“I don’t think that I accepted that I wasn’t gonna die young until I was 26 or 27. I really don’t think I fully…when I was 14, 15, 16, 17–I mean I knew as sure as I know that I am wearing green shoes that I was going to die before much happened. It was a certainty for me. And I had shaken off the directly suicidal urge by the time I was 21 or 22, but I still was pretty sure I was going to die pretty young, it really felt like an inevitability. It takes a long time to realize no, you’ve changed…if you shared those feelings with people at some point you go, ‘well, I guess we’re going to stick around.’ And it’s a funky thing to admit because there’s a part of your inner younger self that kind of judges you for that.”
John Darnielle fucking me up with the single most relatable thing he’s ever said
Obviously this isn’t perfect, but I tried my best.
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Everytime I lose weight I'm not even happy about it because I have had that weight before. My mind just screams "you fat bitch, you can do better... tomorrow you'll eat less and be skinny like you wanted"
And these has been going for months.
I don't know if I can handle it anymore.
dan and phil: partners in crime, comedian partners, soulmates, husbands, just mates... who knows?
phil being sexual without realising is my religion
i love crying about everything it’s very humbling
whenever dan does that you just know phil said something weird
Cher costumes
#old skwl emo, anxieta and cheeky
moodboards: which dan are you?
wasn’t going to say anything regarding the national coming out day because i thought “it’s not like i will come out in real life”, but at the end of the day i changed my mind and decided to at least come out on a tumblr account where my real life friends and parents can’t see.
well, then, hm,
i’m queer.
that felt better than i thought it would.
so, happy national coming out day and remember, it’s ok to not come out and it’s ok to come out outside this day. your life is your business :))
just be sure you’re doing it for yourself.
she/they // 20 // suffering in uni all at once , you're the one ♡i like dan and phil, taylor swift, yellowjackets and some harry potter stuff :)
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