So Real. I Ate 800 Calories And I Want To Shrink Myself, Hide Myself Inside The Walls.

People are crazy and I am gonna leave it at that!

When F4sting for 24h+ :

How the world looks like vs How I look like

The word 4nor3xic seems so unfamiliar to me sometimes. So distant. So not me, but at the same time it is me. It is what makes and breaks my day. I relate and understand it so well, but at the same time I feel distant from it. Like I am just watching from outside of my body.

I get lot’s of notifications. Non of them are interactions. I feel like my blogs reach people, but nobody interacts more than a like!?

I love when people comment (not them crazy ones).

Whenever I watch people from body positivity movement, it just makes me not wanna eat. Is that weird?

I don’t understand how they can be happy with how they look and just eat more and more. I mean I‘m happy that they are happy, but I just don’t get it and don’t want to be like that.

When I hear someone laughing.

Send me some questions if you like, I have to distract myself somehow :))