Hii I Saw Your Ask/answer Where U Said U Didn’t Know Abt Tumblr Til A Month Ago I Was Wondering How

I just had a panic attack because of this.

I hate that I open Tumblr multiple times a day and have to be scared that my account and all my moots might be gone. Like just leave us alone in our little bubble 😕

This feels like a religion more than an e4ting d1s9rder, everyone talking to "ana" asking to be thinner and listening to what she's telling us(including me)

We sound more like a bunch of Schizophrenics then 4nor3x1c 😭😭

But I'm lowkey here for it, ana is more fun than half people I know. Everyone is just so fucking boring

MEeeeee

Gay and anorexick call that faggasaurous rex

I’m so tired of fake smiles and happiness. Plastic emotions and friendliness, when in fact I am so empty inside.

I’m tired of saying I’m fine, when I haven’t felt fine in such a long time. I hate to lie, but what I hate more is, being a pussy and being that one depressing friend or family member. And I hate, that I am such a people pleaser, always trying to make everyone happy except myself.

I despise myself and I am for once fine with that, but I just want to be left alone while I do that.

if I’m losing, I’m winning 🪽

I wanted to at least.be 46.5 kg by the end of this month. I only gained weight! I’m a disappointment -_-