Remember Why You Started

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all the restrictions and time will soon pay off..

me seeing chubby people: "beautiful perfect amazing stunning"

me seeing myself: "disgusting repulsive abhorrent revolting"

i always feel like the fattest in the room, doesn’t matter what size i am

me in my own head trying to convince myself im not literally starving ravenous: like it’s there. it’s fine i guess. i dont know im kind of hungry but like i can deal with it.

I suck at this disorder

Remember, starving is good. Eating is bad.

What do you want people to say about you?

"i love her confidence"

Or

"i love her cheek bones"

It Is your choice!

via facebook @crxmes

being praised for "eating healthy" when you have an eating disorder is a real mind-fuck

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