the pleasure, the strange heat curling in his chest as his eyes lock with yours across Siennaâs shoulder. For a moment, it feels like the four of you are caught in something heavier than desire, something that blurs all the lines and makes everything taste a little too sweet.
The moment stretches, blurs.
Hyunjin can barely hear anything over the sound of blood rushing in his ears, over the rhythm of Siennaâs breath mixing with his, over the soft moans curling into the air from where Felix moves behind you. But all he can focus onâall he can feelâis you.
Youâre looking at him. Your gaze, half-lidded and hazy, finds his through the haze of movement and heat. And for some reason, the world shrinks down to just that connection. The way your lips part with every breath. The way your eyes cling to his. The way it suddenly feels like youâre the only one in the room with him. His hips keep moving on instinct, but his mind is locked on you, watching as your body tenses, your expression shiftingâpleasure building just beneath the surface of your skin. And he knows. He knows youâre close.
It hits you firstâHyunjin sees it all happen in your eyes. The way they flutter. The way your mouth falls open. The way your back arches in that beautiful, vulnerable way. And something about it unravels him completely.
He groans low, the sound rough and desperate, as the rush overtakes himâintense and fast and consuming. Itâs like falling, like burning, like touching something just out of reach and finally catching it. He holds onto Siennaâs hips tight, riding the wave out, but his eyes never leave yours.
It feels like a different kind of high. Raw. Unfiltered. Intimate in a way he doesnât fully understand. And somehow, in the quiet aftermath that follows, the only thing he can think about is you.
-
Felixâs breath grows heavier, his thrusts turning more desperateâeach movement more intense, more hungry. You can feel the tension in his body, the way he twitches inside you, the way his grip on your hips tightens as he edges closer to release. His forehead drops to your shoulder, a deep groan rumbling from his chest as he pulls out just in time.
A hot rush spills across your back, warm and slick, painting your skin in the pearly white of his seed as he shudders behind you. For a moment, the world slowsâjust the sound of his breath against your ear and the thundering of both your heartbeats. Then he leans down, pressing a soft kiss to your shoulder blade, murmuring something low and breathless. You turn your head, catching the dazed, satisfied look in his eyes, and a small smile pulls at your lips in return.
You stay on your stomach, body sinking deeper into the softness beneath you as the warmth of the room settles over your skin. Felixâs touch is gentle now, careful, as he wipes you clean with a wet cloth and you're too spent to notice. His lips find your shoulder, pressing light, lingering kisses along the curve of it, as if he's savoring you even in the quiet aftermath.
He doesnât say much at firstâjust the soft sound of his breath mingling with yoursâbut then he shifts, nestling beside you and pulling you into the cradle of his arms. His body is warm against yours, chest rising and falling in rhythm with your own. He kisses you againâlazy and unhurriedâand between each kiss, he whispers praises that make your lips curl into a dazed smile.
âSo good,â he breathes against your mouth. âYou feel like heaven.â
You hum in response, your hand finding his as the two of you settle into the hush of the moment, wrapped in each other and the afterglow.
Felixâs arms are warm around you as you lie nestled against him, the steady rhythm of his breathing lulling you into calm. He brushes a few strands of hair away from your face, planting a soft kiss on your temple. "Youâre kind of adorable like this," he whispers with a teasing smile, and you chuckle under your breath, nudging his chest.
"Kind of?" you ask, raising a brow.
He grins. "Okay, very adorable."
You roll your eyes and pretend to groan, but the comfort of his touch, the way his fingers gently trace patterns on your skin, makes you feel light. Safe. The two of you fall into an easy conversation, filled with quiet laughs and soft murmurs, like the world has momentarily narrowed down to this moment â just the two of you under a soft blanket of warmth and afterglow.
Then, from the corner of your eye, something shifts. You glance across the room and see Hyunjin lying on his back with Sienna curled on top of him, her cheek resting against his chest. Heâs brushing her hair back with slow, affectionate strokes, his gaze soft, unreadable. You donât know why, but something stirs inside you. A tug â not painful, just... confusing. Like watching something you werenât meant to see but canât look away from.
Felix doesnât notice. Heâs still talking, still playing with your fingers. You force yourself to focus on his voice, but your thoughts linger elsewhere â not fully formed, not heavy, just floating in the back of your mind.
Eventually, exhaustion wins. Your body sinks deeper into the cushions, your breathing evens out, and you let your eyes slip closed â the weight of the night finally pulling you under.
-
Hyunjin doesnât know how long heâs been staring. Youâre lying there, curled up against Felix, his arm draped protectively over your waist. Your face is turned slightly toward Hyunjinâs direction, but your eyes are closed, lips parted ever so slightly, soft and serene in sleep. Felix shifts beside you, murmurs something incoherent, but doesnât wake. He just tightens his hold on you.
Hyunjinâs chest feels tight. He doesn't know why â or maybe he does, but he doesn't want to admit it. As if sensing his thoughts are too loud, Sienna stirs against him. She makes a soft sound, a content little hum, and he thinks maybe sheâs still dreaming. But then her head lifts from his chest, and she blinks slowly up at him. Her eyes meet his, and she tilts her head slightly.
âItâs just sex,â she says, as if sheâs answering a question he never asked out loud.
Hyunjin blinks. âWhat?â
Sienna smirks, sleepy and sly. âWhat you and I did.â She stretches her limbs a little, then settles again. âJust sex. Thatâs what it was.â
He doesnât know what to say to that, so he stays quiet.
She doesnât seem to mind. âSame with them,â she adds, nodding subtly toward you and Felix. âItâs all physical. Fun. Nothing serious.â
Hyunjin knows what sheâs doing â offering him an out, an explanation, maybe even a defense he didnât ask for. He understands what she means. He understands it a little too well. Still, he plays dumb. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
Sienna chuckles, low and amused, brushing her fingers lazily across his chest. âYouâre cute when you lie.â
His heart stutters. She lays her head back down, getting comfortable again, but just before closing her eyes, she murmurs, âYou should tell her how you feel you know.â
Hyunjin doesnât respond. He doesnât move. And luckily, Sienna doesnât press. She only leans up slightly to place a featherlight kiss on his cheek.
âGoodnight,â she says softly, already drifting back into sleep.
However, Hyunjin stays awake. His eyes drift once again to where you sleep, unaware of everything swirling in his head. And for the first time all night, it feels like heâs completely alone with his thoughts.
-
A soft movement against his chest pulls him from sleep.
Hyunjin blinks, disoriented, the remnants of a hazy dream slipping from his mind as Sienna shifts beside him. She lets out a small sigh, snuggling closer, her bare skin warm against his. For a second, he lets himself sink back into the comfort of it, eyes heavy, body sluggish from exhaustion.
Then Siennaâs lips brush against his ear, and in a sleepy murmur, she whispers, âYouâre losing brownie points.â
Hyunjin furrows his brows. âWhat?â His voice is hoarse from sleep.
Sienna only hums, her fingers lazily tracing circles against his chest. âYouâre still here, meanwhile theyâre already up and cooking breakfast together.â
That wakes him up completely. He fumbles as he sits up, his body aching from spending the night on the carpeted floor. The space around him is a messâscattered cushions, crumpled blankets, empty glasses from last nightâs drinking game. The fireplace has dimmed to glowing embers, casting the room in a warm, lazy light. But none of that matters once he turns his head toward the kitchen.
There you are, standing beside Felix at the stove, a bright smile on your face as you cook breakfast together. Youâre dressed casually nowâyour hair a little messy, your face still fresh from sleepâbut you look⌠normal. As if nothing happened last night. Or maybe as if something did happen, but it doesnât mean anything. Hyunjinâs stomach twists at the thought.
Felix says something, and you laughâsoft and easy. Hyunjin watches the way Felix leans in slightly, how comfortable you look standing next to him. He canât tell if thereâs a shift between you two, if the night before changed something, or if youâve already moved past it like it was just a fleeting moment of pleasure.
Sienna chuckles beside him, watching the way his expression subtly changes. âTold you,â she murmurs.
Hyunjin doesnât respond because for the first time in a long time, he isnât sure how he feels.
The scent of toast and fresh fruit fills the villa's open kitchen, warm light pouring in through the tall windows. Hyunjin sits across from you at the long wooden table, watching as you reach for your cup of tea with a soft, sleepy smile. Felix is beside you, animated as always, while Sienna stirs her yogurt, her leg tucked under her.
It feels almost normal. Too normal.
Until Felix leans closer and grins at Sienna, mischief in his voice. âSo,â he says, wiggling his eyebrows, âhow was your sleep, Sienna?â
Sienna barely glances up, her tone casual but sharp. âNot as good as yours, apparently.â
Felix chuckles. âYeah, probably the best sleep Iâve ever had.â
You snort at the exchange, and Hyunjin catches itâthat faint smile tugging at the corner of your lips, that glint in your eyes. Itâs so small. So quick. But it splits something open in him.
His fork clinks against the plate as he sets it down. âIâm gonna use the bathroom,â he mutters.
No one stops him. No one even looks twice. Maybe itâs better that way.
He locks the door behind him, pressing his back against the wood for a second. The silence is too loud in here. Too heavy. He pulls out his phone, fingers already moving toward the Lustre app. Maybe he shouldnât. But he does.
Your page loads, soft colors and curated thumbnails filling the screen. He scrolls. Scrolls. Nothing new. Not the one you filmed together. Not the one where you smiled into the lens for him, touched him like you meant it. It shouldnât matter. You didnât promise him anything. But it does.
The cold knot in his chest coils tighter, confusion and disappointment swirling until it turns into something unnameable. He doesnât even know what heâs looking for. Just something to prove that it wasnât just for show. That it mattered. Even a little.
His phone screen dims, and he doesnât bother turning it back on. He just slips it into his pocket, leans over the sink, and stares at his own reflection. Why does it hurt so much? Hyunjin doesnât have the answer. He just knows it does.
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The road stretches out ahead, quiet and empty in the soft afternoon light. The low hum of the engine fills the silence in the car, but Hyunjin barely hears it. His hands grip the steering wheel loosely, eyes on the road, but his mind is miles away.
Flashes of last night blur in and out of focusâsoft moans, heated kisses, tangled limbs, the fire casting shadows over skin. The way your body arched into Felixâs. The way you looked at Hyunjin.
He doesnât notice you talking until your voice comes through again, gentle but amused. âHyunjin.â
He blinks, startled. âYeah?â
You chuckle. âI asked if I could borrow your jacket.â
âOhâyeah. Yeah, of course.â He simply takes the jacket he hung on the headrest of the seat and hands it to you.
You pull it on, nestling into the soft fabric. âIs it okay if I nap?â
He nods again. âGo ahead.â
You shift in your seat, curling up slightly as you lean against the door. Within minutes, your breathing evens out.
Hyunjin glances at you at the next red light. Youâre already asleep. Thereâs something painfully tender about the way you look right nowâhair falling into your face, lips slightly parted. His gaze trails to your neck and thatâs when he sees it. A hickey. The one he left.
His fingers twitch against the steering wheel as the memory hits himâhis mouth on your skin, your soft gasp, the way your hands had pulled at his hair, grounding yourself. He remembers the heat of your skin under his touch, the way your eyes fluttered shut, the sound of his name from your lips. And thenâFelix. And nowâthis.
You, asleep beside him, wearing his jacket, peaceful and unaware that Hyunjinâs thoughts are anything but calm. He swallows hard, eyes flicking back to the road.
God, what the hell is happening to him?
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The stairs feel endless after the long drive, and you're already regretting not taking the elevatorâbut Hyunjin didnât complain, so you didnât either. The two of you climb in silence, steps echoing faintly off the stairwell walls. You glance at him out of the corner of your eye. He hasnât said much since you woke up in the car, and something about the quiet feels⌠different.
âYouâve been awfully quiet,â you say, nudging him lightly with your elbow as you reach the final flight. âEverything okay?â
âJust tired,â he simply answers without looking at you, voice low and distant.
You nod, accepting it for now, though it doesnât quite sit right with you.
When you reach your shared floor, he doesnât hesitate to take your bags from you, his hands brushing yours for the briefest second. The touch makes your stomach twistânot in a bad way. Just⌠twist.
âThanks,â you say as he carries them inside your apartment for you. You close the door behind him and watch as he sets the bags down by your couch, then stands there awkwardly like heâs not sure if he should stay or go.
You smile, trying to lighten the mood. âHey, wanna grab lunch before you head back to your place?â You pause. âMy treat.â
Hyunjin lifts his head slowly. His eyes meet yours. Thereâs something unreadable in them, something that steals the humor from your voice and leaves a strange weight in the air.
He doesnât answer right away and your smile falters.
âHyunjin?âYou take a step closer. âAre you okay?â
He opens his mouth, then closes it again. His brow furrows. And for the first time in hours, you feel genuinely uneasy. Like youâre standing on the edge of something, and all it would take is one stepâforward or backâfor everything to shift.
You wait for him to say something. Anything. But when he finally speaks, the words hit harder than you ever couldâve braced for.
âI want to quit.â
Your heart skips a beat. âWhat?â
âI want to quit,â he says again, clearer this time, and his voice is steadyâtoo steady for someone whoâs about to blow your world sideways.
It takes you a second. Maybe longer. âYou want to quit⌠working with me?â
His gaze doesnât waver. âYeah.â
âWhy?â You blink, stunned, trying to search his face for an answer that makes sense. âHyunjinâwhat happened?â
âI justâŚâ He exhales sharply, jaw tight. âI just want to quit.â
Thereâs something final in the way he says it. Like the decisionâs already been sitting heavy on his shoulders, and now that heâs let it out, heâs not going to take it back.
You reach for him instinctively, maybe to stop him, maybe to understandâbut heâs already moving toward the door. âHyunjin, waitââ
But he doesnât. He opens the door without looking back and walks out, leaving you alone in your apartment, the silence crashing down so suddenly it echoes and just like that, heâs gone.
You stand frozen by the door long after itâs closed, still half-expecting him to come back. Maybe tell you he was joking, or that he didnât mean it, that it just slipped out because he was tired or overwhelmed. But he doesnât come back.
The silence rings louder than the sound of the door shutting. It rings in your ears, sits in your chest, and settles like a weight that only seems to grow heavier by the second. You slowly move back, the steps feel like youâre walking through waterâthick, heavy, wrong. Your apartment looks the same, but something about it feels different now. Like he took something with him when he left.
You drop your bag by the kitchen counter and just stand there, staring at it like it might hold the answer to why this is happening. Why he said what he said. Why he looked so serious. Why he wouldnât explain.
A part of you wants to be angry. But the stronger partâthe one winning right nowâis just confused. And sad. An unbearable kind of sad.
You press your hand against your chest, like maybe you can soothe the ache building there. You donât even realize your eyes are watering until you feel the first tear slide down your cheek. You wipe it away quickly, like maybe thatâll make the sadness go with it. It doesnât.
You sink down onto the couch, arms wrapping around yourself as you try to piece together where it all went wrong. Was it last night? Did something change for him? Did you do something? Or was it always leading to this? You donât know and not knowing is the worst part.
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