Andrew didn't break his deal with Kevin by choking him; Kevin had already broken it. At least, that's how Andrew saw it.
Andrew never broke his word. He couldn't live with it; he is a man of his truthful and instigator word (maybe someone promised to protect him and failed? Perhaps it's because no one believed his word before? I am still trying to understand him, even after all these years). Didn't Kevin promise to find something for him to live for? And he did, we know he did, even tho it wasn't exy.
Now, when Neil disappeared, have you thought that maybe Andrew realised that Kevin already fulfilled his part of the deal? Maybe then Andrew realised that there it was, his reason to live, and Kevin took it away from him by lying to him.
Lying, of all the things he could have done, he fucking lied.
Kevin gave him something to live for and then took it away by lying.
Andrew always pays back; he is a man of his word. He took his protection away and choked the truth out of him.
Tell me if this isn't the most Andrew core thing that you have ever read.
Underrated moments in AFTG upon reread:
- Allison calling Kevin’s tattoo a tramp stamp
- Seth laughing his ass off upon hearing Riko was on the Kathy Ferdinand show
- Nicky suggesting Allison and Kevin hook up and they both react with intense disgust
- Aaron shrugging to Neil coming back absolutely battered from Evermore
- Kevin wanting to ask what Neil and Andrew talked about at Eden’s twilight after Andrew confessed to Neil, then seeing Neil’s face and being like “you know what? Not my business.”
- Dan, Allison and Renee basically fake dating platonically their first year to defy the sexist guys on their team
- Neil finding math interesting
- Kevin giving Neil the most scathing elevator look that Neil feels shame about his wardrobe for the first and only time
- Dan punching a Raven in the dick after they made a sexual comment about her past
- Matt’s mother being so grateful to Andrew for getting Matt clean that she pays Aaron’s bail
- Nicky calling Kevin a brat
- Wymack making Dan the first female captain despite the rampant misogyny in Exy
- Andrew stroking Neil’s back after Neil stood up for Kevin at Kathy’s Interview
- Wymack and Matt being the original Andreil shippers
- Neil giving Kevin his binder before going to Evermore like HELLO???? That was some INSANE trust
Gentle hands and harsh words
nobody knows what that does to me
words don’t leave marks
at least not that others can see
he holds me soft while tearing me down
no bruises on my body
but his words were crafted to cut
his hands are soft
kinder than any others have ever been
i’m told to accept the lesser of evils
the man hitting me with words instead of fists
why should i have to settle
is there no life without bearing the judgment of a man who will never truly love me
i am not a doll to be dressed up and played with
my soul means nothing to men
i will keep it for myself
i will hold myself with a reverence that no man can know
i will speak of myself with a love no man will ever feel
gentle hands mean nothing when they are a scheme to create obedience
obedience is an evil that will never know me
i will not obey a man who believes he owns me
no man is entitled to my body or my mind
i own myself
and i hope any who say otherwise suffer until they die
college is beating my ass. this women in stem thing is not working so well for me. why did i do this to myself
Hey sorry your boyfriend got kidnapped by his mob boss dad. Yeah when he said thank you back there he meant thanks for everything you’ve done for him, that was his goodbye because he’s going to die. No yeah he was in love with you, that’s what all the looks meant. Anyway. He’ll think of you kissing him when he’s being tortured by his father’s people as an escape. No I totally get why you might want to burn the world until you find him. Yeah yeah maybe start with choking your teammate for answers. Sorry again.
He’s so pretty omg
just let me know that you're mine
Third base is getting stabbed in the stomach and slumping forward with your chin on their shoulder and blood dripping from your mouth
so happy we're having Kevin's pov but im here thinking... why stop at 8 books when nora can write two more in Andrew's pov to make 10 books, neil would love it he told me himself
neil being rail thin at the beginning of tfc and gaining weight throughout the series so important to me...physical evidence of his healing process and increased comfort at the foxhole...
Swiss: *walks into the ghoul common room* Sup, heteros? Dewdrop: *stops making out with Aether* The fuck did you just call me?!
I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety
Sleep Token, Ghost, Starwars, BooksThe only things in this life I care about.
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