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something about it getting colder outside triggers me so hard. i'm just sitting outside listening to music and sipping plain tea and it's sooo...<3

i love romanticizing dysfunction. 🥰

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The fuck up thing is, when my ed is active, it doesn't make me depressed or sad or insane. It makes me the happiest I can be. I feel on top of the world. Like I can do and accomplish anything. Everything just falls into place and life is easier.

i wish i never gave up in the first place. i would’ve been so skinny by now.

Lost 3lbs in one week omg!! Im so happy!!

Obviously its easier now because i just relapsed after a year of not caring, so it will inevitably plateau, buttttt im happy for now!!!

hungry? stop and think about the number on the scale going down... now imagine it going up and up and up, its not worth the momentary pleasure.

When you want to go home but home is a daydream in your mind and you can't travel there

don't understand how people can just eat one plate and be done with it without wanting to eat about 3 more plates even though they're full.