Woke Up Conventionally Attractive & Bisexual Again

Third base is getting stabbed in the stomach and slumping forward with your chin on their shoulder and blood dripping from your mouth

Andrew didn't break his deal with Kevin by choking him; Kevin had already broken it. At least, that's how Andrew saw it.

Andrew never broke his word. He couldn't live with it; he is a man of his truthful and instigator word (maybe someone promised to protect him and failed? Perhaps it's because no one believed his word before? I am still trying to understand him, even after all these years). Didn't Kevin promise to find something for him to live for? And he did, we know he did, even tho it wasn't exy.

Now, when Neil disappeared, have you thought that maybe Andrew realised that Kevin already fulfilled his part of the deal? Maybe then Andrew realised that there it was, his reason to live, and Kevin took it away from him by lying to him.

Lying, of all the things he could have done, he fucking lied.

Kevin gave him something to live for and then took it away by lying.

Andrew always pays back; he is a man of his word. He took his protection away and choked the truth out of him.

Tell me if this isn't the most Andrew core thing that you have ever read.

this blog is not a well-curated museum. it's my bedroom & i'm putting things on my shelf & taping things on the wall

oh it…

The way his hand is bigger than her entire thigh…I am unwell

a dad.

c:  @littlekaisarion

neil being rail thin at the beginning of tfc and gaining weight throughout the series so important to me...physical evidence of his healing process and increased comfort at the foxhole...

i’m rereading aftg rn. like. just started. still on chapter one. anyway. i forgot that the court was the same size and a soccer field… like?? hello. i pictured them playing on like a basketball court. wtf. omg i can’t believe that.

putting down the roses, picking up the sword // aqua regia

i am the rose you relinquished again // emergence

so happy we're having Kevin's pov but im here thinking... why stop at 8 books when nora can write two more in Andrew's pov to make 10 books, neil would love it he told me himself