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got rlly sad thinking about baby neil who slept in a bullet proof vest bcus he was so afraid of dying post getting shot vs 18 y/o neil who spends the entire time coming to terms with his death and grieving his life/future

Jeremy Knox has a slutty waist 2025

crechur approach…

small collection of photos of my fav duo ❤️

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huge fan of when his smile looks like he's about to unleash absolute chaos:

this blog is not a well-curated museum. it's my bedroom & i'm putting things on my shelf & taping things on the wall

Breaking news 🦊 (full drawing + inspo below!)

This is genuinely why I can’t write full fics. Like I can write a oneshot and THATS IT

me as a writer

ai does not belong in creative spaces. period.

“The standard concept of gimmickry is none of our concern. We are here to deliver a message; touch people in their hearts and subconscious minds. Soon, regardless of cynicism, you will all be followers. “

I think he meant that as a threat AND a promise.

writing is hard but coming up with a cunty title and catchy summary will slay even god's strongest soldier

people who don't experience hyperfixation don't know what it feels like to hyperfixate so much on something that it becomes not only your subject of obsession but also your source of happiness and literally the main reason why you still keep going; literal source of strength and life.

shoutout to my favorite fictional characters, favorite people, favorite ships, favorite movies, favorite tv shows, fanfics and archive of our own

i could blog better than this but i won't

Andrew didn't break his deal with Kevin by choking him; Kevin had already broken it. At least, that's how Andrew saw it.

Andrew never broke his word. He couldn't live with it; he is a man of his truthful and instigator word (maybe someone promised to protect him and failed? Perhaps it's because no one believed his word before? I am still trying to understand him, even after all these years). Didn't Kevin promise to find something for him to live for? And he did, we know he did, even tho it wasn't exy.

Now, when Neil disappeared, have you thought that maybe Andrew realised that Kevin already fulfilled his part of the deal? Maybe then Andrew realised that there it was, his reason to live, and Kevin took it away from him by lying to him.

Lying, of all the things he could have done, he fucking lied.

Kevin gave him something to live for and then took it away by lying.

Andrew always pays back; he is a man of his word. He took his protection away and choked the truth out of him.

Tell me if this isn't the most Andrew core thing that you have ever read.

Underrated moments in AFTG upon reread:

- Allison calling Kevin’s tattoo a tramp stamp

- Seth laughing his ass off upon hearing Riko was on the Kathy Ferdinand show

- Nicky suggesting Allison and Kevin hook up and they both react with intense disgust

- Aaron shrugging to Neil coming back absolutely battered from Evermore

- Kevin wanting to ask what Neil and Andrew talked about at Eden’s twilight after Andrew confessed to Neil, then seeing Neil’s face and being like “you know what? Not my business.”

- Dan, Allison and Renee basically fake dating platonically their first year to defy the sexist guys on their team

- Neil finding math interesting

- Kevin giving Neil the most scathing elevator look that Neil feels shame about his wardrobe for the first and only time

- Dan punching a Raven in the dick after they made a sexual comment about her past

- Matt’s mother being so grateful to Andrew for getting Matt clean that she pays Aaron’s bail

- Nicky calling Kevin a brat

- Wymack making Dan the first female captain despite the rampant misogyny in Exy

- Andrew stroking Neil’s back after Neil stood up for Kevin at Kathy’s Interview

- Wymack and Matt being the original Andreil shippers

- Neil giving Kevin his binder before going to Evermore like HELLO???? That was some INSANE trust

And you’re evil for making me think about things I would have never been smart enough to think about.

nora is so sick n twisted for creating a character who feels like he is only real/existing in memories and then give him a love interest with an eidetic one like wow. that's evil.

No yeah. This is so real. Kevin would just show up to their house (he has a key) and be like “guys can we go get food.” Andrew’s already throwing the car keys at Neil’s head and grabbing his wallet.

Andreil being monogamous, but letting Kevin into their relationship because he is... Kevin. Kevin is different from the rest. He is their princess. You want clothes? Yeah, of course, we'll take you shopping. You pick whatever you want. We'll pay for it even if you can afford to buy the whole shop. You feel like eating out? We'll get the car keys right now. Your wish is our command, princess.

andrew's sense of humor is greatly underrated imo

like this moment was objectively hilarious

"if you're going to play dealer who do we have in goal second half?"

wymack looked at andrew. andrew looked over his shoulder as if checking for a third goalkeeper.

Not my edit but this is pure comedy

my favorite thing about andreil is that they spent the first two books observing each other like strange bugs in a lab going "mmm how peculiar" at each others every move only to come to the conclusion "wow this dudes 100% not all there. i should be gay about it" and then they are and its the healthiest thing you've ever seen

Hey sorry your boyfriend got kidnapped by his mob boss dad. Yeah when he said thank you back there he meant thanks for everything you’ve done for him, that was his goodbye because he’s going to die. No yeah he was in love with you, that’s what all the looks meant. Anyway. He’ll think of you kissing him when he’s being tortured by his father’s people as an escape. No I totally get why you might want to burn the world until you find him. Yeah yeah maybe start with choking your teammate for answers. Sorry again.

Neil's two true loves

I cackled when I read this

Neil Josten has the same constant stress level as that fuck ass squirrel from Ice Age

Vessels range is so incredible yet so funny because you either have the most angelic voice or you have borderline demonic possession

chatgpt is the coward's way out. if you have a paper due in 40 minutes you should be chugging six energy drinks, blasting frantic circus music so loud you shatter an eardrum, and typing the most dogshit essay mankind has ever seen with your own carpel tunnel laden hands

so happy we're having Kevin's pov but im here thinking... why stop at 8 books when nora can write two more in Andrew's pov to make 10 books, neil would love it he told me himself

THIS! I wrote a oneshot on the site one time and it got deleted halfway through (I went to get food and my laptop shut down) I was devastated. And that was only a oneshot. I was like 200 words in.

people who write their fics directly onto archive of our own site do not fear death by the way

in all seriousness, please always keep backups of your works, write them somewhere else (google doc is a good choice) then copy and paste onto ao3 when you're done, because ao3 itself does not automatically save your works for you, meaning you can lose all of your progress

neil being rail thin at the beginning of tfc and gaining weight throughout the series so important to me...physical evidence of his healing process and increased comfort at the foxhole...

At some point "fanfic can be as good as professional writing" became "fanfic should be as good as professional writing" and that's caused major damage to fandom spaces.