I Just Had A Panic Attack Because Of This.

A quick update of why I haven’t been posting a lot for the past days.

Basically I have been dealing with 3d as usual. On top of that I have my that red week of the month and it always makes me really emotional and I feel every emotion x10 of the normal days. I have been feeling really numb and have no motivation, but have to also study for my exams too and been going to the library with friends.

Anyway! How are you all doing? :))

I’m sorry, but I am actually not gonna follow back people, who post Sh in their blog. I have talked about how I feel about it before and I didn’t think it would trigger me. I was wrong and I may or may not have cried seeing those pictures.

fat girls become sickly skinny girls

Today wasn’t very anorexic of me.

Checking in on my fav moots- are you doing well? Don’t forget to drink water and take meds ❤️‍🩹

Heyy! Thanks for the check in I am doing well since the sun is shining again :)) hope you are also doing good <33

I‘m sorry, but the fact simply is that society judges people for having mental problems and I am also victim of it. Do you want me to lie about that? Maybe then just the peopleI meet are all assholes and maybe I can have a opinion about my own scars and how stupid I was as a teen.

I never called anyone stupid or ugly other than myself . Pls stop putting words in my mouth.

At the end of the day I am nobodies parents and nobodies therapist and I can’t make decisions for people. As your blogs encourage sh I am discouraging it and just showing my reality and aftermath of my actions.

Pls block if you don’t want to see someone else’s opinion or thoughts rather than yourself and what pleases you. Nobody has forced you to be here!

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

Is my blog making it worse for people?

Are minor seeing what I post and get triggered?

I have been thinking about it and it’s now my nightmare.

When I made my account I just wanted a safe space to talk about my 3d and my thoughts. Now I feel guilty that I may be a bad influence!

You’ve only got 4 months until Summer…

Remember that next time you’re about to binge.

Worst feeling is, when you go on the scale with clothes on and think maybe the number is high because of the clothing.

So you take them off and go on the scale again, but turns out you are actually that f4t. 🐋