˚ ✦ . . ˚ . . ✦ ˚ . ★⋆. . ˚ ✭ * ✦ . . ✦ ˚ ˚ .˚ ✭ . . ˚ . ✦
the feeling of an empty stomach is just so (੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ ੈ♡‧₊˚ ‧₊˚❀‧₊˙♡‧₊˚
˚ ✦ . . ˚ . . ✦ ˚ . ★⋆. . ˚ ✭ * ✦ . . ✦ ˚ ˚ .˚ ✭ . . ˚ . ✦
The same people, who talk shit about what outfit overweight people wear in public, are also the same people telling me to eat.
Like pick a side pls. You are the reason I developed an 3d in the first place.
Every fucking time
I binged. (Ate a normal portion of food)
Heading to the bathroom to weigh myself first thing every morning like it’s Christmas
weight fluctuations are one of my mortal enemies
𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇! 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 🎀🍽️
I want to be unrecognizable this summer🌻🌊
I will lock the fuck in
After I finished my f4st I ate the whole thing! Idk what I was thinking. Was it a bing? How much calories was this?
My mom just cried why I am not eating. Then brought this in my room ://
I will do absolutely anything for this 🦢🩵
⭐️ve or be fat, chose your struggle.
Do you really want to eat all that?🪽
“1200 c4ls is NOT enough, what are u, a child?”
When F4sting for 24h+ :
How the world looks like vs How I look like
Does anyone actually like my blog? I feel like it’s kind of all over the place.
I’m the most emo person I know and I’m not even emo!
Real sh!t
“Why are you eating so little lately?”
God forbid a woman wants to fit into a bikini this summer💔
Born to be so sk1nn1 that ppl wonder if I’m sick
Forced to eat in front of ppl so no one will ask if I’m ok
What fasting feels like:
The depression after b!nging is the worst.
The word 4nor3xic seems so unfamiliar to me sometimes. So distant. So not me, but at the same time it is me. It is what makes and breaks my day. I relate and understand it so well, but at the same time I feel distant from it. Like I am just watching from outside of my body.
MEeeeee
Gay and anorexick call that faggasaurous rex
I just had a panic attack because of this.
I hate that I open Tumblr multiple times a day and have to be scared that my account and all my moots might be gone. Like just leave us alone in our little bubble 😕
‘i’m not sick enough’
‘i’m not sick enough’
‘i’m not sick enough’
I just wanna ⭐️ve while I rot in my bed! Doing nothing. Eating nothing. For a whole week.
vision goes blurry sometimes, dizzy often (even when sat down), legs weak, energy down. hello honeymoon, I missed you <3
This has actually been such a good read. I’m halfway through!
Bought this book yesterday. The story is about this girl Iris, who also has an 3d and other mental health problems.
It's actually shocking how much I relate to her. And I feel like someone has just wrote a book based on my thoughts.
Feels kind of scary!
So real. I ate 800 calories and I want to shrink myself, hide myself inside the walls.
“its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit”
I mutter to myself like a crazy person as I rock back and forth in a curled little ball.
guys take me out im gunna loose it